"There she goes again, going out with a few best friends. Getting up on stage to play a little air guitar. And under that strawberry skin, she dont need a boy friend. She's gonna have her fun and never let it go too far. But she'll party hard, she'll party like a rockstar" - Fricken A'

 

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rayray

:: 2010 16 February :: 6.57pm
:: Music: Life After You - Daughtry

Life.. it happens whether we want it to or not..
I feel like I have hit a stand still in my life.
I don't feel like I am moving forward or backward.
I am completely happy with everything that has happened.
I love my life, just feel like it's too straight and narrow.
I hate my job; getting up at the same time, leaving at the same time, doing the same thing everyday, and seeing the same people.
I hate the repitition.
I understand that no matter what job I will end up doing, I will be doing the same thing over and over.
But after 2 years, I need a new scene. I need a different atmosphere.
I need to be able to go to work, and know that I'm not going to get into an argument with my boss over something petty.
I need a drastic change on the job front, like yesterday.
Something where I will see different people everyday.
I might be able to handle getting up at the same time, and leaving at the same time, if i had a different atmosphere to go to, and enjoy.

Having my nights to myself is lonely, and although I should be filling it with my homework, I don't.
I don't have the ambition to do my homework, because I am too caught up in being exhausted from work, and thinking about how I am just going to be going home to an empty, well almost empty house.

Ugh!..

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rayray

:: 2010 25 January :: 5.42pm

All the cool kids are doing it..
Has a hate list of her own today..

I hate that I have to be mean to get anywhere with morons that have better jobs than me.
I hate that I suck as a friend.
I hate that I don't realize that some things have boundaries, until its too late.
I hate that there isn't anything I can do in certain situations.
I hate that my boyfriend is back on second shift.
I hate that I have no ambition to do the ass load of homework that I have piled up on my desk.
I hate that I hate so many things.

Thought I had more to say, but I lost it..

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triple

:: 2010 17 January :: 5.47pm

9 days, 4 hours and 22 min without it....

*deep LOOOOOONG [sighhh] *

oh well, not as bad as I thought and that job will so totally be worth it, Buuuut, It may raise another concern, I think I need that queer red GTP more then anything, and thats scary.


(It is a freakin' sweet car tho )

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rayray

:: 2009 31 December :: 11.22am

I was trying to remember what I have done on New Years Eve for the past 10 years.. but there are some blank memories in there..

So, if you were involved, tell me memories you shared with me..

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box

:: 2009 29 December :: 4.29am

This is the kind of thing we need to hear these days.
I believe that banking institutions are more dangerous to our
liberties than standing armies. If the American people ever allow
private banks to control the issue of their currency, first by
inflation, then by deflation, the banks and corporations that will grow
up around [the banks] will deprive the people of all property until
their children wake-up homeless on the continent their fathers
conquered. The issuing power should be taken from the banks and
restored to the people, to whom it properly belongs.

- Thomas Jefferson, Letter to the Secretary of the Treasury Albert Gallatin (1802)

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rayray

:: 2009 25 December :: 4.06pm

Had a rough couple of days.
They were more or less just extremely emotional and frustrating.
Had a hard time dealing with the 5 year anniversary of my grandma's death, and then this being the first christmas without my other grandma.
Argued 2 days in a row, with probably the most ignorant person in Ionia County.

I have felt a lot of unnecessary stress this week.
I think I am finally getting over it.
Thought I would have more Christmas spirit than I ended up with, but I guess shit happens.
Better luck next year.

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Triple

:: 2009 24 December :: 8.13pm

http://www.fordvehicles.com/newsevents/news/newsdetail/?id=200&referrer=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.ford.com&glbcmp=ford|home

Damn straight Ford. Keep it up, Scoop us betrayed Pontiac owners.


<3 Mustang <3 Fusion <3 Focus <3 Ford

<3 <3 <3 Grand Prix GTPs tho =)

oh and BTW, Santa, you fat som'bitch
I better get all this for christmas and more...

