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:: 2003 24 August :: 11.29 am
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: michelle branch- find your way back

lalala.. fun weekend so far. slept most of yesterday. today going to rachies. maybe do some hw. maybe. lol. i <333333 everyone.. i cant wait till rock the universe.. its gonna be the shit :-D

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:: 2003 21 August :: 12.15 pm

lalala.. im in english class.. everyones doing SRI testing and i finishedlol sammys a slow pokeee <33 love you ! we got a new sub ... the evil french de fabrique bitch is goooooonnnnnneeeee FOREVER ! no more bitchiness.. our new sub is so nice lol.. anywho.. economics we had a test.. eh... yearbook. the cafe ladys didnt wanna take their picture today lol.. they "werent pretty enough" and said to come back another day lol.. w/e.. so thats going good, i love having yearbook first thing in the morning... anywho.. not really anything to say .. swim team today.. tomorrows FRIDAY !!! i cant wait to hang out with my homies <3 later guys

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:: 2003 19 August :: 9.19 pm
:: Mood: energetic

brown bear brown bear what do you see... i see a blue bird lookin at me !
haha.. nice. this ones gonna be a long one.. i can tell. lol
bus : me and adam were being doofuses.. he wore my swim goggles. woke rich up with my camera.. sry ! :-/ lol. nothing TOO eventful..
yrbook: confidential :-D
economics : we did crap. me and sunil think the teacher doesnt know shit. lol tickled liz with my feet ;)
lunch : apologized to sammy.. love u hunny :) .. ehh liz had a fiasco with her camera lol..
english: wow that was funny. peter and nick went at it again. peter called nick a punk rocker who doesnt know naything.. lmao that kid thinks his shits royal or osmeithng.. peter is such a dick. id say a combination of ____/_____/_____ . dont really wanna publicize it lol. so that was funny..
math : me and adam are stupid. and made fun of brown boy some more. lol. i love sunil !
swim: HAHAHA funniest fucking day yet.. we had to swim with these white floatie things between our legs so we couldnt kick and i thought they were the funniest fucking things in the world lol... tthey go between ur thighs and adnrea was swimming behind me and something poked my butt and i thought it was her but it was the white thing.. lol. then we had to swim sideways or osemthing and i kept getting water in my goggles and andrea looked at me and she was like dying laughing lol.. spaz. and then we were doing flip turns and andrea seemed to have a problem with it cause shed just float there upside down.. lol. and something else funny happened tooooooooooo.. lol. ::sigh:: burned off lotsa calories laughing AND swimming.. lol.

me and adnrea and rachel are officially the speedo girls. kinda like the cheetah girls.. only we're the speedo girls. ! lol. did we decide on a song yet ? ? haha.. later guys.. love you <3

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:: 2003 18 August :: 3.59 pm
:: Mood: energetic
:: Music: something corporate- good news

maaaaaaaaaaaaae <33333333
i <3 mae. lol. they are some sexy beasts. got there round 6:30. doors didnt open till 7:15.. very not cool. strip club. bob was proof. lol. taylor was there (brotehrs friend) and somehow made it onto mae's guest list.. ? went in.. saw some scary band moms.. 3 man mosh pit.. ran into a fat guy. fat guy chased them.. good times. many many sexy guys. hot guy in the trucker hat was aaaah <333 he looked at me !! :-D lol.. saw all for nothing.. time will tell, and armor for sleep.. they were okay. one was good i dont member which one they were tho lol. i think it was all for nothing. that guy in the hat was SEXY. wowzers. lol. soooo hot.. want to touch the hiney ! heh.. then maaee came on.. and on their website they looked like ugly old men , but these boys were sexAY. whoo hooo....... david and mark the sexy blonde one they both hugged me :-D cause me and katherine were like, on the stage. lol. and david gave me his guitar pick <3333 and they signed my sticker ! ::sigh:: im in love. lol. my ears have yet to stop ringing. maybe next time no leaning on the speakers ? lol.. well g2g .. dentist apppt. joy. later gaters

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:: 2003 17 August :: 5.18 pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: mae- summertime

<33333333
i get to see mae tonight !!!!!!! <33333333
yay yay yay !
today i went to church.. and mikey took me to wendys after.. and then i layed out in the sun for a while.. now i get to go see my loves :)

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:: 2003 16 August :: 9.58 pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: if your car is dirty.. and it looks like crap.. where you gonna go.. the mobil station !

