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2005 25 March :: 10.48pm
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: the apparatus of heaven - if only for just a moment
so i have another meet tomorrow at Eastern Michigan University. i get to run the 4x200 meter (800 meter relay) at around 5. i have to leave my house and pick up tom tomorrow at 9 a.m. (he lives literally across the street, 22 mile.) i have no idea what time i will be home, so call and leave a message on my cell (722-4334). for some reason something just reminded me of the bet i have with jack. we bet that whoever got a girlfriend first would get $10 from whoever didn't win. that was a year and some ago. what's sad is that i don't care anymore, i really stopped caring when i turned 17 in november. so anyway, i don't really want to run. monday is the absolute last day for a few hours to do anything with me before i leave for florida til sunday.
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2005 24 March :: 8.18pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: anberlin - paperthin hymn
ran macomb indoor championships yesterday. i got between 10th and 15th in the 300 meter, somehow. woke up and went to the doctors to get my muscles stretched again which hurt really fucking bad. got food and came back home. i found a copy of the roman rituals which i read and translated for 3 hours. pre-vatican two church books are really interesting. the whole thing on blessings is really long, the section of exorcisms is long too. i leave tuesday morning (3 a.m.) for florida. you have just tomorrow (friday) to do anything with me. and its not like any of you will anyway, so i'll watch movies.
When your only friends are hotel rooms
Hands are distant lullabies
If I could turn around I would tonight
These roads never seemed so long
Since your paperheart start beating leaving me suddenly alone
Will daybreak ever come?
Who's gonna call on sunday morning?
Who's gonna drive you home?
I just want one more chance
To put my arms in fragile hands
I thought you said forever
Over and over
A sleepless night becomes bitter oblivion
These thoughts run through my head
Over and over
Complaints of violins become my only friends
August evenings
Bring solemn warnings
To remember to kiss the ones you love goodnight
You never know what temporal days may bring
So laugh, love, live free and sing
When life is in dischord
Praise ye the lord
Who's gonna call on sunday morning?
Who's gonna drive you home?
I just want one more chance
To put my arms in fragile hands
I thought you said forever
Over and over
The sleepless night becomes bitter oblivion
These thoughts run through my head
Over and over
Complaints of violins become my only friends
I thought you said forever
over and over
The sleepless night becomes bitter oblivion
These thoughts run through my head
over and over
Complaints of violins become my only friends
I thought you said forever
over and over
These thoughts run through my head
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2005 24 March :: 3.23pm
I love anyone who is into the music. When people take it a step too far by getting into the fashion and personality, that's when I shut off. I have a difficult time embracing fans that love the side effects more than the actual music. Listen to music, not artists. Let the art speak for itself.
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2005 21 March :: 7.42pm
:: Mood: angry
:: Music: every time i die - home is where you hang yourself
so today i got cut from the long jump squad. coach blunk (head coach) talked with Barr last night and he (blunk) decieded i would be better off not jumping and running distance (which i hate). so explain to me how this makes sense. take the best long jumper on the team who beats the whole team by around 2 feet in a full jump, who scores your points and forces the other guys on this squad to work harder so they can be the best they can, and then you go and cut him from the one thing he was actually good at and what colleges look at. does this make any fucking sense? i was to kill someone, cry and scream all at the same time. fucking ruin my chances at a scholarship (maybe). then fucking pat leaves for work (50 minutes late) and leaves me to drive 4 other guys back to school, its out of my fucking way. i could have been an asshole, but i actually have a conscience (unfortionatly) and couldn't just leave them at the track. i screamed to much on the way home. i think i scared like 20 people. i'm just fucking pissed and this rant isn't making much sense. how can this much bad shit happen to one person in such a small amount of time? i'm fucking worthless now. i'm good for nothing, like what people have been telling me all along. i have become what i have always hated. coach barr told me that i'm the hardest worker on the whole entire team and not to let anyone tell me otherwise. i push people to be the best they can, hopefully a lot better than me. a washed up good for nothing 17 year old.
