Look at that monster go...

:: 2006 31 March :: 6.01am

i took pictures yesterday

it was fun

then i pushed nik down a hill.

2 white | You should..comment..

:: 2006 26 March :: 10.50am

i wanted to see something that's different, something you said would change in me.
wnted to be, anything different, everything you would change in me.

got this way, upfront but never true.
god i'm wrong, it's just the way i am.

:: 2006 20 March :: 7.05pm

I love Adam, my widdle azn bebbeh.

:: 2006 20 March :: 6.37pm

GOSH THE 24 IS COMING SOOO FAST.

:: 2006 19 March :: 8.23am

Hey ameila, whats with you using the word justifications so much lately?

It a weird sounding word now.

:: 2006 19 March :: 8.18am

im happy/excited.

yeah.

:: 2006 17 March :: 5.15am

haha, thanks for being nice to me when i was a baby these past few days
(yesterday in particular)

<3<3<3<3

i appreciate it

<3<3<3

2 white | You should..comment..

:: 2006 16 March :: 7.22pm

i feel worthless and unloved.

i wish casey would come and cheer me up

:: 2006 16 March :: 7.09pm

What the fuck am i supposed to do.

:: 2006 16 March :: 6.43pm

"okay.
i love you.
i don't want to be mad at you, but i can't help it.
whether you meant to or not, you HURT me.
but i still care about you, so...i don't want to slit your throat. please."

EXACTLY! I love brooke.

:: 2006 16 March :: 6.31pm

i need to go driving right about now....

2 white | You should..comment..

:: 2006 16 March :: 5.58pm

I AM A FUCKING BITCH.

I HAVE NO PROBLEMS.
I AM HAPPY ALL THE TIME.
THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH ME OR MY LIFE.
EVERYONE HAS IT WAY WORSE THAN I DO.
I JUST WANT ATTENTION.
I ONLY MAKE UP PROBLEMS BECAUSE I HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO.

I DON'T NEED COMFORT.
I DON'T NEED FRIENDS.
I DON'T NEED LOVE.

I WOULD BE HAPPY IF YOU PUNCHED ME IN THE FACE AS HARD AS YOU COULD RIGHT NOW.

FUCK ME AND THE HIGH HORSE I RODE IN ON.

:: 2006 16 March :: 5.21pm

i was sticking up for my friend
and there's nothing much to defend
it's a lost fight
it's a lost fight
cause when I talk to you on the phone
well it's just like being alone
it's not half right
it's not half right

7 white | You should..comment..

:: 2006 15 March :: 10.45pm

"dont take it personally"

:: 2006 15 March :: 10.02pm
:: Mood: uncomfortable

god, i feel like a villian....