xoxox
I heart you my mina beans!! I hate being sick...I don't get to see my mina beans at lunch. I haven't even eaten lunch yet lol. :( wo is me.

you people suck!
I am so pissed off. I went with some of my friends to the football game yesterday and I was under the impression that we had fun. But today when I talked to everyone all they can do is bitch and complain about how boring it was and how it was a waste of money! WHAT THE HELL!? I spend a lot of time planning things and making sure people are set for rides (last night kind of fucked up with that situation) and I THINK we have fun but apparently not. Someone either ends up pissed off or crying or complaining. Well no more! If people want to go out and do things they need to plan it by their own fucking self. You guys are so fucking ungrateful. Why do I try? This happened at the game last night, the formal last year, and on my fucking birthday! NO MORE!! I am only doing stuff with people who actually have F-U-N! Which at this point only seems to be Chris! I got in a lot of shit last night trying to plan this whole game thing but apparently it was a waste of my fucking time. I put my entire social life on hold for probably the rest of the semester so we could go out and have fun last night and all I hear is "God it sucked. Why did we even fucking go?" when I should have heard "Thanks for planning this Katy it was fun." I HATE PEOPLE!!! God everyone is so ungrateful....THIS PISSES ME OFF!! If you don't want to do something then don't come. I'm sick of this. Either you people have really fucked up bi-polar disease or I just can't please you.

**Birthday Scenario**
Night of: "Katy that was so much fun! The movie was awesome we HAVE to do that again!"

A Week Later: "Dude that movie sucked. It was so fucking stupid and boring"
**End Scenario**

I feel like shit now!

There that was my rant

Woohoo....

"It's just now I can see the real in you" - Midtown

survey

I am not: going to listen any longer

I love: music...loyalties have been broken..there is nothing else to unconditionally love....

I hate: my broken heart

I fear: love

I hope: I can get some sleep

I hear: gossip

I crave: to be held

I regret: being me

I cry: myself to sleep

I care: about someone who doesn't care

I always: dread mornings

I believe: I will spend my life alone

I feel alone: all the time

I listen: music

I hide: from pain

I drive: a brakeless insanity mobile

I sing: in the shower

I dance: when I'm alone

I write: blank thoughts

I play: the odd man out

I miss: my heart

I search: my mind for the answers

I learn: to get along on my own

I feel: unwanted

I know: that I am never good enough

I say: what will make others happy

I succeed: when I focus

I dream: of something better

I wonder: why I am here?

I want: him....

I have: nothing that I want

I give: too much

I fell: for a lost cause

I fight: with my heart and my head

I need: ...if you only knew

1. Your plane goes down on a desert island, and the only survivors are you and the boys from 'NSYNC. Which member do you kill and eat first for food? Joey...he's the fatest we could probably just live off of him

2. Your life is being made into an HBO Special. Who plays you? Sandra Bullock

3. The traditional zodiac is outmoded. Make up your own sign, and characteristics. Serendipity - you find yourself surounded by only a few friends and your self. Your talents go unnoticed due to your lack of social interaction. You can be outspoken, intelligent, and your best friend is a book or well though out television drama.

4. What cartoon character most closely resembles you? Silver Sable from the spider-man thing on MTV.

5. If you was a musical, what would you be singing right now? Your Own Disaster by Taking Back Sunday

6. Absolute anarchy breaks out! Which celebrity/politician would you put up against the wall and shoot first? Avril Lavigne

7. Your most private email is posted on a public board along with your phone number and weight. What do you do? hang myself

8. You have spray paint, time, and you won't get caught! um...a house

9. You wake up. Your life as you know it has been a bad dream caused by a bad Jack-in-the-Box burger. You're really the person responsible for all the "reality tv" shows. What do you do to atone for your sins? blow up the network