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2005 19 March :: 5.06pm
:: Mood: pissed off
:: Music: mookie's last christmas
okay, i've got some questions i want answered. these are for the girls. why is it that assholes who play guitar get the girl, but the guy who isn't an asshole who plays guitar, bass, piano, drums and trumpet gets made fun of? why is it that the football, basketball, soccer, baseball and lacross players have girls after them, but the cross country runner and track runner with decent times (5k - 18:24, mile - 4:56, 800 meter - 2:08, 400 meter - :54, 100 meter - :11.1, long jump - 17'6") gets ignored. i don't talk much because i'm going to get ignored anyway. why do i get made fun of because i don't drink, smoke, do drugs or go around fucking anything that lives and walks on two legs. why do girls play games? just tell me if you like me or not. if yes, awesome, cool, let's see what happens. if not, then okay, let's be friends or whatever, let's talk, or you can completely stop talking to me, that happens a alot/works too.
From throat and eyes came winter and reasons
I'm told to carry on
Sad overwhelms my senses drown oh I feel dependent
The feeling that you weren't honestly gone
I can't shake it...
Make the same mistake twice
Bursts of red and green covering me
Freeze the things that she loves
Ash from what had formed all over
We count the days left, 23
And all I know
Honestly, could I be protected
With you suddenly gone
The feeling that you weren't honestly gone
I can't shake it...
Make the same mistake twice
Bursts of red and green covering me
Freeze the things that she loves
Ash from what had formed all over
Make the same mistake twice
Bursts of red and green covering me
Freeze the things that you loves
Ash from what had formed all over
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2005 18 March :: 9.50pm
Me and John rode out from ocean heading east
I had to see with my own eyes the factories
I'm buggin out
We've never strayed this far
Right out of town southeast and down
Inside my filthy car
But when we got there all we saw were more malls and marble mansions
In emerald parks the singing larks proclaimed the great expansion
There is no beautiful garbage
They cleared it up already
Tears roll out the eyes and though I cry I hold the wheel steady
Steady!
Do do do do do do do do do
Do do do do do do do do do
When I get home
I cannot stand my house
My father still fighting with his trophy unfaithful spouse
I hear the echo now I see it somewhere else
A thousand ways, a thousand days, a thousand towns across the commonwealth
Out on a date but like a dog she smells the fear and runs
And still we make our cheap tortured artists are no fun
I dream of anger, sex, unnurtured I succeed but still
Soon I'll be poppin pills
This emptiness will not be caved or filled
Do do do do do do do do
Do do do do do do do do
Look at the earth
It's just so green
Perhaps it's envious of all the galaxies it's seen
Where forces swirl in symbiotic harmony
Free of the taint, the gas, and paint of parasites like me
Keep using love as the excuse for why we're fat and lazy
Wait to grow old, like we've been told
Go bald, go west and crazy
This is so pointless it actually holds up our evolution
Sing it to the bastards
FREE YOURSELF FROM MENTAL PROSTITUTION
Do do do do do do do
Do do do do do do do
Oh Oh I didn't know I didn't know
Oh Oh I didn't know I didn't know
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2005 16 March :: 7.33pm
basment ghost singing
Now I'm in your basement
I'm laying low to keep out of your way
I hear your footsteps
Move the floorboards above my head
I have my own routine now
I'm keeping busy in my own way
I'm learning ways to not feel
Like I'm down here forever
I hear your footsteps
Move the floorboards above my head
I hope you know that I'm down here
Just for you
I sang a song to you through the floor
To reach you upstairs
I thought I heard you call out for more
I know that's crazy
I'm pretty sure that I'm lost again
It won't get through to you
I won't get through
I think I won't get through
I'm gonna close my mouth now
You don't need more noise in your life
I miss you more than you know
But I know time makes you move on
I hear your footsteps
Move the floorboards above my head
I hope you know that I'm down here
Just for you
I sang a song to you through the floor
To reach you upstairs
I thought I heard you call out for more
I know that's crazy
I'm pretty sure that I'm lost again
It won't get through to you
I won't get through
I think I won't get through
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2005 15 March :: 5.49pm
what's the point of coming online? no one really talks to me. all i come on the computer for is homework. if you want to get a hold of me now, you're going to have to call. if you know my cell, then call it if you want to talk, if i don't answer, leave a message on my voicemail with your name, number and why you are calling and i'll call you back (i'm paranoid)
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2005 13 March :: 12.16pm
English Genius
You scored 86% Beginner, 86% Intermediate, 93% Advanced, and 77% Expert! |
You did so extremely well, even I can't find a word to describe your excellence! You have the uncommon intelligence necessary to understand things that most people don't. You have an extensive vocabulary, and you're not afraid to use it properly! Way to go!
Thank you so much for taking my test. I hope you enjoyed it!
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2005 13 March :: 2.41am
So now I'm forging ahead past all the plutocrats who sold me out.
