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2006 7 July :: 11.33pm
Right now there is a lot going on.
I'll be moving in a month, that's probably... no definetely the most important and biggest thing going on in my life. But Stef's wedding is also something on my mind a lot and something I'm looking forward to as well.
I've only been to like one wedding, and definetely never been in a wedding like I will be in Stef's, a bridesmaid, so I'm excited for it. I think it will be fun and really pretty. I mean, it's at Fredrick Meijer Gardens. You can't get much more pretty than nature's beauty like that.
I'm so ready to move in with Roman. I've been 2 hours away from him since January and I can't take it anymore. I feel like it has definetely strengthened our relationship , our trust, our commitment... but it's so hard. I thought him being at Ferris was hard but him being in Jackson was definetely more trying. I dont know where I'm going with this... just , I am really excited for the move. ahahahsdl;fkjasfl;aksjfaksjfa;skdfas;lkfjsdf
so ready for it.
Almost everything is packed. almost everything. yay
and i'm done typing in this thing cuz it's dumb and i have to work 9 to 7:30 tomororrow
so night.
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2006 7 July :: 11.23pm
ugh it makes me mad because i lost a good friend but it's like i dont even want to mend things because you're so fake now anyway.
hmph.
so i guess i just wish i had the old you back but nothing else.
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2006 7 July :: 6.59pm
JACKIE. how do you like my pic? yeah i'm pretty sure it's really really hot.
hit me back jack.
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2006 7 July :: 12.08pm
You suck.
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2006 7 July :: 1.07am
:: Mood: sad
My world almost just fell apart.
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2006 6 July :: 11.41pm
So I'm moving out in just over a month. I'm so excited for this.
I've done the budget multiple times figuring in different things and problems and things. It all seems to be fine. I've lived 2 hours away from Roman for 7 months now, and I am more than ready for that to end.
I'm ready for school to begin, I feel like my schedule is pretty good. It looks like i'll have plenty of room to keep working. Hopefully my classes will be pretty easy.
All that's left really is to have the apartment painted the colors we picked out and to see the finished product. And of course to pay for everything.
I'd like to still get a comforter for our (less than one year old!!! queen size!!) bed, but we'll use other blankets until we find one we really love that isn't too expensive.., and other than that, we need a trash can, paper towel holder and some other very random and not completely nessacary things. so yay. My car is loaded completely with things for the apartment and I can't wait to unload and unpack them. and use them!!
anyway i'll finish this later
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2006 6 July :: 11.17pm
yay thank you gunnie so much for totally fixing my laptop. he is seriously a great friend!
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2006 6 July :: 10.35pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: ATDI
Crepitating as I type
I made 65 dollars today.
My whole body is sore, especially my hands. I was standing in a hollow, empty church, hammering the wall for seven hours. Dust was thick in the air as chunks of plaster flew by me, into my mouth and hair.
I'm going to bed now.
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2006 5 July :: 10.51pm
I know something happend.
I'm just trying to figure out what.
:s
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2006 5 July :: 7.43pm
Again, fuck you people.
not all of you but a lot.
i think all i'm gonna focus on is working and moving into the apartment. i am trying to pick up a lot of hours. i picked up 8 for tomrorow which brings me to 42.5 hours for this week and i picked up like 14 next week because i was scheduled for less than 30... i ended up with 42 hours next week too.
so hellooo overtime and hello money..
anyway fourth of july was fun. went to grand haven. took 3 hours to get home because of traffic. holy shit. didn't get home until 2. had to work at EIGHT this morning until 4:30 then drive straight to davenport and took a test and passed and now i dont have to take the beginning english and i already have those 3 credits SCORE.
so yay. yup. but my laptop isn't working or something.
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2006 5 July :: 12.22pm
well, i'm off to vegas till the 15th, catch you kids later
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2006 4 July :: 11.07am
OH MY GOD.
YOU ARE KIDDING ME.
whatever whatever whatever. lie and then totally be hypocrites. i dont fucking care. i never liked you anyway!
fuck you people.
and also. this is the third fucking year in a row that i am doing absolutely nothing on the fourth of july. i had wonderful plans but now they are ruined and i am so fucking mad.
i'm so fucking mad.
nevermind. and kevin thanks for the invite, sorry i was in the shower. but actually the original plans i had are back so thank you though. :0)
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2006 2 July :: 10.17pm
Its funny because of our "SUPER EXTREME GLOW BOWLING!!!!!"
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2006 2 July :: 2.44pm
:: Music: Snow Patrol-Set Fire to the Third Bar
Everything is alright. My life is on track, but I still have fun once in a while. I believe that I have grown a lot in the past 6 months. I guess I'm pleased with myself.
I miss my Dustin.
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2006 30 June :: 3.36am
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: me! (on drums)
et cetera
you know?
i don't. but i'm cool with that. there's much less pressure that way; less responsibility. i like not knowing. adds a sense of adventure.
i'm still alive, just in case anyone was getting worried. hung out with kevin. hung out with shannon. i've been working a lot, lifting weights a little, and stuff like that. i've been working with the digital recorder a little bit too. that thing is fun. i only wish i knew better how to work it. there is so much untapped potential there. but it works well enough for my purposes, for the moment.
i haven't been writing anything lately. i've been trying to keep up with my reading, but even that has been slow lately. the only cognitive thing i've done lately is i proofread a guy's doctoral thesis earlier tonight. for some reason it makes me feel alright knowing that even professors at U of M write bad papers sometimes. not that it was bad, but i mean, there were some mistakes, which i caught. i'm sure i also missed a lot. and i didn't do most of it. bruce did. he just asked me to finish what he hadn't done. he's a better writer anyway, so i'm glad he did it. not to mention, the whole thing was like forty pages.
two more days. then i get a breather again. sunday i'm dj-ing for grandpa and grandma best's fiftieth wedding anniversary. and tuesday i'm going over to kevin's. aside from that, i work. i'm working saturday, monday, wednesday, etc. this (and next) week. it's crazy talk. but i like the overtime. too bad i don't get holiday pay. those fuckers.
shit. it's time for bed. i keep forgetting things. it's bothering me. bed. right.
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