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2006 14 June :: 1.16am
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shannon-dance
so, weekend... let's see:
friday night i worked. saturday day i worked. saturday night i went fishing with bruce, after helping clean some stuff around the house. sunday morning, got up early and went fishing with bruce and libby. sunday afternoon, went to grandpa and grandma's for dad's birthday thing. he's 45 now. on my way from there, the truck crapped out on me, so i pulled into a parking lot, called dad up, and he gave me a ride to meijer to pick up a new spark plug, and also stayed to give me a hand turning wrenches for a bit. we also had a nice long talk about the visitation situation. i think it helped him to hear what i had to say about it.
sunday night, shannon came up and we went to dinner with mom and libby, then we rented 50 first dates, which i had never seen before. it was cute. monday morning, shannon took libby and i to the zoo. that was fun. then we grabbed lunch, went for a quick walk in the park, and then i had to go to work, and she had to go to the orthodontist.
that's basically what has happened since i last updated. fishing was fun. shannon was fun.
i might be working as a decoy for the michigan liquor commission. i scheduled an interview for next week. i thought it would be an interesting experience.
tomorrow i'm hopefully going to hook up with emily for a bit. it's been awhile. and i might go out to campus view to get the loan signed, and make the down payment. i hope it's less than $300, because that's all i'm bringing.
thursday i'm supposed to meet with aunt mollie and aunt maria and tour the riverboat on which i will be DJ-ing for grandpa and grandma's anniversary.
friday i'm hopefully going to be meeting up with one of my prospective roommates, for an early lunch. his name is kyle.
and that is me, for the moment.
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2006 14 June :: 1.11am
Please don't say I love you,
those words touch me much too deeply
they make my core tremble
Don't think you realize the effect you have over me
And please don't look at me like that
It just makes me want to make you near me always
Please don't kiss me so sweet
it makes me crave a thousand kisses to follow
And please don't touch me like that
makes every other embrace seem pale and shallow
Please don't come so close
it just makes me want to make you near me always
Please don't bring me flowers
they only whisper the sweet things you'd say
Don't try to understand me
your hands already know too much anyway
It makes me want to make you near me always
And when you look in my eyes
please know my heart is in your hands
It's nothing that I understand, but when in your arms
you have complete power over me
So be gentle if you please, 'cause
Your hands are in my hair, but my heart is in your teeth
Babe, and it makes me want to make you near me always
Your hands are in my hair, but my heart is in your teeth
Babe, and it makes me want to make you near me always
I want to be near you always
I want to be near you always
I want to be near you always
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2006 13 June :: 9.29pm
Because i love Megan.
MSU here i come!
IM SO WASTED!
BLAHHHH!!!!!!!!!
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2006 13 June :: 1.45am
So today was nice. i worked a reallly short shift of only 4 hours ... except for getting out late it was a good shift. i was so pissed we got slammed when i was supposed to get out and i guess 2 girls got confussed on who was supposed to go in for me so neither one did and i got out like 20 minutes late. it sucked
but then i met roman and we got TONS of stuff from paul and stef *THANK YOU GUYS* ...tons of towels, glasss cups, dishes plates, toaster oven, george formann grill, gosh i cant even remmber it all.. a tv and stand... all for a great deal. so thanks again guys we really appreciate it.
then amazing and even though we "shouldnt" have, we went to Logans for dinner in Kzoo because we hadnt ate out in a long time. we were just gonna use the grill again but we didnt want to.
well then we went to meijers and got some sheets and pillow cases for like 13 bucks which was a great deal and some fancy placemats.
i am throughly excited to move into the new place. now my only problem is how tremendously my insurance has been raised because of that ticket i got. ugh so if anyone knows a cheap insurance company let me know please.
that is all.
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2006 13 June :: 1.42am
Holy shit.
i had totally forgotten how much i love
1. taking back sunday
and deffinetely,
2. 311. OMG.
i missed it and i dindt even know it.
i guess i just have to thank Kevin Japanee Cuppett for introducing me to both those bands. I love it.
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2006 11 June :: 6.42pm
And that's what I get for trying to be nice to you....
Some things will never change.
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2006 10 June :: 11.28pm
boring. dumb.
Read more..
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2006 10 June :: 7.23pm
man, i wonder what it would be like to be part of the FCU.
bitch.