Go sob in your bed.
If life is twice as pretty once your dead then send me a card.
I'm still the optimist though it is hard when all you want to be is in a dream.
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2005 12 March :: 11.47pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: say anything - sure baby...hold back
i have a headache. first time in a long while. i'm still sore from all the running and from what the doctor did. i'm starting to feel like a broken down machine. at least i can walk without too much of a limp today. i want to fall asleep.
Driving off through the downtown streets
I am all alone with my allergies
The night grows cold and I think of her
Like it helps at all when the music dies
And the song on the radio reminds me of her
And in my head, my mind goes back to a moment lost
A flashback scene from before the fall, before it was over too soon
Of upper arms, and auburn hair and the smell of her that filled the air
The car goes on, a bullet of thundering loss
And the song on the radio reminds me of her and it goes
Sugarpie honeybunch, I don’t want to lose you and I can’t help myself I love you
And nobody else will do
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2005 10 March :: 11.38pm
:: Mood: lonely
:: Music: explosions in the sky - inside it all feels the same
don't you hate it when you find songs that make you really not want to be alone listening to it? explosions in the sky has so many effects on me, it affects me so much. certain songs make me happy, others pessismistic, others angry, others loney, some sad. i listened to a lot of them on the way home in the snow. i was listening to an ugly fact of life when i just pulled into a new sub that's being built, parked, opened the moon roof and looked out at the sky. it made me feel alone, happy, sad and restless all at once. made me think about how small i am and how small my problems really are. also had me thinking that maybe someday i could be someone to somebody, that would be nice. i could be going insane now, i really don't know, but who cares other than society? so my car skidded out 3 times on the way home tonight. from how it looked from inside my car, in 2 out of 3 instances, within inches and seconds, i would have been killed outright. missed getting hit by trucks, missed ditches and intersections. someone up there still wants me around for a bit longer. me, jack and ralph went to out tonight, it was fun. mike left me a great comment on my last entry which made the mess of the past week better. thank you mike.
i'd say you make a perfect
angel in the snow
all crushed out on the way you are
better stop before it goes to far
don't you know that i love you
sometimes i feel like only a cold still life
that fell down here to lay beside you
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2005 9 March :: 7.36pm
:: Mood: sore
:: Music: explosions in the sky - the only moment we were alone
school is boring. track makes me hurt all over. i'm on long jump again, so far. i've been in a weird set of moods lately. i'll be happy and doing stuff, then i'll be sad, or pissed off. i write a lot of stuff down in my notebook. i'm going to write it here because typing it out makes me think on it more and if i lose my notebook i have it here.
first, why do i think the way it do? why do i get paranoid? why do i think everyone hates me? why do i think i am doomed to be alone forever?
second, is love something that is intangible for me? is the kind of love and companionship that i want something which will always seem to be out of reach? is it really worth it to try again or even care?
i really want to be in a band again. i'm singer than can play guitar, piano, bass, drums and trumpet decently. but i really want to be in an all instrumental band. thats how i want the emotion to come from my music.
oh well, i'm a loser and people are starting to think i've really gone crazy this time. i'm writing a lot of "odd" stuff. i like it kinda. all i really want is someone to talk to, who will really listen. someone to spend some time with. i think its futile now. its not like its going to happen now.
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2005 8 March :: 5.27am
Oh no, this couldn't be more unexpected
And I can tell you I've been moving in so slow
Don't let it throw you off too far
Cause I'll be running right behind you
Could this be out of line? (Could this be out of line)
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously
Oohhh, when I'm around you I'm predictable
Cause I believe in loving you with first sight
I know it's crazy but I'm hoping to..
To take a hold of you
Could this be out of line? (Could this be out of line)
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously
Oh you're everything I'm wanting
Come to think of it, I'm aching
On account of my transgression..
Will you welcome this confession?
Could this be out of line? (Could this be out of line)
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously
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2005 7 March :: 6.20pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: The Academy Is... - Skeptics and True Believers
school sucked, i really don't like people. jack wasn't there. practice was boring. it was really cold. my shoes were soaked. biked 6 miles. worked out. did long jump stuff. driving home sucked. people really suck. i'm freezing and i have to do homework. card road is flooding. as is romeo plank. if 22 or 21 flood i'll be stuck here. is it really possible to be critcized for everything you are? is it really possible for people to actually hate you for who you are? i can't wait to get out of school.
