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sugarjackj

:: 2005 29 August :: 7.08pm

'06!!
Well today was great.

First block i have Mr. Porco who is like the coolest history teacher ever! So its good i start with that.

Second block I'm in a freshman computer class. But Shi is in it with me, and that’s cool. It also helps that the intern teaching the class is really cute.

Third block is the greatest ever! I felt so good going into choir and having people just run up to me and give me hugs and stuff. Everyone noticed i have braces! I'm a class officer for choir so i had to introduce the entire new freshman and that was fun. We certainly have a green crop this year!

Fourth block is Advanced Algebra. BLEH. But i know a lot of people in that class, and my teacher seems nice. I sit in front of Simon and he’s really smart. I'm sure he will help me out, when were not talking about unnecessary things like last year ;) But I’m determined to find out the binary number chart trick thing. I do enjoy a good puzzle

I stayed after school and decorated the choir room. Mrs. K was impressed. Lol i take pride in my work.

coming soon!

district choral festival
movie fantasy
movie night at Connor’s house
drama club
and much more!

I’m excited!

wish upon a falling star


sugarjackj

:: 2005 27 August :: 11.48pm

I'm just going to get lost in my music.

I'm going to figure out how to deal with this myself.


:s

wish upon a falling star


sugarjackj

:: 2005 27 August :: 10.05pm


Tis rumored that ALain Johannes & Natasha shneider are queens too now.

This would mean that Queens would be like a bucket of chicken, There's a piece of meat for everyone.

To this I say yummy mummy

wish upon a falling star


sugarjackj

:: 2005 26 August :: 10.32pm





I think I am just going to cry.


*sighs*

1 mwah | wish upon a falling star


sugarjackj

:: 2005 19 August :: 12.06am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: The cranberries - Everything i said

Jumping Foot beets!
I went to school yesterday to get my schedule changed.

I waited four and a half hours.

But it was ok because Connor stayed with me till he had to get to work. We talked for a long time because he went away for awhile. (Art camp god I love it!) Movie night starts soon at his house! Thrown my him and yours truly.

I think this year is going to be great for me.

If I can get through going to school all week, then work all weekend, I should be fine.
But I must say I don’t look forward to working 9-5 on the weekends. I hope it does not drain me, or my social life.

Well got to sleep kids. Some people have work in the morning.



p.s. Chris is amazing.

2 mwahwish came true | wish upon a falling star


sugarjackj

:: 2005 19 August :: 12.06am

Homophobia and You:




I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.




I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.




I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.




We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.




I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.




I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.




I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.




I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.




We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.




I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.




I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.




I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.




I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.




I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.




I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.




I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.




I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn't have to always deal with society hating me.




I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.




I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.




I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.




Repost this if you realize homophobia is wrong.

wish upon a falling star


sugarjackj

:: 2005 14 August :: 9.49pm
:: Music: Interpol - PDA

where are you?


something to say
something to do
nothing to say
when there's nothing to do



2 mwahwish came true | wish upon a falling star


sugarjackj

:: 2005 11 August :: 9.08pm
:: Mood: busy
:: Music: Interpol - Public Pervert

2006 baby! here i am!
So my schedule for next year is looking great. I goes as follows,

CIS
Mixed Media
Jewelry design
Choir
Master Singers
Advanced Algebra
College English

And for my first class they scheduled me for History classes I have already taken.
So I think I want to take a Japanese class, art, or Independent Piano study.

I am also thinking about taking a class at Western Michigan University.

I can get high school credit, for taking a college class, while having my school pay for it because I’m still in high school.

How cool is that?

I’m now so excited for this year. My last year in High School.

I was just talking to Kirah and we both agreed that it seems only yesterday we were in 5th grade, grooving to the spice girls and saying “GIRL POWER!!!” in the soccer field at recess.

My how time flies.

3 mwahwish came true | wish upon a falling star


sugarjackj

:: 2005 10 August :: 7.36pm

I need some space, To bury my love around you.

wish upon a falling star


sugarjackj

:: 2005 3 August :: 8.28pm
:: Music: The sTART - Hang On Me

Aimee Echo is great.
It's amazing how much I love The sTART.

I still don’t have their SHAKEDOWN! cd.
And believe me its next on my list, but it will probably have to be a special order because they are not that big of a band.
They just have a real good new wave/80's/dark sound.
Not to mention Aimee Echo has a cool voice.
Wahoo for women singers!

I can't believe I saw them live in 99' and was not even really interested. What I wouldn’t give to go back and really appreciate it!!

wish upon a falling star


sugarjackj

:: 2005 3 August :: 7.39pm
:: Music: Interpol - NARC

My favorite Interpol member....


I’m quickly becoming obsessive about him.

Ohhh that Sam Fogarino!!!!!!!

WOOT WOOT!


wish upon a falling star


sugarjackj

:: 2005 28 July :: 4.50pm

Liz had her baby when i was at work! im going to go see it!


HOORAY FOR BABIES!

3 mwahwish came true | wish upon a falling star


sugarjackj

:: 2005 26 July :: 8.25pm
:: Mood: shocked
:: Music: Interpol - Evil

It's too soon

I just think I'm in shock. It does not seem real. I would react more but for some reason, it's almost like everything is going to be fine.

The doctors opened up my Aunt Marry to take out some of her cancerous lung, then they shut her back up.

The cancer is all over; too much to even try and take it out now.

I know my grandpa is having a really hard time with it.

Maybe you don't pray, but I'm asking you all too please pray for her.

wish upon a falling star


sugarjackj

:: 2005 25 July :: 8.26pm
:: Mood: enthralled
:: Music: Interpol - Slow Hands

Wow....

I love Interpol.

Anyone know them?


But yeah, i think this weekend is going to be great!
I'm so glad Chris is such an awesome boyfriend.
I know I'm lucky.


AHHHDISEGFIBASEROGF!!!!!!!!!!!

I can't wait to go to Mt.Pleasant!!!! I'm so excited to get back there.
It's funny how everthing has worked out. I know its something big though. Something life-long. And if nothing more in my life works out, i know this friendship will.

It's weird.
But it works.

wish upon a falling star


sugarjackj

:: 2005 25 July :: 8.04pm

What if there was no light
Nothing wrong, nothing right
What if there was no time
And no reason, or rhyme
What if you should decide
That you don't want me there by your side
That you don't want me there in your life

What if I got it wrong
And no poem or song
Could put right what I got wrong
Or make you feel I belong

What if you should decide
That you don't want me there by your side
That you don't want me there in you life

Oooooooh that's right
Let's take a breath, jump over the side
Oooooooh that's right
How can you know it if you don't even try
Oooooooh that's right

Every step that you take
Could be your biggest mistake
It could bend or it could break
But that's the risk that you take

What if you should decide
That you don't want me there in your life
That you don't want me there by your side

wish upon a falling star

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