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xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2004 22 January :: 6.59am

Dreams can take you to places you've never been before, they can open your eyes to things you've never realized...they can give you a whole new perspective for life...or they can totally crush you...They can be so good, that you can only wish they'd last forever, forever in this fantasy world your dreams have brought you to...but they always end. Always... So I choose to dream my beautiful dreams, knowing they won't last forever....but cherishing them...the thought, the images... I remember them. Forever.

Ichido dakishimeta kokoro ga donna toki hanasanai de.--Don't let go of the heart you embrace no matter what happens.

Broken Hearts


xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2004 18 January :: 3.53pm

Guess who's back, back again....
Yeah I think I might start to update in here again.... Not really much to say, except for I really hope the lighting guy does good... We only get ONE practice with them before opening ngith because the church needs them for something.... gah. Oh well... But other than that it's coming along nicely.

I got to be on headset the other day... it was erm... neat... I didn't like it though. So yeah, I proudly announce that Renee is back on headset. :D

well that's all for now, I'll update later.



Ichido dakishimeta kokoro ga donna toki hanasanai de.--Don't let go of the heart you embrace no matter what happens.

7 Hearts | Broken Hearts


xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2004 12 January :: 9.37pm
:: Music: O Canada!

Damnit. I want to move to Canada. I mean, jesus, who cares about Canada!? There you can just be shit and no one would care... I bet no one in Canada is stereotypical either. Cause they all talk funny, so you can't really make fun of other people. But if I moved there, I might try to take over... and call it canadia... or canada (pronounced cuh-nah-dah)


\just a thought...

1 Heart | Broken Hearts


xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2004 12 January :: 2.22pm

May whatever awaits me come.
wow. The play is like.... next week. What an eye opener. Well, yeah all this week I have to stay after school til 6, 'cause I'm on crew... and yeah, the play is really nowhere close to done. Stress, stress and more stress awaits me. So yeah... tomorrow we have to run the full play, dress rehersal, no stopping for the first time. O.o Gonna suck. We're gonna crash and burn and Mr. Riel will NOT be pleasant and hes NOT going to help us and he'sNOT going to stop us once.... crew has about 38 seconds between each scene to clear the stage, set up the next scene and have the curtains open.... So what else has happened since my last update... uhm... got my report card, only failed one class-- GO ME!! oh yeah! I'm so proud of myself... :D

I donno what's up.... but recently I've just had this feeling that something bad is gonna happen.... it's like this feeling of fear.... I don't know how to describe it, it's just weird.

Might I add, I am the sp0rk lord. Fuck you all and have a good day.

No, my journal isn't dead yet. O.o

Oh I see your scars, I know where they from… Sensually carved and bleed until you're dead and gone. I've seen it all before, beauty, splendid soul. It's when heaven turns to black and hell to white, right's to wrong and wrong's to right… Feeling turning your heart into stone, feeling piercing your courageous soul, Now beyond redemption. No one's gonna catch you when you fall. I see you crawl, you can barely walk… With arms wide open you keep on begging for more. I've been there before, knocking on the same door. It's when hate turns to love and love to hate, Faith to doubt and doubts to faith

2 Hearts | Broken Hearts


xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2004 6 January :: 9.02pm

yet another one of them quizzes that we all love :D
[ .. ] first name: Dana
[ .. ] middle name: Wells
[ .. ] nickname(s): Does dumbass count?
[ .. ] birthday: March 25
[ .. ] gender: female
[ .. ] hair color: redish brown
[ .. ] eye color: hazel
[ .. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: I shoul...
[ .. ] do you have braces: nope
[ .. ] is your hair long or short: I'd like it to be longer, but people say it's long enough already...
[ .. ] where were you born: wilmington, nc
[ .. ] current location: wilmington, nc
[ .. ] zodiac sign: aries
[ .. ] how many languages do you know: I'm fluent in English and Ebonics. Fa shizzle :)
[ .. ] bad habit: annoying people...
[ .. ] piercings: none.
[ .. ] piercings you want: I think a nose ring may be cool... maybe my ears...
[ .. ] tattoos you have: do the little ones i draw with my pen count?
[ .. ] tattoos you want: I may pull a Steve-o and get a tattoo of "your name" on my ass... or a tattoo of myself on my back... "Yeah dude"
[ .. ] hair color you want: black
[ .. ] skin color: pale... O.o


