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2004 3 April :: 11.52am
Aisha's Birthday party.... O.o
Me and Keely hung out, because I don't really get along well with Aisha's friends....
"Did you just say a white man with black testicals?"
"That would be the definition of Skyler"
XD. We watched drumline, because we love black people.
So we went to bed... around.... 2ish... And we stayed up wishing Dustin and Skyler were there with us (HAHA) Keely turned on her All American Rejects CD (-_- Blah)
And I poked myself in the eye a few times. I looked over once and Keely was starign at me all wide-eyed. Like... O.O it was scarey.... Then we plotted on how we could make people feel uncomfortable. It was quite fun.... Once again, I woke up to a loud "MOOOO!" -_-; Oh well.
Leaving for Kanuga on Easter Sunday... Blah. I really don't want to go anymore... =/ I'll have no friends there and it's just a bunch of preps. Fuck it. If I really hate it when I get there, I'll fake sick. It's as simple as that. I still have to go shopping for a bunch of shit I don't have that they said I'd need... I need sandals, shorts and a rain coat. I'm not bringing a rain coat, I love the rain.....
Well I think that's all I've got for now.
Yesterday I forgot to breathe for like the 6th time this week. Maybe it was the pink cloud strafed sky that changed my mind and brought me back... Seems like every day it's kill or be killed... With all this anger there is no time to inhale and progress and catch the smell of something that you once knew. Have you ever stopped raised your face up to the sun and screamed? Let it out, exhale the pain that strangulates your soul, when will I be free? My lungs take in the fragrance of remorse, what is the cost, am I living? If you let your lungs fill up with pain then you will drown in your own regret. My arms feel so numb my heart palpitates, missing a beat, the blood freezing in my veins. The taste of rust in my mouth... But today I just threw it all away, though the light burns my eyes, I will not be blind... If you blink you could miss so much, please don't ever close your eyes.
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2004 30 March :: 5.44pm
I wonder if anyone will actually read this...
Yeah. Today is Aisha's Birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY FRUIT CUP FRIEND!! May your day be better than the dead bird's.
Let's see... Jeanna almost fell in the toilet today? Yeah, sadly it's true. We were in the bathroom during Science and I started dancing on the toilet then I jumped off and she copied me, and almost fell in. Haha. Call the potty police!!
Brennen, if you're reading this, I'm sorry to tell you that Dustin is the only person in exsistance that is worthy enough to marry me. =D
There was a substitute today. She was pretty cool but she didn't like me too much... Too bad for her fuckign self. She has no clue what she's missing. I mean, damn, I've got to be the coolest person I know! I am the coolest person I know, let alone anyone else knows. I'm the coolest person EVER!
Me and Aisha made up nicknames for Dustin?
Here's some of what we came up with...
-Skank
-Sacapunta
-Ho
-Dust Bunny
-Dusty-tin
-Fluffy
- The fro
And that's all I got..... You fuckers should comment, I mean, jeez, I knwo you all love me, cause I rock.
More than 2 people should read this.... People would friggin pay to read what goes on in the great one's life. Ungreatfuol assfucks.
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2004 25 March :: 6.48pm
Well, I'm updating because Rhianna updated... I doubt anyone will read this, though... Anyways. TODAYS MY BIRTHDAY!! and it was supposed to be my wedding, but that didn't ahppen cause Dustin didn't come to school. :( Oh well. I'm over it. I was kind of sad today, I don't know why... Oh well. I'm over it. Got 4 CDs, new headphones (THAT KICK ASS) and... a backpack. It's the shzzle fo rzzle. Eh... comment if you read this, please.
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2004 4 March :: 11.42pm
:: Music: Vision
Close minded.
You know, everybodies always saying "You're really close minded. You only listen to one type of music, you only go to one type of show." And I say "Well you know what, this is the type of music we grew up on, this is the type of music we play. Punk rock is our way of life. It's how we chose to live. And everyone elses opinion is worth nothing. Don't worry about what I listen to, worry about your own life. Because I'm not going to change for you or anyone. I can't help it if you don't like it, and it's upto me if I don't want to listen to anything else. It's what's in our blood, it flows through our veins, so save your breath 'coz we're here to stay!!
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2004 25 February :: 7.23pm
| Three things that scare me: | | 1: | Being Alone | | 2: | Clowns | | 3: | Basketballs | | Three people who make me laugh: | | 1: | Seth/ Micah | | 2: | Walker/Dave | | 3: | Brendon/Hakki | | Three Things I love: | | 1: | music | | 2: | singing | | 3: | writing | | Three Things I hate: | | 1: | love | | 2: | depression | | 3: | school | | Three things I don't understand: | | 1: | life | | 2: | love | | 3: | math | | Three things on my desk: | | 1: | Sprite Remix | | 2: | Altoid Sours | | 3: | Yo Crunch oreo yogurt | | Three things I'm doing right now: | | 1: | Doing this quiz | | 2: | Biting my tongue | | 3: | Talking to Alec | | Three things I want to do before I die: | | 1: | Be famous | | 2: | Acheive something | | 3: | Fall in love | | Three things I can do: | | 1: | Be wrong | | 2: | Be stupid | | 3: | Unwrap a starburst in my mouth | | Three ways to describe my personality: | | 1: | Dark | | 2: | "half black" haha Alec G | | 3: | Oldschool? | | Three things I can't do: | | 1: | Anything right | | 2: | Tie my shoe | | 3: | See out of my left eye |
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