17x7'' GPA 5-V spoke rims

http://www.wheelsandcaps.com/w_selection.asp?_SUPPLIERSKU=ALY99306U&WandCRETURN=&_YEAR=2004&_MAKE=PONTIAC&_MODEL=GRAND_PRIX

SLP GenII spoiler

http://www.3800performance.com/Merchant2/merchant.mvc?Screen=PROD&Product_Code=GTX-SPOILER&Category_Code=INEX&Product_Count=3

aaaannnddd

some of these

http://www.pfyc.com/pc/GP1014/GPEXT/Figure+Aluminum+Grilles+-+97-03+Grand+Prix.html

glossy black 'll do'

ehh and throw in some 1000w Kicker subs too while your at it.

nigga gunna pay what he owe!

=)

Merry Christmas!! None of that queer ass Happy Holidays BS

Roads are crap, drive careful almost everyone. I realize not all of you have a dodge shadow =D

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jayzulla

:: 2009 22 December :: 3.12am

Avatar was pretty badass. mad people are going to see that movie. 3d has been sold out forever.

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box

:: 2009 21 December :: 4.16am

I'm Drunk... at jenny's house.. and you all fail..

Mine!

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skife

:: 2009 17 December :: 11.30pm

Dear santa clause, Go fuck yourself.
I'm depressed because;

My wallet is empty
My paycheck is spent (can't even cash it until tomorrow)
I can't buy anybody christmas presents this year.


I know how "Tennessee" Earnie Ford felt when he is singing "sixteen tons"

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skife

:: 2009 16 December :: 10.31am

woke up scared to death at 5am or so.

had this weird dream, i was hanging out in this housing development with kelli and jordan, and then i remember jordan's mom called, so i got into an old ford bronco and went to pick her up or something and then this henry guy called and he called all night, telling me things about myself freaking me out, then he said he'd be there in 20 minutes. i really didn't want to stick around to see who this guy was because i thought he was going to kill me, then while i was driving my truck got sucked backwards and kind of spun twards a tree and my door flew open and i flew out and face first right twards a tree. i remember the tree vividly.
the next thing i remember is seeing a bunch of white letters on a black background in a weird font. i was speaking gibberish and then i woke up.



about an hour later jordan woke me up saying i was talking gibberish while sleeping.


i hate dieing in dreams, it freaks me out.

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skife

:: 2009 13 December :: 1.47pm

cameras ezwatch - TCP 5150
99.148.141.102
TCP 5160
99.148.141.102
TCP 80
99.148.141.102
TCP 8000
99.148.141.102

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twiggypuff

:: 2009 11 December :: 4.51pm

Oh my, hello!
Would you like an update about my life?
Well here you go!

I broke up with Tony.
I'm so good at being in relationships.
We still live together.
It's getting easier to be around each other.
He's been a huge jerk lately.
I haven't been mean or anything.
I simply need to figure out what I want from life.
Maybe.. eventually.. I will find someone to be with.
I know what I want in a relationship now, at least.
I plan to be super picky when I actually try to look.
It will be a while before I start looking.

Well I have other things going on.
They aren't big so I won't tell :P

I hope your lives are going well!

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rayray

:: 2009 10 December :: 7.51pm

I haven't updated in awhile..
Don't really have a good reason as to why.
I don't really have anything exciting going on in my life right now, but things are going great.
I am happy and all that.
Trying to get through this semester of school..
Working on trying to get a new job..
I am so sick of all the talk of them firing me.. They won't do it, and it pisses me off.
I wish they'd just get it over with..

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skife

:: 2009 10 December :: 4.09pm

anyone remember anything else i've owned?


1994 pontiac grand am
1989 ford probe
1992 ford probe
1978 pontiac grand prix
1980 oldsmobile cutlass
1992 toyota p/u 4x4
1993 dodge dakota 4x2
1984 pontiac 6000
1991 jeep cherokee 4x4
1984 ford mustang coupe
1992 ford tempo GLS
1989 merkur xr4ti

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