what i pretend to be

:: 2008 26 April :: 11.14pm

its been a while, things are great!!!

timmy has a new job FINALLY!! and hes happy which it most important.

the wedding is almost here and i cant wait,,, life has been flying by hasnt it? i mean i every now and again will watch a video of highschool or look through the year book and think it was only yesturday but it was like two years. arg,,, how time flys, and sometimes how it flys out the window into a giant coconut tree to perch and laugh at me.

:: 2008 21 April :: 1.01am

Welcome back to life woohu.

:)

:: 2008 17 April :: 2.32pm

Wtf is going on Woohu?

3 screamed | i am afraid

:: 2008 16 April :: 11.30pm

Back home, and missing MI... up there its not stressful i can do what i want no work no wedding it was freedom.

these chains are weighing me down and breakin my bones!

spud

:: 2008 16 April :: 6.46pm
:: Mood: tired, hungry, etc.
:: Music: my professor

job hunting
::

i hate looking for jobs. i mean, i get excited about all of the opportunities. but i also get really depressed about how i feel like i'm not good at anything. and all the things i am good at, aren't interested in having me.

whether it's true or not, even partially, doesn't really matter. it still feels crappy.

then again, maybe i just need to eat.

and i feel guilty for not listening to the lecture today. but it's just review. so there.

spud	:: 2008 16 April :: 1.37pm i'm kind of a hard person to be friends with sometimes, i think. not all the time. and not in all respects. but there are a few areas where i'm definitely lacking. but that's okay, because i'm still not really that bad. 2 screamed \| i am afraid

spud	:: 2008 15 April :: 7.16pm i walked out of class today because i was frustrated. probably not a good choice, but there you are. at least i made amends with my groupmates. that's the important part. 4 screamed \| i am afraid

spud

:: 2008 14 April :: 11.59pm
:: Mood: better
:: Music: radiohead - no surprises

::

i feel much better after today. i'm still kind of pissed about some stuff. and the wings lost. but at least, for whatever reason, i managed to evade the same sort of funkiness that's been haunting my shadows for the past week or two.

and there's nothing but good on the horizon. so, shut the fuck up, brain!

:: 2008 11 April :: 3.47pm

So I have an interview in G.R. on Monday for another marketing internship. I put my resume on careerbuilder.com last night, and the lady called me today. She said they are really interested because I already have 2 years of marketing under my belt. Full time at $13/hr would be pretty sweet. So I might be in GR this summer. Maybe.

:: 2008 11 April :: 10.13am

ahhh finally we're comeing up to MI,,,,YAY

:: 2008 8 April :: 8.48pm

life is colorful, viberant, and beautiful...... nothing like a week without the gm to make you realize how easy you have it!

glad to be back to normal, for the most part anyway.

spud	:: 2008 8 April :: 1.39am it kind of reminds me of that episode of pete and pete where they tried to stay awake for like three days straight. or something. i think it's bedtime. 5 screamed \| i am afraid

:: 2008 7 April :: 2.10pm

She's such a bitch.

She knows I like him so very much, and what does she do? She asks him on a date one day before I planned. She does not even like him. Shes never even shown the slightest interest untill she found out I like him. Who does that? Honestly. I really might punch her in the face. But for sure im telling her what I think of her when I see her next.

>:S

3 screamed | i am afraid

spud

:: 2008 7 April :: 5.17am
:: Music: 311 - don't tread on me

i like how at some point it transitions in conceptualization from a very late night, to a very early morning. and yet, the task of nabbing down precisely where that transition occurs is nigh-on impossible.

my guess is that it's right around the time when the birds start chirping.

...

yep, i hear 'em.