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spud

:: 2008 18 July :: 1.28am

drizzunk? schmammered? was macht es?

seriously, guys. 9pm. friday night (tomorrow... or today, depending on how you view it). sazerac lounge. be there (i will).

and fuck you jessa, for getting that damn song stuck in my head, right before i go to sleep. it will drive me insane.

; )

peace.

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spud

:: 2008 17 July :: 12.17am

went to blues on the mall tonight with mom and lib.

i got some free beers (we went to the BOB during the thunderstorm), and i got to hang with my family and pontificate some. it was gratifying.

but after spending all day working, and all evening walking around downtown, i am completely beat. and i get to do it all over again tomorrow.

no rest for the wicked, i guess. and apparently i'm totally fucking wicked.

i am afraid


.j.e.s.s.

:: 2008 16 July :: 7.32am

I am not married yet. Just so everyone knows.

I want to find a new job soooo bad. I hate it here. I've only been here for 45 mins so far today, haven't seen another soul since we are always so slow, and it seems like I've been here for hours. It may seem like an ok job since I am able to sit here and use my phone to write on woohu but believe me- I would rather have any more stimulating job. Time goes by so slow. We work alone ughh I hate it here.

But I can't start looking for another job because we are so up in the air about moving to florida.

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spud

:: 2008 15 July :: 8.52pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: none

Summer Film Project
::

i have finished day two of our preproduction preparations to the caledonia location. there's a shit ton of stuff that needs to be done, but at least we're finally getting somewhere.

i'm not doing anything involving audio, as i said before. but i do at least get to do construction stuff, which i'm fairly good at. not like it's rocket science.

but yeah. it's fun. the people are cool to hang with. but it's a lot of work. i mellowed out a lot once i resigned myself to the fact that this is just a really slipshod operation, and that i won't be able to rely on anything. i will do the best i can to make it happen for them, but nobody, not even me, can ask for anything more than that.

and i think i'm doing my part. i certainly have lots of tools down there, and we're making decent progress. i'll keep you guys posted on the happenings as i can, but no promises. it's keeping me plenty busy.

the important thing for you to remember is:

"WALTER'S WIFE" FUNDRAISING PARTY
Friday Night - 9PM - at the...
Sazerac Lounge
1418 Plainfield Ave NE
Grand Rapids, MI


Be there if you can. although, i believe it's 21+.

sorry.

call me if you have questions, or shoot me an email. i'll get more info as it becomes available. (like i said, slip-shod).

Peace.

i am afraid


skippi16

:: 2008 14 July :: 11.53am

the shower unfortunetly was a total bust. my mom ruined it all. the entire time she was bossing me and everyone aroung like little children. she didnt even let me open up my own presents. she had some one else do it and then hand it to me. what fucking bitch... its ok though the wedding will be here and over soon then i wont have to deal with her control freakish ways...

i did however attempt to salvage the night and ended up pretty drunk over at jon and cassie's. it was sadly the highlight to my day. but it felt oh soooooo good. :)

i got sooooo much cool stuff, like the kitchenaide mixer i really really wanted.. and all kinds of cook ware and bakeware. tj will be eating god for a long time.

i am afraid


skippi16

:: 2008 13 July :: 9.56am

wedding shower is today and i am very excited, and pissed at the same time. i am so sick of people who i thought i could depend on let me down. but then i look at my life and realize how wonderful it is and how lucky i am to have all that i have and to have the people around me that love me and that i love very much...ahhh fufillment.

got like 3 hrs of sleep last night sooo this should be interesting.

i am afraid


skippi16

:: 2008 11 July :: 9.48am

all i have to say is BRING IT ON...

wedding drama in full force and its taking over my life and i want it all t end already but it wont and i need to just grow a pair and deal with it right. i tell yall if i knew it was going to be this hard to begin with i would have just ran off to vegas already but since i have spent all this money already i guess i should go though with it.

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skippi16

:: 2008 9 July :: 11.54pm

This weekend
so this weekend is my shower, and i really cant wait. i love spending time with all of my friends and my family. i hope that it goes well.

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skippi16

:: 2008 2 July :: 4.06pm

ENLIGHTENMENT
today has been a day of elightenment.... indeed i have realized people who you thought were friends, who you could count on, that were there through out your life can come and go so quickly. and obviously not in just my own life. its wierd how you graduate high school and try to make something of yourself, while the entire time a person you thought was there for you isnt really, they have a whole group of new friends, they dont even talk to you anymore its sad. i really liked him as a friend but now i realize how much of a p.o.s. friend he really was... god i hate it. i hate writing things that are bad especially now but going over random things in others' life made me realize things in my own and this person let me down as a friend and i hope he can life with it....JERK!

but to all of you who have been good to me, and who are there no matter how bad i get ( and yes i know i can be a bitch, and sometimes mean) i truly thank you for everything...

now that the bitching is out i sent out the wedding invites today... took me a combined total of 5 and a half hours to put them all together. who knew it would take so long? the shower is in a week and a half. im really excited. the girls are coming down and i just want to have a good time....