Don't be so scared, we will not lead you on like you've been doing for weeks.
So you're selfish, and I'm sorry.
When I'm gone you'll be going nowhere fast.
Would you believe me if I said I didn't need you,
'cause I wouldn't believe you if you said the same to me.
Near death, last breath, and barely hanging on.
Would you believe me if I said I didn't need you?
Don't be scared to take a second for reflection,
to take a leave of absence, see what you're made of.
So I'm selfish, and you're sorry.
When I'm gone you'll be going nowhere fast.
So who's selfish, and who's sorry?
Would you believe me if I said I didn't need you,
'cause I wouldn't believe you if you said the same to me.
Near death, last breath, and barely hanging on.
Would you believe me if I said I didn't need you?
Someone, somewhere said some things that may have sparked some sympathy, but don't believe.
Don't believe a word you've heard about me.
Don't be so scared. It's harder for me.
Would you believe me if I said I didn't need you,
'cause I wouldn't believe you if you said the same to me.
Near death, last breath, and barely hanging on.
Would you believe me if I said I didn't need you?
Someone, somewhere said some things that may have sparked some sympathy, but don't believe.
Don't believe a word you've heard.
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2005 7 March :: 5.47pm
THIS JOURNAL IS CLOSED!
I am no longer going to write in ANY journal's so if any of you actually wanted to read about my life for some reason, too bad for you, talk to me on AIM or something.
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2005 6 March :: 6.53pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: Acceptance - So Contagious
so i figured it was time for an update and i want to say some stuff also. i want to go to sleep. my brother woke up me up early this morning (around 1:30 ish, now that he told me what time it really was) last entry was a big rant, courtesy of my good friend max from the band say anything. i put a new cd player in my car, that wasn't very much fun. it was a lot of work, but i do have it done and it feels pretty good. i know how to work with my hands, how to problem solve and how to wire something.
my counselor talked to be for a bit after my visit/interview with holy cross. he knows that i don't have much confidence in myself. so from now on, i'm going to be more confidant. some of you may have noticed a small change in me this week. now i'm going to believe in myself. i'm not going to have anymore problems girl-wise. i'm not going to be a dick or an asshole now, but i'm going to talk to people. a girlfriend will come in due time, i'm not worried anymore. so girls, here is your chance. no more me being all secretive about who i like, if you don't like me, that's cool, we'll be friends or whatever you want. danielle, i like you an awful lot, you know that already but i figured i'd write it in here, now whoever reads this knows. i don't care what other people really think about me now, but if i seem like a dick/asshole/concieded prick, please tell me. i don't want to, i'm still a nice guy, but i know who i am and i'm the same person with everyone.
Would you believe me if I said I didn't need you,
because I wouldn't believe you if you said the same to me.
Near death, last breath, and barely hanging on.
Would you believe me if I said I didn't need you?
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2005 6 March :: 3.11am
:: Mood: annoyed
i hate a simple plan too but if your twelve year old sister starts liking us THATS ACTUALLY A GOOD THING Because she's NOT LISTENING TO A SIMPLE PLAN. i'll go further to say that its GOOD that she LIKES A SIMPLE PLAN because that means she's not listening to like, britney spears (who is kind of better than a simple plan but thats not the point). And good charlotte SUCK in a way but you know thye're KIND OF GOOD too. (they're catchy, they make kids yell at mean populars and their parents) YOU'RE NOT COOL BECAUSE YOU HATE THEM. stop dissing on popular music. the beatles were popular. if a kid listens to good charlotte and it keeps them from columbining it, then good for good charlotte. the ultimate example of this is my tiny friend christopher carabba. because he is good looking and successful and kids like him, now a lot of kids who used to like him hate him. even i went through a period where i was all "fuck dashboard, yo, that shit is the antichrist of rock, listen to joy division man they're good blink 182 is the devil blah blah blah". i was an unhappy bitter piece of shit. you know he is amazing. you know you've listened to that cd more then your stupid mars volta cd (which is good too but come on) . he saved your fucking lives at one point and now you diss on him. its typical and boring. its much more punk to stick by dashboard and listen to his new cd (pretty fucking good) and new single (even fucking better). he spent years touring to kids who wouldn't even listen to him because he was playing "soft music" so its not like he didn't earn it. he's a smart, good guy. FUCK YOU.
my brother woke ME up at 2. I CAN'T FALL ASLEEP because he can't fall asleep because he watched the exorcist: the beginning with me and is scared out his mind and I WANT TO KILL SOMEONE . am i going crazy? there's going to be a new eric around here. SLEEP tight motherfuckers, because I FUCKING CAN'T!!!
