i think this quote fits me best!
I lay awake at night and think to myself....
man your cute,hot,smart,fun,angelic,naughty & drop dead gorgeous.....
man I've gotta take that mirror off my ceiling!!!



haha!!!


chelsea....

mine and katies awesome convo trashing barry!
Katie says:
hey
Katie says:
chelsea!!
Chelsea........lalala..... .... says:
hey
Chelsea........lalala..... .... says:
kt!!
Katie says:
wut the fuck is up?
Katie says:
lol
Chelsea........lalala..... .... says:
lol nothin the fuck at all
Chelsea........lalala..... .... says:
how about you?
Katie says:
well thats fuckin awesome
Katie says:
ugh notaa fuckin thin
Katie says:
lol
Katie says:
juss bein board
Chelsea........lalala..... .... says:
yeah me too
Chelsea........lalala..... .... says:
i wanna go sleddin but there is no one to sled with...
Katie says:
aww.. i would go w/ ya but ya kno
Katie says:
lol
Katie says:
omg.. it feels like ferever since i talked to ya
Katie says:
u werent at school wed. were ya?
Chelsea........lalala..... .... says:
no i went home sick
Katie says:
awww .. i was sad
Katie says:
lol
Katie says:
fer real thou
Katie says:
lol
Chelsea........lalala..... .... says:
yeah...god...i really cant believe she had sex with him..
Katie says:
i kno thats not good.. me n barry went out fer like.... i dono a lot longer then them n we didnt even doiit. n she did like the first week she started goin out w/ him
Chelsea........lalala..... .... says:
yeah i know...im proud of you kt!
Chelsea........lalala..... .... says:
good job!
Katie says:
lol thanx.. im proud of myself too
Katie says:
im like so glad.. that nothin like aht happend
Chelsea........lalala..... .... says:
omg! barry and jessica knox had sex... braf!
Katie says:
but.. omg he has like no feelins what so ever
Chelsea........lalala..... .... says:
barf**
Katie says:
he was like i still dont see how i hurt kt.. to amy
Chelsea........lalala..... .... says:
i know...god hes a dick head
Katie says:
n he told jessie benidict... that i shouldnt even care wut hes doin now w/ jessiica
Chelsea........lalala..... .... says:
yeah remember he said the same thing to you about me!
Katie says:
omg it makes me sooo mad
Chelsea........lalala..... .... says:
i know!
Katie says:
i know...!!!!!
Katie says:
he doesnt even think
Katie says:
god it pisses me off so bad
Chelsea........lalala..... .... says:
i just know ones things for sure...i am never EVER in my life goin back to barry!
Chelsea........lalala..... .... says:
all he caused for me was anger and sadness...and i never wanna go through that again in my life!
Katie says:
Same here gurl!!!
Katie says:
(H5)
Chelsea........lalala..... .... says:
mmmmmhmmmmm
Katie says:

