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2003 2 April :: 10.35pm
"Maybe you're gonna be the one that saves me, and after all..you're my Wonderwall.."
im in kind of a shitty mood. half between smiling and crying. i hate my life. grr. but thank you everyone who was concerned for me. it feel good to know someone cares.
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2003 2 April :: 10.32pm
read these. i didnt cheat on any of them. i promise. lol. i do have a weird combo though.
You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never
knows what you're going to come up with next;
this creates great excitement and arousal never
knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end
in a kiss as great as your mystery.
What kind of kiss are you?
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Shrooms.
Star light,
star bright,
what images will I see tonite?
Which drug should you be hooked on? [now with pictures]
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-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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Stoner Bear
Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
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Pink:
You see the world in bright pink. The world is a
happy, happy place! You love all people and
things!! Life is great! You're just like a
happy child. Spread the cheer.
*this quiz was made by href="http://www.uinmind.com/sara">Sara
What color do you see the world in?
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You're the loving smile,the one that is entirely
devoted to others,especially that one
person.You really can't get them out of your
head,but then,you don't really want to.
What Kind of Smile are You?
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*sighs* i am doomed. its my fate.
You are Juliette from Massenet's "Romeo et
Juliette"!
You are sweet, pure, and in love with life.
Unfortunately, you are also doomed. Sorry.
Which DIVA are you?
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You are the typical feminist, depressed, artist.
You go against the crowd and do everything you
can to be different. Too bad noone notices.
Try communicating with people, not just looking
down on them.
What kind of typical high school character from a movie are you?
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2003 31 March :: 8.30pm
:: Mood: devious
:: Music: Marlyn Manson - Redeemer
LINDSEY DID A FARMER BLOW TODAY!!!(nose thing you sick sick bastards)
ok i did ssssoooooo good at the track meet. i got first in discus 74 feet. it was the perfect release. wow. and i got 3rd place in shot put. 38'11. not bad not bad. so now i have 4 points and i need only 4 more to get my letter!!!! Then stacy was telling me how funny it would be to pull down someones pants cause they are so baggy.......so when she was not looking i creeped up behind her and pulled um down..........but i only ment for her pants to come down!!! not her shorts too!!! wow. but there were only two people behind her addison and chris. so hehehe. then daniell and casey felt they should sit on me......um yea.......ok. AND DANIELL KEPT TRYING TO RUN ME INTO CHRIS!! i have no clue why. i had so much fun today(even though i fell asleep 2 times at the track meet!!!) And im so tired now so im gong to bed kids. night night.
*~*Love*~*
*~*PEACE*~*
*~*JaCkIe*~*
oh yea. and, Orlando Bloom is sssoooooo hott!!!
Legolas Orlando
What Orlando Bloom are You?
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2003 31 March :: 8.08pm
Artist : Marilyn Manson
Song : Redeemer
Album :Queen of the damned
I LOVE THIS FREAKING SONG.
The hunger inside given to me makes me what I am
Always it is calling me, for the blood of man
They say I cannot be this I am jaded
Hiding from the day
I can't bear I cannot tame the hunger in me
Oh
I say I did and always searching
you can't fuck with fate
So, instead you'll taste my pain
The hunger inside given to me makes me feel alive
Always out stalking prey
In the dark I hide
Feeling, Falling, Hating, Feel like I am fading, hating LIFE!
They say I cannot be this I am jaded
Hiding from the day
I can't bear I cannot tame the hunger in me
Oh
I say I did and always searching
You can't fuck with fate
So, instead you'll taste my pain
You say your life I'm taking
Always bothering me
I can't take this anymore
I'm failing, always smothering me
You look down on me
Hey
What you see, take this gift from me
You will soon be amazed!
Nothing seems exciting, always the same hiding...hiidiinnggg...
