sonic reducer

:: 2006 4 April :: 2.22pm

Here's where the wedding may actually be:

http://www.castleinthecountry.com/

:: 2006 4 April :: 2.13pm

it's gone
how do you pick up the pieces when nothing you counted on being there
is there.
I can't. Not like this. I can't have stress like this. It's not good for either of us.

:: 2006 2 April :: 4.53pm

Big buffet project tomorrow. Charlie is coming over soon to help me make Coconut Ice! Dad and I took a Jeep ride. I'm so sad we're selling it :-( We had so much fun with it. Boo hoo. I can't wait till classes are over!!! I'm so tired. I'm taking next semester off for obvious reasons. :-) We go to look at the duplex tomorrow! YAY! I'm so excited! Anyway, that's about it. Ranch potatoes are really good. We did laundry and had tons and tons of socks, and absolutely none of them were matching. My dad is going crazy! hahaha It's too weird.

:: 2006 31 March :: 2.52pm

Wow wow wow. Time flies by so quickly. So things are coming together nicely with the wedding. Fallasburg Park will be the location. It's such a beautiful park! And possibly Applause will cater.
We went to the birthing class the other night. Fun stuff. I can't believe how fast things are going. I have a feeling I'm going to be delivering towards the end of October. Charlie and I are so excited. We found a couple duplexes so we're going to look at one on Monday. Pretty neat stuff. And since I was smart when I was younger and started asking for useful things for Christmas and Birthdays and all that jazz we are almost set with our kitchen. All we need now really is silverware and glassware. I think I want to register tomorrow! I'm excited for both showers! yippee.
My group in Tableservice presents on Monday. We're doing a huge buffet from South Africa. It's sooo cool. Chris and I worked on an ice carving and stuff.
Anyway, that's about it. I'm off to Baby Depot soon to see what they have. :-)

:: 2006 31 March :: 1.16pm
:: Mood: mmmmmmm

liberal smatterings of dry humping.

so, i haven't updated in awhile. i've been pretty busy, i guess, with school stuff, and shannon stuff.

her play is tonight, and her family is coming up to see it. i guess we're having dinner with them afterwards. i'm very much looking forward to that. and then her brother, marty, will be staying up here with us for the weekend. that should be fun too. i need to figure out some things for us to go and do, though. i mean, i figured on stopping in at eDen, because marty is kind of a gamer. but beyond that, i don't really have anything in mind.

peace stuff!

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:: 2006 29 March :: 8.18am

I took a test in Intro now I'm out sooo early. Class doesn't start for another half hour. Tonight is my "what to expect" class and appointment. hm... I'm getting pretty sick of getting sick every single morning. I haven't actually gotten hours at work in a couple weeks. So now I'm working for my dad starting tomorrow. My mom took me to go look at houses and stuff. The only house that we found that was actually really nice and in a kid-friendly neighborhood was also $1200 a month. :-( Depressing. Well, that's about it I suppose...

:: 2006 26 March :: 4.39pm

I think it's all finally sinking in. My gosh, weddings are so detailed and hard to plan. I finally sat down and made a list of things I wanted/needed/people. I've been just putting it off because of the stress. It's going to be a really beautiful wedding! I'm excited. Just a lot of things all happening at once. If I can plan a beautiful wedding in just 2 months, I think it's possible for people to plan it in a year. I'm making a cool vase in ice carving tomorrow night :-) I love that class.
We watched Katriana yesterday and that was fun and interesting.
Well that's about it for now.

:: 2006 25 March :: 6.55pm

the sky is absolutely gorgeous right now.
it starts with a light blue, which is swirled with pink and purple. a rich dark blue is melting into the top.

i want summer now.
i need to waste away days outdoors.
i need to take walks and forget about school for a while.
i need to ride a bike.
i need to figure out what is going on with all of the people i love.

i have lost touch with a lot of things/people i care about.

:: 2006 24 March :: 12.26pm

i have just spent three hours by myself.
i did some homework.
i didn't speak to anyone.
i feel like a machine right now.
i need some human contact.
i am surrounded by people right now but i feel completely alone.

:: 2006 23 March :: 10.57pm
:: Mood: splunge.
:: Music: peanuts MIDI

funny video
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in other news, i really like these talks shannon and i have every so often. it's just so refreshing.

i'm super-tired.

and hungry. mmm. hungry.

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:: 2006 23 March :: 11.11am
:: Mood: fantastic
:: Music: none

none

I put my muffins in the oven at exactly 11:11 am. i thought that was cool.

and i'm in 308,308th place for the facebook march madness competition. i wonder how many that's out of...

aside from that. shannon's great. but i'm failing college. and the two are only marginally related. very marginal.

