i think i've faced my fear of heights
yesterday was so much fun. we left school early and headed to D-Triot! lol! it was so much fun. we stayed at the Hilton. it was awesome. we performed at pre-game and my mom said they got a few close ups of me, it was way cool. someone said we were on tv so i thought that was awesome too. the game was soo cool though. i had sucha blast! we got a buttload of free shit too. i got a free hat, a free pistons bag, and a free dance sweater. then today we got free breakfast which was good and then we went to this outlet mall that was huge! well it wasnt HUGE but it was pretty big for an outlet mall. i got this cool big ring for this chinese store. that place was so awesome, they had these sameri swords that i really wanted to play with but they wouldnt let me. and then i got these awesome shoes that were only 10 bucks and i got some sweet sunglasses and some panties and a new bra. ugh! it was so cool. rue 21 had 99 cent panties! i was so excited! you dont even know. oh gosh! and at the game they had dippin' dots! those are me absolute favorite! i was so excited. i forced it upon my dad to buy me some. they were delicious. i was happy. i still am. but i'm really tired from that 4 fucking hour drive. i figured i'm really tired cause i'm so dehydrated. god, i'm a fucking genius. i should be a doctor when i grow up.

my dad is putting siding on the house. it's going to look like my old house but smaller. it should be done by friday i guess and then were going to put dry wall up in the house once they're done with the sidding. i'm pretty excited about that. i cant wait until our piece of shit house looks like a pretty piece of shit. lol!

welp...i'm going to go take a bath...bye!

i'm so exhausted. I dont even know why. i slept for a while too. i dont know. i didnt even get to watch all of grey's anatomy cause i fell asleep early. eh...oh well. i'll sleep the whole way to detriot tomorrow i guess.

inside, i'm really excited about tomorrow but outside you probably couldnt even tell because i'm so tired.

up so find the pistons game tomorrow night and at pre-game you'll see me dancing on the tv screen. i'm so excited. i cant wait. we're staying in the hilton hotel afterwards too. i've never stayed in anything better than the holiday inn, i'm pretty excited about that too. my parents arent staying the night though because my daddy has to work in the morn. so yeah. that sucks a little but atleast they're coming.

yeah...spring break should be fun though. going to hang out with some awesome people. except for mindy cause shes going to get hit by a hurricane in florida. lol...kidding mindy! have fun and get me a unicorn!

yeah...welp...i think i'm going to go. so watch me on tv tomorrow night and then if you wanna hang out just call me! yay!

bye...

*turn off the lights, and turn off the shyness. because all the moves make up for the silence...*
so this weekend was fun. just like the last two. just hung out at home friday, had to work saturday, then hung out with kelly, mindy, and kevin. went to steak and shake! YES! i fucking love steak and shake. you wouldnt even begin to imagine how much i love steak and shake. but probably not nearly as much as i love krispy kreeme! lol! that's my absolute favorite! but yeah...anyways, then i had to work this morning from 8 to 4 then me, mindy, jessica, sonia, and kelly (wtf?) went prom dress shopping lol. well i went looking and jessica went searching for ideas. lol. and we got lost and we saw little girls dressed like whores! it was crazy! and one little 8 year old girl looked like she was pregnant! it was insane! then uhh..we went to this fancy shamcy mcdonalds and me and jessica got free food because and retard can work at mcdonalds and me and kelly played ddr! that place was awesome! they had like ddr and video games and everything was free! it absolutely amazed me...like whoa. yeah. then we were all going to go to the movies, but then sonia desided she didnt want to go and i remembered i have 3 papers due tomorrow (which i have yet to start on...) and i didnt have money anyways and then jessica was like well i dont want to go to the movies with kelly and mindy alone cause that's weird so i brought jessica home and we talked about stuff that i'm glad we talked about cause i was kinda afraid of what she'd say but it went well...yeah...and now i'm home. now i must go give my doggy a bath which really fucking sucks but it must be done...bye!