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2005 28 February :: 7.16pm
RULES:
1. Hit shuffle and pick the first twenty songs on your playlist.
2. Write down one line of the song. Try to avoid putting the song title in the line.
3. Have your friends comment and see if they know the songs.
4. When someone guesses correctly, strike out the line.
1. Je leverai les yeux à toi, J'ai change cent foi le nom, Je leverai les yeux à toi, je n'ai pas le désespoir.
2. Everything was wrong so we sang sentimental songs. "Oh how seldom we belong but how elegant our kiss."
3. I'm thinking she needs me, well do you girl? I guess we'll see.
4. Love me or leave me or rip me apart. This is the voice that I was given and if you don't like it take a long walk off the shortest pier you can find and I'll be singing it out, I'll be singing.
5. I am the gauze that heals your wounds and I pray this pen won't fail me now.
6. In no time there will be make-up on our new set of cutlery. The livestock is starstuck, they're all salavating like ravenous cartoons.
7. You know this lady, she's my baby, she's my baby baby, when can I see you, can I know you, can I hold you, hold you.
8. Future butterfly, gonna spend the day higher than high, you'll be beautiful confusion, wish I was you.
9. "No joke" she says "I'll leave you I'd never think to treat you like this I can believe it. I'll give you three more chances then I'm done for good."
10. Blá náttfötin klæða mig í, Beint upp í rúm, Breiði mjúku sængina.
11. Arbed amser ar ben fy hun, Cynal cof ac atgofion blin.
12. She only wears red lipstick on friday night.
13. Well, he's hot, he's smart, he's cool, he's all I really need, he's hot, he's smart, he's cool, he's not you.
14. You can show up at my house, Completely unannounced, We'll have that movie kiss we talked about.
15. Should they kill me your love will fill me as warm as the bullets, I'll know my purpose this was worth this I won't let you down
16. Oh can't you see? You belong to me.
17. I know it's worthy of the pride I sacrificed, and all the tears I cried tonight, show me faith I dream about, as long as you're here I'm strong.
18. The bar on First Avenue, we went there solely for you, so you can flirt with best friend, kiss a girl, tell me why you're laughing. I won't hold on, I can't hold onto this.
19. You came to me like a dream, the kind that always leaves, just as the best part starts, it ends so abruptly and leaves stunned and naked in your bedroom all alone, kinda funny how something to soothing gets interrupted by the ring of the telephone.
20. I sang a song to you through the floor, to reach you upstairs, I though I heard you call out for more, I know that's crazy.
enjoy. no google or yahoo. use your brains people.
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2005 28 February :: 6.01pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: halifax - sydney
starting to really dislike people in general again. okay yeah, make fun of me for being straight edge, do what you wish. but at least get the name and the facts right. it's not straight laced, nor do i not eat meat. i don't really care if you hate me, enjoy wasting your time hating me or trying to make fun of me. it doesn't really matter to me, i just like writing out responses here because it gives me a small laugh. i don't care if my car is not american. it gets me from point A to point B with good gas mileage.
new norma jean cd comes out tomorrow. i might try to get it before i go to school. also, i bought a car saturday. 1996 honda civic. black, two door coupe. $4,500. i like it. so sunday morning i was playing resident evil 4 and keri called me, so her, claire danielle and amy stopped by. so i finally met danielle, i've been talking to her online since around christmas.
amusing moment of the day. scott dips the ends of his pen in candle wax so he can smell them all day long. so today he has us smell it, so me, jack and iwanski do. so iwanski goes "macintosh" he knew what it was, jack and i laughed so hard. "way to be straight matt."
i write stupid shit in my notebook in history class because i already know what he's going to talk about. i write stupid little songs that don't make sense and no one cares about. no one knows who they are about, if it was about you, you probably wouldn't even know. why do i do stupid things like this. i'm just going to put it in here so i don't forget it if i lose my notebook.
you don't talk to me. who i am means nothing, yet i still care. you like all the other boys, why don't you see me? i try so hard to get your attention and affection with stupid subility, you brush me off. i act dumb and complain so maybe you'll see what i try not to be. i don't talk because i'm scared of what you might think. i don't let people know who i am because i don't even want to know who i am. i try to hint about how i feel, you don't notice. i like you an awful lot.
