what i pretend to be

:: 2006 6 September :: 11.28am

so i had my first class just a minute ago and the professor is really nice and funny. and it all seems okay. it just pisses me off that so many of these kids don't have jobs.

lazy asses. ugh

spud	:: 2006 5 September :: 4.47pm :: Music: Tool - Lateralus MERDE! der Universit�t ist sehr schwer! sehr viel, sehr gro� hausaufgabe immer!!! aber ... ich will leben. ich weiss das. und meine wohnung hat ein geschirrsp�lemachine. das ist sehr toll! 2 screamed \| i am afraid

swimfan14

:: 2006 4 September :: 12.23am

So long sweet summer
I stumbled upon you and gratefully basked in your rays
So long sweet summer
I fell into you
Now you're gracefully falling away

Hey thanks
Thanks for that summer
It's cold where you're going
I hope that your heart's always warm
I gave you the best
Gave you the best that I have

So, so long sweet summer
I stumbled upon you and gratefully basked in your rays
So long sweet summer
I fell into you
Now you're gracefully falling away

I hate the winter, in Lexington
I hate the winter, in Lexington
In Lexington, Lexington, Lexington.

sugarjackj

:: 2006 30 August :: 3.36pm

Awww Preston is cute.

spud

:: 2006 29 August :: 11.47pm
:: Mood: tired

BK2SKOOL

that's really kind of an interesting contradiction... the fact that they can't spell "back to school" anymore.

anyway, i'm back, and school is where i'm at.

i live here:
10266 Laker Lane
Allendale, MI 49401

mail me things that won't explode or set off a metal detector. the anthrax i'll deal with.

good to see everyone's still alive. and i figured it was high time i asserted my own continued existence.

but i'm tired. and i have lots of homework already. and i'm trying to clean. and it's just not working out. but school is fun dammit. i'm busy this weekend. why do i do this to myself?

goodnight.

2 screamed | i am afraid

empath

:: 2006 29 August :: 11.20am

I'm here. I'm gone. I've moved into my house in Kzoo. It's nothing exciting at this point. I just got a job at Bob Evans down here and I start Friday. I'm coming to G.Rap. tomorrow night to go clubbing, tentatively. There are many things that I meant to accomplish before I left my hometown that never got done. Ah well. I will see you all again soon.

:: 2006 23 August :: 6.44pm

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DOES SOMEONE WANT MY CAT

HIS NAME IS ELVIS . HE IS BEAUTIFUL AND FUN AND FULL OF LIFE AND WONDERFUL AND I CAN'T TAKE CARE OF HIM AT MY APARTMENT WITH WORKING AND SCHOOL AND I DONT WANT HIM TO BE TRAPPED IN AN APT. AND MY PARENTS DONT WANT HIM

PLEASE SOMEONE WHO WILL BE A GOOD KITTY PARENT.

PLEASE
2315809564 IF YOU WANT TO...

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sugarjackj

:: 2006 22 August :: 7.56pm

Ummm Jessie Wilde.........You're hot.

Oh yeah, I miss you.

:: 2006 20 August :: 1.54pm

okay so just a little update on my life

i wake up with roman
go to work
come home
do dishes, clean, maybe go for a run and get yelled at
make food
go to bed witih roman

never get on the internet

and go to the beach alot.

hooray

ookay so i went for a run the other day and this guy driving by yells at me "IF YOU DIDN'T EAT SO MUCH, YOU WOULDN'T HAVE TO JOG, BITCH!!!"

How fucking mean is that?

so then i cried and went home.
and i'll never run again (not really)

dickhead.

but in all seriousness, the thing that made me the most upset hearing that was that people can say stuff like that and honestly not feel bad.

take a look at yourself people. honestly.

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:: 2006 20 August :: 1.34pm

bomb! this is the first time since moving i've been able to use my lap top. i found wireless at the hojo (howard johnson) hotel on 28th street, about 5 minutes from my house so awesome... yay.

um anyway, i gotta do some stuff so just wanted to say, hello woohu. and now good day.

ps. life is pretty good.

sugarjackj

:: 2006 19 August :: 10.38pm

Ever wonder what I would look like with short black hair?

The pictures are to come......soon.

2 screamed | i am afraid

:: 2006 17 August :: 3.12pm

sooooo wow.

i still dont have any internet at the apartment... haven't been able to steal anyone's wireless. so now i'm at the wyoming library. which by the way is so cute. it has a little water fall thingy in it. has anyone ever been here? it's so cool. it must be brand new. it even has a little cafe in it. ahh it's so cute. but my main reason for being here is using the internet.

ughhhh money is stupid. i'm getting mad over it even though i really am fine. but whatever.

anyway. i'm still alive. and that's it. that's all you get.

spud

:: 2006 16 August :: 2.01am
:: Mood: selfless, cold and composed? except for not.
:: Music: BnL - Born on a Pirate Ship

Mittwoch

man. so, i've been working on getting the truck ready. i took the cap off today. it looks better without it, but i need to put it on, so that way our stuff stays dry while we're camping, and so it doesn't blow away in transit. but it's pretty badass right now. and it's more fun to drive. i'm enjoying it, anyway. but the neighborhood nazis are sure to not be crazy about the truck cap now sitting on our front lawn, so i have to be quick about this. but it can't go back on until i wash the truck, fix the license plate lights, and replace that plate glass window on the front of the cap. which is proving to be a bigger bitch than i first anticipated. i can't even find a damn window to put in. lowe's said that they could have me one for 62 dollars, in about a month and a half. i basically gave them the finger and left. except, without giving them the finger. but i'm going to get up tomorrow morning and cruise plainfield looking for a hardware store. there's bound to be one somewhere. hopefully they can hook me up with some plexi and i'll be able to rig a setup to fit it into the opening. and there was this nasty-ass tar sealing the old window frame to the cap. it got all over my hands, and on my toe, and on the floor of the garage. sticky as shit. but i'm better now.

kevin is coming over tomorrow night. it's been awhile since i've had my fix. i asked mom for some booze. we'll see if that happens or not. either way it's bound to be a riot. but i'm feeling much more comfortable with my alcohol situation, which is good. i'm not so nervous all the time about it.

lifted weights tonight. that was a good time. we hit 'em pretty damn hard. i'll be sore tomorrow, but it feels good. i'm gonna try and bench 250 on thursday. wish me luck. that's pretty fraggin' heavy. but i did 245 tonight without too much trouble, so i'm feeling good.

now i have to go to bed, dammit.

be tired!

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