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skippi16

:: 2008 15 September :: 9.55am

the kitten is doing much better, after a bath and some food she is up and playing, still congested though... and tj is even letting her roam the house!!! lol my two other cats hate her but im taking her to the shelter tomorrow if i cant find someone to take her so its ok...

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skippi16

:: 2008 14 September :: 8.41pm

So i am taking out the trach at work and this cute little kitten stunmbles out covered in motor oil, dirty, and sick as hell so naturally i took it home. it is currently in my bathroom, sick and i dont know what to do with it cause i cant keep it and i cant afford to take it to a vet and i dont want it to go to the shelter cause he's in bad shape and all they will do is put him to sleep.... god i hate that i am sooooo compasionate at least when it comes to animals and i just dont want to let the little guy go knowing what will happen to it....

in other news my parents came over today, i made cornish hens, green bean casserole and mashed potatoes and it was all soo delicious... mmmmmm. game day so far has been good the colts won and that makes me happy, and the patriots won so tj is happy..

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spud

:: 2008 11 September :: 2.40am

busy

so, apparently in addition to being "technical director" for the radio station, i am now also the vice president of the scientists of sound.

when it rains, it pours.

i'm not even sure i want to add these to my resume. but at least it sounds impressive. far more impressive than the harry potter club.

i just hope i'm better prepared tomorrow (and more punctual) than i was on tuesday. just sayin'.

sleepy time pretty quick here, though. that should help.

i am afraid


skippi16

:: 2008 9 September :: 10.34pm

today has been a day of ickyness.... im just sooo confused.

maybe i just need to pay more attention, dig myself out of this hole i have created. i know nothing of what is going on in this world because mine has been so crazy and i just feel shitty about it... i guess i'll just have to catch up.

to the great debate.. to make or not to make that truly is the great question!!!!

i am afraid


sugarjackj

:: 2008 9 September :: 2.54am

It's been awhile Woohu.

Not too much is new, back at CMU part time. Working at the casino to help pay le bills. SSDD.

Well, this is my new song. I dont expect you to listen to it. But it is a very moving piece.


Miss you guys :)

i am afraid


skippi16

:: 2008 6 September :: 7.36pm

Chicago was fun... dan was funny in his whites. overall it was an ok trip. i just now vow that i will never take derwood and tj on a road trip by myself ever again!!!!!!

i am afraid


spud

:: 2008 5 September :: 1.16am
:: Mood: pensive
:: Music: the alan parsons project - tales of mystery and imagination

i think it's pretty sad that three-beer chris feels more "normal" than no-beer chris.

i guess the solution is to not have beer for awhile. but still. i haven't been functioning up to par without it. and, frankly, i haven't been getting drunk all the time, or passing out. just one or two after dinner or whatever. and it isn't until that point that i feel awake and alert and - well - normal.

i don't know what to make of it. but, either way, i figure it's bad.

P.S.

this made me smile, though:

"hey chris!

we were talking about how great you've been at the station during the meeting today. and we would really love to re-write another executive board position into the constitution. the new position would be the position of technical director. details are still a little vague, but basically the person in this position would be the go-to guy for all questions/problems with the equipment and website. we all feel that you would do wonderfully in this position and we would love for you to accept.

is this something that you are interested in?

thanks so much!
jill"

and i thought they hated me... : )

i sent her my more reserved-sounding equivalent of "fuck yeah!" as soon as i got it. although, now that i think about it, fuck yeah might have been the way to go. oh well, either way, it's cool, and i'm happy.

i am afraid


spud

:: 2008 4 September :: 12.56am
:: Music: dashboard confessional - swiss army romance

COM 295 ::
:: i haven't even read the excerpt yet, and i already know more than half of them are morons ::

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--Saturday, August 30, 2008 3:55:58 PM EDT
I believe the Greek Mythos differs dramatically from our American Mythos. For instance, while the Mythos of the ancient Greeks stressed the importance of achieving "arete" or excellence in all areas of life, the Mythos of Americans only seems to stress the importance of excellence in a specific field of study, so as to gain employment in the that field, make money, and live a good life.

