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2004 24 December :: 3.16pm
:: Mood: nostalgic
:: Music: AFI-- Wester
Went over to Dads today for christmas eve fun. It was actually Ok. He got a cute little tree that we helped decorate and we baked cookies. Pia was over for a little while too and she bitched about her life for half an hour. She's cool sometimes but SOOO self centered. So me and Katie laughed at her as soon as she left the room. Then we looked through pictures for a while and it was pretty cool. I really like pictures. Just how you feel when you look through them and remember all the little things in your life. Like how you looked back then, or how you felt. I found a really cute one of my dog and i found one i really like of me holding up a quarter and showing off my missing tooth. Its christmas eve!! Ohh lord, i just remembered that i have homework. I'm not gonna worry about it right now. I think i'll go eat some cookies and check out the book that dad got me. 5 days!
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2004 23 December :: 10.55pm
:: Mood: cynical
seeing my mother 'flirt' is.... revolting. i am... revolted. Goodnight.
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2004 23 December :: 9.08pm
:: Mood: calm
Tomorrow is christmas eve. Hahahahahaha. I know i should go talk to the family people, but i want to talk to Danny. To bad he's not on. Damn it.
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2004 23 December :: 8.30pm
:: Mood: exhausted
So back to my story....
Loni and Jeff are here. Thats why i made a bid for freedom and ran to the computer. 6 days. EUURGH!! I have no idea what is going to go on when he gets here. None at all. And its annoying me.
Uh oh parent coming
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2004 23 December :: 4.43pm
:: Mood: discontent
:: Music: Andreas Johnson- Glorious
Envy
So, last night i speant the night at Torberry's. That was uber fun. We watched Salad Fingers and played the 'First thing that pops into your head' game. It was uber cool. Then this morning I called Katie to come pick me up and she said that her and Dan were going downtown to work on stuff and that i could aome too. SO i asked tori if she wanted to come as i wasnt to excited about hanging about the library while Katie and Dan did computer stuff. But she was busy. SO i called Anya, but she couldn't do anything for a while cuz she hadta clean or something and then she was hangin out with sophie. So then i called sophie and she said that she was busy. So then i called Katie and she said she couldn't get a ride, but i could come over and play Xbox with her if i wanted to. So i did. Surprisingly, mom wasnt too mad about it. Crazy eh? So i hung out with her and we played Xbox live for like, 3 hours. It was awesome. I want one SOOOOOOOOO bad. They're the shiz. I really suck, but its fun all the same. So now im at home and, ARUGH!! Getting kicked off the computer. I'll finish this later
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2004 22 December :: 11.13pm
:: Mood: giggly
Woooooo
I'm at tori's and morgan is over and mum said i could spend the night so i'm quite happy. We were eating Mambas and I swear there was some sort of drugs in them. I have NEVER seen tori so hyper in my entire life. I wonder what she would be like if i fed her some crack... *evil smile*. So i had a point to this, but now i dont remember what twas. Dammmmit. Ahhhhhhh sugar headache. Nooooooooooooo. I want people to like me. Well let me be specific... I want Mike...'s body. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. More specifically... I want him... right now... really bad. --CENSORED-- <--I wrote something there that no one can know. Hee hee. God i'm Freakin pathetic. 7 days 7 days 7 days. What am i to do? I like getting comments. Tori WAS on da phone with Gabetron but evidentally he hung up. So now im playing truth or dare with Tanner. And...............
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2004 22 December :: 5.29pm
bjks;gjfb
God sophie is so fuckin flaky sometimes. We were gonna go shopping today right? So I called her like 50 bajillion times and she didnt pick up and when i finally did get ahold of her she was like o i'll meet you there in half an hour. So i went to radio shack with Katie and when i went back to Barnes and Nobel Dan said that she had called and said she couldnt come. So i called her back and asked why and she said the timing didnt work for her. Thats not what she said 15 mins ago!! And i mean, i planned my whole day around her and she just blew me off. Grr. Its not like this is the first time this has happened either. Sometimes i just feel like she takes me for granted. But anyways. Katie hadta go get a shot so me and Dan took the bus home. BIG MISTAKE. It was like, 45 mins late so we were sitting out in the freezing cold with a bunch of crazy people and i got hit on by a 21 year old guy. Sweet. And now im sitting around waiting to "hang out" with my dad and Pia. Today has been one long day. I don't wanna have to deal with pia right now. She never shuts up. EVER. I want to brood right now. Not babysit jonathon. Who by the way also never shuts up. 7 days, Ooh! Its the ring!! ehhh... bye bye
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2004 21 December :: 3.22pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: weezer-- island in the sun
too many watermelon gummies can kill a person.
We had a conversation.
A real one.
With EYE CONTACT!
This was the first time PB (post break up) that we actually had a real convo. I know i shouldn't like him again. I'm not usually the type to give second chances, but i really can't help it. I never really stopped likeing him.. Its just.... I liked him for his sense of humor and when we started going out he got all serious. I know Danny's gonna be here in 8 days but i dont know how many times i can go through the leaving-ness. Like they say.. If you can't be with the one you love, love the one your with. HOW THE HELL IS THAT SUPPOSED TO HELP ME?!?
