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2006 16 February :: 2.44 pm
:: Mood: on the verge of breaking down
:: Music: unwritten law - she says
welp, we got out early today. at like noon and i had just gotten to school at 10:30 or so, what a waste of time and gas. oh well. welp bad memeries we broughten up. i'm not over it. i always get these urges to just break down and cry infront of everyone. but i dont...i dont like it when people pitty me and stuff, makes me feel like shit and weak. and said good bye once, i wont say it again, and i refuse to say hello. yeah..thats right, suck on that.
valentines day sucked. i hate valentines day. makes me feel worse. ugh...oh well. gabe cooper (cute little freshie) made me a card, made my day lol. and my daddy bought me a carnation. i love my dad. he always knows how to make me happy esspecially when he knows i dont want to talk about it. i think it's cool how he knows i'm sad and i dont even have to tell him, and he knows it's asshole's fault why i'm sad and he knows how to make me smile. i love my father, he's my hero, the best man that will ever enter my life...
well...bye!
P.S.--33 more days!!
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2006 12 February :: 3.39 pm
snowcoming
well last night was alot of fun. most fun i've had in a while. but now i have a migrain and it sucks so i'm going to go eat some soup then go to my grammy's house and i hope i dont miss too much of desperate housewives...=(
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2006 4 February :: 8.02 pm
:: Mood: ouch
:: Music: blink 182 - feeling this
my back hurts
so today we had a compitition, we sorta sucked. we got 3rd place on our kickline but in both our dances we didnt place. so yeah, that sorta blows i would have to say. oh well...it's all Deb's fault. fuck her. i cant wait till the guy/girl dance. me and alex smith are going to have a blast! our part is going to be so cool cause that's just how we are, cool...lol welp, i have to go to my grammy's house soon. bye!!
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2006 1 February :: 3.22 pm
:: Mood: crazy bored...
:: Music: black eyed peas - my humps
i'm bored. someone should come get me and we'll go get food cause i'm hungry too. lol...i'm sucha moocher! but seriously, haller at your girl yo
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2006 31 January :: 7.01 pm
*rolls eyes*
so yeah...guess who just called me..again...i bet you'll never guess.
yup..mike...ugh
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2006 22 January :: 4.11 pm
:: Music: adam's song - blink 182
welp, ddr tonight! (score!) no school tomorrow (double score) yay! life has been nice to me lately... =)
oh yeah...mike called a few nights ago.... =|
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2006 18 January :: 8.34 pm
a bit emotional
i really feel like i havent done such a good job as to being a good friend lately. i feel as if i've drifted away from some of the people i felt i used to be around that made me feel like i couldnt go two days without seeing them. it's quite sad really. i really wish things were like they used to be. me and ari arent close like we used to be. i miss her, i miss her a whole lot. bri too. ha...that girl and i had some good laughs between us. i miss that. i feel like noone really wants anything to do with me anymore. like...i dont know...i felt like that before me and ash became so close that everyone just wanted to be friends with other people and i was like whatever. than me and ash became friends and now they are all mad at that. its just ash is one of the bestest friends i've ever had and i havent had a friendship like that in a while. like sister, ya know? but it makes some people upset to see us together i think. i dont know why....i hate high school drama. i really cant wait until i turn 18 and leave. it really makes me sad. cause i miss all the friends i used to have. like yesterday i was thinking i wanted to call someone but the only people i really ever talked on the phone to on a regular basis was ash, mike, and ari. now me and ari...i dont really know what happened. and then you know that whole mike thing is over, so now it sorta feels like i only have ash. which i am not saying is a bad thing. i love ash to fricken death but still...i would be nice to a few other good friends around when me and ash cant do stuff. and i know i have you guys (mindy, jessica, and eddy) but i mean like tc people...it just sucks. i wish things were....easier...*sighs* but...in the words of Mick Jagger..."You cant always get what you want.."