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2005 24 February :: 10.42pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: cut the strings
school was boring today. i did nothing of any importance, like usual. came home and ran. 5:40 for a mile. stupid people at school. i don't want to know how many fingers you can fit into your girlfriend, nor how many girls you have been with, or are going to be with. i don't want to know how much pot you smoked over the weekend or how drunk you are going to be this weekend. i don't care if you like me or not, is it really going to matter in a year?
on a side note, i was talking to jack in homeroom yesterday and today. we made a bet about a year ago, who got a girlfriend first would get $10. a little incentive for us to try. yeah, it's been a year and the bet is still going on. it's sad. we are such losers.
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2005 24 February :: 5.48am
We are no longer pretty boys, with hearts made for breaking.
If it were up to me I just assume drowned this fucking town in their own sorrow, we’ve been made to believe the world owes you something because your quick with a quip, and straight to the point, a pretty face could sell them anything. It’s a shame you’re selling your self
nobody’s in the market for broken hearts!
didn’t you hear?!?
broken hearts are out!!!
this city’s dancing.
p.s. pretty boys, love pretty girls, who sleep on secrets.
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2005 20 February :: 2.22pm
Believe the news, I'm gone for good.
Call off the search, no one will know that im down here
Believe the note i left for you
You can't turn back the clocks, you can't pull me up from here so don't even try
I'm in a car underwater with time to kill, thinking back I forgot to tell you this
I didn't care that you left and abandoned me, what hurts more is i would still die for you.
I'm in a car underwater with time to kill, thinking back I forgot to tell you this
I didn't care that you left and abandoned me, what hurts more is i would still die for you.
Make time slower, give me longer.
It's too late for me, no one will know that im down here.
believe youre dreams of me sinking
so far, below, you can't pull me up from here so don't even try.
I'm in a car underwater with time to kill, thinking back I forgot to tell you this
I didn't care that you left and abandoned me, what hurts more is i would still die for you.
I'm in a car underwater with time to kill, thinking back I forgot to tell you this
I didn't care that you left and abandoned me, what hurts more is i would still die for you.
Leave it up to me. to burden you again.
This ones not your fault. Please forgive me.
Leave it up to me. to burden you again.
This ones not your fault. so forget, so forget, so forget me.
don't think back, don't think back of me at all.
just let me go.
don't think back, don't think back of me at all.
just let me go.
don't think back, don't think back of me at all.
Don't think back, don't think back of me at all.
Don't think back, don't think back of me at all.
I'm in a car underwater with time to kill, thinking back I forgot to tell you this
I didn't care that you left and abandoned me, what hurts more is i would still die for you.
I'm in a car underwater with time to kill, thinking back I forgot to tell you this
I didn't care that you left and abandoned me, what hurts more is i would still die for you.
and i would still die for you
i would still die for you
and i would still die for you
i would still die for you
and i would still die for you...
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2005 19 February :: 12.39pm
I started looking out for myself today
but then I stopped cause I don't care
I'm feeling bored of feeling numb
so now I'll stop cause I don't care
I started looking out for myself today
but then I stopped cause I don't care
I'm feeling bored of feeling numb
so now I'll stop cause I don't care
so get it get it get it right
I'm not holding on to a thing here
get it get it get it right
I'm not holding on and can't say no
holding your head up
is hard when you just want
to stay on the ground
to stay on the ground
holding your head up
is hard when you just want
to stay on the ground
to stay on the ground
I started feeling bad for myself today
but then I stopped cause I don't care
I'm dreaming less and sleeping more
but I sold my soul for the dream you stole
so get it get it get it right
I'm not holding on to a thing here
get it get it get it right
I'm not holding on and can't say no
holding your head up
is hard when you just want
to stay on the ground
to stay on the ground
holding your head up
is hard when you just want
to stay on the ground
to stay on the ground
of my 50 years left I'm just waiting around
put your heart on your sleave I won't speak pull it down
of my 50 years left I'm just waiting around
put your heart on your sleave I won't speak pull it down
holding your head up
is hard when you just want
to stay on the ground
to stay on the ground
holding your head up
is hard when you just want
to stay on the ground
to stay on the ground
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brandnew26
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2005 16 February :: 9.17pm
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Are You Getting Some?
You have a
19%
chance of getting some.
You are hopeless. You are not getting any now and probably never will.
Are You Getting Some?
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You will have a lot of fun in your next life because your life now just can't get any worse.
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