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2006 14 December :: 12.26pm
Mike and I were both sick last night.
He was the only one that was able to get up and go to work.
Lucky him.
Instead I sit here, hoping my head really doesn't explode.
I think I miss him more when I'm sick.
All he did was cuddle me this morning and of course all of last night.
But this morning he was holding his shoulder when he went to get in the shower, because he slept on his bad shoulder all night just so he could cuddle me.
And I felt bad.
I love him so much.
I know we have our problems, and have a little argument atleast once a day.
But I want it to last.
As I sit here writing this and recieve a text from him, I start crying.
I'm pathetic.
I miss him so much right now.
I'm not sure if the crying is because I miss him, or because of the headache, or even both.
Anyway, getting my hair cut today.
Well, more or less a trim.
Then maybe off to Lori's to get it highlighted.
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2006 13 December :: 2.15am
:: Mood: hungry
You have a way of coming easily to me
And when you take, you take the very best of me
So I start a fight cause I need to feel something
And you do what you want cause I'm not what you wanted
[Chorus:]
Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending give to a perfect day
Just walk away, ain't no use defending words that you will never say
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you
You put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray
And I stood there loving you and wished them all away
And you come away with a great little story
Of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you
[Repeat Chorus]
You never did give a damn thing honey but I cried, cried for you
And I know you wouldn't have told nobody if I died, died for you
Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Every smile you fake is so condescending
Counting all the scars you made
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you
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2006 12 December :: 10.25pm
I love this myspace shit, look look look loookie here
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=64677413
hahaha,
anywhoo,
this saturday i'll hang with you fellas, and brings the rest of the beer
I Didn't get home until like 7pm on saturday from K-zoo and
(that roger fellow likes to talk, but it is mildy exceptable, I mean, He's never met me before and what not, but by the looks of things, I'm fuck, both my grandpa are fat and bald, so this must mean that I'll be fat and bald when I get to 60 somethin'(his wife is crazy too))
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2006 10 December :: 8.03pm
Today Mike and I took his eight year old daughter the mall.
Never again.
Those are the only words I can find to describe the experience.
But it made me feel like we were a family.
Put weird feelings in my heart.
But I love him to death.
Christmas is coming, and I have all my shopping to do yet!
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2006 5 December :: 9.28pm
I had to get my mind of Casper McPants (That was his middle name)
-sighhhhhh-
That stupid fucking cancerous midget runt disease ridden thing that lives out side, lives but my Casper dies, God has a funny fucking sense of Humor,
never ever goin' to church again
but anyways, getting my mind off the little fella,
Bizz, look what I Found~~
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=26779886
Look under the "Friends of ______" part too,
interesting, very very interesting
I wonder why one is "Private only"
oh be suuure you have the speakers and volume turned so you can hear the background Music, and try and watch the movie at the bottom-ish area, I found it amusing, (Peice o'shit car, with a Grand Prix engine >.>)
the grand prix was not pleased with that
oh lookie here too,
My older step brother,
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=5328180
and my like step coursin, the one that does some naughty things
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=38582495
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2006 4 December :: 6.35pm
I don't wanta see this anymore
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2006 4 December :: 12.47am
Kyle Earls back from texas! party fucking time!
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2006 3 December :: 12.25am
unrestricted----
'nuf said
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2006 29 November :: 1.58pm
Im so sick of people saying shit.
Shit to try and break Mike and I up.
Especially when they know nothing about our relationship.
Fuckin' rat bastards.
If he was cheating, I think I'd know.
Considering we spend all our time together and if we aren't together he's texting me or calling me.
My favorite rumor is the one where he's been going to the tanner with some chick for since the beginning of the summer..
Retarts.
Columbia house is a pain in my ass..
Sending me a bill for 50 bucks, when I haven't EVER ordered ANYTHING from them.
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2006 27 November :: 9.49pm
2 years probation, $250 fine, 1 stupid ass 3 hour class thing in January,
everythings comming up roses
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2006 26 November :: 7.10pm
So apparently i missed an awesome party.
Instead I was playing the role of the evil step mother.
Except I'm too cute to be evil..
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2006 25 November :: 7.33pm
I heart Jes Jes,
also I am a complete badass.
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2006 26 November :: 12.47am
Fuck nail polish remover....
<3 Lap top
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2006 24 November :: 9.01pm
yeah soo, i'm thinking, I'm going to pass on the Dell, and get a HP laptop from best buy tonight,
this laptop
http://www.bestbuy.com/site/olspage.jsp?skuId=8119822&type=product&productCategoryId=pcmcat103700050047&id=1158319080012
It SEEMs better then the Dell, the only part it falls behind is the screen, the dell had a 17in, and the HP has a 15.4in Wide screen, the HP has a better CPU, Hard Drive, Graphics card RAM and assessories and it's like $300 less then the dell, and comes with a free warenty
but anyways, gotta go, leaving in like 5 mins. to best buy
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2006 23 November :: 10.36pm
I gotta say I am diggin' this note book, I have mine picked out, customized and in my shoppig cart, reary to roll, just waiting on mom...she couldn't choose what shit she wanted, I can't wait for that god damned lap top to get here though!, jesus, I've been with out a computer and FFXI for 2 days(2 days and I'm having withdraws >.>) now, and I'm going fuckin' nuts, ma's getting a wireless router too, OMG I"M SOO SIKED DUDE I"M GETTING A DELL!! OMG GIT DAMN gIT daMN
but anywhoo..
Thanks giving was pretty sweet, all this fuckin'food left over, My older step brother came over and we had a family meeting with doug, Colton and Caleb are gone until saturday, so that means if you and Zulla wanta come over tomarrow night and party here Bizzzz, that'd be some big tits, like tits+3
I was on alpine last night, I saw like 3 cops, and almost shit my pants each time I saw them, (I wnet to best buy to get some shit to fix my computer, but that bitch is gone,dead) I picked up a copy of FFXI too, so if you geta laptop bizz, you could play too, and we could kill shit tons of monster, and you could play for free, becuase I bought the buddy pack.
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