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sugarjackj

:: 2004 10 February :: 5.13pm

I HATE LINDSEY. SHES SUCH A FUCKIG PATHOLOGICAL LIAR (AND #1 WHORE)

On a lighter note lol
does anyone know gus dhal?
anyone care to enlighten me on who he is?
please!


love like love

-J.A.R.-

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sugarjackj

:: 2004 9 February :: 3.17pm

AAwww look at my new picture. its so cute, people kissing!

Well its almost St.Valintines day agian, and once again im going to get nothing because no one loves me and im not special. So once again im starting an anti-Valintines day club (im such a rebel lol)
Anyone care to join?

speaking of love i got my thingy today and here are my results.

from my grade.
1) Andrew Myers........81%
2) Will Tabaczka.........78%
3) Bill Korb..................72%
4) Tom Maynard..........72%
5) Carl Denton............72%
6) Anthony Davis........72%
7) James Lubben........69%
8) Kevin Schuitman.....69%
9) Justin Harding.........69%
10) Randy Smith..........69%

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sugarjackj

:: 2004 8 February :: 8.44pm

my heart hurts



-crys-


-J.R.-

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sugarjackj

:: 2004 3 February :: 8.37pm
:: Music: PROBOT- shake your blood

this sucks

god im such a loser.

anyway tomorrow im going to watch jackass in first hour. good stuff.

so i made my hit list and before the end of the year im going to punch these people in the face.
1) Lindsey Kessel
2) Logan Crandel

i want track to start so i have something to do during the weekdays

love is used to loosely

on the upside of things the gutiar is getting a lot better !

and my movie is comming along nicely




thats it



-J.R.-
love is used to loosely


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sugarjackj

:: 2003 20 December :: 1.17pm

PETA Members
Circle I Limbo

Rednecks
Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind

Republicans
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow

Bill Clinton
Circle IV Rolling Weights

Parents who bring squalling brats to R-rated movies
Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled

River Styx

Uday Hussein
Circle VI Buried for Eternity

River Phlegyas

Qusay Hussein
Circle VII Burning Sands

Osama bin Laden
Circle IIX Immersed in Excrement

Saddam Hussein
Circle IX Frozen in Ice

Design your own hell

wish upon a falling star


sugarjackj

:: 2003 20 December :: 1.12pm

hi

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sugarjackj

:: 2003 10 December :: 5.26pm

Can i borrow a feeling?

lol

i think a whole bunch of stress is going to be off when this whole madrigal dinner is done.

I miss Buck.

I miss him a lot.

It sucks not having a guy who can talk to you and hug you and say everythings going to be alright.

Even if its not.


I feel rejected. Like im not good enough for anyone now.




But what do i know, im just a silly girl.


I dont know about feelings, its true look at my heart and youll see an empty hole.

::SIGHS::

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sugarjackj

:: 2003 5 December :: 9.51pm
:: Mood: cold and numb
:: Music: Goo Goo Dolls - Naked

Crying on a starlit strip bar.
Im sad.

So sad.

I want to crawl into a hole and die.




nothing is right.



::Tear::

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sugarjackj

:: 2003 21 November :: 7.06pm

yellow
Your soul is bound to the Yellow Rose: The
Gentle.

"I've travelled through the land of
surrender and seen it all. I throw my heart
out and keep my head up, and now I travel
through the land of peace."


The Yellow Rose is associated with friendship,
intuition, and fun. It is governed by the
goddess Hestia and its sign is The Intertwined
Rings, or True Friendship.

As a Yellow Rose, you always look out for your
friends. You would much rather have strong
ties with friends than a single tie with a
lover and your devotion to your friends is
clear. You may have great intuition and be
able to read emotions clearly, but sometimes
you can seem distant yourself.



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sugarjackj

:: 2003 21 November :: 6.36pm

"Go get Jackie"



Right now im so touched.

Not her mom or dad.


She wanted me.


Im sorry i didn't know what was going on or i would have been there.

Maybe sam didn't know what class i was in.

I hope you feel better, i love you!


Thank you.

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sugarjackj

:: 2003 20 November :: 8.47pm

I just had a breakthrough. and it all comming together like i had hoped it would. Dreamings not for fools because dreams come true when you work for them. I had one of those deep talks with my mom and i got it all out there. She knows everything now. She even knows about buck, and that makes me feel so good. Light is comming through and i can breathe.

Thank you God for giving this all to me.

wish upon a falling star


sugarjackj

:: 2003 20 November :: 6.20pm

Im ashamed.

I never thought being a good person could cause problems.

Well i was wrong.

I dunno. Maybe its my own damn fault for puting my heart for anyone and everyone. But i lost a friend, and my heart has been trampled upon.

Im to surreal.

Its my fault, i didnt try hard enough.

Im just a bitch under it all.

I think i proved it to my whole choir class today.






It hurts when what you think is, isn't.

But thats what happens to fools.


And so has happend to me.







~Thinks~

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sugarjackj

:: 2003 17 November :: 7.23pm

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sugarjackj

:: 2003 16 November :: 8.59pm

THIS IS IMPORTANT.

If your on my friends list i have something for you, your name is on here somewhere.

SO DONT SKIP THIS.

Liz - you rock. No matter what anyone says you are one of the most amazing people I
have ever met. I have sooo much respect for you, I dont even think you know how much!
I think its because you have no shame and are fearless. Thats awesome because I am too.
Thats why were so crazy together. And whew the memmories, Cannon balling on the high
jump mats, then sliding acrost them, the old bang-a-fence, walking a mile to get pizza,
stickin pencils in the celing durring geometry, snot blowing lol i cooould go on and on.
You make me laugh the most out of anyone i know!
(well you and buck) Every day I look forward to seeing you, you make my days so much
more fun. Merf Thank you for being such a good friend.