*happy birthday rachie ! *
when will the busy-ness ever end.. lol. yesteerday after swim i came home and nearly collapsed. i have a hickey looking bruise on my shoulder from crashing into the lanes during backstroke lol. i was gonna go out with the girls but plans fell thru.. then i was gonna go to andreas.. but dad never came home.. so i stayed home and lazied and did some hw. already. sigh. i figured why not cause i wont have that much time to do any the rest of the weekend. this morning i got up and got andrea and we went to the car wash to raise money for rock the universe.. we held signs in the middle of the road and called out freeeeeeeee car wash... no dinero........ does anyone know when the water show is ?? lol.. fun fun. chaz was screamin out that there were hot wet girls washing cars.. nice huh. lol. with our combined efforts we brought in quite a few beamers and mercedes and a porche or 2.. hey it was at a gas station near the boca resort. lol. so it was good i guess.. came home.. showered. layed out by the pool a little.. i actually fell asleep. however i woke up to the sound of a lawn mower. great great. so here i am.. tired. dreading doing my hw. but i gotta .. cause tomorrow im out at church.. then i have the mae show !!! <3333333333333333

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:: 2003 14 August :: 5.45 pm

ahhh
im so tired. i didnt like today as much as i did yesterday.
bus driver was a moron, came 7 minutes early, took this compleeeeeeetely out of the way route, got rained on, went to yearbook, got assignments, folded, went to french, fuuuuuuuuulll of freshies, some of which think theyre the shit. . i miss my natalini :*( ... then came spanish.. ms french is a nutcase. but its an okay group of people. then was chem... me and andrea have it together !!! and val and liz and heather and other ppll.. teacher seems cool.. class hard. ill hate it. then was swim.. it went by faster.. but i could feel more .. pain i guess. lol. itll get better. better. anywho.. g2g.. stuff 2 do.

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:: 2003 13 August :: 6.47 pm
:: Mood: exhausted

back to school.. back to school.. to prove to dad that im not a fool.. got my lunch packed up... my boots tied tight.. i hope i dont get in a fight ! .. oh back to school.. back to school..
sooooooo this morning mommy drove me to the bus stop and i got on and there was a good deal of new freshies.. but i wasnt too worried.. by the time boca winds hit there were like.. 20-ish of them .. plus all of us.. then LIZ's stop.. they like freakin hatian packed the bus... there were at least 30 kids at her stop.. i was like OMGGGGGGGGG ........ its invasion of the freshies. lol. wasnt too bad tho.
then at school i saw my andrea !! and natalia !! and saaaaaaammy cause she was a bum and missed the bus.. and a lotta other people too.. cool cool. it actually felt good getting back to the atmosphere.
so i had yearbook.. its like 20 girls.. kinda unsure about the cliquiness thats gonna go on.. but we'll see. i have hope. lol. so me and lauren have economics together so we went there.. and lawrence, logan , sunil, rach, liz, amy, heather, and a bunch of other people i knew were in it.. that was cool.. it seems like an okay class. then was lunch.. then english.. i have with sammy and rachie !!!! <333333 yaaay ! then came math with adam my dear. and sunil and dan and people. the teacher seems really nice.. and very helpful. im glad about that cause i always have trouble with getting math at first.. and i hear precal is a bitch. so im happy about htat. and then me and andrea had swim team.. it was a little tough getting started but it got better.. now my back kinda hurts and im staaarving so i gotta go. later gaters <3

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:: 2003 12 August :: 8.33 pm

i haaaaaaaate mi padre. he gave me massive migrane. and pissed me off last day of summer. hes the devil.

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:: 2003 12 August :: 5.02 pm
:: Mood: dreading school..
:: Music: new found glory- boy crazy

*sigh*... tomorow at this time i will have finished day 1 of 180. :/ .
yesteeerday i went to the dentist in the AM.. then mommy took me to the mall.. got some really cute stuff.. a messenger bag.. swimsuit.. 3 shirts and 3 pairs of pants.. i like :). i saw missy too ! <3. then she dropped me off at andreas casa. i got to see erica ! shes so sweet... so the 3 of us went to walgreens and borders n stuff while her mommy toke mikey to get some shoesies. gah. see people u dont like day. musta been. lol. soooooo then we were ognna go to atl to get her lockers n stuff but it was too late.. so we went and she got her eyebrows done and then we went to walmart and we saw allyssa ! .. and then we went back to her house.. and hung out there for a whiile.. had some dinner.. me and erica TRIED to help her pick out an outfit for tomorrow.. but i dont know if it helpe.d lol. so then we took erica and met her mom and she went byebye.. and then we watched my big fat greek wedding con sus padres.. and talked and stuff and went to sleep... this morning we got up eaaaarly and went to school and got lockers and we saw coach kaplan who kidnly informed us that swim tryouts are tomorrow so we have to go out and get suits and shit.. so.. yeaaaah. then we went babysitting. and i got dropped off on her way to the dentist. tomorrows our anniversary <3 lol. anywwho so now i gotta go out to publix to get some food for lunch.. and to sports authority to get all my swimmy shit. at least tomorrow we get to sing BOTH songs.. heh.

