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skippi16

:: 2007 7 October :: 11.46pm

This shit is funny
ok so i am not in high school n e more but this is right on!

You know you're a band geek if...

1. Band is your favorite sport.

2. You hum band songs in other classes.

3. You've ever done roll-step while walking with a full plate or glass to keep things from spilling.

4. You've never been on a Friday night date, thanks to the football games.

5. You walk in step with any music you hear.

6. A snake is a favorite activity, not an animal.

7. You would never go to a football game if not for band.

8. "Hey Baby" really is the only pick-up line you know.

9. You hear the phrase "tongue harder" on a regular basis.

10. You know that "one more time" actually means "four or five more times".

11. You can't watch Pirates of the Caribbean without wondering what formation you should be in.

12. It bothers you when the person walking next to you isn't in step.

13. Your band director's phone number is on speed dial.

14. When you retell some of your favorite memories of summer, you start with the phrase, "This one time at band camp..." and mean it.

15. All your friends are in band.

16. You've actually been to band camp and consider it the highlight of your summer.

17. You know how to play 10 popular-stand tunes, but know the words to none of them.

18. You point out key changes and dynamics when you listen to the radio.

19. You've never had to pay to get into a football/basketball game.

20. You've never sat in your class section at a pep rally because you're always playing.

i am afraid


skippi16

:: 2007 7 October :: 11.24pm

Red Flannel Reflections
ok so i never realized how unfun red flannel is until i actually had time to go and be part of it. not even that but our community scares me. if its not teenage mothers, or fat hillbillies, or just the stupidity of the majority of the people here. oh well. the late night activities were much more fun...

first we went to go and meet katies bf in sparta and i have to say i like him, then we went to box n bonnies n hung out there for the rest of the night until like 4 am. wow is all i have to say. you know i never realized how much fun you can have by really doing a whole lot of nothin.... even if i didnt drink as much as everyone else i still had alot of fun! Tj was settin pats pants on fire, they were pissin on each others cars and there was many many many arguments on whether chevy is better then ford....ahh men they are so funny.

work definetly sucks ass. i am so ready to be done with kfc and all the bull shit i have to put up with.

6 screamed | i am afraid


.j.e.s.s.

:: 2007 7 October :: 6.53pm

what the hell is a wedding anyway.

fuck this shit . i need a mother fucking vacation i swear to god if i wouldn't lose my scholarship i would leave this stupid fucking country in an instant. fuck the sholarship, i'm going to lose it anyway because there is no god damn way i'm passing that fucking class. who the fuck am i kidding whydidn't i just enroll in chic or some shit so i could actually have some income by now. seriously how the hell do people even fucking do it. theres no fucking way . i'd say i shoudl move back in with my parents but fuck it they are moving to florida anyway so too god damn late for me.

2 screamed | i am afraid


.j.e.s.s.

:: 2007 6 October :: 7.21pm

okay so red flannel is like scary and loud and ugly

and i dont know if i can go to one ever again. it had good parts and i liked the band competition but i couldn't wait to leave. i know, bad right but i duno

whatev

1 screamed | i am afraid


spud

:: 2007 6 October :: 2.30pm
:: Mood: weird
:: Music: sad kermit

everything happens for a reason, right? at least, some would like to think so - myself being one of them.

that being said, i'm still trying to divine the full significance of gunnie's bonfire, thursday night's conversation with heather, drunksitting tonight (as opposed to being with katie and lindsay), and the fact that i found a frog in my laundry this morning.

this is all adding up to something monumentally mediocre. i can feel it. i just hope it's me.

3 screamed | i am afraid


sugarjackj

:: 2007 5 October :: 3.53pm



I'm really confused.

7 screamed | i am afraid


skippi16

:: 2007 3 October :: 10.29pm
:: Music: Beatles

INDIANA
at the moms house right now... we went to go get things straitened up for the apartment. its really nice! its a 2 bedroom... nothin fancy, but it will do. i start at ponderosa on the 22 meaning i only get one day to unpack. which sucks. but i guess it will be a work in progress...

i cant wait just two more weeks and i will be out of the shit hole state! im srry but i absolutely hate michigan. everything is just going to hell in a hand basket and it was taking me down with it. this move its working out more and more. every day it is gettng better and better. i was just soooo happy today.... its all gonna work out and nothing anyone can do is gonna stop us now. we're movein to a new place, we're gettin married and our life is moving forward.....

just a little FYI i want all my pals to come and visit often.... my couch is always open. and that means u beaver!!!!

ha

2 screamed | i am afraid


.j.e.s.s.

