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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2007 28 March :: 7.12pm

god people can be so insanely fucking rude. stupid fucking ugly bitch girl at the tanner was a big fucking rude bitch. stupid fucking bitch.

god that stupid fucking bitch made me fucking cry.

god i hate mean people!!! there is no fucking reason.

also, people who don't use their turn signals relaly fucking bug me.

oh AND i also like paid my insurance twice this month or something on accident which i didn't figure was a big deal b/c it just goes toward next month but since i am waiting to get my check on friday before i cash my 2 other checks since my bank is so far away there is not much money in my account and i got gas today too so now i probably overdrew my account if the gas payment goes through my tomorrow and then i'll have an overdraw fee WONDERFUL SHIT HSSHITSHITSHITHSITHS grr.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2007 23 March :: 7.06pm

oh i forgot to mention- i totally chopped off like all my hair..


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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2007 22 March :: 9.50pm

i had a very intense dream last night that i was one of the final contestants on American Idol.

Vote for me!!! ..............

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2007 21 March :: 12.25pm

my new kitten, fergie keeps letting out these little squeky meows as she purrs. she is so cute, aw i love her. she is fascinated while watching me type.

i hate school.

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spud

:: 2007 20 March :: 8.09pm

my six-month foray into the world of recreational drug use has certainly altered my perspective on some things.

namely: scissors, patterns in carpet, jambalaya, and probably some more important things as well.

although i don't regret it, i'm beginning to think it's time to be done.

it was enlightening, but i think that it long ago ceased to be experimentation and has not yet become habitual.

i think somewhere between experiment and habit is a happy medium in which to dwell.

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sugarjackj

:: 2007 18 March :: 10.51pm


Stabby Rip Stab Stab


i am afraid


.j.e.s.s.

:: 2007 16 March :: 9.46pm

what should i name my cute little kitten? it is spotted like a cow black and white with a black patch over her eye.

yeah it's a girl help me out.

i was thinking priscilla because we already have elvis :0) you know... priscilla was elvis's wife. get it...?

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2007 15 March :: 7.28pm

oh my goodness today was so exhausting.

i really do like working at the day care but it is so tiring. working 9-6 or 8:30 -6 with screaming kids is like....ahhhh.

i have a headache!

i am afraid


sugarjackj

:: 2007 15 March :: 3.04pm

4/3 IS hard...

Jon was doing it wasted, and I still couldent do it sober.....


Its funny, Josh, Jon, Sarah, Tom and Walter get drunk like every night.
I sat back and watched them. It was funny. Not being an idiot for once...


And I wanted to punch my roomate in the head this morning.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2007 13 March :: 8.32pm

So i really really like my new job at the daycare. i seriously love those kids so much. it always makes me want to be a mommy but yeah duh i know i shouldn't right now. but hey it is what i want most out of life so i'm not suprised that working at a daycare makes me want a kid even more. Everyone says it makes you realize why you dont want a kid yet but seriously i rarely see that side of it. but still, i realistically don't want a kid until i'm like 23 or 24. okay ggeez i am getting way too personal.

sooooooooooo i watched borat last night with roman. i thought it was...interesting. i liked the chicken.

ummmm i work 9 hour days at the daycare it is really really tiring. but i love it.

i love roman so much. we are doing so much "better' i guess you could say even though that sounds like the wrong way to put it... since our little time apart when i went to florida. we are in a better mood with each other. have more patience with each other. It just had been a long time since we had spent more than like 2 days apart from each other so it was good for us. ANYWAY

blah blah i'm rambling. i think my parents are buying me a gym membership for my birthday. i hope they do . i seriously want to lose like 30 pounds. i want to be like supertiny and wear my freaking clothes that i used to be able to so i dont have to throw them out lol. ahh it's said but i'm just more content with my body even if it is bigger.

omg today at the daycare yeah i know this is horrible but the "teacher" that i was working with ( we are all called teachers) was "teaching" stuff about syllables and she seriously was teaching it ALL wrong. but i just couldn't correct her because i didn't want to embarass her. i finally sort of corrected her when she said one of the kids had 2 syllables in his name and he said no i have 1 i said yeah he's actually right and i tried to explain why but seirously she was like "Rake, rA-ake" i'm like dude no, it's one syllable. i seoriusly couldn't take it. it was making me so upset that she was teaching these precious little children the wrong way AHH. Beans, feel me on this! Justine, feel me on this! Jessie and Michelle, I know you know what i'm sayin girls! People are so dumb! ahhhhhhhhhhhh how can you not know what syllables are... then again, i'm not even sure ifi 'm spelling that word correctly.

oh PAUL i bought you a present!!! :0)

anyway i'm gonna go.

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spud

:: 2007 12 March :: 10.39pm
:: Music: ben folds five

so, for my film class, i'm currently writing a proposal for my final project.

the ideas i'm proposing involve the possible use of an actor.

i'm realizing now that i don't have an actor yet, which is kind of key.

so, who might be available to work on this with me sometime? it should be somebody in the GR area, who has a pretty open schedule, and a car.

i can't offer money, but comraderie, marginal stardom, and maybe some goodies are all possibilities.

anyway, let me know if any of you guys are interested.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2007 12 March :: 9.12am

does anyone have any suggestion of what i can write a demonstrative or informative speech on ...

it's kinda sorta pretty much due today so... yeah i need help.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2007 12 March :: 9.11am

omg i totally had a dream last night that i bet George Bush and shook his hand.

he was wearing a cowboy hat.


eeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

i am afraid


sugarjackj

:: 2007 9 March :: 9.34am

Everyone has Clutch tickets but me...


If you really want to buy be a ticket you can. I swear, it would be alright with me.



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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2007 8 March :: 7.25am

it's my birthday but i have to work 9-6.


that SUCKS!


happy bday to me.

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