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2006 10 June :: 12.24am
:: Mood: drunk
okay, so i put drunk, but i'm really not that drunk. i just thought it was funny that gunnie put it on the list of options. and it might be good to note that funny and gunnie do indeed rhyme.
work was slow tonight. they had me sweeping floors and hauling dunage (empty carts and racks) most of the night. it was pretty lame. i'm still not sure what all they'll have me do for tomorrow, but i really don't care right now, and i'll be getting paid the big bucks to do it, so fuck.
it seemed to fit, okay? fucking shit. that's the thing that zach and i have going right now. it's like our inside joke or whatever... fucking shit. he invited me to fourth of july. i'm not sure if i'll go or not. i really want to see shannon. and i'm sure i'll see her before then.
she's really quite adorable, by the way. i was noticing that earlier, and i figured it would be nice to make mention of it. she's pretty damn cute. and i think i'll keep her.
so, mom opened the apple wine stuff. it's pretty good. it's carbonated. i'm not sure i'm a fan of the carbonation. but i like the tartness. that's different, and i like it. but that's not why i'm messed up right now. i took some more of that yukon jack stuff. it's really smooth. i like that too. it's sort of minty, like wintergreen flavor. and you'd never know its 100 proof....
okay, well, you might, by watching me. but aside from that, it's very inconspicuous.
ds;ljaf;dlkfja ;sdlkjf;alsdfj ad.
my fingers are rebelling again.
it's time for bed. i have to work in the morning.
fucking shit.
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2006 9 June :: 11.24pm
I just cannot figure it out.
Is it real? I dont know. I think so but I dont know when I'll figure if it is or not for sure.
But that, give me a break. It's insane. Is it just peoples' solace for absolutely everything that is going wrong in their lives?
it must be. I can't believe any of it. it's so incredibly stupid and fake. WOW
i would hate to be one of them the day they realize it's all a fucking joke. but hey, i guess everyone needs a little solace in their life.
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2006 8 June :: 12.54am
:: Mood: chill
:: Music: brian bromberg - you know that feeling
how country are turnip greens?
i hate B-93. and i dislike a vast majority of country music. i just had to get that off of my chest.
something else i've had to get off my chest:
when i went to the snows' house saturday night, while shannon was babysitting, when i went to the bathroom, there was a sign on the mirror that said "J.O.Y."
it was an acronym, that said "jesus first, others second, yourself third". now, this really irked me. not because of putting others before yourself, i do that all the time. it's the only way to fly. but the problem i have, is with putting jesus before others. that's like... holy war, or some shit. now, i know that's not what they had in mind with the whole "joy" thing, but to me it just seemed ignorant. that jesus himself would likely want us to put others first, him second, and ourself third. or rather, that he was just another human. that he would include himself in the "others" and so, it would just be everyone else before you. that to me is what makes sense. putting jesus before others is just downright scary. i've seen it. not fun.
moving on, to a happier note, i bought some books and cds while i was down there, and i'm enjoying them very much. i'm not quite halfway through murder on the orient express yet. i'll let you know what i think of it, once i'm finished.
i proofread shannon's short story last night. i haven't heard back from her since i submitted my revisions.
and, inspired by her writing, and the rain and the thunder, and a conversation we had this past weekend, i began writing my own short story. which i'm sure will wind up being neither short, nor much of a story. but it'll be fun to write, i hope, anyway.
that's all for now. stuff to do. things to see. hours to sleep.
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2006 7 June :: 1.03pm
Seriously just shut up.
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2006 7 June :: 2.12am
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Snow Patrol - Eyes Open
"You could be happy, and I won't know..."
- Snow Patrol
I really like this new cd. I really like this new laptop. I jinxed myself though. I am no longer blessed. However I only lasted two days on Matt's shit list, while Steve remained two months. hehe.
I really shouldn't be out this late, but hey, free internet is nice. plus delectible(sp.?) coffee drinks. mmm.
P.S. I feel like singing but I'm in public and no one else can hear my music, so they wouldn't understand.
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2006 6 June :: 11.10pm
i cry to much...
i miss you so much
i don't know if i really want you
i can't stand you!
why can't i be true?
i wish
....i could be on the beach and just watch the waves roll in
....i could not have a care in the world
....i could go sailing
....i could sleep
i will
.....make a difference
.....have a smile on my face
.....be nice
i don't want to
....stay
....eat
....work
....please my mom
....be mean
i am who i am... i must live and keep on pushing...
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2006 6 June :: 1.48pm
omg. the following news it utterly unbelievable.
my parents are letting me go camping with roman. i'm leaving tonight and coming back thursday to go to work.
hooray hoorah suck it losers.
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