God, i give myself the crappiest advice. Anywho, i feel like a horrible person (more than usual), cuz i know that Yah has liked him for a long time and i already had my chance, ya know? mergz was ALL OVER HIM last night. It was kinda gross. Like i love her, but shes kinda.. not very sexy when she's flirting with the guy you like. Ahh, but Katie and Dan are here, so its all good.
Fuckin Kangaroos.
I'm done complaining for now.
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2004 20 December :: 6.08pm
disclaimer of life
I'm human too
not just cold or stone
I might not recoild when you bite me, I might take your insults, I might handel your problems, I might seem intelligent
but I'm human, I fuck up, I make mistakes, I suffer from emotion, sometimes I don't know what to say or do
and it's the times when I don't do things well that the quips of man find an entterance
it hurts to fuck up
pain makes me colder
it's a vicious circle
I think I'm out and they pull me back in
why am I who I am?
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2004 17 December :: 9.16pm
:: Music: random thoughts on current events
well, I'm single again
got some christmas shopping done
loving jen for giving me these awsome esspresso beans "since I've been known to down shots of ginsing"
saw paul at hastings, talked a bit
thinking of a way to get pat up here
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2004 17 December :: 5.48pm
whoa
I read what i just wrote and i sound like a total prep...haha oh well.
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2004 17 December :: 5.35pm
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: the Nutcracker soundtrack...yeah, im cool
My hands are cold.
12 days!
Today was the last day of school! W00t!! I'm excited. No school for 2 whole weeks!! Mom is being strangely nice. She let me go shopping with anya after school and shes letting Tori spend the night. Odd, but w/e. I bet she got laid. Really bad image... eww eww. Ohh well if it puts her in this nice of a mood.... what ever floats your boat man. School was fun. Everyone was giving prezzies! Tori gave me cute bangles, Anya gave me a bear. Soph gave me an Aero bar and a pantera CD, and Mergz gave me a compact mirror. And i gave me 2 shirts and a skirt from Nordstrom. It was sweet. All together it cost like 56 dollars, but I DIDNT HAFTA PAY!! hahaha i love gift cards. Nana gave me a $100 for christmas... and thats not even my whole present. I love grandmas! Lol. well, not like hanging uot with them.. but like.. when they give you stuff. Soo lets see... Katie and I are going shoppong tomorrow, then im going to the church sleep over, and monday is Anya's party! I can't wait. Mike is going. I can't belive i like him again. I mean.. it was bad enough the first time. Its just... he got so serious. I love his sense of humor. I don't want him to be serious around me. But i guess it dosent matter if i like him or not, things ended bad between us and im pretty sure he hates me now. Urgh. I should be a lesbian.It seems simpler. Just in case though, im wearing my new shirt on monday... I feel hot in it, lol. I better go, tori will be here soon.
Xoxo, Nora
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2004 16 December :: 4.28pm
:: Mood: bitchy
:: Music: Papa Roach- Last resort
Eurghh
Grrr.... Stupid computer, stupid mom. Ugh. Today sucked. Nothing really bad happened, it was more like nothing good happened. But now im home and so its better. AND i talked to Brennen... twice. Heh heh, he prolly doesnt even know my name, but w/e. Oy vey. I want .... a life.. Sorry I'm being so complainy, im just pissed and tired and bored. And i still feel kinda like Mando and Mofie and Yah are kinda pulling a threesome, obviously with out me. yah yah said i could come over, but i dont really feel like mando wants me there.. Despite what they all say. Its Just.. yeah. I dunno. LIES!!! ALL LIES!!!!! Raugh!! Umm, yeah im gonna go now. 13 Days!!
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2004 14 December :: 7.48pm
:: Mood: morose
At last
Well folks, i finally have a Woohu account. I'm gonna skip the intros and jump right into it.
i was really bored so i switched the letters in my name around and got... Leyna Rozlin Tabitha Fore. Isn't that the coolest name ever? yes. it is. Oh god. i hve so much frickin homework i didnt do. 15 days, 15 days. thats whats keeping me going right now. I can't believe Katie wants to hang out with me. I dont know if thids is a good thing, or if i will fall back into the pattren that i had fallin into before the fall out. God my computer is a peice af sheet. I still cant decide if i should tell mutti about the New years Fiasco i have planned. i cant decide. Ellen didnt help me. WHat the hell are we paying her for? To si t there and give me hot coco while i blabber away about all my problems? Well, yeah.. but i thought i was supposed to get ya know... feedback. But whatever. Vivi is so... crazy. I can't be openly mad at her untill after break. I can't just ruin her christmas, lol. Hunter is officially the past. He wasn't worth the effort. Not that i put that much effort in in the first place, but still. I could have and thats what counts. Hmm i want ice cream. I'm glad Emma, Morgan, and I are doing the solo ensemble thing. Ooh i should call.. someone. Well i think i better go. I need to save this before the peice of crap that calls its self my computer decides to blow up.
--Leyna Rozlin Tabitha Fore
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2004 14 December :: 7.53pm
they said they don't know yet what's going on with me
one thinks it might be alot of small things, one thinks it's something big, one thinks I at least have migrains and one thinks I'm at least having panic attacks, but they made another appointment to look at me
but I'm brace free
busy
depressed, anxious
not doing a ok
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