:: 2004 17 April :: 6.51 pm

Well I am just sittin here bored as hell, I THOUGHT I was gonna hang out w/ my boyfriend since we never get to see each other but I guess not... he is busy w/ his friends that he sees everyday... UgH... but w/e if any1 wants to hang out tonight or sumpin just gimme a call... most of you should kno the number but if not call me here... (696-7724) aight ttyl LuV YaLl LoTz

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:: 2004 15 April :: 12.39 am

I just hate my life so much sometimes I thought I had a bf that I could trust and one that wouldn't lie to me or do anything to hurt me but i guess he is just like the rest of them out there I am so stressed out right know i just want to cry... :( I hate living in morley its so boring and I feel so isolated like i have no one to talk to anymore and no one to share my problems w. its just so ugh i dunno what to do i hope this will all get better soon... until it does you guys might hear alot of sob stories and if it gets to much just tell me to shut the hell up ~K~ lol well ttyl LuV Ya LoTz ~Amanda*~

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:: 2004 11 April :: 12.51 am

I am still sad that I am not gonna get to see you guys anymore or as much at least... but what can ya do?.. nothing anymore... but I dunno I think I had the worst spring break ever... to start it off I am moving :( then I have to stay home the whole time :( then I find out that my best friends mom is dying of cancer and has only about a month to live... I knew she was gettin bad but OmG i didn't think it was this bad :'( I am gonna be so sad when she is gone and she wants me to read this lil poem at her funeral and I just dont think I can do it Its gonna be WAY to hard to deal w/ I will be ballin my eyes out... and ya well then come to find out more ppl are talkin crap about me and how I supposably did stuff (sex wise) w/ not one but TWO guys in that lil period when me and Ian were broke up.. which is really funny since I DIDN'T.. and I have never even heard of either one of these boys...but o well ppl in cedar must really love me cuz I seem to be the only person every1 is talkin about now days!!.. but anywayz back to my horrible spring break story, ya and another thing is I am not gonna get to see my boyfriend hardly ever anymore.. :'( we finally got things figured out and now I have to move.. could my life have anymore Drama?!?!?!?! ~Amanda*~

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:: 2004 1 April :: 9.33 am
:: Mood: sad

I am so sad! I am gonna miss you guys so much, I guess I never realized how many ppl really cared about me or how many ppl would actually miss me... but lets all just look at the bright side I will be back next year! I'm gonna come back and visit as much as possible and all of you should know my e~mail addy so if you ever want to talk just write me... or leave a message in here. I will be her for any of you to talk to about stuff so feel free to ask me or tell me anything! ~K~ Luv Ya Lotz ~me~

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:: 2004 26 March :: 7.40 pm

WoW, its been kind of a while since I have updated this thing so I thought I just might do it right now since I have nothing better to do! SO ya well I dunno whats new really not a whole lot, b~sides getting kicked out of my house w/ my mom and shit all b~cuz some fuckin homo told my mom and his dad a BUNCH of lies, and now me and my mom have to move back to morley for the rest of this year :( I am gonna miss every1 even though there is like 3 ppl that might miss me, but this really sucks cuz I am startin to talk to other and new people and now I have to leave and shit but what can ya do! I guess there is ONE benefit to gettin outta cedar... well I dont have to deal w/ any1s bull shit anymore... I dont have to listen to ppl talk shit about me and I dont have to worry about my friends stabbin me in the back anymore (ok that was like 3)...but ya any wayz so my life sux o well... I guess I will let you guys so you don't have to read this gay shit anymore ~k~ ttyl LuVz ~*Me*~

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:: 2004 8 March :: 12.47 pm
:: Mood: crappy

I don't feel good at all today...thats why I am at home and not at school, I woke up this mornin and UgH :P I felt like shit! But what can ya do?!?! Oh yes and NOW I am Mrs. Boss Lady...Cuz I like to boss every1 around, You're right Kevin I was tryin to boss you around by sayin that, Man O Man You Are Smart! NOT... But I DON'T CARE ANYMORE! Oh and I just wanted to warn all of you out there that if you ever get involved w/ me I am the kind of girl that likes to go and get drunk of her ass every weekend and then stay the night at a bunch of different guys houses, cuz thats what I like to do (according to Kevin) The guy who at ONE point in time I considered my best friend...