10. I bring you lunch, and it's something you really hate. But you absolutely adore me. What do you do? smile and say I already ate

nickname = KT, Katertots, Katerpoo, KTbear
birthday = *poof* god snaps his fingers and I appear
piercing = yup
tattoos = nope
height = short
shoe size = 8
hair color = brown
length = eh...mild
pets = dog and cats

last...
movie you rented = shanghai knights
movie you watched = " "
movie you bought = bringing down the house
song you listened to = Your Own Disaster - Taking Back Sunday
song you've downloaded = Bottom of a Bottle - Smile Empty Soul
cd you bought = Maroon 5
cd you listened to = A Mark, A Mission, A Brand, A Scar - DC
person you've called = mina
person that's called you = mina
tv show you've watched = The OC
you have a crush on someone? = yes
you wish you could live somewhere else = yes
you think about suicide = not as much anymore
you believe in online dating = eh...no
others find you attractive = nope
you want more piercings = yes
you want more tattoos = yes
you drink = not often
you do drugs = nope
you smoke = nope
you like cleaning = when I'm stressed
you like roller coasters = no
you write in cursive or print = both

for or against
long distance relationships = for
using someone = against
suicide = against
killing people = against
teenage smoking = against
doing drugs = against
premarital sex = against
driving drunk = against
gay/lesbian relationships = For. if it makes someone happy let them be happy
soap operas = the OC is kind of a soap opera

favorite...
food = oranges
song = Your Own Disaster - Taking Back Sunday
thing to talk about = music
sport = hockey
drinks = strawberry daquiri
clothes = pants
movies = Kate and Leopald
band = Dashboard Confessional
holiday = christmas
car = toureg

have you...
ever cried over a girl = a friend I lost yes
ever cried over a boy = the thousands of tears over one guyis unbelieveable
ever lied to someone = yes
ever been in a fist fight = once
ever been arrested = not yet

what...
shampoo do you use = herbal essences
perfume: SOY by avon
shoes do you wear = boots and sneakers
are you scared of = rejection

number...
of times I have been in love? once
of times I have had my heart broken = once
of hearts I have broken? = I dunno...
of boys I have kissed? = 1
of girls I have kissed? = none
of men I've slept with? = none
of girls I've slept with? none
of drugs taken illegally? = 0
of people I would classify as true, could-trust-with-my-life type of people? 2
of people I consider my enemies? 3
of cd's that I own? = a lot
of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = 2 or 3
of scars on my body? = the countless numbers
of things in my past that I regret? = *sigh*

nother quiz from sir mina beans!

billy


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EEP!! BILLY!! *dances*



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"I'm Emo"


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Congrats! you know just about everything about
billy (but not as much as me!lol)! and u love
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teeny who knows noth'n!so good for u and keep
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I'm tired...

I love my mina

And I'm leaving today

woohoo.....

"It's easy to be surpirsed with both your eyes sewn closed" - Dashboard Confessional

If You Can't Leave It Be, Might As Well Make It Bleed
What you've found sure upsets you
Never saw it coming did you?
Its easy to be suprised with both your eyes sewn closed
Handeld with great percision, another thoughtless execution
You're the subject of this exhibition
A willing cadaver, a willing cadaver.
Scalpel, sutured.
Made whole again.

These cuts are leaving creases
Trace the scars, fit the peices
Tell your story, you don't need to say a word.
Call off the calvary, can't save a wretch like me.
Clean this with kerosene.
If you can't leave it be might as well make it bleed.
Scalpel, sutured.
Made whole again.

Your wires are frayed, can't fire right
You look better when out of sight
You were not made to stand and fight
There's something better wrong with you

Your pulse is anemic, you're tired of the fire
You're bruising too easy and falling behind
And no one is waiting for you.
And no one is waiting for you.
And no one is waiting for you.

Call off your quarantine, can't save the rest from me
Clean this with kerosene.
If you can't leave it be might as well make it bleed.
Scapel, Sutured.
Made whole again.

Your wires are frayed, can't fire right
You look better when out of sight
You were not made to stand and fight
There's something better wrong with you

too...I dunno...to write anything...so here is a quiz

Conor Oberst from Bright Eyes


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*sigh*
today sucks...nothing fun is happening.

I am going to a bonfire tonight!!

I though Mina was mad at me but I guess she is not!! *dances*

well...I should be off....time to chase the leprachauns that have been living in my bushes!! *scampers off*

woohoo....

"I do it for love that I find at the bottom of a bottle." - Smile Empty Soul

fuck...another day of shit
Today sucked ass...will spill tomorrow or later tonight...too...I dunno....

woohoo....