Chelsea........lalala..... .... says:
oh yeah!
Katie says:
lol
Katie says:
i kno... i like want to hate him so bad........
Katie says:
it sux
Chelsea........lalala..... .... says:
i know...
Katie says:
n he thinks that i like still like him n would go back out w/ him.. o hell no
Katie says:
lol
Katie says:
i wont even have b/fs now
Katie says:
only g/f
Chelsea........lalala..... .... says:
oh no he thinks the same about me
Katie says:
lol
Chelsea........lalala..... .... says:
haha!
Katie says:
i kno.. lol
Katie says:
hes like oo im a big pimp every girl likes me
Katie says:
lol
Katie says:
hehe
Chelsea........lalala..... .... says:
you know the only girl that will go back to him is prolly chellcee merinick
Katie says:
well i didnt kno that.. lol
Katie says:
but we wont
Chelsea........lalala..... .... says:
nope never!
Katie says:
n he told jesse benidict.. that im like mad.. n jealous or w/e bout him n jessica havin sex... im like hell no... i sorta think its funny that cauz he couldnt get nething from a real g/f and have to go find someone else who will give it to him
Chelsea........lalala..... .... says:
haha yeah!
Chelsea........lalala..... .... says:
you know he was like askin me to have sex with him one night and hes giving me the whole "well we both love eachother" speach and i wasnt really giving in and im just like well let me think about it and maybe we will and so the next day he asked you out...
Katie says:
omg.....................
Katie says:
what a dick
Chelsea........lalala..... .... says:
i thought it was quit funny...guess he didnt really want it that bad...
Katie says:
he said that same thing to me... when he would alwayz try to get me to give in........ well we both love each other... my ass
Chelsea........lalala..... .... says:
you know i think he trys to find easy girl so he can say that he got laid...and maybe he just thought that we were easy and it pissed him off that we werent...well i guess hes happy now cause he found a girl that was just what he wanted
Chelsea........lalala..... .... says:
haha!
Katie says:
i kno...
Katie says:
i juss cant believe how dumb he is
Katie says:
he like lies bou t everythin
Chelsea........lalala..... .... says:
i know...
Chelsea........lalala..... .... says:
he thinks that ppl's feelings are just toys that are bound to break anyways so he disides to break them himself
Katie says:
u kno... the night before we broke up.. i found a paper in his house that said jessica knox's celll.. on it.. and i was like wtf is this...... n he was like nothin.. then we went n got online n she popped him n was like hey hottie n sayin stuff.... then the next day he broke up w/ me.. but it wasnt fer her then the next day they were like goin out
Chelsea........lalala..... .... says:
yeah...hes soo fuckin dumb!!! gah i hate him
Katie says:
i kno.. sry im tellin u all this its jus makes me soo mad
Katie says:
n i can like talk to u bout it caz u understand cauz u like really kno him
Chelsea........lalala..... .... says:
its ok katie...
Chelsea........lalala..... .... says:
yeah...and i like talkin to you about it cause you understand too...
Katie says:
yea.. but the worst part is i wanna hate him so bad..... n i juss cant really hate him u kno.. i mean i say it
Katie says:
n it sux
Chelsea........lalala..... .... says:
yeah i understand...its hard to hate something you've loved for such a long time...
Katie says:
i kno...
Katie says:
i hate that too
Chelsea........lalala..... .... says:
me too
Katie says:
u dont really hate him do u?
Chelsea........lalala..... .... says:
not really
Chelsea........lalala..... .... says:
some times i find myself missing him and wondering what it would be like if things were the way they used to be
Katie says:
ya i kno.... it sux soo bad....... caz i mean i still love him.. n juss the fact that i can be replaced so quickley hurts so bad.. caz i coulndt even do htat its so hard to want to get into another relatioship... when ur like juss like leavin the first
Chelsea........lalala..... .... says:
katie you cant be replaced...no one can replace you. he just thought having an easy skank would make him feel like a man..you dont need him and i dont need him...he may try to replace us but he knows deep down...that he cant
Katie says:
exactly..... then when hes done w/ his skanks.. hes gonna come back to us n think we will give in... o hell no all we will give him is a pair of crippled nuts!!!
Chelsea........lalala..... .... says:
yeah!
Katie says:
ya
Katie says:
im ferreal... we'll have a plan we caan shoot his dick off
Chelsea........lalala..... .... says:
i hope that she has a stinky pussy and he has a tiny penis and they both had the worse time of there lives~
Chelsea........lalala..... .... says:
!**
Katie says:
lol
Katie says:
ya
Chelsea........lalala..... .... says:
katie...what dick...his penis is like oober tiny!
Chelsea........lalala..... .... says:
haha!
Katie says:
hahah
Katie says:
exactly
Katie says:
member when u would say taht.... n u got in a fignt.. wut a wimp
Chelsea........lalala..... .... says:
ok i didnt say it first! alison did and i just laughed at her and he got pissed off at ME!?!?!
Katie says:
omg.. wut a dummi
Chelsea........lalala..... .... says:
you see i didnt even say it until people asked my why he was mad at me
Chelsea........lalala..... .... says:
me**
Katie says:
he goes n gets mad at u n i would alwayz be like y is chelsea mad at u.. n hes like i donno i didnt do nething... in a retard voice) but i mean u had so much reaso n to be mad at him
Chelsea says:
i know!
Chelsea says:
and then when he got mad at me for sayin 'if you ever break kt's heart like you did mine...ill kill you' that was kinda funny but then he was sayin shit like 'how could i break your heart if we never went out?'
Chelsea says:
god that pissed me off
Katie says:
i kno.. i totally chewed him out fer taht we got in this big ol fingt
Chelsea says:
yeah...i loved when me and him got into fights you would allways be on my side and not his and you were his girl friend...that was soo much fun!
Katie says:
im like well dont be mad at her fer aht... i mean.. ya u did break her heart.. cmon u guyz were like super good friends.. n she was like wantin more n u were juss messin around.. of cource shes gonna have major feelins for u duh.. n i kno he knos it.. he juss wont admit it
Katie says:
wut a dick
Katie says:
lol
Katie says:
but i gotta get goin
Katie says:
ttyl
Katie says:
buh bye girle
Chelsea says:
lol love you too
Chelsea says:
buh bye!
Katie says:
cya
Katie says:
buhbye

lalala
ive been wondering...

if a said to you 'a penny for your thoughts' who would get the penny? me or you?

my weekend....
well my weekend was fun yet disapointing. i had a buncha shit planned to do and everything was either cancelled or posponed (sp?) yeah... well... here it goes...*giggles*...