It's haunting me
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2003 25 March :: 8.17pm
Damn chris!!!! jeez. Ok not to long ago he was saying how he has the "thunder" thighs, And how his legs are sexy. BUT NO thats not the end of it. he also told me that addisons were much more sexy.
now comes the part where i damn chris.
today at track i saw addison......and found myself looking at his legs!!! ROTGLMAO!!!
So chris made me feel like a perverse freak, and feel stupid all at once!!lol
But coach nieger told us he only needed 2 girls for throwing and i was like........."oh damn hes nnot going to pick me cause he does not know how far i can throw!" but at the end when me, kayline, josh and chris were throwing shotput he called my name so im thinking hes going to bitch at me about fooling around.....but he asked me if i would throw for bolth events!!!! i was so excited!!
i think the bus ride will be fun. ok. all the girls and the guys distance and i think some throwers. but me, autmn, lindsey, liz and alisha????? THATS GOT TO BE ILLEGAL!! HAW HAW HAW!!!!
I have made up my mind.........im in the process of learning the gutiar..........but i really REALLY want to know how to play the drums. so so so so much. yes. drums.
at lunch you may find me goofing off with my friends. maybe even at other tables.......or you can find me changing the sign in the lunch room to make words to make a funny saying. yesterday i changed "Mini Corn Dogs" to "Mini Horn Dogs" and "chicken something" to "chicken fude" hehehe
and i leave you with this thought......."students --> staff" to "students <-- stiff" you may not hink its funny but i do. hehehe ok byebye's
*~*JaCkIe*~*
P.S. WISH ME LUCK FOR MY TRACK MEET!!!!
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2003 24 March :: 8.17pm
:: Mood: ehhh o_O
:: Music: Jewel - Foolish Games
o, mow, doop, doo
heh. today was ok. but thats it. ok. track practice was fun though. I love autmn. she puts up with all my crap. hehehe. its just so fun to be around her. We had pictures today. Ha. wanna know how bad i looked? BAD. heh. but thats ok. im good. yep. im ready for wednesday. The throwers were talking about stuff and i said..."i hope i place" and they all kinda looked funny at me and said....."Jackie your ine of the furtherst putters, and in disciss you throw further than most of us....and thats without you spinning!!" so im pchyced now. SO VERY EXCITED. oh in sixth hour i was talking to john and he gave me his neclace to wear. hehehe so i feel pimpin now. lol. its a big silver chain thingy. hes so great. Yea hes really nice, and funny.....but there are 2 problems. ok he is about....short. i think he comes up to my shoulder.heheh and then....he is a HUGE pothead!!! wow. lol.
addison i was not trying to ignore you today. my parents dont give me rides anymore so i have to find them. 1) i live in the middle of nowhere 2) katie and jackie are about the only people that live by me. so when i said i had to go........i really ment it lol. or else i would have been staying the night at the school!
ok people read this. i love the words. really look at it!!
You took your coat off and stood in the rain
You were always crazy like that
I watched from my window
Always felt I was outside looking in on you
You were always the mysterious one with dark eyes and careless hair
You were fashionably sensitive, but too cool to care
Then you stood in my doorway, with nothing to say
Besides some comment on the weather
Well in case you failed to notice, in case you failed to see
This is my heart bleeding before you, this is me down on my knees
These foolish games are tearing me apart
Your thoughtless words are breaking my heart
You're breaking my heart
You were always brilliant in morning
Smoking your cigarettes and talking over coffee
You philosophies on art, Baroque moved you
You loved Mozart and you'd speak of your loved ones
As I clumsily strummed my guitar
You'd teach me of honest things
Things that were daring, things that were clean
Things that knew what an honest dollar did mean
So I hid my soiled hands behind my back
Somewhere along the line I must've gone off track with you
Excuse me, think I've mistaken you for somebody else
Somebody who gave a damn, somebody more like myself
These foolish games are tearing me apart
You're tearing me, tearing me, tearing me apart
Your thoughtless words are breaking my heart
You're breaking my heart
You took off your coat and stood in the rain
You were always crazy like that
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2003 23 March :: 1.35pm
I hate my life. It feels like someone hit me as hard as they could, then riped out my heart. No wonder i dont want a boyfriend. Because of jerks like him. Why do people hate me so much? I hate my life.