my fine day
so today was nice. nothing too exciting happened but nothing terrible happened. school was fine i suppose. Gravid David came to pick me up to take me to eat. it was good. we had mcdonalds. it was delicious. thanks again gravid...then we went to jessica's and her and sydney entertained us with their mad rapping and their awesome moves. it was ammusing, let me tell you...yup. so..yeah...i should really be doing some homework and stuff seems how tomorrow is like the end of the marking period. but...i'm lazy. i dont like being lazy. it makes me look bad...oh well. i dont really care. i'm really bored. *sigh* i should do some extra credit for physiology/anatomy. errg...ok...that's all i got...

so the concert was fucking awesome! granted i didnt get to be on the floor like i was spose to but oh well. we were really close it was awesome. i still had a good time. i really really wanted to crowd surf though...=( but oh well...next time! but all the bands were awesome! like i dont even really like hawthone heights but they were awesome! i was in awe...it was amazing. fall out boy was great. i've heard from a few people that they sucked in concert but they put on an awesome show. but yeah...my night rocked!

so now my friend dayna is talking to me about going to the starting line concert on april 4th at the intersection. it's only 16 bucks so i might go. dont know what i'll tell work but i'll think of something.

gotta go though...bye!

oh yeah! cant wait!
well just got the internet working again. i dont know what's the matter with this fucking thing. just sometimes, i guess it just hates me...

well my past 2 weekends were great fun. last weekend after work me, mindy, kelly, matt(from work), jessica, eddy, sydney, and some girl i think her name was katie but i dont remember...but anyways we all went bowling. it was alot of fun. kelly and mindy felt like i was their child though when we went to meijers only because i pretty much wanted every candy i saw and i think at one point i wanted a hamster. then kelly fucked up the self cashing out thing and blamed it on me when it wasnt me that did it, i was only bagging groceries, minding my own business. geesh...

then this weekend, well first on thursday(thats when my weekend started lol) i went to ashley's house and john and kt came over and we played DDR and watched movies and stuff. i ate 6 peices of pizza...it was insane. but soo good at the same time. then friday me and ash hung out at her house and oh my gosh! i shot skeet! it was my first time shooting a gun! i lost my gun shooting virginity!! it was better than i expected...lol! but then we went to arielle's and tyler's bday party where i almost killed my future children on the trampoline. it was insane...=| and yeah but it was kinda boring. then after work on saturday me, kevin, melly, and kindy (HAHA!!) hung out. shot some pool which me and kevin kicked major ass at, and went to steak and shake which noone believed that i saw but i did!! and then we hung out at kevin's house. and sunday was a good time too...all in all, my weekend was most excellent.

tomorrow is the fallout boy concert at the delta plex! i'm soo fucking excited! i cannot wait! YAY!

i have to serve 3 more detentions this week...it sucks. plus we have meaps all week, and that fucking sucks too.

and...i think i'm allergic to bleach or something cause my hands are all itchy and stuff...i dont like it cause it's annoying...=(

wow, i'm really really bored.

next week tuesday everyone should watch pre-game of the pistons game cause i will so be on the tv screen dancing! the dance team is preforming at pre-game! i'm soo effing excited and nervous all at the same time! we havent practiced in a while, i really hope we dont suck completely infront of a buttload of people...i wouldnt like that too much and i wouldnt want you all to watch...lol! but yeah! you should for sure watch me dance on tv though!

i cant wait for prom, other than the fact that i'm seriously broke and on top of buying a dress, i need to buy a ticket and pay all my dues...ugh! i wish i had a money tree or something neat like that...but oh well...i'll just rob a bank...


ok, i'm done...bye!