"Boy it takes a silly girl to lie about the dreams she has, and it takes a lonely one to wish that she had never dreamt at all" - Dashboard Confessional

(My quote is longer than my entry)

Survey
001. What is your name: Katy
002. Spell your name backwards: Ytak
003. Date of birth: I wasn't born...god snapped his fingers and poof I appearded
004. Male or female: female
005. Astrological sign: close your eyes and pick one
006. Nicknames: KT, Katertots, Katybear, Katyish, Iggy (tony lol)
007. Occupation: unlicensed therapist
008. Height: short
009. Weight: fat
010. Hair color: brown
011. Eye color: blue
012. Where were you born: Battle Creek (cereal place), Michigan
013. Where do you reside now: Cereal Place
014. Age: the square root of 2
015. Screen names: Killapartclown2
016. E-mail addy: xl3loodyxvalentinex@hotmail.com
017. What does your screen name stand for: A JtHM quote "Shit I'm gonna go kill a party clown"
018. What is your LJ name: ChildoftheLost
019. What does your LJ name stand for: We can't find my parents...they were lost hiking *tear*
020. Pets: Dog, Cat, Cat, Cat, and then there's Mina
021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake: I don't blow anything *eye shift*
022. Piercings: My ears
023. Tattoo's: not yet
024. Shoe size: 8 1/2
025. Righty or lefty: righty
026. Wearing: clothes (but I'm naked underneath them)
027. Hearing: mina bina on the phone singing dashboard woohoo!! *dances*
028. Feeling: itchy...MAKE IT STOP!! *falls over*
029. Eating/drinking: chocolate ice cream and a big mac YUMMINESS!!

*Guys/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff*
061. Have you ever been in love: yes *shakes fist* damn him
062. How many people have you said "I love you" to: one...*tear*
063. How many people have you been in love with: one...I'm so pathetic *cries*
064. How many people have you kissed: one...lol
065. Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex: no...ewww
066. How many people have you dated: 5
067. What do you look for in a guy/girl: funny, caring, considerate, great smile, pretty eyes
068. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex: smile
069. What type of guy/girl do you usually go for: uh...tought guy
073. Do you have a crush right now: yesh
074. If so who is it: Tony
075. Do you believe in love at first sight: no
076. Do you remember your first love: yesh
077. Who is the first person you kissed: Tony
078. Do you believe in fate: of course SeReNdIpItY
079. Do you believe in soul mates: I depend on that belief
080. If so do you believe you'll ever find yours: God I hope so!

*Family Stuff*
104. How many siblings do you have: 2 (well...kinda)
105. What are your parents names: mom and dad
106. What are your siblings names: brother and sister
107. How many siblings does your mother have: 1
108. How many siblings does your father have: 1
109. Where are your parents from: Wisconsin and Michigan
110. Is your family close: yeah
111. Does your family get together for holidays: sadly
112. Do you have a drunk uncle: I wish
113. Any medical problems run through your family: yesh, diabetes and skin cancer
114. Does someone in your family wear a toupee: ...hmmm...*pulls family members' hair* nope!
115. Do you have any nieces or nephews: yuppers
116. Are your parents divorced: nope
117. Do you have step parents: nope
118. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family: yesh
120. Did some of your family come to America from another country: yesh

*Music Stuff*
121. What song do you swear was written about you or your life: "It's good to know that if I ever need attention all I have to do is die" by: Brand New; or "Bend and Not Break" by: Dashboard Confessional
122. What's the most embarrasing cd you own: I have a BSB cd
123. What's the best cd you own: Dashboard Confessional "A Mark, A Mission, A Brand, A Scar."
124. What song do you absolutely hate: Anything by Kelly Clarkson or that Lizzie Maguire chick and "Sk8ter boi"
125. Do you sing in the shower: yes it is proven that you sound better in the shower, plus it helps your throat
126. What song reminds you of that special someone: "Hey Girl" by: Dashboard Confessional