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2003 22 March :: 8.45pm
I’m so flipping mad. Why does NOTHING ever happen for me?? Do people just FORGET ME????? Its like you people have selective caring. I’m so fucking SICK of it. Ggaarrrrrrrrr. You don’t even know how much you hurt me. And it does, it hurts deep down. Like salt in a cut. But no one cares…. for now at least. But when it comes to something you want or need all the sudden “I’m your best friend Jackie!!!” I’m so sick of it. It needs to stop. But I know it wont. Because you will all ignore my entree. So I think I will go drown away my sorrows in a bottle of pills, maybe let the razor comfort my wrist. Dont call, dont comment i dont want to hear from any of you. Fuck it, I’m sorry for ever trying.
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2003 20 March :: 3.45pm
so everyone hates track. NOT ME!!!!!!! hehehe probably because i dont run 100miles every day.
anywho.......track is really fun right now. Autmn is so funny. when we lift we sit there and make jokes and stuff. And chris is there too. i talk to him sometimes. i have gotten used to him now. not to strange anymore hehehe.
i started a ruckus in the hall today. i went the wrong way, thus causing people to stop......so there was a holdup and people were yelling and stuff. all because of ME!!! im so proud of myself!!!
ok then im going to go.
byebye's!
make love, not war.
PEACE@
*~*JaCkIe*~*
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2003 15 March :: 10.17pm
wow yea...... we chouldent be able to talk to each other.....
familyrobinson16: ( ! )
familyrobinson16: its a butt!
sugarmouse0587: (.)(.)
sugarmouse0587: those are breasts
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2003 15 March :: 3.40am
I cant sleep :^(
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2003 14 March :: 8.45pm
bbbbbbaaaaaaahaahahhhhhh im sssssssssssooooooooooo sick! no fun no fun. i got up this morning and climbed up the stairs to tell my parents "no way im going to school" and just after i did this i got really dizzy and i fell,hit my head on the wall and got knocked out. wow. thats my past 2 days. i went to the doctors and she said i have a tempature, ear infection, and something-or-other. i cant eat, i cant sleep, i cant stand on my own for more than a few mins at a time. yea, just blows your mind don it? the same jackie who weight lifts after school!! and i cant even stand on my own?!?!?! man this sucks. so now that you know how my past few days, and more to come were.....how were yours?
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2003 12 March :: 12.19pm
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: Audioslave - like a stone.
way way......................way. lol
So I’m doing well. My parents are leaving for Minnesota on Monday again. But this time my sister cant watch us so we have to go spend the week with my aunt and uncle. My uncle drops us off in the morning, then my sister waits for me to get home from track practice so she can’t call my uncle to come pick us up. Then the whole cycle starts again…..Oh but I forget to mention that we need to throw my aunt and uncle living in ROCFORD and with my two cousins Alex(8) and Satin(5)…….yes he is satin. Lol.
Anyways Track is good. Track is fun. I love track. Yes. But since I’m a putter I have to lunge and weight lift every day. So my legs and chest are sore. YAY! We got to throw inside yesterday!! I think I only got about 25 feet though L L that’s not really good for me cause im used to throwing it at LEAST 28-29 feet, so I’m going to have to work hard.
OH OH OH OH!!!! I saw Jess’s pictures from the party. Awesome stuff. ITS SO WEIRD!!! I DO LOOK DIFFERENT IN EVERY PICTURE!!!! But jess….i have to say I just LOVE the one of my hugging the pillow! Hehehe well they were all awesome. Wellp kids I got to go!!! Byebye’s!
Make love, not war.
peace@
*~*JaCkIe*~*
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2003 9 March :: 9.08pm
whhy is it, for every good thing that hapens to me...10 bad things happen?
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