--Tuesday, September 2, 2008 10:45:11 AM EDT
I agree with your statements and think that you make good and valid points. You also get to the points quickly. Today's simplicity is not what it was defined as before.

--Tuesday, September 2, 2008 9:19:46 PM EDT
America is a system created by the christian religion of living under one god. We put most of our values in knowledge instead of physical strength like ancient Greeks. To be able to move up in out society you must go to college to become sombody. Everything is set in a certain system. We were all raised with these certain standards that need to be met. While knowledge is important I beleive that there is more to life than knowledge such as phyical well-being. In America people seem to think that money can create happiness. While money may help, money is nothing you don't have love and no one knows love till they experience it themselfs. If isn't something to be learned from a book.

--Wednesday, September 3, 2008 12:21:15 AM EDT
I agree with what everyone has said above me...
American and Greek, both, have a very different view on excellence. During the Greek Era, excellence was more than a detail in someones life. To them it could define a life, like Odysseus and his adventures. Whereas, Americans today view excellence to be a good grade, a prefect outfit, the taste from a meal, etc. Today excellence is many small details in a life and to the Greeks excellence was what made their life whole. To them and that era, it was the bigger picture in life, not the details about the past night.
When you look at life today verses then, life seems ordinary at times. But the Greeks would not allow for ordinary life, they tried for better...they tried for the overall excellence.

--Wednesday, September 3, 2008 2:41:30 PM EDT
I hold the same ideas as much of the rest of the class.
The Common American Mythos is the system of success. Simply put, from the time we were little in most cases were taught the extreme value of education and how important it is to have one. Parents' shuttle is off to school every day in hopes of preparing us for college and one day in the near future a job so we can provide a good life for ourselves and our family (the American dream). Yet this differs from the Greeks mythos which valued education as well, but stressed the importance of learning life lessons exemplified in such stories like Narcissus and Echo, and Zeus and so on. The Greeks understood that it was not possible for one to learn everything they needed to know from a book, life was a good teacher as well.

--Wednesday, September 3, 2008 3:26:41 PM EDT
A lot has been said on the common American mythos, which I do believe seems very structured and manufactored ie. going to college to get a good job. However for me atleast there is more to it. I dont want to just succeed I want to look back and see that I have made a contribution to society. This belief and others I find exist outside of the American mythos, however just because they arent used in this society to define success doesnt mean they have no merit.

--Wednesday, September 3, 2008 6:44:40 PM EDT
I think our common American mythos often relates wealth and power like many others have said. Many put their priorities first and foremost in money. All though some would like to say faith and family is first, it seems as though money and power often overrides the previous two. It is not only about higher education, although this is important. As a nation, I don't think someone that takes over a family business with no college degree is looked down on, furthermore, a wealthy business owner is most likely put on a pedestal than say a teacher or writer with a masters degree. Money seems to be the American mythos. I would say that my personal mythos rank in order of faith first, and then family. However, as an American, I have this idea of wealth, and power and success that is a hard barrier to come up against.

--Wednesday, September 3, 2008 11:07:03 PM EDT
I very much agree with everyone that posted. Especially on how our American mythos seems to be parallel with wealth and power. Along with that the education of ourselves and our children. It seems that these days the only way to get wealth and power, we need to be be educated or at least have a piece of paper that says we are educated. It is hard to say that I believe this should be true, but as of now I know it is true in our society today. I also think faith and family deserve to be number one, but if we let that happen, it seems we would fall behind our "real" American mythos.