: favorites :
[ .. ] numbers: 13
[ .. ] saying: Life's short, so love the ones you got, because someday you might get runover or shot....
[ .. ] tv show: i miss that daria chick... jackass/ viva la bam... kikckass
[ .. ] sport: Does anyone really even care...?
[ .. ] vegetable: mmm... Vegetables... lol Amanda!!
[ .. ] fruit: papaya lol Blaine... uhm... I guess LEMONS :)
[ .. ] candy:mmm... pop rocks
[ .. ] gum: Bubblemint Orbit
[ .. ] candy bar: O.o umm...
[ .. ] ice cream flavor: chocolate chip cookie dough :)
[ .. ] color: black
[ .. ] season: winter... or fall
[ .. ] type of music: punk, rock, metal... the works
[ .. ] things in your room: my stereo =)
[ .. ] place to be: at the computer =D
[ .. ] tv channel: Comedy Central or MTV
[ .. ] overall food: mm... bread.
[ .. ] store: walmart all the way biaa
[ .. ] fast food: uhmm... Chik Fil A or however you spell it
[ .. ] restaurant: ehh...
[ .. ] shape: heartagram
[ .. ] time of day: late at night when no matter what the season, it's cold...
[ .. ] mall: we only have one.
[ .. ] board game: uhm... monopoly?
[ .. ] car: I don't know.
[ .. ] month: I don't care.
[ .. ] team: once again, i don't care..
[ .. ] possession: my friends? are they possesions?

: what's the first thing that comes to mind when you hear :
[ .. ] eminem: run away!!
[ .. ] dog: homie
[ .. ] sexy: Michael Jackson. Oh baby. (joke)
[ .. ] britney spears: Boobies. O.o
[ .. ] nsync: what the FUCK
[ .. ] real world: Pie
[ .. ] orange: apple..
[ .. ] bisexual: mhm...
[ .. ] black: Nightime...
[ .. ] insane clown posse: what the HELL
[ .. ] linkin park: Faint
[ .. ] jack: off
[ .. ] lifehouse: lighthouse.
[ .. ] bat: i am batman.
[ .. ] whip: nash
[ .. ] volcano: Hawaii


: private life :
[ .. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: Not quite sure...
[ .. ] do you have a crush: Yeah... O.o
[ .. ] do you love anyone right now: To love and to be IN love are two TOTALLY different things...
[ .. ] have you ever been in love: who loves orange soda? Kell loves orange soda! is it true? I do I do I dooooo
[ .. ] do you love more than one person: Love, not IN love...
[ .. ] how many hearts of have you broken: None that I know of...
[ .. ] how many people broke your heart: For all I know, my heart is in one peice... but some people have kind of hurt me before... emotionally
[ .. ] do you have a picture of him/her: pictures... run awayyy
[ .. ] do you have a picture of yourself: Do yearbooks count? I may have a picture of myself with a few friends... but im not camera friendly :)
[ .. ] do you go by looks or personality: personality... but you gotta have the nice eyes... :)

: would you ever :
[ .. ] bungee jump: if there was any drugs involved.
[ .. ] sky dive: If I was feeling.... dangerous... (twitch)
[ .. ] swim with dolphins: Been there, done that...
[ .. ] scuba dive: yeah biotch. The ocean is my home... sort of... as long as I don't have to get into a swim suit... O.O
[ .. ] go rock climbing: sure why not..
[ .. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: only on tuesdays
[ .. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: no.
[ .. ] who's hot: Did I mention I like eyes?
[ .. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: ...why would anyone do that... >:]
[ .. ] lie to the police: oops.
[ .. ] run from the police: that would be sooo fun!
[ .. ] lie to your parents: oops.
[ .. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: Depends...

: have you ever :
[ .. ] flashed someone: naw...
[ .. ] told the person you liked how you felt: yes.
[ .. ] been to Michigan: yep... quite a few times actually...
[ .. ] gotten really REALLY wasted: If I did, I don't remember... =D
[ .. ] gone to jail or juvi: O.o nope.
[ .. ] skinny dipped: Once I took a bath in this giant bathtuib that I could like swim in.... lol
[ .. ] stolen anything: the spotlight. oh yeah.... not really...
[ .. ] kicked someone's ass: yeah...
[ .. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: it's funny you mention that... pegged my dad in the head in Michigan and he tried to dodge it, slipped on the ice, cracked a rib and broke his arm... :D
[ .. ] broke a beer bottle: don't fuck with me is all i can say...
[ .. ] flipped someone off: yeah.... who hasnt?
[ .. ] gone on a road trip: not yet
[ .. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision: ehhh... sadly enough, no.
[ .. ] been to a concert: yes!!! :D
[ .. ] been to another country: No, But someday I'll take over Canada...
[ .. ] talked back to an adult: I have teachers, don't I?
[ .. ] got in a car accident: ..nope.
[ .. ] broke a law: Not that you know of :D lol
[ .. ] given money to a homeless person: It's not my faukt their homeless.... Jesus why don't they go get a fuckign JOB?! ;)
[ .. ] tried to kill yourself: no.
[ .. ] cried to get out of trouble: :'( no.
[ .. ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: nope.
[ .. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: nope.
[ .. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyways: I was cooking...?


