what i pretend to be

:: 2008 30 September :: 11.23pm

Well the apartment is clean thank you TJ.... yeah he actually did most of it ha.
the married life is so awesome... no matter how horrible or sad i feel i still have him no matter what so it makes all the bad go away. yep he stuck with me forever now!

his teeth broke and i need 4,500.00 to fix them so if anyone wants to donate i am more then happy to accept.

still have little princess, calling the vet to see if they will give me some antibiotics cause her cold isnt going away.

Coming up to Cedar for red flannel and im really excited to come and see everyone. Actaully im just excited for red flannel this will be the first year i can enjoy it. dont have to work or anything.

for some reason we have baby on the brain.. and its freaking me out ahahahahahahaa
This is very random and i dont care.....

2 screamed | i am afraid

:: 2008 28 September :: 2.31pm

my prozac has taken the day (maybe week) off. I am in the worst mood ever and i would seirously suggest not talking to me today because I am bound to explode.

when someone tells you they are comig over at 1 and decide not to come to oh who knows... THREE or something? maybe you should let the home owner know. that'd be great thanks.

:: 2008 27 September :: 1.41am

today started out really shitty, got worse then actually turned out ok... thanks to a little thing i like to call alcohal.... amen to that

:: 2008 26 September :: 3.58pm

FOR ANYONE WHO LIKES TO TALK ON CELL PHONES.

dont you ever EVER EVER EVER ever come up to me while talking on your cell phone and fucking show me by using your fingers what tanning bed you'd like to tan in. or by pointing or mouthing words or fucking any of that stuff. seriously i'm going to punch this business dressed man who thinks he's fucking better than me i want to kick him in the fucking crotch. god i hope he dies.

fuckers.

i'm in such a bad mood.

:: 2008 26 September :: 3.41pm

i'm in a really bad mood and i'd really like to be home right now.

ugh.

spud

:: 2008 26 September :: 1.48am
:: Mood: tired?
:: Music: mr. deeds soundtrack

^^^no idea why^^^

so yeah. i had class all night. also turned in my app at papa john's. and i locked my keys in the car. dad came and bailed me out, though.

we did an audio interview with a guy in tampa tonight. how many thousand miles away? with 20 to 15000 Hz bandwidth, talkback, and almost no delay. phenomenal.

then i got back and chuck and i watched mystery science theater 3000 - "Hamlet" (the "from the 1960s, german, and dubbed in english" version).

that at least made it a little more worthwhile.

only had one cigarette today. thought that was pretty good.

time for bed, man.

goodnight.

6 screamed | i am afraid

spud

:: 2008 24 September :: 11.56am

this semester is strange.

i don't know where i was going with that.

i just know that it's noon and i need to get up off my duff and start doing things. otherwise i'll be late and unprepared for my meetings today.

... that sounds so big-person-ish.

3 screamed | i am afraid

sugarjackj

:: 2008 23 September :: 3.04am

"Our freedoms are being eroded by these redneck republican fascists."

haha

:: 2008 21 September :: 7.30pm

i know this is getting annoying for you all and i am very sorry i just need to find this kitten a home. i just uploaded a video of her on my myspace... its cute.... www.myspace.com/musicislife7657 this should get you to see it

spud	:: 2008 21 September :: 12.45am i went jogging today. kind of. went about 2.5 miles. walked most of it. i'm horribly out of shape. and i had a bunch of food before i left. even still, i know i'll appreciate doing it. i'll be sore tomorrow, but it's the good kind. i am afraid

:: 2008 20 September :: 10.27pm

I think if mccain/palin get elected I will have to move out of the country for many reasons.

but one main reason being that sarah palin cuts off like every word that ends in ING. Payin' doin' implementin' spendin' supportin' .....

arrrrgh! shut up!

"i can see russia from my house!"

"heartbeat away from being president!!"

5 screamed | i am afraid

:: 2008 20 September :: 2.01pm

heh
we still have the kitten.. no one wants her and its sad. i called the vet to see if there was anything i could give here to make her sniffles go away cause i cant afford to take her in and he said to just take her to the shelter, which i said no cause they will put her to sleep!!!NO not letting that happen. so i called my pal cassie for advice and she said her vet told her to give her puppy childrens benadryl to help with its allergies so i went and got childrens tylenol for colds and give her a small small amount and tadaa sniffles going away and shes up and playing again and well being a normal kitten. so pretty much fuck you mr vet man. tj said i can keep her unti i find her a home... so andyone know some one i will be in MI for red flannel and i wiill deliver! i just want to find her a good home...

5 screamed | i am afraid

:: 2008 17 September :: 10.35pm

... life is so complicated we all live to make others happy but forget about our own in the process

2 screamed | i am afraid

:: 2008 16 September :: 11.33pm

so i have decided i totally hate my job at ponderosa, and i need to find a new one. I feel bad, but i have to think of my happiness and working at a resturant just isnt cutting it anymore. It just too unorginezed and stressfull. its sad but i would really enjoy a desk job a simple 9-5. sounds crazy but my sched. is so different that a regular day to day would be a great change of pace.

the kitten is getting better i got her some vitamins and i think she is kicken this cold!! still havent found her a home but it is a work in progress...

THANK YOU MICHELLE I GOT YOUR CARD TODAY AND I TRULY APPRECITATE YOUR WORDS OF WISDOM... YOUR A WONDERFUL FRIEND AND I HOPE TO SEE YOU AT RED FLANNEL.