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2003 28 August :: 6.04pm
Well here i am again, stuck at home because im one dumb asshole.
Why does she have to piss me off so much? i think she does it on purpose.
all i know is that if my mom decides to have me see a shrink again im going to kill myself. I wouldn’t HAVE to see ANYBODY if she shut the fuck up and listened to me.
she expects me to be perfect and i just want to be a normal teen with normal teen problems and not things i should be dealing with when im 50.
she says god does not give us more than we can handle but i think he’s fucking with me, "hey lets see how much it takes to get her to go to school and start shooting people in the head!"
yea........its time for a breakdown.
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2003 22 August :: 10.50am
Well yesterday was my mom's birthday, we went school shoping at rivertown crossing and it was great. Got lotsa crap and stuff. Oh oh oh and i got my ears double peirced!@ hehehe.
hey i need to find a guy to go to homecomming with. any ideas?
autumn says i cant go to homecomming with a guy because i have to go with her ( since shes retarded) lol
well i have to go
hksbfrvhkv
jacki
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2003 21 August :: 12.32am
:: Mood: PISSY!!!!!
:: Music: RoB zOmBiE - LiViNg DeAd GiRl
To katie Albritch: dont go making enemies with the wrong people
Katie Albritch,
Ok now I made an effort to be nice and put my hard feelings behind me and now your calling me dumb, and I can see where we are going to have problems if you keep being an asshole to me. Honestly if you want to make it through the year without me wanting to shoot you in the head every time I see you then just try to back off some and be a good person to me, I will return the favor. But if you don’t care and keep being a smartass to me then just keep going, don’t make me hate you. So whatever it’s all up to you, I don’t know ahh just...just keep on truckin I guess.
*~*Jacki*~*
p.s. and think about it do. You think that if I asked Addison out he would have said no? Because there is a good chance he would have said yes. So don’t get cocky with me, and think about what you say.
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2003 15 August :: 10.51pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: alice cooper - poison
You know whats crazy? The day before Katie and Atman started going out, if addison would have come and talked to me at track practice, there is a realy realy good chance him and i would have gone out. Then bill and i would have never gone out, and katie would not have gone out with addison till i broke up with him.....................but if i would have gone out with atman this summer i probably would NOT have met buck when i did, the way i did.
This all poped in my head when i was looking at my track stuff.
Its funny how things work out. Usualy for the best.
so my classes are...
1. TV production - martino
2. Soc.Stud pers1/1 - Ahmed, Sairah
3. Soph. comp/lit - Dolbee
4. Geometry with NEIER!!!!!!!!! YAY!
5. Concert Choir - Martnio
6. Biology - mcdonald
and i have B lunch.
My locker has also changed its not D223 its now D279. so its somewhere in the same hall. cool cool.
well i should get going.
love
jacki
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2003 12 August :: 5.22pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: Eve 6 - think twice
i aetH yM iefL
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2003 9 August :: 10.20pm
And kids this is why i know i didnt want to get mixed up with an older guy. im 16. im only fucking 16. if i was even a year older it would be diffrent.
i dont want to move.
i dont want things to change between him and i.
i dont want people pretending to be my frineds.
I just want to fucking live my life without this feeling hanging over me all the time.
but thats just to much to ask for now. oh well im going to bed. and please dont leave me with bullshit comments on how my life will get better, my life has been shit for 7 fucking years now i dont think there is hope left.
life sucks ass.
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2003 1 August :: 9.48pm
If you could see me now, if i could know how to deal with these feelings inside maybe i would out the gun down and save it for another day.
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2003 31 July :: 11.20pm
Well the concert was realy fun. I love my brothers and sisters so very much but my little bro alex is a little shithead! but i love him just the same. I have free tickets to go see the verve pipe tomorrow night but i only have one person to go with, and autumn has no ride, so it looks like im stuck with another fun day in the life of me. :s
Am I a nerd? Go ahead...you can tell me...
i want you.
yes.
no.
on.
off.
hello?
goodbye.
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2003 22 July :: 10.47pm
i dont know why andy thinks im so evil.
maybe its because im doing something hes not.
i dont know, bah, i dont care.
my sister is geting her car tomorrow. its a nice car. and thats great because now she can give me rides till i get my lisence which should be by the end of the month. so this is good.
i went to the store with alisha ans autumn. we had lotsa fun. first we put autumn in the cart and pushed her around till i got tired. lol. it was great though because she tiped the cart over when we went around the corner sharp. i got some 2 of the white stripes cd's and some wicked earings, and then some tank tops and rings.
then we went back to autumns house for awhile and bobby said we are going to get married. so i guess we are married now. hes such a cutie. lol. and there is only a 12yr differance. hehe
oh well
tomorrow should be fun. because im going with friends to somewhere. haha dont ask me where, just out to goof around.
but im going to bed right now because i have not had much sleep in the past few days. so off i go
night night
vyevvye'
*~*peace*~*
*~*love*~*
*~*~*~*jacki*~*~*~*
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2003 22 July :: 8.29pm
You're Hyde!
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2003 19 July :: 5.51pm
:: Mood: silly
:: Music: the verve pipe - spoonfull of sugar
ME!
Well tonight im not doing anything. But tomorrow me and autumn are going to see bad boyz then im having her and some other people over. im on a thing........ah.........lol. I HAVE TO PROVE TO MY MOM THAT AUTUMN IS NOT EVIL!!! jeez. i think im more evil than her. for some reason she gives off this vibe to my mother that shes a bad kid....hmm. lol.
anyway
im off to mt.pleasant on monday to sty with kirah!!!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!!!!! and im gonna meet up with all my friends from way back when!!!! yay!!!!!!!!! this should be great.
well gots to go
vyevvye"
jacki
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2003 18 July :: 9.25pm
:: Mood: horny
:: Music: cofha
neda cofde
ga ga po aghe poo poo pa choo, need a bathe there is more to life than being really really rediculously good looking .... i can deri-lick my own balls.......i like poopie pants they really turn me on ..... i liked to fart in your mouth....oh oh too dirty? they call me doggie fizzle fa shizzle..... i like it doggy style best...wait no that is all guys ........ yes... can i have the creamof someyoung guy? no stairway ..... denied! well i wanna kiss you all over and over and again i wanna kiss you all over .... dun dun dun TILL THE NIGHT CLOSES IN TILL THE NIGHT CLOSES IN!!!!!!!!!!!! so gimme a call for some lovin 696-3449 ( haha 69 haha )
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