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2006 15 January :: 6.15 pm
:: Mood: awesome
:: Music: garbage - #1 crush
FOB
yeah so ticket master called today saying something about how our mailing address isnt the same as our credit card address and i'm like ugh fucking bank keeps saying they fixed that but the didnt. errg! but we're still getting them! my mom really rocks hard core lately, i love it!
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2006 14 January :: 7.46 pm
:: Music: the killers - Andy, You're a Star
YAY!!!
guess who got fall out boy tickets?!?! =D WOO FUCKING HOO!!!
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2006 9 January :: 9.13 pm
:: Mood: deep thought
:: Music: free bird - lynard skynard
hmmm...
well i just got home from practice. it was a pretty good practice. theres a game tomorrow. game days make me nervous. our school is pretty critical. i wonder what they'll say when we do our dance that wes showed them at our first pep assembly...? hmm...makes me wonder. welp, basically everyone at school wants to do me right now so i guess thats cool i mean...come on...look at me...well you cant right now but picture it in your head. i even would do me...welp, like any of you care how self centered i am so i'm going now...later gaterz
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2006 8 January :: 5.44 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Fallout Boy - Pros and Cons of Breathing
jumping on the band wagon...
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Wanna makeout?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you have a crush on me?
9. Would you kiss me?
10. Would you hug me?
11. Physically, what stands out?
12. Emotionally, what stands out?
13. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
14. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
15. Am I loveable?
16. Describe me in 3 words.
17. What was your first impression?
18. Do you still think that way about me now?
19.Have we ever hung out?
20. What makes me happy?
21. What makes me sad?
22. What reminds you of me?
23. If you could give me anything what would it be?
24. How well do you know me?
25. Do you wish to get to know me more?
26. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
27. Do you think I could kill someone?
28. Whats the first thing that comes to mind when you hear my name?
29. What is your favorite thing about me?
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2006 8 January :: 1.05 pm
:: Music: the killers - change your mind
everyone should do all these! it would be awesome!
January's holidays
1 New Year's Day
2 Happy Mew Year for Cats Day, Run up the Flagpole and See if Anyone Salutes Day
3 Festival of Sleep Day, Fruitcake Toss Day, Humiliation Day
4 Trivia Day
5 National Bird Day
6 Bean Day, Cuddle Up Day
7 Old Rock Day
8 Bubble Bath Day, Male Watcher's Day
9 Play God Day
10 Peculiar People Day
11 Step in a Puddle and Splash Your Friend's Day
12 Feast of Fabulous Wild Men Day, National Pharmacist Day
13 Blame Someone Else Day , Make Your Dream Come True Day
14 Dress Up Your Pet Day
15 Martin Luther King Jr. Birthday, National Hat Day
16 National Nothing Day
17 Prohibition Remembrance Day
18 Thesaurus Day, Winnie the Pooh Day
19 National Popcorn Day
20 National Buttercrunch Day, Penguin Awareness Day
21 National Hugging Day, Squirrel Appreciation Day
22 Celebration of Life Day , National Blonde Brownie Day
23 Pie Day, National Handwriting Day
23 Measure Your Feet Day
24 Beer Can Appreciation Day, School Nurse Day, Compliment Day
25 Opposite Day
26 Spouse's Day
27 Punch the Clock Day
28 National Kazoo Day
29 National Puzzle Day, National Cornchip Day
30 Escape Day, National Inane Answering Message Day
31 Child Labor Day
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2006 7 January :: 1.35 pm
sorry i'm a day late...
happy birthday eddy!!!
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2006 6 January :: 3.45 pm
:: Music: dashbourd confessional - hands down
i am soo planning on going to the fallout boy, hawthorne heights, and all american rejects concert on march 21st! who wants to join me?! its at the delta plex! YAY! i'm oober excited!!!
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2006 2 January :: 2.36 pm
:: Music: bathwater - no doubt
wow...i didnt wake up till one again...erg. i am so fucked come tomorrow morning..errg
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