Cecelia

:: 2005 4 November :: 4.34pm

WOOO!!!!!!!11

The Verve pipe at the Intersection in December!

ah ha! how cool huh?

:: 2005 2 November :: 4.56pm
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: B.N.L - Alternative Girlfriend

Oh yeah thats the ticket!
I feel so good.

so, so awesome.

my mom finaly told me that the musical was driving me insane. She was right. I took her advice, im not speaking to Anthony for awhile because he just upsets me.

and things are so much better. I feel like a huge weight has been lifted. Im just going to take it easy, and not worry about things

and now, life is good.

so, so good.

:)

:: 2005 31 October :: 7.16pm

Anyone know what emotional cheating is?

Just a thought.

I need a life,
friends,
something to keep me busy,
and my mind off him.

:: 2005 31 October :: 4.58pm

something in my heart is making me sad....

maybe i have mono.
lol

4 mwahwish came true | wish upon a falling star

:: 2005 30 October :: 7.16pm

I am tired of having to face the dumb reality that i will never be what i am supposed to be, in the eyes of another.

2 mwahwish came true | wish upon a falling star

:: 2005 23 October :: 7.46pm

I will be so upset if I get really sick.

gah gah poo poo.

I'm tired.

:)

4 mwahwish came true | wish upon a falling star

:: 2005 21 October :: 9.25am
:: Mood: crushed
:: Music: Carmen - Seguidilla

No one loves me :(
Gah.

It's been one of those weeks were i feel so un-loved.
So distant from everyone.

Why is that?

So did anyone else have a bomb threat yesterday too?
It was supposed to have been statewide.

:: 2005 13 October :: 7.02pm
:: Mood: giggly
:: Music: turn back O man - Godspell

Woah man!
Practice was sssooooo fun today. We ran through Act II but we could not say our lines. We had to say our actions. So i had to run across the room and say "im storming across the room, im banging at the door and yelling, im giving a count to three" instead of "TITO! It's Maria! OPEN THE DOOR so i can KILL you! You big a-pig Im giving you three numbers! ONE...TWO..."

Then if something happened (that i think did) then im totaly in a dither.(a good one) and i have to figure out what happened! Just because im weird like that.

Tomorrow is going to be GREAT! so is this weekend! I cant wait!

5 mwahwish came true | wish upon a falling star

:: 2005 11 October :: 8.43pm

Hello Dolly!!!!!
hahahaha
I know, my bad. But we should do it!!!!!

I'm going to Mt. Pleasant saturday!!!!!!!!

Yay!

so happy!

Chris!!

So happy!

How about i get some sleep now so im not so giddy.

:: 2005 8 October :: 10.21pm
:: Mood: crushed

"great hate forms mortal pain" - Medea
The problem is i am dramatic.
and a hopless romantic.

maybe thats to much to ask for, some romance.

but what do i know? I'm just a silly girl.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

:: 2005 8 October :: 12.19pm

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

Ironic huh?

Im soooo tired.
but i have to take a shower, then go to western.

Then im downtown tonight.

It's going to be a long day.

:: 2005 7 October :: 6.51pm

I know, god was sending me a message with her phone call.

Now i just can't do it.
I can't go out and get piss drunk with him and drown my sorrows, i just cant.
Not after that

so last munite change in plans.
Im still going out, but to do something productive. I am happy for that, but i'm still sad

because i love you.

:: 2005 7 October :: 4.55pm

I'm tired of guys stabing me in the heart.

i wish i could make you feel how i do.

so im going out tonight, im gonna have me some fun.

4 mwahwish came true | wish upon a falling star

:: 2005 7 October :: 9.02am

:: 2005 25 September :: 6.50pm

Well i said i would dye my hair.

Do you know how hot I am with RED hair?

ohh im excited.

Tomorrow is Monday!