.j.e.s.s.
|
::
2006 1 August :: 10.20pm
So i guess the plan has changed. my dad was gonna be gone for a long time and wouldn't be able to bring the trailor and my parents wont let him drive the car and sooooooooooooooo
I'M MOVING IN ON WEDNESDAY instead. so now it's like 8 more days.... annnnndddd i'll be staying there by myself for 2 nights ahhh
but i think jess is staying the night. so yay
wooooow i can't wait!! hooray
1 screamed |
i am afraid
|
spud
|
::
2006 1 August :: 11.59am
:: Music: Incubus - A Crow Left of the Murder
sausage patties (not links)
this weekend was a lot of fun.
next weekend will be a lot of fun. i'm changing my oil saturday. it's been like 7,000 miles, so i figure it's time.
tomorrow i'm doing lunch with my cousin, before she goes to ireland. should be cool.
today i'm doing laundry, going to work, and lifting weights. because i'm cool like that.
i made a list. because i always make lists. it really helps to get all that shit out of your head, and onto something that is less likely to forget. and i can pull it out and add more later.
2 screamed |
i am afraid
|
sugarjackj
|
::
2006 31 July :: 9.41pm
Things are wonderful.
I'm almost set.
This is going to be an amazing thing for me. I'm so excited.
Friday night was a blast, and saturday after everything settled down, was super chill.
Kirah is one of the most amazing people i have ever met. In our nine years of being best friends we have never fought. She just reminded me how much our lives are just begining. And again, that some things will never change. I love her almost as much as i love my family. Its the most amazing thing ever.
I'm in a great mood, even though i hurt, a lot. At the hospital today, it was the most physical pain i have ever been in. I know my pain was nothing compaired to what my mom has been through. Even though she is weak, she is the strongest person i know. I thank God that she's here.
I know what i want, and im making it happen.
:)
4 screamed |
i am afraid
|
|
.j.e.s.s.
|
::
2006 31 July :: 9.39pm
I FUCKING HATE LIVING HERE.
also it'd be nice if my 'friends' that i ask if we could hang out all the time would maybe return the favor once in a year or something.
1 screamed |
i am afraid
|
|
.j.e.s.s.
|
::
2006 31 July :: 9.06pm
ugggggggggggggggggggggggggh
....
i am afraid
|
|
empath
|
::
2006 30 July :: 10.53pm
:: Mood: complacent
:: Music: Johnny Cash
two more days.. until I am happy once more. I'm a little anxious. I can't believe it's been a month already. My summer has wasted away too quickly. Only twenty-some days until I "blow this joint" called Cedar Springs. I shall never return for more than days at a time. I doubt I'll miss a thing. I hope everything works out.. for me and everyone else.
i am afraid
|
|
.j.e.s.s.
|
::
2006 30 July :: 10.31pm
remember to call wyoming about hours
i am afraid
|
|
spud
|
::
2006 29 July :: 2.32am
well. another late night.
which would be fine, except i have to get up in the morning.
that could put a damper on things.
and i decided it's worth being a little late to the party, in order to go home and change my clothes and shower and stuff beforehand.
i'm so unprepared for life most days.
one week down. it don't take no guff.
7 screamed |
i am afraid
|
|
.j.e.s.s.
|
::
2006 28 July :: 11.32pm
:: Music: brand new girlfriend.
i got a brand new girlfriend, think i'm really onto something
Okay.
so i'm feeling a bit better about the money thing. it looks like (if i calculated correctly) i will end up with more money after move-in than expected. so i'm happy.
i never really had anything to worry about i was just spending more than i should i guess.
I got all but one books online with my mom the other day and to know that i only have to pay for half them and with that i'll use my burger king scholarship and to know that i'll be going to school for free should put my mind at ease. so i cannot complain.
i have fourteen days, that's two weeks, until Roman and I move into the apartment. this next week (hopefully tuesday) i will get to see it painted. and i'm so excited.
and the wedding this next weekend, i can't believe it's already here. it seems like stef and paul hardly have been engaged long at all and i still remember when stef was asking "do you think a winter wedding would be okay?" hahah
i babysitted starting at 7:45 today and then went to menards and worked till close. I was in SUCH A BAD MOOD on my way there. i vented so much to roman it was really bad. i did not want to be there at all. but besides this stupid ass crotechy old dumb ass man, it wasn't that bad. because i got to be on service and there weren't many returns. i'm gonna miss most of those people from menards. i'm transfering to the wyoming one so yeah. hopefully they are nice.
DON'T FORGET TO CALL ABOUT STARTING HOURS AT WYOMING
so that's it.
And with that, I conclude this entry with one question:
Do your chain hang low?!
peace out homies.
PS: stacy- if there's anyway you could fix my icon from being all distortedyyyyish... that'd be cool. but i dont know if you are even around or not lately or anything so it's fine either way. thanks homey.
i am afraid
|
|
sugarjackj
|
::
2006 28 July :: 10.52am
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: Eagles of Death Metal
*SARCASIM*
Lance Bass is gay.....
Who knew?
3 screamed |
i am afraid
|
|
.j.e.s.s.
|
::
2006 26 July :: 11.02pm
JESSICA MICHELE WILDE:
You have like fifteen days until you move into your new home.
DO NOT spend any money (except for gasoline to fuel your vehicle) (and perhaps gifts) for two weeks.
Please.
Thank you.
Love,
Jessica.
8 screamed |
i am afraid
|
|
sugarjackj
|
::
2006 26 July :: 7.29pm
Sooo........
French is hard.
And and ugly language. Really it is. I dont understand why people like it so much.
i am afraid
|
|
spud
|
::
2006 26 July :: 11.50am
note to self:
REMEMBER!
(you will, won't you?)
2 screamed |
i am afraid
|
|
spud
|
::
2006 26 July :: 11.28am
:: unentitled ::
oh man. less than a month now until i'm done with work. that's unbelievable. it went so damn fast. which is good and bad, i guess. i'm not getting as rich as i thought i would be getting.
hopefully the home improvement place in allendale needs a forklift operator. i'm fully licensed. i now have 3 months of intensive experience. that should be enough, i think.
in other news, shannon's this weekend was a rockin' good time. the movies were funny and felt good. the beach was warm, and freezing-ass cold. the blueberry pancakes were absolutely spectacular. and the talking was super-duper great.
i guess kevin and dylan might be coming over tonight. or maybe i misunderstood. that happens all too often. it would be fun if they did.
two weeks is a long time to go without any attention. i kind of backed myself into a corner on that one though. and i know it's just for me to prove to myself that i can do it. nothing more than that. i mean, why would anybody else give a shit? exactly.
i'm looking very much forward to the mackinac trip. i'm also looking forward to havoc at hastings, the following weekend (labor dabor). and there is also move-in to look forward to, which is something like 3 weeks away. two weeks. something. i don't even know. it's getting here much sooner than i anticipated, i know that much. but i'm pumped and jazzed and all that, just the same.
credit card bill (camping trip) - $100
bells - $100
havoc pre-registration - $20
internet @ apt. - $90
rent - $350
total - $660 (otherwise known as two weeks' pay)
gone.
i am afraid
|
|
.j.e.s.s.
|
::
2006 26 July :: 10.52am
omg like almost justtwo weeks until we move innnnnnnnnnnn
i'm so fucking excited. ugh i still have a lot to pack i'm realizing.
i am afraid
|
|