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2006 23 October :: 8.05am
yup, so here i am at CC trying to nap on one of the couches. each couch here has someone either doing the same or actually sleeping. and to think, i wanted to go to a college.
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2006 21 October :: 4.34am
oh my gosh.
i woke up at 4 am today .
do you want to know why?
so i can go to menards. MENARDS. what kind of crazy person shops at 5 am at menards. or anywhere for that matter.
i have no idea why they scheduled me for 5 am. i thought they had designated people committed to ruining their lives and getting up that early and working the 5 am shifts. but i guess not???
i can not believe i am going to work this early. god i'm crazy. I HATE MENARDS!
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2006 11 October :: 12.20pm
So I must vent just a tad to just feel just a tad bit better.
I have changed my major from Paralegal studies to Nursing. Reason being: my full scholarship Lettinga Campus scholarship things has JUST changed the rules and instead of only being allowed to use the scholarship at the either of the two Grand Rapids Davenport campuses, I am now allowed to use the scholarship at any Davenport campus. There are many.
There are 3 campuses that offer the nursing program. Midland, Dearborn and Warren.
Long story short, next year, if all goes well, Roman and I will be moving to the Detroit (Dearborn or Warren) area and living there and going to school and being 2 and a half hours away from any sort of Cedar-ish area.
My scholarship is renewable up to 4 years. But there is a catch. I must earn a 3.4 GPA or better. So, if my math is correct, if I am taking four 3-credit hours, I can afford to get two B+'s as long as I get two A-'s or A's. I am pretty sure I can do it, but I need to set my standards higher. I used to think that a B was a pretty good grade, not that great, but I can deal with it. Now, I need to accept nothing less than an A.
I'm scared.
Okay different subject.
I know i'm just a lil ol white girl from non-diverse Cedar Springs and I'm not saying that peoples' feelings or thoughts especially of themselves and their history and yada yada isn't important but it is really necessary to cry in an English 110 class over a fricken article? IS IT? okay, that sounds very insensitive, but come on, if anyone knows me they know i am very sensitive. It's okay to feel strongly about it and to have those feelings in you and to really be that upset about the thing as a whole but not this article. It was a thought-provoking satire. A THOUGHT-PROVOKING SATIRE. THAT'S ALL!
I honestly can't take it.
in other news. roman and i bought bikes and rode a lot and had fun and rode them all the way downtown as in ridin along on wealthy and fulton and division. it was fun. and the day before that we rode on some trail and saw a deer and a fawn and then we ended up on 52nd and rode all the way back to burlingame and then home. it was so fun. coolie cool.
"Hey popo! We're ridin dirty but I betcha can't tell!!!"
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2006 11 October :: 12.11pm
ommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmgggggggggggggggggggggg
seriously, i'm gonna kill myself. i knew i shouldn't have came to english today. why is it that everything that people say seriously feel like knives poking into my spine. i CANNOT stand people.
"my fiance"
bull shit you prissy little bitch. two weeks ago you were screwing the milkman.
i wanna throw up and also i want to leave school. i'm so stressed out
shannon do you have my yearbook? can i get it? do you have it? whadoido
omgggggggggggggggggggggggggggg I HATE .......... it's like blah blah blah blha blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah. people think everything they have on their mind is so damn important. not everything a person thinks needs to be heard by everyone in the room. shut your mouth and if you really feel like expressing your feelings, go right it in a journal. I seem to be doing a fine job of it myself...
UGH
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2006 9 October :: 7.43pm
just saying a real quick goodbye since i am quiting my job at nextel because it sucks, so i wont be on here a whole lot.
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2006 9 October :: 10.18am
so i've decided i'm going to do nursing like i orginally wanted to do and i think there are gonna be alot of changing coming to my life.
and ps.
i love roman garcia yeehaw
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2006 9 October :: 8.58am
red flannel sucked this year. yeah i may have spent most of it at the band competion, but still. i guess on the outside you can see how hick our town is. ugh. it makes me sad. this weekend however was not a complete waste of my time. we took nikki out and had a blast. we went to dinner and then to a few random places. we're prolly gonna go out again this weekend just cause we can and i will at least have the money to go out.
my parents coming up was better then i thought it would be accept now my place smells of beer (thanks dad). and i got to listen to my mom complain about how horrible her life is and how she misses me and wants my and tj to move down there so we can be close. she just doesnt want to let me go. im almost 20 and i am still a little kid.
im quiting my job at nextel. mainly because i am a trainee they only will pay me for 40 hours a week, when im working 45-50. and on my next pay check i should have 90 hours, but i promise it will only be 80. thats 60 bucks out of my pocket. that and my boss is a perverted old man. hes always telling me i look good, and asks why i dont get more customers with my georgous eyes, and im like ewewewewew gross. this dude is like 40 and pakistani so i barely understand him to begin with.
anyway, im good besides that.
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2006 8 October :: 7.59pm
Mike was right.
I AM a sex bomb.
Ahhh dark Hair.
Welcome back.
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2006 7 October :: 12.29pm
:: Music: A-Team theme
man...
i'm working on the same day as and A-Team marathon.
someone's angry at me
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2006 6 October :: 12.02pm
:: Music: beatles - white album
jeez. it's just playful banter.
i guess i can dish it out, but i just can't take it.
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2006 6 October :: 9.17am
ok so mom and dad will be here tonight. and im ok with that now cept i dont have ne heat right now so they will freeze their asses off.
its supposed to be fairly nice this weekend so im glad. im gonna be in the parade now. kfc is still gonna be in it, they just wont have a float, yes thats right we're walking! and for n e one who wants free rootbeer holler because we are handing out free rootber stuff. just look for a giant chicken or an a&w bear i will be with them.
not a whole lot more going on, im sure i will have some big event after this weekend!
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2006 5 October :: 3.06pm
ok so mom and dad and nate are coming up saturday morning and staying the night with me! ahh. i have so much cleaning to do..... oh well. the bank thing got figured out. thank heavens cause tj was going insane.
any ways holly n katie we're taking nikki to steak n shake for dinner after that i dont know. i kinda wanna hit up a club of some kind but the only one tj will ever go to is ten bells... call me with any suggestions...
i can not wait until red flannel, just because i get to do whatever i want this time (cept 10-12) still.
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2006 5 October :: 2.09pm
yeah, so will fixed my video card and i can use my desktop again.
so... party on i guess
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2006 4 October :: 5.05pm
it gets me real pissed off, and it makes me want to say;
it gets me real pissed off, and it makes me want to say;
it gets me real pissed off, and it makes me want to say:
fuck.
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2006 4 October :: 9.03am
just got into work today, god i hate rain and thunderstorms. they scare the living shit out of me. i slept for maybe and hour last night. the rest of my night consisted of grabbing on to tj cause i was scared.... yes i Erin Miller am scared of thunderstorms.... i feel better that i got that off my chest. but what is it lately. all its done is rain, its rather depressing too. i would love to have at least some sunshine in my day. all i ask is an hour or two.
in another note, sbc is going to die. we started and accoount with them, then decided to cancle (this is all in the same day). they had already taken the $150.00 deposit out of my bank account. which is understandable. but you would think that they would attempt to put it back in sometime right. i mean this was all like two weeks ago and i havnt seen the money and because of this im bouncing checks left and right. arg people make me mad. you would think that they have the ability to take money directly our of my account, they could put it back in the same way. NO. they have to send me a check for it which is all good and such, but it has taken over two weeks, and i need that it so i dont go into debt! ahhhhhhhh what to do what to do....
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