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sugarjackj

:: 2011 11 June :: 11.56pm

My friend offered to rent her spare room out to me in her duplex for awhile. So I'll be moving out of this apartment Monday sometime. And a big fuck you to my roommate will be all of the shit I'm downloading off of his internetz roiight meow.

Still thinking about moving down to G.R.
Thinking.
Hmm.

I downloaded the Foo Fighters newest album. The song "Rope" i must say holds some sort of nostalgia for me. Its pretty good though.

Got my bridge card back. I like this.


hMM......

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sugarjackj

:: 2011 9 June :: 11.21am

I've been contemplating suicide a lot more that I probably should lately.
I know its cowardly, but at this point in time I think I'm alright with being selfish for once.

I'm a 24 year old child.

I take one step forward, then three steps back.
I'm not getting anywhere.

I have nothing to offer anymore.

I'm just wasting space.

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sugarjackj

:: 2011 3 June :: 1.49pm

It's a nice day to start again.

wish upon a falling star


sugarjackj

:: 2011 1 June :: 8.45pm

Diddle-bot.

wish upon a falling star


sugarjackj

:: 2011 1 June :: 7.30pm

I'll tell you everything about lbein free...
Blah blah blah..........

So I'm jobless a week now. Homeless come this time next month. And I'll be going to school fulltime this fall for free because I'm an Indian. So go ahead, hate on me.

I've always felt I am more of a gypsy tho.....

2 mwahwish came true | wish upon a falling star


sugarjackj

:: 2010 10 October :: 12.16am

Still alive.

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sugarjackj

:: 2010 16 February :: 6.37pm

I just want you to know,
That I love you Woohu.

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sugarjackj

:: 2009 20 November :: 5.56pm

Ok Woohu. Look at me go.

The past few months of my life have been crazy, chaotic and life changing.

After being involved in a horrible domestic situation I spent a month and a half being homeless. I have lost almost everything I own. But I am better than I have ever been in my entire life.

Sometimes when things start to go so very wrong in your life you feel as though things can¡¦t get any worse. They can. But, I learned so much from losing everything.

I moved into a domestic violence shelter on the reservation in Mt. Pleasant. I have been here for just about a month now, and things could not be going better for me ļ

I recently got a job, and I move into a one bedroom apartment next week.

I¡¦ve been getting into many native American cultural activities. Getting in touch with the earth and my heritage.

I¡¦ve decided to take a few more years off of school. I¡¦m still trying to decide if college is really what¡¦s best for me. I still will be taking a few classes though. Just so I remain smi-educated. Lol.

Next week I start an apprenticeship. I will be learning the art of native American stone sculpture. I am extremely excited to be doing this. Who knows, maybe I¡¦ll make magnificent sculptures and make a living being an artist. Pipedream? Maybe. But it would be cool in any case. To beat the system and make a living doing what I love. :P

So, overall, life isn¡¦t perfect, but I¡¦m doing the best I can.

I really am very happy :)

wish upon a falling star


sugarjackj

:: 2009 4 September :: 9.50pm

Ughhhhhhh

WTF?

I. feel. so. damn. silly.

Not in a way I enjoy either.

Gahhhh



Why didn't I get to go on my date with Mr. Dreamy?
He sat outside for a few minutes and I didn't hear him. And thanks to being poor, I have no phone for him to get ahold of me on.

Thanks life. You win again....

1 mwah | wish upon a falling star


sugarjackj

:: 2009 4 August :: 12.08pm

This has been one of the worst weekends of my life.

1 mwah | wish upon a falling star


sugarjackj

:: 2009 30 July :: 12.04pm

Its been so long Woohu.

I'm glad to see you're still here for me.



Anyway, I'm moving to GR in about 10 days.
Tats the news folks....

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sugarjackj

:: 2008 3 November :: 5.18pm

Goodbye. Nice to know you.

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sugarjackj

:: 2008 3 November :: 4.35pm

I’m not sure what it’s all for.

It’s getting harder to even find a purpose in life.

wish upon a falling star


sugarjackj

:: 2008 23 September :: 3.04am

"Our freedoms are being eroded by these redneck republican fascists."

haha

wish upon a falling star


sugarjackj

:: 2008 9 September :: 2.54am

It's been awhile Woohu.

Not too much is new, back at CMU part time. Working at the casino to help pay le bills. SSDD.

Well, this is my new song. I dont expect you to listen to it. But it is a very moving piece.


Miss you guys :)

wish upon a falling star

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