friday i was sposed to go to my sisters and then everyone ended up goin to the bar and i was stuck babysittin 5 kids! oh my fuckin gosh! then we went to my sisters and because she got home so late we couldnt rent any of the movies that we wanted to see cause they were all out. so yeah and then saturday my neice was bein a little shit head. im serious! every time i like walked by her or something she would throw a fuckin fit! and then we were quiet for a while and then she goes 'ya know what chel...i was just thinking of something that would be really fun. me, my mommy, my sister, and neta could all go to my house and have a sleepover party...WITH OUT YOU!!!!!!! your not invited!' and im just sitting there thinking
'you little brat!' and then i go 'well you know what chloe!?! me and erica and maddison (my other neice) are all goin to maddison's house and were having a party and we dont want you to come!' and then she goes ' well erica is coming to my party and so is maddison!' and im like 'BULL CRAP! YOUR NOT TAKING MY BEST FRIEND!! SHES COMING WITH ME!!!!!!! AAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGH!!!!!!!!!!!' and then she goes 'ok i guess you can come chel.' and im like 'no i dont want to.' lol! it was kinda funny! but what a little shit! shes only four and she has a bigger attitude than me!my god! well anyways then me and neta were spose to die my hair and give me black tips and we didnt...GRR! then later that night me and erica were spoce to babysit maddison and key key right? and me and erica were planning on hangout. and i was all excited and shit and then my fuckin mother calls aunt venita and tells her that erica doesnt have to come anymore cause janis isnt goin any where and shit like that! and i was jus like WHAT THE FUCK! i mean my weekend was awful and the only thing i was looking for was see my best friend and that didnt even happen! and then my sis holly called sayin she didnt need me to babysit maddison anymore (i think shes pissed at me. oh fuckin well holly is allways bitchin and moaning about something...thats jus the way she is) and so i was at jans all weekend..doesnt bother me. jan's the only one i can stand for a long time. well neta too but we argue too much! lol! and then jan died my hair today! YAY! lol! OMG SPEEKING OF NETA!...i broke her wind sheild on her car!!!!!!!!!!! OH MY GOD! I FELT SO BAD!!! :(...

im outta here...love ya all and hope you had a grreat weekend.


Chelsea...

me...im cool...lol
well yeah...i was online the other day and i was talkin to eric (this kid i like alot!) and i go 'hey whats up?' and he goes 'hey...do you like me?' and i was like 'yeah' and i ran out of the room cause i didnt want to see what he said! haha! im sucha a dork! but then i came back and he goes 'no i mean like me ;)' and i go 'yeah' and then i left the room again and then when i came back he said 'well thats good ;)' and i was just like OH MY GOSH!! i was sooo happy...still am lol! YAY! *sigh* but him and i both are really shy when it comes to this stuff but yeah...im goin to go...ill let you guys know what happens! wish me luck!hehe!

im at the bar...online...lol! im soo fricken bored!

my poems...
well i was lookin at my poetry book that i made last year in english and i wanted to put a poem or two in here so...here we go...

THIS ONE IS FOR EDDY!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDDY!!! I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE YOU!!!hehe!

"Eddy"
Drawing, eating, burping
Always and everday,
Everthing in Erica's refridgerator,
In my face,
Eds.


this one i wrote about barry. and i entered it in a contest and they liked it and their going to put it in a book...YAY! i guess...

"So Please...Don't Love Me"
You the one i want to hold,
When time runs out and we are old.
I want to be there when you succeed,
I want to be the one you need.
I just want you to be happy,
So please...dont love me.

And when you find the one to be your wife,
I'll be there for you all your life.
And When i see you in the women's arms,
I know she'll keep you away from any harms.
I'll say it once more and listen carefully,
So please...dont love me.

Time has flown and months have past,
And your still with the one you were with last.
Threw all this time..yes it's true,
I have allways loved you.
But she makes you happy as i can see,
So please...dont love me.

I want you to know,
When time runs out and i have to go.
I will go to the heveans up above,
And watch over you...the one i love.
Seeing you smile is good to see,
But now i wish...you loved me.


soo whatcha guys think??

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grr on tony!!!
tony putt im soo mad at you!!! GAH!!! i grr at you tony! GRR!!! you lied! YOU LIED!! and now he's not coming tonight!!! GRR!!! WHATS YOUR PROBLEM!!?!?!?!?!?! lol...im jus jokin...but i really am mad at you! when i see you tonight im goin to kick you in the shin cause you got me soo excited and now my excitment is gone...blah!

BYE YOU POOP NUGGET!!!!!!!!!!

new years...
well tonight is newyears eve and im goin to tony's lil shindig he's havin. i was pretty excited cause i thought someone was coming but i guess their not. oh well i guess. we'll still have fun. jus not as much as i had planned. lol. well monday i think...uhh...YEAH MONDAY *giggles* anyways! andrea came over to erica's on monday. and we were goin to go to the mall with dusty but i guess things changed and well we ended up goin with matt and tony. we had alot of fun. it was a blast. woohu. lol. yeah. then we went home and we stayed up all night. finally i fell a sleep on the couch around 7 30. lol. yeah...and then i woke up around ten to someone knockin on the door and i heard the word pizza so i jus woke up in an instant and ate. i was craving pizza all night and then i got it and it got me sick. i forgot where it was from but im never eatin that kinda pizza again! NEVER AGAIN!!! lol. and yeah. i coughed like sooo bad this mornin it...uhh..like...BROKE my voice i guess you could say...lol. and it hurt real bad :( my mama made me gargle warm salt water...lol...it was discusting. yeah. and then uhh..yeah here i am. right here. lol. but im goin to go cause i have to change the kitty litter. eww...lol love you all and have a happy new year!!!!!!! *MUAH*