*Okay, I Name An Artist And You Give Me The Name Of 1 Of Their Songs!*
127. Pink: Family Portrait
128. Aerosmith: Don't Wanna Miss a Thing
129. Madonna: Hollywood
130. Korn: Freak on a leash
131. Backstreet Boys: Shape of the Heart
132. The Beatles: Yellow Submarine
133. Sublime: uhhh...can't think of one
134. J.Lo: I'm Real
135. *Nsync: Tearin up my Heart
136. Limp Bizkit: My Way
137. Stacie Orrico: Stuck
138. Creed: With Arms Wide Open
139. Britney Spears: I'm a Slut for you
140. Good Charlotte: Bloody Valentine
141. Christina Aguilera: *cough* WHORE *cough*
142. Eminem: um...that My Name Is song..
144. Kelly Clarkson: A Moment Like This *pukes*
145. Kelly Osbourne: Papa Don't Preach
146. Mandy Moore: I Wanna Be With You
147. Eve: Let Me Blow Your Mind
148. Aaliyah: We Need a Resolution
149. Nelly: Country Grammar
150. Alicia Keys: Fallin
151. Incubus: Drive

*Favorites*
152. Color: Black or Orange
153. Food: Oranges
154. Song: "Bend and Not Break" by: Dashboard Confessional and "Play Crack Sky" by: Brand New
155. Show: I'm with Busey
156. School subject: Japanese
157. Band/singer/artist: DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL!! (*hugs* I love Chris*)
158. Animal: Bear or piggy ^.^
159. Outfit: my DC heart shirt and a pair o jeans *grins*
160. Radio station: 97.9 GRD
161. Movie: Kate and Leopald
162. Pair of shoes: My new sneakers
163. Cartoon: Invader Zim
164. Actor: Hugh Grant
165. Actress: Julia Roberts
166. Potato chip: Chilli Cheese Fritos
167. Drink: umm...water...
168: Soda: Cherry Coke
169. Holiday: Christmas
170. Perfume/cologne: Soy
171. Pizza topping: Pepperoni
172. Jello flavor: Raspberry
173. Lunch meat: Ham
174. Card Game: Spits
175. Video game: Kingdom Hearts
176. Website: Woohu.com
177. Book: "Hunger Point" by: Juliann Mendoff
178. Computer game: Sims
179. Number: 3
180. Cereal: Kix (KID TESTED MOTHER APPROVED!!) *giggles*
181. Comedian: Denis Leary
182. Dessert: cake
183. Disney character: Goofy
184. Clothing store: Hot Topic
185. Past time: Writing and Reading
186. Teacher: Sensei
187. Childhood toy: my purple dragon
188. Carnival game/ride: Tilt a Whirl
189. Candy bar: Kit-Kat
190. Magazine: Spin
191. Salad dressing: French
192. Thing to do on the weekend: Go out for coffee with my Mina Bina
193. Hot drink: French Vanilla Cappucino
194. Season: winter
195. Sport to watch: Soccer
196. Person to talk to online: ummm....Nathan, Nick, Mina, or Megan

*This or that*
219. loser/wannabe: loser
220. Doughnuts/bagels: bagels
221. Day/night: night
222. Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west: east
223. Heaven/hell: heaven
224. Make love/have sex: make love
225. Coffee/tea: coffee...WITH MY MINA
226. Hamburgers/hotdogs: hamburgers
227. Rap/rock: rock
228. Britney/Christina: death
229. Swiss cheese/american cheese: american
230. Real World/Road Rules: MTV SUCKS!! *falls off chair*
231. Backstreet Boys/*Nsync: BSB
232. Silver/gold: silver
233. Nike/Adidas: nike
234. McDonalds/Taco Bell: hmmm...McDonalds
235. Sweet/sour: sweet
236. Punk/emo: EMO!! YEAH MAN!!
237. Hot/cold: cold
238. Winter/summer: winter
239. Spring/fall: fall
240. Operas/plays: plays
241. Read/watch tv: read
242. Cd's/tapes: cd
243. Dvd's/vhs: dvd
244. Old/new: old
245. Shorts/skirts: neither
246. Pink/red: pink
247. Colored pictures/black and white photos: both
248. Meat/vegetables: veggies
249. Mexican food/chinese food: chinese
250. Commercials/infomercials: commericals (they're funny)
251. Scary movies/comedies: comedies
252. Bikinis/one piece bathing suits: one piece
253. Sandals/tennis shoes: tennis shoes
254. Dogs/cats: both
255. Unicorns/fairies: fairies
256. Water/land: water
257. Sugar/spice: sugar
258. Black/white: black
259. ribbons/bows: ribbons
260. Chicken/beef: chicken
261. Colored christmas lights/regular white christmas lights: white christmas lights
262. Cars/trucks: cars
263. Austin Powers/James Bond: Austin Powers *gets all Dr. Evil* HOW BOUT NO!! YOU CRAZY DUTCH BASTARD!
264. Popcorn/pretzels: popcorn
265. Hip/hop: what does that have to do with anything?
266. Passionate kiss/peck: passionate kiss
267. WWE wrestling/ real wrestling: ewwwww...sweaty men
269. Picture frames/photo albums: frames
270. Pens/pencils: pencils I make lots of mistakes!