: opinions :
[ .. ] about boy bands: flamers.
[ .. ] about flag burning: expressing individuality.... O.o
[ .. ] of the war on terrorists: TWOT... lol... peace man.... whooo needs war.... FUCK THE GOVERNMENT... lol
[ .. ] about suicide: Fucked up...
[ .. ] about people who try to force their opinions on you: i hate teachers.
[ .. ] about abortion: Who cares?
[ .. ] about rock/metal music: \m/ rock the fuck on
[ .. ] where do you think you'll be in 10 years: ruling Canada
[ .. ] who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: hmm... Must ponder..

: the last :
[ .. ] thing you ate: raviolli.... i can't spell that
[ .. ] thing you drank: Mountain Dew
[ .. ] thing you wore: Uhh... I just took my dice bracelets off... so I guess those are the last thing I wore.
[ .. ] place you went: laundromat... O.o
[ .. ] thing you got pierced/tattooed: nothing...
[ .. ] person you saw: My brother...
[ .. ] person you hugged: I think Brennen.... Maybe Renee
[ .. ] person you talked to: Blaine. (Not Wilton.)
[ .. ] song you heard: I'm gonna get through this... lol... actually, I heard bury me deep inside your heart by HIM
[ .. ] what are you eating: mm... air.
[ .. ] what are you drinking: Mountain Dew
[ .. ] what are you wearing: I get that all the time... ;)
[ .. ] any shoes on: my chucks... I want Green or Orange ones though...
[ .. ] hair: O.o wtf...
[ .. ] listening to: Because I got high- Afroman
[ .. ] talking to anyone: Blaine, Sam, Renee

: yes or no :
[ .. ] are you a vegetarian: naw.
[ .. ] do you like cows: LIKE cows.... O.o ARE YOU CALLING ME AN ANIMAL MOLESTER!?
[ .. ] are you a bitch: umm... i donno tell me if i am.
[ .. ] are you artistic: in a way...
[ .. ] do you write poetry: sometimes...
[ .. ] can you ski: wtf. no.
[ .. ] are you british: O.o naw.
[ .. ] did you ever give barbie a haircut: I liked my sock monkey just fine... but... i shaved barbies head once... and.... cut her head off once... :D
[ .. ] would you eat mac & cheese with hot dogs in it: Wtf... I like llamas, how bout you?
[ .. ] are you straight: straight as a rainbow. Lol, jk, I'm straight.
[ .. ] are you short: um i'm like 5'7".
[ .. ] are you tall: ^
[ .. ] are you a typical teenager: noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
[ .. ] do you shop at hot topic: for bracelets and shit. I dont like the clothes much. or the price.

: random questions :
[ .. ] if you could be any animal, what would you be: animal, eh? I donno.
[ .. ] if you had to eat and drink one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be: is that healthy...
[ .. ] do you remember any of your dreams: yeah....
[ .. ] do you dream in color or black and white: color.... ive had a few black and white ones, tohugh...
[ .. ] do you admit when you need help with a problem: yeah....
[ .. ] can people read you like a book?: People can read books?!
[ .. ] what's your biggest fear: Being alone, and the unknown...
[ .. ] do you talk a lot: CAFFINE?!
[ .. ] are you afraid of clowns: JESUS CHRIST GET THEM AWAYYYY FROM ME!!! (slipknot sucks, might i add :])
[ .. ] do you like spiders: no
[ .. ] how about grape kool-aid: Oooh yeah!
[ .. ] do you drive: Do I, or am I supposed to?
[ .. ] are you spoiled: id like to think not... but i am.... O.o
[ .. ] are you anti-social: sometimes.
[ .. ] now that this is over, what are you going to do?: talk to some people...
[ .. ] do you love yourself: sure why not...

2 Hearts | Broken Hearts

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