:: 2007 2 October :: 10.46am

Okay so I work on Wednesday and then I don't work again until Sunday.

I have to tell you guys something...

I'm so excited for Friday and Saturday. AHHH i'm such a loser. I've never been way excited for RED FLANNEL DAY lol except when I was in a band-it was a pretty big deal because of the performance and parade. but still.

I am like counting down the day until the Friday game and excited for RFD and the nothingness. I dont know.

I miss...
home?

and guess what!

I HAVE AN INTERVIEW AT THE PLACE I WANT SO BADLY TO WORK AT YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

2 screamed | i am afraid


spud

:: 2007 2 October :: 12.26am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: toad the wet sprocket - dulcinea

happy october everyone

so i saw benzer and robbie this weekend. that was crazy. and i got to hang out with kevin a little bit, which was also nice.

turns out i might be headed up to c-town this weekend. is it red flannel? or is that next weekend? i think it's this weekend. which would be freakin' insane. i don't know why i can't quite escape the place. and why i don't quite want to. there's nothing in that town, but i can't quite give it up. and then i remember all the people. or i'm painfully reminded. either way, i find myself there intermittently.

which has interesting ramifications for the post-graduate plan of attack.

anyway, happy october everyone.

8 screamed | i am afraid


skippi16

:: 2007 30 September :: 3.18pm

yayayyayayayya
We went to davids bridal the other day to look at bridesmaids dresses... while we were in there i saw this wedding dress that i had seen before and thought it was cute so i went to look at it and it was my size! so cause i was curious i had to try it on... i think when i got in it angels sang and everything in the universe went into line,,,, it was perfect! omg it was so beautiful... even though i had the dress holly gave me i had to have this one. its the dress i have wanted for my wedding since i was little. so i went to talk to the lady about when i would have to order it and she said the dress was being discontinued and if i want it i have to buy it off shelf.... only thing is its $700.00. so after freakin out n callin my grandma for help i figured out i can put it on layaway for 150 and have two months to pay it off. so yeah i have the dress of my dreams!!!!!!!! i am so excited

we're moving in 3 weeks! yay. i cant wait. its good too cause this state is about to hit the fans!

1 screamed | i am afraid


.j.e.s.s.

:: 2007 29 September :: 7.55pm
:: Music: fever

well, if i never make it as a nurse at least i know i'll be a good housewife.

i make the best damn chocolate chip cookies ever.

i have the potential of being an excellant housewife.

sad.

i am afraid


.j.e.s.s.

:: 2007 28 September :: 1.54pm

i feel so sick to my stomach because i dont want to go to work. i would do anything seriously to not go. i want so bad to just not even go in but i know thats wrong and stupid. but i've only worked there for like a month so it's not like they'd be a good reference anyway ughghghgh i should just not go in but i dunno

any advice?

i need a new fucking job.

i'm gonna call midnite sun and cruise right now and try to fucking get hired so i have an excuse not to go in!

2 screamed | i am afraid


skippi16

:: 2007 27 September :: 9.45pm

This is for TJ

Name:T.J.
Birthdate:12-15-1986
Birthplace:Grand Rapids MI
Current Location:Cedartucky
Eye Color:green
Hair Color:light brown
Height:5'7''
Weight:160
Piercings:1
Tatoos:3
Boyfriend/Girlfriend:Fience'
Overused Phraze:Fucker
FAVORITES
Food:Pizza
Candy:NA
Number:1
Color:Black
Animal:Snake
Drink:Bud
Alcohol Drink:see above
Bagel:i dont eat bagels
Letter:F
Body Part on Opposite sex:T and A
This or That
Pepsi or Coke:Coke
McDonalds or BurgerKing:Burger King
Strawberry or Watermelon:Strawberry
Hot tea or Ice tea:ewww
Chocolate or VanillaChocolate
Hot Chocolate or Coffee:Hot Chocolate
Kiss or Hug:Hig
Dog or Cat:Dog
Rap or Punk:punk
Summer or Winter:Winter
Scary Movies or Funny Movies:Scary Movies
Love or Money:Love
YOUR...
Bedtime:1 am
Most Missed Memory:Gettin high in EDs car
Best phyiscal feature:Booty
First Thought Waking Up:Erin
Goal for this year:See how many bottle of whiskey it takes
Best Friends:Justin n justin n carl
Weakness:Erin
Fears:losing Erin
Heritage:Scandinavian
Longest relationship:3 Year and counting
HAVE YOU...
Ever Drank:all the time
Ever Smoked:yep
Pot:yep
Ever been Drunk:absofuckinglotly
Ever been beaten up:no
Ever beaten someone up:yes
Ever Shoplifted:yes
Ever Skinny Dipped:yes
Ever Kissed Opposite sex:yes
Been Dumped Lately:No
IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color:hazel
Favorite Hair Color:Brown
Short or Long:Long
Height:5'3''ish
Style:down
Looks or Personality:Personallity
Hot or CuteHot
Drugs and Alcohol:Yes please
Muscular or Really Skinny:Erin
RANDOMS
Number of Regrets in the Past:too many to count
What country do you want to Visit:France
How do you want to Die:from sniper fire
Been to the Mall Lately:Yeah
Do you like Thunderstorms:yes
Get along with your Parents:NO not really
Health Freak:no
Do you think your Attractive:yep
Believe in Yourself:yep
Want to go to College:Yes
Do you Smoke:yes
Do you Drink:yes
Shower Daily:yes
Been in Love:currently
Do you Sing:no
Want to get Married:gettin married in august
Do you want Children:3
Have your future kids names planned out:yes
Age you wanna lose your Virginity:ummm.... two years ago
Hate anyone:hate everyone

CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

i am afraid


skippi16

:: 2007 27 September :: 9.33pm

Name:Erin
Birthdate:7-1-1987
Birthplace:Fort Wayne IN
Current Location:Cedar Springs
Eye Color:Hazel
Hair Color:Dark Brown
Height:5'3''
Weight:im not telling
Piercings:7
Tatoos:1
Boyfriend/Girlfriend:Timmy j
Overused Phraze:Bite me
FAVORITES
Food:Mac n Cheese
Candy:Dove Choclate
Number:22
Color:Green
Animal:Cat
Drink:Cherry Coke
Alcohol Drink:Hard Rasberry Lemonade
Bagel:Onion
Letter:T
Body Part on Opposite sex:Booty
This or That
Pepsi or Coke:Coke
McDonalds or BurgerKing:McDonalds
Strawberry or Watermelon:Strawberry
Hot tea or Ice tea:Ice Tea
Chocolate or VanillaChocolate
Hot Chocolate or Coffee:Hot Chocolate
Kiss or Hug:Kiss
Dog or Cat:Cat
Rap or Punk:Punk
Summer or Winter:Summer
Scary Movies or Funny Movies:Scarry Movies
Love or Money:Love
YOUR...
Bedtime:Midnightish
Most Missed Memory:High School Band
Best phyiscal feature:Booty
First Thought Waking Up:Timmy J
Goal for this year:move successfully to IN
Best Friends:Nikki, Kaite Anne, Holly
Weakness:i just cant say no
Fears:Being Alone
Heritage:American Indian
Longest relationship:3 years and counting
HAVE YOU...
Ever Drank:Yes
Ever Smoked:Yes
Pot:No
Ever been Drunk:Yes
Ever been beaten up:No
Ever beaten someone up:Yes
Ever Shoplifted:Yes
Ever Skinny Dipped:no
Ever Kissed Opposite sex:Yes
Been Dumped Lately:NO
IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color:Green
Favorite Hair Color:Light Brown
Short or Long:Short or really long
Height:5'7'' is
Style:Spikey
Looks or Personality:Bad Boy
Hot or CuteHOT
Drugs and Alcohol:alcohal most definetly
Muscular or Really Skinny:medium
RANDOMS
Number of Regrets in the Past:too many to count
What country do you want to Visit:Germany
How do you want to Die:In my sleep
Been to the Mall Lately:yeah
Do you like Thunderstorms:no
Get along with your Parents:HELLS NO
Health Freak:im a junk food fanatic
Do you think your Attractive:Im the hottest biatch in the world
Believe in Yourself:sometimes
Want to go to College:I have to
Do you Smoke:occasionally
Do you Drink:not as much as i should
Shower Daily:well yeah
Been in Love:currently
Do you Sing:in the shower
Want to get Married:gettin married in august
Do you want Children:3
Have your future kids names planned out:yeah
Age you wanna lose your Virginity:been there done that
Hate anyone:.... lots

CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

i am afraid


.j.e.s.s.

:: 2007 27 September :: 10.27am

ahh i love tr night. why does he have to be gay?

yay greys anatomy tonight i am so fricken excited.

i am afraid

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