*What Is Your Opinion Of The Following*
271. Eminem: uhhhh...cheese
272. Virgins: GO US!!
273. God: good
274. The Osbournes: funny
275. Reality TV: sucks
276. J.Lo: makes a better actress than a singer
277. Religion: cool I guess
278. Emo music: I love it
279. Valentine's Day: *sigh* I've never had a good valentines day
280. Christina Aguilera's comeback: EWWWW!!
281. Homosexuals: they're people too!
282. Abortion: depends on the situation
283. Inter-racial relationships: go them!
284. Murder: bad
285. Death: the end
286. Obesity: me
287. Pre-marital sex: don't believe in it
288. Terrorism: DIE!
289. Pornography: ewwwww
290. Fortune Tellers: fake
291. Threesomes: What goes where? *squints*
292. Prostitution: some people are REALLY desperate...we can't hold that against them
293. Politics: DUMD SENATORS
294. Country music: eh...
295. George W. Bush: don't get me started
296. Cloning: any one but me
297. Britney's boobs: P-L-A-S-T-I-C
298. Gas prices in America: insane

*Name Game*
What Do You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?...
299. Jack: osborne
300. Tiffany: the jewelry place
301. Ben: MY HUSBAND!!
302. Maria: *crosses out Maria and writes Mina* MY OTHER HUSBAND!!
303. Jennifer: uh...Lopez
304. Nicole: Anna Nicole Smith ewwwwww!!
305. Amy: that chick from Sailor Moon
306. Adam: ex-boyfriend *shudders*
307. Richard: lol that's a funny name
308. Justin: Mickey Mouse Club
309. Arnold: Terminator
310. Tom: lol...MY DAD!
311. Melissa: awww she's so adorable
312. Charlotte: Good Charlotte lol
313. Harold: ewwww
314. John: Rich lol MONGOLIAN PORN!!
315. Joel: ummm...Good Charlotte
316. Vanessa: Carlton
317. Michelle: Branch
318. Kevin: Bacon mmmmm....bacon
319. Brent: nothin
320. Jake: uh...grrr
321. Billy: I LOVE HIM!!! (Good Charlotte Kicks ass lol)
322. Sarah: *tear*
323. Natalie: aww that's pretty
324. Christy: ewwwww BITCH
325. Nick: MY FRIEND!! Join our cult..."Nickism"
326. Linda: my aunt
327. Taylor: that's a name
328. Jordan: Micheal
329. Jamie: eh...
330. Adrian: pretty name