ALSO I NEED A PIANO PLAYER FOR MY WEDDING THE GIRL I HAD BAILED ON ME SO IF ANYONE WANTS TO PLAY... AND YES I WILL PAY YOU. ITS JUST A FEW SIMPLE SONGS AND FREE FOOD!! OR IF ANYONE KNOWS OF SOMEONE.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2008 2 July :: 11.35am

Omg roman and I went to canada last night with some friends and we got hitched!!!! So now im mrs garcia nice ta meetcha. Lol we are still there woo I love canada. The chapel was gorgous and the carriage ride in my cute summer dress and romans tux was romantic. Our priest told us that he just KNEW we would be together forever. We said our vows and got to ride away afyerwards in a beautiful gondala under a small bridge.
Ro got me a 3 carat diamond band.wow he amazes me more and more with each day. It took my breath away! So tomorrow we are working out the details to move to hawaii in our friend rob's aunts old house she is letting us rent for 100 a month. Wow. We are getting a loan for the tickets and leaving in 4 days. Yay im gonna be a badass surfer. The house is 2 stories with a basement newly remodeled everything and they are leaving all the furniture so we don't have to worry. Rob is moving into our apt with danielle so they are taking our lease. Everything is working out so perfectly. God musthave answered our prayers. But I guess I do deserve it. I am a really great person and I never lie or act mean. Everyone knows this. I am never decietful and I treat everyone with respect. I also like to compromise and not be bossy ever. Those are probaly just a few reasons why He's preforming his great miracle on us. While we are down there a couple months from now we are joining a missionary group that robs aunt was a part of and traveling to cambodia to build houses and maybe heal a leper or two. Ha Oh not really but who knows. Roman really suprised me with all these plans but I guess I should just learn to expect greatness from the worlds most perfect, selfless, kind, giving, wonderful, beautiful, nurturing, wonderous, magical, whimsical man on THE PLANET EARTH.

Well we are headed to niagra falls then home so I had better go.
Signed,
Mrs. Garcia-Wilde

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skippi16

:: 2008 2 July :: 12.41am

well today is my 21st bday (actually it was yesturdays cause its 12:41) anyways went out to the bar, played pool with tj and had some fun

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skippi16

:: 2008 29 June :: 2.45pm

WANT TO GO TO A KICKASS CONCERT?
I HAVE ONE EXTRA TICKET TO THE MAYHEM TOUR IN DETRIOT. CONCERT DATE SATURDAY AUGUST 9TH DOORS OPEN AT 1PM THIS IS A GOOD SEAT SECTION LTC3 ROW K SEAT 8... TICKET COST ME 54.25 PLUS 10.005 CONVIENIENCE CHARGE AND A 3.00 PARKING. GIVE ME AN OFFER... PLEASE NOTE WE ARE GOING FOR MY BACHELOERETTE PARTY....

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2008 29 June :: 12.51pm

I don't know why bc I have not always felt this way but lately I am like obsessing about getting a tattoo. I really really want one. I know for sure I would get one if I was skinnier but right now im not sure. Ugh its driving me nuts tho I really think I want one

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2008 29 June :: 10.59am

Well had to get up at 6 again to drive in the rain to ameeting an hour away in spring lake and now here I am at work. Thank god for my new phone with internet. I ws so tired on the drive there and back I was completly almost sleeping my eyes refuused to stay open. In any other circumstances I would have pilled over and rested but if I miss the meeting I get taken off the schedule for a month and if ii miss work I get fired. Grrrrr.

Today I am just going to take some time for me when I get out of work at 3. Gotta go to the mall to return something and buy some shorts. I still have to work the next 3 days but im gonna try to make the best of today. Lately everything has been sooo stressful I can hardly take it. I might quit the jw ..well no prob not but I might just try to set a schedule with them. Im tired and I just want to enjoy summer and the break from school while I have it and so far I have not been able to do that at all.

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sugarjackj

:: 2008 28 June :: 3.45am

I have so much fucking hate for all the dumb cunts in the world.

I never did a fucking thing to you, ever. In fact, I thought we were friends. Well fuck you, you ugly dumb slut.

Fuck this shit.

I need to learn to let this go. I'm just so pissed off, I don't know if I can >:(

i am afraid

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