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:: 2004 7 March :: 8.59 pm
:: Mood: Undecided

Well Well Well... I am makin friends left and right :D NoT but according to them they aren't worth it anywayz so I dont care anymore, I did before but not anymore... cuz its a "waste of my time" But w/e I know who my true friends are and thats all I need I guess...But other than that lil situation my life isn't THAT bad... b~sides the fact that EVERYONE thinks I am PG. WHICH I AM NOT! TYVM I am on y f*in period right now!...Ppl will believe everything and anything now dayz but I don't care I know I'm not and thats all that matters I guess! But I am outtie so have fun every1!

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:: 2004 4 March :: 6.46 am
:: Mood: P.I.S.E.D

HeHe like the mood Amy! :)... but ya UgH I could really just punch any1 in the face right now... I can't believe how inconsiderate some people are in this fuckin world...you think you found some1 who acts different than every1 else and then come to find out they are just the same! Every1 believes everything they hear, every1 likes to assume things, and UgH I hate life and 99.9% of the people in it... But I am glad I know who my real friends are cuz they aren't afraid or w/e to ask me about sumpin they hear... Thanx Guys I Luv You! BUT as for the rest of you FUCK OFF cuz I don't need anymore stress than what is already in my life... But we aren't gonna get into that shit cuz I dont want to... but yeah I don't know why I had to write this but I just needed to get it off my shoulders!

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:: 2004 28 February :: 8.55 am
:: Mood: tired

Well WTF... I woke up at 8:30 this morning :S that sux I hate wakin up early! But what can ya do! Ya I was just readin all of my entries and I thought I would update everything! So Here Goes... ok well I don't really know how things are goin w/ my ex b~cuz lately he has said somethings that I just can't believe he even had the nerve to say... I really truly wanted to cry when he said some of them, I mean he got mad at me the other day b~cuz he asked me about what me and some1 else were talkin about and I told him my EX EX boyfriend and he was like o what about him, and I just told him that me and him got into an argument the other night on the internet and that he said alot of really mean shit to me and stuff.. and then he started to freak out he was like why do you still talk to him and ladi dadi da and your a better person than I am cuz I wouldn't put up w/ his shit and I was like ok "What am I supposed to do?... just go out w/ some1 for 10 fuckin months and not still talk to then and not still care about then and shit, maybe you can but I can't" and he just looked at me and was like " well if you still care about him so fuckin much then why in the hell so you have me around?" I was like omg! HONESTLY does any1 see where I am comin from I mean I am not one to just fall in love w/ some1 and him I actually did and then shit happened and it was over... and my ex knows I wouldn't ever go back out w/ this guy or anything but its just the fact that I still care and shit! :@ I was mad... but enough about that situation, and as for the new news on the friend thing well HE ACTUALLY TALKED TO ME YESTERDAY!... I was so shocked cuz I had just got to school and he came up and talked to me I was like wow so I guess things are str8 btwn us but I'm not really sure what is goin on, but O well... and ya I still miss ya Amerella :) but I get to see you on MONDAY! :D but thats about all so I'm outtie~Peace~

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:: 2004 22 February :: 6.44 pm
:: Mood: indescribable

AMY COME HOME!! I miss you:) So0o much has happened since you left and I really need to talk to you :( but I still have a whole nother week...Its gonna go by so slow, I bet you can guess what or who its about... and this time the news isn't good :'( but what can ya do! Hurry Home PlEaSe!
~*Amanda*~

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:: 2004 19 February :: 8.28 pm

Well, Lets see how my week is goin... Kinda Blah actually... nothing real exciting has happened...no new news w/ the guy situation nothing new in school or anything so all in all this week was GAY but hopefully this weekend will have a lil bit of PiZzAzZ :D but thats my current situation so ya have a good rest of the week ya'll ! :P lol

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:: 2004 11 February :: 11.19 pm

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