*Have You Ever....*
331. Mooned anyone: nope
332. Been on a diet: yup
333. Been to a foreign country: CANADA
334. Broken a bone: nope
335. Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling: nope
336. Swear at a teacher: behind their backs
337. Talked to an LJ member via e-mails or instant messages: MINA lol...does that count?
338. Got in a fight: yup
339. Dated a teacher: ewwww
340. Laughed so hard you peed your pants: no lol...that would be funny though
341. Thought about killing your enemy: oh yeah
342. Gone skinny dipping: nope
343. Met another LJ member in the flesh: MINA lol!
344. Told a little white lie: yep
345. Told a secret you swore not to tell: YUP! lol!
346. Stolen anything: no
347. Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid: yup
348. Been on TV: yup
349. Been on the radio: yup
350. Been in a mosh pit: nope
351. Been to a concert: yup
352. Dated one of your best friends:
353. Loved someone so much it makes you cry: yup
354. Deceived somebody close to you: kinda
355. Broken the law: uh...I J-Walk on occasion
356. Been to a rodeo: nope
357. Been on a talk show: nope
358. Been on a game show: nope
359. Been on an airplane: yup
360. Got to ride on a firetruck: nope
361. Came close to dying: eh...attempted soemthing.....
362. Cheated on a bf/gf: nope
363. Gave someone a piggy back ride: yup!
364. Terrorized a babysitter: of course
365. Made a mud pie: yup
366. Had a dream that you're falling off a cliff: yup
367. Snuck out of the house at night: nope
368. Been so drunk you don't remember your name: nope
369. Had an eating disorder: kinda
370. Felt like you didn't belong: all the time
371. Felt like the 3rd wheel: all the time
372. Smoked: nope
373. Done drugs: nope
374. Been arrested: nope
375. Had your tonsils removed: nope
376. Gone to camp: yeah
377. Won a bet: yup
378. Written a love letter: nope
379. Gone out of your way to be with the one you love: kinda
380. Written a love poem: yesh
381. Kissed in the rain: I wish
382. Slow danced with someone you love: nope
383. Participated in cyber sex: nope
384. Faked an orgasm: nope
385. Stolen a kiss: what?
386. Asked a friend for relationship advice: yup
387. Had a friend steal your bf/gf: nope
388. Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love: nope
389. Beat the shit out of someone: tried to
390. Done jail time: nope
391. Had to wear a uniform to work: to school...
392. Won a trophy: nope
393. Thrown up in public: nope
394. Bowled a perfect game: nope
395. Failed/got held back: nope
396. Got perfect attendance in grade school: nope
397. Roasted pumpkin seeds: yesh
398. Taken ballet lessons: nope
399. Attempted suicide: yesh
400. Cut yourself: yesh

*Childhood Stuff*
401. Did you play with Barbies: yes
402. Did you own Treasure Trolls: yes lol
403. Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210: nope
404. Did you play Simon Says: All the time
405. Did you watch Fraggle Rock: no
406. Did you wet the bed: like I'm gonna tell you
407. Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed: lol yeah!! BUT THERE ARE!!
408. Did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them: I wanted to but I was told no :(
409. Were you shy: yup
410. Were you spoiled: kinda
411. Were you abused: nope
412. Did you go to the circus: nope
413. Did you go to the zoo: all the time
414. Were you in a car accident: yesh
415. Did you build snowmen: still do!
416. Did you cry when you scraped your knee: yesh *tear*
417. Were your older cousins mean to you: no....I was mean to them
418. Did you think slinkies were cool: THEY ARE!!
419. Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer: no I hated them
420. Were you afraid of the dark: yesh
421. Did you have slumber parties: duh!
422. Did you have New Kids On The Block sheets, curtains, sleeping bags, dolls and pajamas: who?
423. Did you tease your hair out like Tiffany: ?
424. Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy: yuppers