--Wednesday, September 3, 2008 11:33:18 PM EDT
I had a hard time thinking about what could be a common set of beliefs among all Americans. I'm not sure there is one, because we all seem to be so different and diverse, but that in itself may be the American mythos. I think that as Americans we hold strength and individualism with high regard. Take, for example, the "American Dream". The "American Dream" is to make something of yourself and be powerful and strong, persevering despite obstacles, to set yourself apart. So then I would say that the American arete, or excellence, is to make something of yourself, starting from the ground up, and using you're own strength and talents to become powerful. Even though Americans come from various backgrounds, cultures, religions, etc, I think the American Dream is a value we commonly hold.
Personally, my mythos is a little different. Although I do want to become something and possess some type of power or wealth and get a good job, something much stronger than all of that and stronger than me has set my values and beliefs in place. Power and wealth are only my goals as an American, or as a college student. My goal as a person is simply to love. To love God, to love others, and lastly to love myself. That is the greatest and most excellent thing I could do in life, and when I'm gone, I don't want people to remember me as a rich sucessful woman, but rather a loving, faithful one.
"Above all, love each other deeply, because love covers a multitude of sins." I Peter 4:8

--Thursday, September 4, 2008 12:12:27 AM EDT
Well.... In my opinion, our common american mythos is not far off of the Greeks lasting idea of "excellence". We are all pushed towards "excellence" from day one, and if we should find ourselves falling short, there usually is someone right there to let you know. Our own ideas of excellence may be different than the others, but there is definitely a standard that we inherently know ( common sense) or figure out along the way. Our mythos is spelled out for us from society, the rest comes from family, values, beliefs, self..ect. I believe that the American mythos is the same for all on some level. We all want to recieve/give love, have a partner in life, have family and friends to rely on and share good times with, money to be abundant enough to pay the bills and maybe some extra for frivolous items that make us happy for the moment, and to be successfull enough to make ourselves and/or whomever it is in our lives that is pushing us proud. That is how I feel in a nut shell about my own mythos as well. I just want to live up to the b.s. norms of society so at some point I can feel " free" and be independent. It all falls back on making money in the grand scheme of things... there isn't alot that you can do without it, but there are some things in life... some parts of the American "Mythos" that doesn't require money like love and family ... so were not completely screwed yet...
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eesh.

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skippi16

:: 2008 3 September :: 12.11am

now that the weekend is over i can go back to schedule. at least i think i can....

im debating alot right now especially my job, its great and all but i hve been workin with food FOREVER and i would really like a good change of pace... having a desk job doesnt sound sooo horrible... something with a more set schedule would be prefered but i dont want to leave pondo, god its just confusing., i dont know what to do. andwe cant afford a cut in $$ so i'll stick it out unless a good opp. comes along then things may change i just feel the need to change something.

i am afraid


spud

:: 2008 2 September :: 12.37am
:: Music: blues traveler - four

62 wpm?
999999 words

Speedtest



i won't disclose my first time. it was embarrassing.

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skippi16

:: 2008 30 August :: 3.21pm

acd festivle rocks,,, they not only had a beer tent but it was a full block long, then you get too see all these kick ass cars with it.... who could ask for a better weekend?

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spud

:: 2008 27 August :: 1.14pm

i seriously think this game is rigged.

does anyone else think it's weird that the favored presidential ticket is "Obama - Biden" when just a few years ago the stereotypical bad guy was "Osama bin Laden".

i just think it's bizarre. and not that i ever cared about osama, or obama, really. because for the most part, i resent politics. but that just struck me on a linguistic level, and i had to acknowledge it.

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skippi16

:: 2008 25 August :: 6.11pm

im so happy i could cry
so its finally over and done with and i could not be happier!!
i am now MRS. ERIN MICHELLE HOLBROOK

its weird to say, its weird to call him my husband buts its done

im just so happy everything went so well and now im married and i get to spend the rest of my life with the wonderful man i love.

i am afraid


skippi16

:: 2008 21 August :: 5.23pm

got my hair cut and colored today and it looks awesome!!!

2 more days

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spud

:: 2008 21 August :: 12.54am

i'm too high school for my shirt :: so high school it hurts.
Pink Floyd - Dogs

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