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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 22 May :: 11.01pm

well i got my wisdom teeth out todya. it wasnt as bad as thought i t was gonna be. i started getting alittle teary-eyed when they stuck the IV in my arm and hooked all the ekgs and stuff up to me. i heard my heart beat and it was going so fast because i got really scared and they stuck the little tubes up my nose to breath and then that's all i remember really. then i just felt really sick on the way home as we were pulling onto my road i was sure iw as going to throw up because my mouth was so dry and i was so hot and i was just like sitting in my moms car passed out while she got my prescriptions and some soft/liquid food. i told her it was okay but when i woke up from my stupor i wished i had told her to just bring me home first because i felt so sick . my mouth was so dry it was jut making me really sick.

but then i just watched a movie and had some more vicadin and fell asleep. .... haven't done much today just stayed in bed and slept and got more meds and slept more and then just went dow n and ate a little more applesauce and pudding. and now i'm just chillin... about ready for bed. and some more vicadin. i deff. dont mind that stuff. i'm really mellow.

for the most part.

i am afraid


swimfan14

:: 2006 21 May :: 7.06pm

This weekend was pretty fun. Friday I went over to Lukes and had dinner and I stayed the night. Saturday we woke up at like 5:30am and we had to leave for Three Rivers because that's where his AAU tournament was. They won all three games and they won against one of the best teams in Michigan so that was really exciting. He claims that I'm his good luck charm because if he's thinking about me then he'll do good and if I'm there then they win and since they haven't been winning at all these last few weekends and this was the first one I went to then I guess that is true haha. We went out to eat a lot since there was a huge gap in between games and then Saturday night I stayed the night at his house again and on Sunday he had more games so we went back, but this time we didn't have to wake up so early. They did really good this weekend and I'm really happy.


Our friends would all make fun of us and we'll just laugh along because we know that none of them have felt this way.

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wraith6699

:: 2006 21 May :: 12.18am

high school ended yesterday, but the realization that it ended didn't hit till just now.

i'm a big kid now, time to get a job, get a goal, and get some responsibility.

wheeeeeeee...

9 screamed | i am afraid


.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 20 May :: 6.58pm

ahhhhhh i duno.......

what is going to happen?

i am afraid


skippi16

:: 2006 20 May :: 9.13am

so school is over! yeah i can't wait until graduation day, and then i will be done with cedar springs all together, cept for work. if n e of you all wonderfull people wanna come to my open house its on JUne 2nd at my house at 3 pm..... if you need directions..... holla at me.

well me and the boy get to spend the morning together which is good cause i haven't spent just time with him in a long time. My daddy came home yesturday and i finally get to talk to him. oh and i am sooooo close to getting the truck that i cant wait.... good bye honda piece of shit.... hello truck!!!

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 19 May :: 7.33pm

so who got a bomb new laptop and awesome printer/copier/scanner for graduating??

yeah that's right. i did. suck on it, losers.

thanks dad and mom! it's so awesome. ahhhhh

it has wireless internet, which we have here at home so i can use it. it has dvd player and BURNER and cd burner and an awesome screen and ahhhh it's so cool!! hooray!

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 19 May :: 3.32pm

WOOOOOO fuck you school!!! you dirty whore!!! I am done with you forever and I never have to look at your ugly skanky bitch ass ever again!!! you are the biggest whore that ever existed and I hate you and now i'm done!! fuck you schooollllllll fuuuuuuuck youuuu!!!!!!

good riddence! or ridance or riddance. i dont even know how to spell it but i dont care! it's done!

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swimfan14

:: 2006 18 May :: 10.32pm

Omg.

I can't believe Marissa died on The O.C.

That pretty much ruined the whole entire show.

She was my favorite person, ever.

*cries*

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sugarjackj

:: 2006 18 May :: 8.44pm

I won the fine arts scolarship.

yep. the only one at my school.


but in other news, i was hand picked to sing the national anthem at graduation.



and prom was fun. Except i didnt want my "Date" to turn into a date, but he did. Seriously the worst proms i have been to were ones were i went with a date. So im glad i went with a bunch of people. And we took a stretch limmo. beats the hell of the smelly car i rode in last year. so when i was not running from my date, i had tons of fun.

senior trip is next weekend to cedar point.

then senior all nighter.


:)

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spud

:: 2006 18 May :: 1.54pm
:: Mood: motivated

i cleaned up my room some.

i have to run to the bank, because bruce was complaining.

...

"is it cool to hit the sauce when you've got a bun in the oven?"

i need not say more.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 18 May :: 1.42pm

blah blah blah school is done . hooray hoorah.

now if only something good in my life were happening. you're a meany.

i was supposed to be moving to jackson tomorrow.

maybe..... i will.

i am afraid


spud

:: 2006 17 May :: 11.44pm
:: Mood: headache : (
:: Music: muse - absolution

man, i really suck at first-person shooters. and apparently they give me headaches too.

so i'm done with those.

i miss my girly. i really hope she can come up this weekend.

i guess dad planned a skating party over at plainfield on sunday for libby's birthday.

i'm way too tired. far more than i should be.

and this headache stuff is bullshit.

i can't even think. not that i really could to begin with, but you know.

i work tomorrow. that's exciting.

i am afraid


brokenmentality

:: 2006 17 May :: 4.01am

open house

june 10th 2:00-5:00
my house.

be there.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 16 May :: 10.47pm

fuck

i am in way over my head.

way over.

i am afraid


skippi16

:: 2006 15 May :: 9.59pm

So i got my tounge pierced this weekend. it hurts more now than it did when i got it done. oh well i will deal. me and tj are going to sell my car too

i am afraid

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