blondie17
|
::
2004 28 October :: 8.31am
Sparta band gets to play for president bush....and be on tv!
4 comments |
feedback
|
blondie17
|
::
2004 28 October :: 8.14am
:: Music: simple plan:me against the world
i am anticipating....
feedback
|
blondie17
|
::
2004 28 October :: 8.00am
:: Music: simple plan:welcome to my life
yay!
i woke up at 5 today. i took a shower, got dressed, dried my hair, curled it, and i will agree i love my outfit. i think i look aight to day. tonight im going clubbing at the intersection. i need my paycheck. this sucks. but i cant wait to meet some cool college kids. maybe then my mind will get off of weston for atleast one or two songs.
feedback
|
holiday
|
::
2004 27 October :: 2.32pm
Then we'll just watch her self-destruct as she gets old.
feedback
|
sputnik
|
::
2004 27 October :: 1.13pm
McDonald's is a great place to work and play. That's all the workers do anyways. I really love it there! You have no idea. It's the easiest job I've had in forever and I am dah dah dat dah dah... I'm loving it.
I know. I'm a complete dork.
6 comments |
feedback
|
stinko
|
::
2004 27 October :: 10.23am
i totally should have had 14 boyfriends a long time ago.
what the hell was i thinking?
10 comments |
feedback
|
blondie17
|
::
2004 27 October :: 9.04am
:: Music: taking back sunday
a decade under the influence
i love this band.
1 comment |
feedback
|
blondie17
|
::
2004 27 October :: 8.04am
feel like shit. look like shit. probably dont smell the best. pissed at the world. im in love and i hate it. i hate this guy. oh my god. ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! playing for president bush on saturday, playing at egr for a game friday. ugh. im going to go home and sleep
feedback
|
spud
|
::
2004 26 October :: 6.25pm
i still want it.
http://www.michiganvw.org/forums/viewtopic.php?t=9537&highlight=
3 comments |
feedback
|
stinko
|
::
2004 26 October :: 12.25pm
i swear i'm not that great.
11 comments |
feedback
|
blondie17
|
::
2004 26 October :: 9.13am
so today i woke up quickly took shower, got dressed, got orange juice and food and ran out the door. right on time for school. i just want to get out of michigan. get a way from him. here i am thinking about him for no reason. dont even know. i hate this.
1 comment |
feedback
|
spud
|
::
2004 25 October :: 8.20pm
because seven ate nine! get it?
apparently not.
looks to be a fairly promising week.
better than last week, at any rate.
not that last week was bad. just too bizarre, and waay too busy.
feedback
|
greenpixiestix
|
::
2004 25 October :: 7.57pm
:: Music: Wrecking Crew - Why Must They?
I'm so addicted to everything that's bad for me. You know I'm tainted, marred, painted over with black. Black eyes, black heart.
Group presentation tomorrow. I'm nervous. I hate public speaking.
Cor and I had a discussion about attractiveness. We both like guys who look like trouble, but are truly nice. She says I'm the girl version of that. I don't really look like trouble, though... not too much, anyhow. BHB was the epitome of trouble outside and sweet inside.
xxpun kangEL86XX: it's the irony of me writing junk like that,
xxpun kangEL86XX: when all i wanna be
xxpun kangEL86XX: is the mac make-up girls.
xxpun kangEL86XX: it's like that story of the fox and the grapes or whatever.
xxpun kangEL86XX: where he says it's sour just 'cuz he can't get it.
SweeTzK333: dude, you wanted that?
SweeTzK333: do you still want it?
xxpun kangEL86XX: wanted.
xxpun kangEL86XX: it was high school.
xxpun kangEL86XX: now it's just like, whatever.
SweeTzK333: haha i guess i kinda wanted that, too ;)
SweeTzK333: of course, i only found out the function of concealer this summer, so i guess i had no idea what i wanted ;)
xxpun kangEL86XX: LOL.
SweeTzK333: ...or maybe it was foundation
xxpun kangEL86XX: you're so funny.
SweeTzK333: either way, i think i know now!
xxpun kangEL86XX: lol.
feedback
|
stinko
|
::
2004 25 October :: 8.48am
double quarter pounders will be the death of me. . .
7 comments |
feedback
|
blondie17
|
::
2004 25 October :: 8.26am
mummy comes home tomorrow.
3 comments |
feedback
|
blondie17
|
::
2004 25 October :: 8.24am
so im an addict...i hate my lack of control. i hate this. i need to start hanging out with different people.
who ever knew this would be so good....
frozen strawberry whip cream! yum!
1 comment |
feedback
|
sputnik
|
::
2004 24 October :: 11.09pm
:: Mood: sad
CASEY!!!!
Baby -I'm really sorry we couldn't hang out on Friday night. My mom was being really retaded and she wanted to have talk with me that night with my father. Anyways, I really want to see you again though. We use to get together all the time and we just suddenly got lives or something like that. I really miss those marathons of Dawson's Creek we use to stay up watching or cuddling on the couch with you and Joe. Or just laying on your bed thinking of boys and what to do with them. Or making out. That was fun too. Anyways, we really need to do something soon. I really miss you and want to be best friends again. And I understand with your schedule and My own filling up it makes it difficult, but when I start driving, things should get easier. Ah well. I'll call you Monday and see if you're home. Love you!