Jess w. - When im with you I have so much fun. Its a shame we dont do more, because
you are such an awesome person. Going to the r.h.c.p. was a blast. And your birthday
party two thumbs way way up! hehe. Im sorry we didnt get to do anything this summer.
And im sorry i dont call you more often. Im going to call you today :) I cant wait till we
start doing more together. Thank you for being my friend.



Cheryl - Im so glad you decided concert choir, because if you hadn’t it would be horrible
without someone else with an awesome voice. You are good to talk to, and I know I can
always go to you for help or just to talk to. Im going to be sad when you go to alma! but
you have to promise to keep in touch with me! You assure me that I belong in choir. You
help me be a better person. Remember no matter how bad things get, how much you want
to pull away and even if you decide not to like me and treat me bad, I will ALWAYS be
there. No matter what. And yes I would take a bullet for you. Thank you for being a
friend I can always rely on.



Jessi H. - WOW. What can i say but, you are such a good friend. T.V. production is so
much more fun with you in it! I think the world of you. Its AWESOME we have two
classes together this year. And i look forward to Track! Im sorry we dont do more outside
school. I love the picture you gave me of us two ( lol its a nice face your making ;) Your
one of those people who no matter what, can make me feel better with a hug and a smile.
You make me feel better about things that get me down. And anytime you feel like
switching hair, go ahead and tell me :D lol (I dont have your #.) Thank you for being
there when i need it.



Spud - Your a good person. And your a good person to talk to, in fact, your a GREAT
person to talk to. So it comes without saying im sorry we dont talk more. AAAHHHHH
you did soooo good with your animation project and Martino was so impressed! Im going
to have to try realy hard to make mine good enough for her to like now! But thats
awesome. We should hang out sometime. I hope you do track this year, that would be fun.
Thanks for being an awesome kid.(even though your older than me)





Addison - Hehehe. I miss bill&bob, and #7 (stevie) and those sexy, sexy legs.LOL! Icould
go on and on. Your such a funny person, thats great. I cant wait for track. heh i think i
have said this to a lot of people already but man, we need to hang out sometime. Im sorry
about anything i have ever said about Katie. And its crazy that were good friends now.
whoda thunk it. Addison your defiantly a unique person stay that way. And i wish notihng
but the best for you and katie. Than you for being a great friend.




Heather - CHOIR!!! “my boyfriend Johnny...” lol You have always been there for me and
that means so much to me. You befriended me when I first came to Cedar, dont think I
will ever forget that! And you were always there for me, cheering me on....when i
breakdance. Im glad you in my choir class, and a second soprano with me! We realy need
to start doing things more often.(but i lost your # so please give it to me!) And oh yeah,
we will. Dont fret. lol .Thank you for being my friend, especialy when i was a new
kid in a small town.




Moe - Ahhh....last year we didnt like each other, at all. And i dont know what happend but
now your a realy cool person to talk to. Im glad you ride my bus cause your realy funny. I
cant wait till you get your lisence! lol. Thanks for being such a funny guy.



Becky - I miss you man! Like almost all of my friends you are such a cool person. Its sad i
dont get to see you m uch at all this year! Your very unique and that rocks. Thank you for
being my friend.



Mitch - Well i dont realy talk to you very much anymore. Your a realy good persoon to
talk to, and a realy good person over all. Sorry for every time i have ever called you an
asshole. Your my favorite tall, tall person. Thanks for not taking my shit.



Janice - Having choir with you is realy nice. Its to bad your a first and im a second! I have
been mean to you before and you put up with it, and in the end you still wanted me to be
your friend. That means so much to me. Thank you for sitcking with me.



Katie A - KAYKAKE! Sorry for everything i have done to hurt you. I think its crazy were
realy good friends. Your realy funny and laugh at me a lot, ah, laugh WITH me. lol State
rocks so dont let anyone tell you otherwise! Geography and bio are a blast with you in
them. Thank you for becoming such a good friend.




Bill - Im sorry things didnt work out with us. I still think your a realy good guy. I never
get to talk to you anymore and i dont even have your # anymore. Thanks for taking a
chance with a crazy girl.



Michelle - Your my favorite Red haired band geek! Its sad we dont have any classes this
year. If you give me your # i will call you! Thank you for being a friend.



Kucka - Your such a cool girl. Im so happy you are my friend, because man, who could
go without a Kucka for a day? Not me! Remeber when i first met you? I changed the
lunch thing to say diffrent messed up things. Chicken fude and i forgot the other one.
Thank you for being crazy with be, i cant do it alone!



Dani - Sorry we dont talk more. But in any case LOOKIN’ GOOD DANI!!!!!! Thanks for
being dani.



Julie - Your such an awesome girl. Its great having you in my geom class. What would i
do without someone yelling my name in the hall? I cant wait to be in chior with you agian!
Thank you for cheering my breakdancing on.



April - Your crazy and i love it. I hope things with you and adam work out. Your such a
great kid. Thank you for being my friend.

Jenny - Keep being jenny. lol. Thanks for puting up with me in chior.

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sugarjackj

:: 2003 16 November :: 6.59pm
:: Mood: Very sad. Feeling bad about things.

Im sorry for everything.
For anyone who feels like im above them.

Im sorry.
Im sorry for how i act.
Im sorry for feeling this way.
Im sorry for being happy.
Im sorry for singing good.
Im sorry for loving people.
Im sorry for being outgoing.
Im sorry for being strong.
Im sorry for being loud.
Im sorry for knowing what i do.
Im sorry for looking like me.
Im sorry people feel the way they do about me.
Im sorry peolpe look up to me.

because they shouldent.....im just another person.

Im sorry for everything you hear and everytihng you have to put up with.




Im sorry for being me.

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