*Randomness*
425. Do you believe in aliens: hmmmmm....yes....wait a minute....no...uh yes
426. Name three things that are next to your computer: Digital Camera, Chilli Cheese Fritos, Tyler
427. Do you have any hidden talents: I can....um...READ YOUR MIND!!....you pervert *shudders*
428. Do you wish MTV would play music videos: YES!! that's why they're called M-T-V!!
429. If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be: comedy
430. What would your movie star name be: Katy Camp
431. Do you play any sports: Soccer
432. What's the scariest movie you've ever seen: Christine
433. What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently: LXG
434. What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen: Charlie's Angels
435. Do you drive: yes
436. What is your dream car: Toureg
437. Do you think your good looking: not a bit
438. Do others think you are good looking: Tony did but I don't have the strength to go into that right now
439. Would you ever sky dive: hmmm...ask me when I'm drunk
440. Do you believe in Bigfoot: HELL YEAH!! He talks to me through my window at night
441. How many rooms do you have in your house: 852741963
442. Are you afraid of roller coasters: *hides behind chair* roller coasters...WHERE?!
443. Do you believe in God: yup
444. Do you believe in Satan: I know Satan
445. Do you believe there is a heaven: yes
446. Do you believe there is a hell: yes
447. Do you own a pooltable: nope
448. Do you have a pool: hmmmmm....
449. Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen: no but I have a machine that washes the dishes...what's it called again...OH YEAH!
450. Do you like chocolate: *consumes through valentine's candy box* of course not!
451. Who/what is on your 2003 calendar: I dunno...I don't have a calender...ummm...I guess the date
452. How many U.S. states have you been to: 10
453. Ever wished on a shooting star: I saw one but I didn't wish on it
454. Best Halloween costume you ever wore: Rice Crispie Treat
455. Do you carry any weapons on you: Hell yeah bitch I got a shotgun in my pocket! BOO YAH!
456. What is your weakness: BUGS!! eeeeeep! *runs away*
457. Name something you can't get enough of: Music *cough*DASHBOARD*cough*
458. Describe yourself in 2 adectives: short and fat lol
459. How many kids do you want to have: 1 or 2
460. Future daughters names: Calista
461. Future sons names: Ethan, Aidan, Aaron
462. What is your ideal way to die: painlessly
464. Do you consider yourself a trendy person: not one bit
465. Are you an artisitic person: on occasion
466. Are you a realistic person?: I guess
467. Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off: yup
468. Are you a strong person: nope
469. Are you a strong willed person: yup
470. Who is the last person to e-mail you: DC NEWSLETTER
471. Who is the last person to IM you: Nick
472. Do you hate chain e-mails: yup
473. Are you a deep sleeper: yup
474. Are you a good story teller: yup
475. What do you believe is your best quality: My humor
476. What is your greatest accomplishment: I haven't accomplishment
477. Do you like to burn candles or incense: candles
478. Do you do yoga: no but I want to
479. Do you have your own credit card: would YOU trust me with a credit card?
480. Let's say you win the lotto. What do you do with all that money? Buy stuff
481. Do you have a check book: would YOU trust me with a check book?
482. Do you like your drivers licence: nope
483. Do you tan easily: nope
484. What color is your hair naturally: brown
485. How many fillings do you have: 1
486. How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit: 1 *cries*
487. Worst feeling in the world? What happened today
488. Best feeling in the world: Being loved and held
489. Is the glass half empty or half full: who gives a fuck I'll be needing a refill soon anyways
490. Last thing you downloaded: Smile Empty Soul - "Bottom of a Bottle"
491. Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life? no
492. What do you think people think of you: I try not to think about it
493. Are you a likeable person: I dunno ask my 5 friends
494. Do you need therapy: I'm in therapy
495. Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance: they don't trust me with pills
496. What the best way to be proposed to: at a candle lit dinner
497. If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge would they call it FED UP: I dunno but I'm FED UP with this damn survey
499. When are you moving: When I graduate
500. What's your favorite phrase: "DAMMIT!" "I don't have an ass, I have fat attached to a spinal cord" "Forks are what seperate us form the chinese"

Antoher Quiz for the Kids

cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed


What Sign of Affection Are You?
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eh....
I'm tired...life sucks

I'm gonna lay on the street and wait for my neighbor with the Semi Truck to come home...

YAHNESS!!

woohoo....

"You could slit my throat and I would apologize for bleeding on your shirt" - Taking Back Sunday

funny moment
"Let's see...oh here's a large 3 bedroom condom...I mean condo!!"

hehe mina

quizish thing...

You are way too obsessed with DC.. i think your
scary.. maybe you should calm down a bit..


What type of Dashboard Confessional fan are you?
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none
I can no longer deal with other people's problems. I am on the verge of an emotional breakdown and do not have the emotional strength to deal with people or their pity parties.

Sorry but Katy no longer gives a fuck.

woohoo....

"I'm one step closer to the edge and I'm about to break." - Linkin Park

poemish thing
JESUS CHRIST!
Cant you see
What YOU are doing to me?!
The things you say are traumatizing
So you better start fucking realizing
That one day I may break
And cross the line
Then what will you say?!
Sometimes I think I should have bucked the fuck up
And swallowed the pills!
The world would be better,
At least that how it feels...
Be rid of one more bitching drama queen...
FUCK!

angst sucks ass....

woohoo....

"Just think of this and me as just a few of the many things, to lie around and clutter up your shelves" - Taking Back Sunday

woo!
I have a gold star from my grand mental pictures!! (compliments of mina)

woohoo....

"The morning finds our bodies washed up 30 miles west" - Brand New

hearts, stars, and horse shoes
Sundays suck...

Nothing to write!

ARG!!

woohoo....

"This double vision I've been seeing is finally clear." - Maroon 5