*sigh* what a week...
welp, we had a snow day on thursday. how retarded yet cool at the same time. there was hardly any snow outside but it was cool cause me, john, ash, alex, and kt (aka - all the fun people) went to big rapids helping john and ash find jobs. alex, kt, and i already have jobs but we were there for support i guess. but it was a sad day at the same time. my friend Dan's mom died that day in a really bad car accident. it's awful...Dan is such a good guy. things like that make it really hard for me to find something to believe in. if there is a God how could he let something like this happen? Dan's mom was soo nice and Dan is an awesome person and he loves his mom so much, why would He let this happen? it doesnt make sense to me. and it really doesnt make it easy for me to believe in Him...

friday was the last game vs. morely. we creamed them goat humpers. and it was the guy/girl dance at half time. it rocked. we did so good. i had so much fun. i love after i perform and everyone gives me all these compliments.

i cant wait until the poms banque(sp?)! i really hope i get a prise of some sort. i've been trying really hard so i think i might get something. I think either me or amy will win sparkle and shine. it'll be cool.

also i cant wait until golf! golf just rocks! even though i suck terribly...i love it! i love the people and ash and lauren and i think jeana is doing it this year so it's going to be like ten times better!

and i'm really considering trying out for the play. that should be alot of fun. it's peter pan this year. i'm interested and yeah...it'd be cool. it'd help me fullfill my dream...lol...

welp...fallout boy is in 16 days. and pistons is in 23 days! yay! i'm sooo effing excited! i cannot wait at all!



well yes...that's how my life's been..how about yours?


PS--I got my cds too!

*Britney Spears - Greatest Hits
*The Temptations - Gold
*Bowling For Soup - A Hang Over You Dont Deserve
*Tom Petty And The Heartbreakers - Greatest Hits
*Jet - Get Born
*Black Eyed Peas - Elephunk

yes i know, very diverse...lol i'm cool like that

yup so...i was thinkin' last night as i lie in my beddy bye...

When you die, if you had the option to meet only 5 people you've never met before that are famous in some way, whether it be politics or fame and fortune, who would you choose to meet?

It's hard for me to pick...

yeah, so back to school today eh? lol! yeah, i found out some good news! yay! =) makes me smile! but i have the sniffles and that does not make me smile at all. i keep effing sneezing and then my eyes get all watery. i think he got me sick. ass head. oh well...it was worth it i suppose. lol! welp...BYE!!

so power outage sucked ass. all of sandlake was soo effing dark for the longest time. i desided thats what sandlake look like a hundered years ago anyways so it was like a flash back i guess. i stayed at the bar the whole time cause i dont like being alone in the dark...esspecially in this house, creeps me right out! lol.*sigh* i hate this place. but oh well...only a year and 4 months! yay!!

me and ash had fun yesterday. not the kinda fun we were looking for but i guess it was fun while it lasted. hopefully tonight will be crazy fun. hehehe...

welp, today was spose to be one year for me and him. i'm glad it didnt last that long but i'm sad all at the same time. but oh well, fuck him! fuck him in his cry baby ass! thats what i desided! i hate him more than i've ever loved him! i hope he's unhappy and depressed all day today cause i'm going to live it up! yay! cant wait!!!

i'm going to have to go to my grandma's before the fun starts tonight though cause i work for her ever now and then. we're ordering pizza! i cant wait! i need gas money and minutes on my cell. i officailly have 2 minutes and 43 seconds on that thing. so yeah if you try to call it probably either wont work or i wont answer lol! john called it yesterday and i answered it and really fast i said "i'll call you right back bye!" and it was like speedy fast. when i called him back he was like that was weird. and i'm like uhh...yeah...lol! yeah thats what happened. believe it or not. i suppose...i shall be going now! i hope everyone has a wonderful day cause it maybe concidered the day of stupidness in my book but i'm making the best out of it and you should too! for me at least...lol!

NOTE to everyone who reads this and that i love:: if someone sings to you today with intensions of asking you out, say no! plug your ears and run! they are full of shit and they are lying! trust me on this one!!!


lol...bye!