3 comments |
feedback
|
sputnik
|
::
2004 24 October :: 10.29pm
:: Mood: full
My weekend- or just Saturday
I hate it when my freakin dad cooks. I eat too much. It's just to good. And the worst part is his cookies. To die for. Yum. Raisin. I have to bring one to Sarah. She loves her raisins.
Brianna came home this weekend and I'm glad I can tell her a few things like I do Katie. She's really cool now. I'm gonna go stay there sometime with her at CMU. Maybe in November or something. We'll see.
Yesterday was fun. We just hung out at David's house all day and watched movies and talked about anything imaginable and that was awesome. You know The Cat in The Hat is a pretty funny movie once you ignore the fact that Mike Myers is The fricken Cat. I guess I never really like that book, but David's obsessed with the Dr. Suess so he wanted to watch it really bad. We watched the Secret Window twice because he didn't really get it the first time. He doesn't pay attention very well. And he interupts me all the time when he thinks of something else to say and I'm still talking. But I'm a chatter box around him anyways.
I'm gonna go see "The Saw" on Friday. It looks pretty scary.
2 weeks today. He keeps better track than I do. That's different for a guy, but I guess he's different anyways.
I am just really happy. Content. Satisfied.
I loved the thunder storm even though it only lasted like 1 hour.
I'm making a fort out of hey bails in David's barn this Saturday maybe. It's way cool there. They have so much land and a few horses and pigs.
I am starting training this week for work and I am kind of nervous. I have no reason to be but I still am. Oh well. It shouldn't be as hard as the last couple jobs.
But I can't talk to David at all. That sucks. I don't want to be distracted anyways. I have to stay proffessional at work. We'll see how that works.
Well, I have concluded that I like taking walks to relax me. It's kind of an obsession now. Music isn't working anymore like it use to. Shit.
David hate's Flogging Molly. He didn't say it to my face, and he deserves some credit for that, (the kids got brains) but I really think that one's gonna be a "too bad, shut up and listen anyways kid"- thing.
I just want November to be done so I can drive already. And Jessi can be ungrounded. And The Incredibles will be in theaters. And The 3rd Lord of the Rings Extended Version will be out and I can watch it. I completly can't wait.
I need to go to bed because I'm rambling.
I need to change the colors on my journal because I'm annoyed. I guess I'll keep that really hot guy as my picture though. He's just too cool to cut.
Or.. not.. to.. cut ....with a .... knife.
Anyways, Concert band tomorrow and no more retarded stupid Pep band. THANK THE LORD!!!!!!
Sarah, why do you seem so sad all the time in your journal? You know our love will last forever. No need to worry. Becca's here to stay. Kiss Kiss.
3 comments |
feedback
|
blondie17
|
::
2004 24 October :: 10.02pm
i am at tylers house. it is going well. he keeps trying to rape me though! ah!!!!!!!!! well this tyler boy has one thing comming, i am a man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!lol. ummm...you should remember. this tyler guy is my friend heathers cousin. i guess ill admit that we have been going out for about two months but this is the first time we have hung out lol.....
feedback
|
stinko
|
::
2004 22 October :: 10.36am
we're just really good friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i swear!
11 comments |
feedback
|
stinko
|
::
2004 21 October :: 8.43am
It's so depressing outside.
Good thing I'm so freakin awesome.
Only 19 more days.
The countdown begins.
3 comments |
feedback
|
sputnik
|
::
2004 20 October :: 11.20pm
:: Music: German Techno
4 wheeling today and I suck! but it was fun. I don't suck- it was a shifter one and not automatic so don't tease me about that. I got better.
Tried something new today. Making out while driving. It was fun but make sure he pays attention to mailboxes and stays on the road. It was stimulating.
Anyways, so the freaking weekend can't come any sooner?
Sleep makes everytning go quicker. I better sleep more.
4 comments |
feedback
|
blondie17
|
::
2004 20 October :: 9.00am
why i give up.
5 comments |
feedback
|
stinko
|
::
2004 20 October :: 8.55am
this lust to my brain almost feels like a gun
wow.
my mom truly amazed me last night.
she actually made me realize something that i would have never otherwise noticed:
perhaps this person is actually looking out for my best interests. and to think i spent all this time being pissed and sad.
lifes a bitch
5 comments |
feedback
|
blondie17
|
::
2004 20 October :: 7.55am
as the tear slowly trickles down my face
and my hand grasps my pillow tight
more and more tears follow
rapidly
screaming into the empty night
my stomache aches
not as much as my heart
i feel ill be alone like this
my life is over without a start
i just wanted one thing
for him to like me too
how long is it going to take me
for this heartbreak to break through.
when will i get it
my love just uses me
when will i just realize
he doesnt hear my plea
1 comment |
feedback
|
|