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:: 2006 21 March :: 2.17pm

Holy crap. I had 4 tables at the Heritage today! It was crazy. I'm lucky to have everyone that helps me out. It gets really hectic.
Charlie and I are looking for houses now. I need to get a credit card soon. I'm angry I won't be able to get an ultrasound until 18 to 20 weeks. What is it with that? They don't do them unless something is wrong, but I'd still like to see. Grrrrrrrrr. I'm just happy nothing is wrong. I haven't even gotten sick. Just tired. Charlie's mom is so nice, she said now, everytime she gets paid, she will buy a pack of diapers. :-) Awesome. Can never have too many of those. haha.

:: 2006 20 March :: 10.11pm

Oh yeah, and we were going to wait until next year, but we decided to get married in June! Yay :-) We want this, that's why we're doing it. I think my work, Applause Catering, is going to cater it. And the wedding will be at his Great Grandma's farm, it's really pretty there. More details later...

:: 2006 20 March :: 10.06pm

The Stills- Love and Death
Oh WOW! It's been an interesting weekend. And a great one.
Saturday Char, Lissa, Katriana and I went to finish registering at Babies R Us. Then Char and I went to a beautiful park and he proposed on a bridge. It was wonderful! Sunday we talked to my parents and they aren't mad or upset. So that is nice. We also went to his Great Grandma's house for dinner. So overall everything in life right now is... right. And great.
Wednesday I have a class at the doctors so I suppose that will be pretty interesting. Tonight at Ice Carving I carved a bowling ball and a pin and everyone went bowling. I carved it only with a chisel too! It was way cool.

:: 2006 20 March :: 12.50am
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: bnl - break your heart

long weekend.
saw peter pan saturday night. that was interesting. weird to be back at school. i'll visit sometime in may, probably. just to see all my old teachers and friends and everything.

friday night i saw "V for Vendetta", and went to olive garden with shannon, stephanie, and sarah. it was stephanie's birthday. she's younger than addison, but she's a sophomore. tee hee.

umm. friday night went down to shannon's. saturday morning drove her to binder park zoo to fill out the paperwork and take her drug test and get fitted for her uniform. spent the afternoon loafing around her place. i played pok�mon with marty. that was interesting. came back here last night, crashed for like 11 hours straight. french toast for brunch, and a nice long walk through the ravines. i took some pictures. did laundry. got a sharpie tattoo. dentist appt. tomorrow.

and i'm sick. but that's okay. i'm not crisp, but i can still function.

sleep well, kids.

edit: in case anyone cares, we kissed on the roof saturday, just for shits and giggles, and it made me laugh. but it did not, thankfully, provoke the evacuation of my bowels. just f.y.i.

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:: 2006 18 March :: 7.44pm

So I'm wearing something sparkly and shiny on my left hand these days...

Eh hem. Eh hem.

:: 2006 17 March :: 2.51pm

hot damn!!!
so i definately waited around for like three hours at school only to find that my teacher totally wasn't there and didn't bother to post it online or anything.
whatev.

:: 2006 17 March :: 12.08am

Today was busy. The Heritage opened. Ahhhh I helped Chris wait tables. Crazy crazy. Then Government.
Work went late. We went to the Gardens and it was a party for 315 people. The plates looked superb and we got major compliments. whooo! And I found out we won best caterer of w. michigan this year too (& 2003 & 2004) So that was cool.
Tomorrow I work at the Heritage so all those CC kids should stop by sometime.
Saturday Lissa and Katriana and Char and I are all going to go register! FUN STUFF. :-)

:: 2006 16 March :: 2.25pm

so . . . today was productive.
and i will still have time to do my homework when i get home from work.
stupid honors stuff.
colleges shouldn't make me work to get in . . . they should beg me to go to their college.
i should just be able to get all F's and still get scholarships.

like seriously.

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:: 2006 15 August :: 10.42pm

i can't say no.

i can't even say "wait a minute baby, let me lock the door so jim doesn't walk in like last time."

like every time. this whole lack of discipline thing has got to go. but to discipline myself would mean to take myself seriously. and that just aren't happenin'.

alrighty. i should do homework. will i? we all know the answer to that one.

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:: 2006 14 March :: 6.14pm

Isn't that awful!? This was on MSN today.
Miss Deaf Texas killed by train
"Witness says engineer sounded horn repeatedly before striking 18-year-old"

:: 2006 12 March :: 9.20pm

Well, I guess I can say something now!

Charlie and I are having a baby! <3

And we're really excited.

We told his mom and sister tonight, and I could not have a better family. They are so loving and wonderful, I can't believe it. I just...They are so great! :-)

I love you Charlie!

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:: 2006 12 March :: 10.23am
:: Mood: shitshitshit

fluffy bunnies and rainbows?

sorry about the previous post. had i known that it would be that big a bother, i wouldn't have posted it.

somebody else sent it to me, and i figured i'd share it with those of you who appreciated it.

apologies to those who didn't.

LAN party right now. college later. anal rape soon to follow college.

just thought you ought to know.

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:: 2006 10 March :: 10.57am

242 days
and
17 days
and
12 1/2 hours
and
I love you :-)