Does anyone eat oatmeal and toast?
Now if you do, do you put your oatmeal ON your toast?
Like, do you dip your sliced toast into your oatmeal and eat it?
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2008 12 April :: 3.13am
:: Mood: still drunk...
My new picture says it all...
Fuck all this bad shit happening to me, i got big titties!
Only way that can bring me down is if they get too big and they just weigh me down or I fall over or something. I dont know.
This shit isn't making sense again.
I think I should call it a night...?
So things have been going great. I found out today that I got the 1st shift position. I will be starting in may, so now I will be able to have much more of a life. I'm so excited. Soon Softball will be starting, am gonna try to play on two teams this summer, maybe it will help me lose my 20 pounds lol. But am excited cuz its been forever since I played. I got almost all the classes I wanted for Fall :). This is one of the 1st semster I've gotten a pretty good schedule. I'm moving into my new place hopefully next week. I cant wait to get out of here. I think am finally starting to feel like myself again, getting back to being me. Thanks to everyone that helped me out these last months, while I've been being Ridiculous, never could of made it without you. Really shows how great you all are. I'm so excited to have a normal life again. :)
#1 Reason why I say that I will not serve any of my friends that are underage!
So I went to serve this table and I saw a girl that I went to school with there. Said Hi to her and junk. Her mom ordered her a drink, I asked her for her ID. She says that she doesn't have it with her and that she recently turned 21. She was in the grade a head of me so I was like her birthday could have fallen around the right time and her mom was there with her so I figured okay, I'll get you a drink. She has 2 drinks her mom has like 4 and then they leave. I get told a while later by the rest of the table that the mom and the daughter got pulled over, the daughter was only 20, and a cop might be coming into the tavern. FUCK! I got questioned by a cop and I could have gotten a fine but the cop said that he wasn't going to press charges against me, BUT he was going to let the liquor commission know what happened and my boss could get fined up to $1000. I'm lucky that this is the first time this has happened to me because I could have gotten in a whole lot of trouble and fired. So I guess the mother is going to jail and the daughter might be too I'm not sure but fuck em, I think they deserve it. They know me, and my parents, and her boyfriend's parents are really good friends with my parents and she fucking looked me in the eye and lied to me. She put my job and my work place at risk because her and her mom wanted to have a good time. Why the hell wouldn't they just buy some booze and drink it at home where they are safe? Why would her mom be so irresponsible to let her do that? Why did I serve her? I dont know...I'm so dissapointed in myself. I might have to testify in court depending on what happens. I am so scared. I'm pissed more than anything. I would understand if I got fined. I honestly think that I deserve because that is a big deal, but for this to happen because of someone who has known me for years! That really hurts. I just cant believe this actually happened. I feel so dumb and ignorant I just dont even know. I really am ashamed and embarrissed.
This is why I will not serve any of you that are underage. Alot of people ask if I can get them drinks if they come in and I wont even do it for my boyfriend. I cant believe I believed this girl. I seriously am carding everyone for now on unless they look like 40 I am carding people. And if someone doesn't have a card, I am not serving them. I fucking learned my lesson.
No drink is worth my job no matter who it is going to.
We finally got internet.
School is almost over. I am so glad for that. I think I'm doing really good in my classes besides math though. But she drops the lowest test and 2 of the lowest 10 pointers so that's awesome.
I decided I am not taking classes this summer. I was going to atleast take a yoga class but I really dont have the money right now. I figure I will just work almost all summer and save my money. My parents are getting taxes figured out so I should have financial aid by the fall and then I will go to school full time and only work when I can. That's the plan for now anyways.
I have to work tonight and I am not looking forward to it. I am so tired. I probably will have to buy a monster without a doubt. I am so sick of work. I feel like I dont go anywhere but school and work all week and it sucks because I barely have anytime with AJ. That's one of the main reasons why I cannot wait for classes to be over with this semester. I feel soo worn out. I just need a good night of sleep. And a night away from school or work.
My neices and my nephew are all coming over to spend the night on Saturday. I am excited. AJ's dealing with it. lol
I need to clean.
I need to shower.
And I'm kind of hungry.
I'm done. bye.
Well its been a while, I really need to update this more, cuz I love reading my past entries so I should keep it more up to date on whats going on. Well I've been off work for almost week, bc of my arm. I'm hoping to go back on monday as long as the doctor says its okay. I really hope I can, I never relaized how bored I could get not working. Hopefully going to be moving into a town house soon. Its pretty sweet. St. Patricks day was a blast, lots of good fun with people I havent seen in forever. Lots of good memories. *Good times* Other then that its just the normal same old shit going on.