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2007 17 August :: 7.51am
:: Music: BnL - Everything Had Changed
summer is over. vegas is over. williamsburg is over.
i have a bright future in a questionable vocation and another two wonderful years of college to look forward to.
right now, i'm sitting in an abandoned, foreclosed home - after working a 10 hour shift - getting ready to spend all day (and the rest of the weekend) moving shit, yet again.
life is a very, very odd thing. and this song is very fitting for this particular epoch in mine.
i made a vow to do a couple of things for myself within the next week. we'll see if that happens or not.
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i am afraid
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2007 7 August :: 6.45pm
i made it into the nursing program.
my life is so incredibly crazy and stressful right now. on top of it all i hate my job that i am working 40 hours at every day. going in at 630 all week. sucks.
i sold another book online which is great but of course i can't find the cd that goes with it. wonderful. i need to go to the post office to mail it but i can't mail it until i find the cd and i can't go to the post office unless i get out of work on time and i have to return the library books but i need to go at a time when it's open beceause i need to get some more books for my report which is due in two weeks
annnnnnnnnnnd we are moving in three weeks and nothing and i mean nothing is packed or planned or anything. omg. or cleaned. ugh. no boxes. nothing ugh.
annnnnnnd we are going to ohio in two weeks and so we wont pack then.
we will never pack
we will end up throwing random belongings down the stairs and in our car . carload by carload and drive it all 5 miles to our new apartment and carry it in handfuls up our 3 flights of stairs.
gah
gah
gahasdjfa;sldkfjas;dflkajs;dflkjas;ldkfja;lskdfj;alsjfal;sjf;asdf
and all my classes. class every day. and no time for work.
what the hell am i going to do
and my hair dind't get done today because shit got messed up so i will have ugly hair for at least a week probably more.
fuck
i'm gonna go drink all by myself. me and my cats.
we're gonna go get drunk.
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i am afraid
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sugarjackj
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2007 7 August :: 10.11am
Roscoe invited me to go see Hot Rod with Dan, Jasper, Jeff and Julie. I thought it was really funny. Dumb. But funny. I almost peed myself when I saw QOTSA. Roscoe was like "How in the hell did you even know it was them?!" :D They looked like some crazy 80's band. It made my day.
i am afraid
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skippi16
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2007 5 August :: 8.04pm
:: Mood: drunk
my wedding
so me and tj have moved the wedding day. we decided to move it up a year so next year we will be married. i cant wait. i have so many ideas in my head about decoratoins, food. its all just a jumbled mess but i cant wait.
alsp tj leaves for indiana on wednesday. im bummed that he is leaving but i will soon be leavin too. yep. in october i will be leaving this horrible state and making my life better. i will be startin school at IPFW and it will begin.
went to hollies wedding, i cried. i admit it. i was ballin. im ver happy for her.
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2007 5 August :: 10.36pm
i cannot stand my hair right now. i wish i never had cut it all off. i hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it is like a tiny bit longer than shoulder length and all the same length, no layers.... it is my normal color which is like dark underneath and then it gets highlights in the front from the sun or whatever and i just can't stand it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tomorrow i am making an appointment. i mean i haven't even gotten it cut since like march or something so it needs it anyway and i haven't got it dyed or anything since last year. and i dyed it myself in probably like december or something.
so i am gonna get it cut and layered but only cut a little bit because i want it to grow out so badly. and then i am dying it all the same color - a dark brown with a little bit of a copper tint and then getting coppery or carmely highlights and blonde highlights.
yes sir. can't wait. because i fricken hate my hair.
and then i am not cutting it (as in majorly cuttting it- anything besdies a trim) until my wedding. which is a long way away so my hair will be super super long. i want it to be down to the middle of my back so that i can have huge curls and big beautiful hair for my wedding.
yup sothats my plan
just had to let you all know lol.
and yeah jess i still work at the daycare and i loved it when i first started but now i can't stand it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhh
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i am afraid
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2007 3 August :: 11.15pm
retarded.
ugh.
i am afraid
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2007 2 August :: 8.51pm
my banana bread i just made is in the oven baking. mmmm it smells so good.
I really have no idea what to do. Move or don't move? I dont know. we could save a lot of money but is it worth the hassle? and there is the possibility that we wont save much money if any.
i duno
gosh i have lots to say but i have no time.
i HATE my job though. seriously HATE my job
does anyone have any jobs they can offer me? i really hate my job. seriously.
gahhhhh
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2007 31 July :: 10.48pm
what the f is wrong with woohu. it like never works for me anymore. i can't get to my friends page. gughghgh
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2007 31 July :: 10.45pm
Everything is going wrong for me right now. and i seriously can't take it right now.
i got my hopes up. i jumped the gun and i didn't even do anything to deserve that.
i am afraid
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2007 26 July :: 8.12pm
i am stressed. there are too many things going on . too many things changing. too many things "up in the air". too many things to do and too many things unsolved.
i am stressed.
oh, and my job sucks too.
i am afraid
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2007 24 July :: 9.37pm
i feel like i have to update.
overall my life is good. the things that matter to me most are good. for the most part.
i just feel like there are too many things that are still not totally right.
ughhh. i don't get it, i never have and i never will. it sucks.
i keep watching this show about fat kids. i dont get it because they aren't doing well and yet the show is still on and what i am i talking about. i have no idea.
i can't wait to move into our new apartment.
gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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sugarjackj
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2007 23 July :: 10.48pm
My Zune is amazing.
I really love it :D
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skippi16
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2007 11 July :: 12.47am
hello everyone, it certainly has been a while. alot has been going on in my life. i bought a new car, yay. im rather excited. im also moving. well at least i should be. we sold our place, we thought we were going to move into this place in town, that got messed up, and well now we have three weeks to find somewhere to live. always something messing up in my life.
nikki has moved in with me, she's been home for about a month now. a little advise, do not move in with your friends. it will ruin a friendship very quickly.
besides that, my brother is at boot camp right now, i get to go to Georgia in aug. to go see him graduate. that means vacation. its about damn time.
going to hollys wedding in a few. haven't heard from here in over six months so its gonna be fun
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2007 11 July :: 10.19pm
i kind of don't feel safe here anymore. someone got shot in our parking lot. that is so weird. i really felt safe here and thought that we were in a ''good'' area. i mean i know we are close to 28th street and there are a lot of weirdos around but i thought that our apartments were safe and stuff. now i am suspicious of everyone i see around here and the people across from us had a letter on their door saying they had to move out by 11 am today and it was from the kent county civil department or something like that.
anyway. i have to go and i will write more about this later.
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2007 10 July :: 9.31pm
something is fishy................
i am afraid
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