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2003 18 February :: 9.50pm
:: Mood: Gloomy
i miss chris
well frankie told me the chris i know and love is now not the same guy. the same guy who i went out with, went to his house and played play station with. the same guy who in fifth grade rode the buss with me and stuck sample pads on the wall with me!!! this same fun funny guy is now the oppisite of what he was before. what happend? hes now a big druggie? *sighs* i miss him. i realy wonder what went wrong.
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2003 18 February :: 9.99pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: the white stripes - dead leaves and the dirty ground
IM A CAPULET!!!!!!!
i seem to be in a rut. yes. a rut. i do the same old same old every day. wake up, get dressed, go to school, come home do work, eat dinner then go to bed. i need a hobby. any ideas????
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2003 17 February :: 8.16pm
I close my eyes
only for a moment,
and the moment's gone
all my dreams
pass before my eyes a curiosity,
dust in the wind
All they are is dust in the wind
Same old song
just a drop of water
in an endless sea
all we do
crumbles to the ground
though we refuse to see
dust in the wind
all we are is dust in the wind
Now, donīt hang on
nothing last forever,
but the earth and sky,
it slips away
And all your money
won`t another minute buy
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2003 16 February :: 1.02pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: KoRn - Make me bad
HEY PUNK!
i have been givin some great advice. and i have decided to do it. im going to find my hawk. kirah your the best friend i have ever had. hey. you said you wanted to get together. well get your butt over here. my parents are gonna buy me a ticket to see red hot chili peppers on may 10th(my b-day) and i want to know if you will come with me? if so you need to pay for a ticket and get a ride over here! seriously it could be so much fun! you can spent the weekend and everything!!!! well i need you to answer me!!! ttyl
p.s. what the hells a nork?
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2003 15 February :: 11.50pm
The world I love
The tears I drop
To be part of
The wave can't stop.
Ever wonder if it's all for you?
The world I love
The trains I hop
To be part of
The wave can't stop.
Come and tell me when it's time to.
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2003 15 February :: 6.44pm
:: Mood: sick. BLAH
:: Music: system of a down - Atwa
work at home/Executive worldwide
Well i guess im not going to drummond. :( oh well. i went to rivertown today. and spent $100. hehehe so i got lots of stuff. i cant wait for red dragon to come out though!!!! im going to try to get it the first day its out! I want to go to Kokomos! i miss it!!! Nothin like lazer tag, go carts and arcade games! so now im broke. but it was so worth it! hehehe. i didnt get the red hot chili peppers cd i wanted though. ggrrrrr hehehehe well my parents say if i feel better tomorrow then i can do something. Hey heather, wanna do something? lol well ttyl
**-Jackie-**
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2003 14 February :: 3.02pm
:: Music: red hot chili peppers - can't stop
this music video is so crazy. hehehehe it explains my life!!!!
Red Hot Chili Peppers - Can't Stop
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2003 14 February :: 2.49pm
familyrobinson16: the most retarded thing he could say would be to say no?
Tabletop53: yes, you're a great girl, but I gtg
Tabletop53: ttyl
WOW. self estem boost
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2003 14 February :: 2.27pm
:: Mood: chad-ish hehehe
:: Music: red hot chili peppers - can't stop
IM SICK OF BEING SICK!!!!! HEHEHE
HEY ANY ANONYMOUS PEOPLE!!!!! I NEED TO KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!! AND WHY YOU WONT TELL ME WHO YOU ARE!!! YOU KNOW I CANT HANDLE IT!!! AND ITS NOT FAIR!!! YOU KNOW ME.....WHY CANT I KNOW WHO YOU ARE?????
ANYWAY.my v-day is fine so far. i got lotsa gifts from my grandma and ma&dad. so thats cool. im going to the mall agian if we dont go up north tommorow. i dunno. they bolth sound good. heh. well...im out. PEACE@
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2003 13 February :: 7.29pm
hehehe who saw me on the game show today??? funny stuff eh? lol. one of the questions i got was..."smelly chad smelled so bad, they named a _____ after him. well i was running out of time and i wanted to put down garbage dump, but winded up just writing "dump" and i didnt realize that everyone though what i ment was 'taking A dump'!!!! lol so i got on the bus and we were all laughing sssoooo hard . saying stuff like "OH MAN, IM GONNA CHAD IN MY PANTS!!"...."IT SMELLS LIKE A CHAD BACK HERE" *wipes a tear away* then some of the guys on the bus were flickin boogers at each other. i had an almost perfect day. and i laughed so much. *sighs* well i guess im off. IF YOU LOVE ME LEAVE A COMMENT!!!!!!!!1
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2003 12 February :: 8.08pm
eehhhhh this sucks. it has come to pass that i have never gotten a sinle rose from someone......ever. I HATE VALINTINES DAY I HATE VALINTINES DAY I HATE VALINTINES DAY I HATE VALINTINES DAY I HATE VALINTINES DAY I HATE VALINTINES DAY I HATE VALINTINES DAY. ITS THE SAME EVERY YEAR...nothing. nothing at all. i guess im going to hide from the world that day. Maybe im going up north. im not shure yet. i hope we go. cause i miss everyone up there. i want to do something with katie....but shes probably off doing jake. BLAH. almost every year on valintines day someone happens to mess it up. and does something to make me feel worse.BAH. so everyone just do me a favor and talk as if it were any day like the rest to me. ok? ok! thanks
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2003 12 February :: 11.44am
how do ya do? its not me! its the mad russian! this is odd. I THINK MY SISTER HAS ONE OF MY FAVORITE MOVIES! wayne's world! whats up with that????? heh so no school. maybe i willl go play in the snow. that could be fun. YEA! but no school, how do ya like that? On the one spirt day that i happend to MAKE UP!!! gggrrrr oh well. i have to snowblow. fun fun fun. hehehe. wel g2go
!!! t.t.y.l.
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2003 11 February :: 8.42pm
:: Mood: rebock
Everything is so complex,
everyday is like a test,
full of obstacles that seem almost impossible,
and i'm thinkin', just another breath,
not a minute left, how long have i been drifting?
Pass the glass pipe, hit the flash light now break it,
people say i'm a star but i still think i'll never make it,
and i'm thinkin, just another prayer,
not a second left, i feel there's something missing,
Sometimes I hate that chaos surrounds me,
when all the answers that I seek are around me,
am I drowning, am I fading away,
or am i livin' up to all your dreams that made me this way,
am i drowning
I've been to hell and back lookin' for the answers to life,
lookin' at myself tryin to get things right,
and i'm feelin' just another breath,
not a minute left, I feel the darkness lifting
There was a time that I questioned if i'd ever be alright,
runnin' gettin' high, stayin' trapped by sleepless nights,
and i'm thinkin', just another breath,
not a minute left i feel there's something missing
I'm running from myself and all the things i don't like,
livin' every night, like it's the last night,
and i'm thinkin', just another prayer,
not a second left, I need to stop resisting
Drowning in the drama, lost in the line,
swept by the currents of life, caught in the rip tide.
am i drowning
Drowning in the drama, lost in the line,
swept by the currents of life, caught in the rip tide.
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