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:: 2003 11 August :: 2.11 am
:: Mood: discusted

i cant believe that asshole.
andrea just sent me a little conversation she and emy had a few days back i guess, and lets just say she had me join her in losing all respect in him. i at least used to think he was a good guy, but now i just think hes the biggest asshole ive ever met, like, seriouusly, im not shitting u, ive never heard anyone be so conceited and full of himself as i saw in that conversation. i cant believe him.

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:: 2003 10 August :: 1.41 pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: that little nas song is on mtv

does anyone here know when the water show is ???
yesteerday i hung out here.. then went over to rachies.. we hung out n stuff.. had a wild sexy naked pillow fight .. 2 rounds. oh yeah. its on ebay. under horney ibs. lol. anywho.. andrea came home last night !!!!! :-D i missed u babe.. dont know what im doin today. probly bein bored or osmethin... call me if u wanna do smethin i guess.. hasta la vista

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:: 2003 9 August :: 10.53 am
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: sugarcult

lalala. yesterday mommy took me shopping at sawgrass. got some stuff. it was pouring so bad i ran from the car into a store and in the maybe 15 second process i was drenched. fun stuff. lol. eh.. got a few shirts.. and thats about it. and some head bands.. and rachels present .. ;) . me and sam have an aweseom plan for lizzys lol.. its gonna kick ass. anywho.. so then me and rachie went to see johnny english. sucked major assness. dont go see it. its so stupid. we walked out and went to mcdonalds to get some fries and stuff . gotta have the fries. lol. anywho.. sso that was my day.. dad got me a new chair and some shelves so i guess we're putting all that together today... and sleeping over rach's tonight.. the boogie mans gonna get us.... and on tomorrows agenda i think is wellington with sam ? let me know if u can hunny.. k.. all done.

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:: 2003 8 August :: 11.03 am

new s/n. : savethebandaids

( dont ask me about the story behind it.. here it is : )


ahsley passion and i were talking, and she asked me why people who dont have cuts wear bandaids on their faces, and i told her it was cause nelly does, and she was like, well those kids are spreading disease because they use up all the bandaids and then the kids with infections dont get any cause they're all gone because of those stupid nelly fan killers, so we decided to be bandaid savers. lol
yeah it was probly only funny to me ashley and natalia.... but it works for me :)

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:: 2003 8 August :: 12.18 am

thought this was a cute quote.. its old school. but applies. in every way shape and form.
somewhere b e t w e e n the procrastination.... and the homework..... and the incessant forwards..... and the friendships..... and the calls to each other complaining about crushes!!...... Somewhere b e t w e e n the phone calls to o l d f r i e n d s..... And the "I miss you's" & the "I love you's"....... And the "What are we doing tonight's?"..... And somewhere b e t w e e n all of the changing, growing... Somewhere b e t w e e n the classes........ And the skipping classes...... And the studying for tests....... And the pretending to study for tests....... And the downright NOT studying for tests... I forgot.......... I forgot what high school is all about.
I forgot what it meant to cry....... I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't make you happy........... And that pretending to be smart doesn't make you smart............ I forgot that you can't just forget the past in fear of the future.......... I forgot that you can't control falling in love........... And that you can't make yourself fall in love........... I learned that I can love......... I learned that it's okay to mess up......... And it's okay to ask for help......... And it's okay to feel like crud.......... I learned it's okay to complain and whine to all your friends for a whole day........ I learned that sometimes the things you want most you just can't have.
I learned that the greatest thing about high school isn't the parties or the DRiNKiNG or the hook-ups... It's the friendships, which means taking chances........ I learned that sometimes the things we want to forget are the things which we most need to talk about.......... I learned that letters from friends are the most important thing. And that sending cards to your friends makes you feel better. But, basically, I just learned that my friends........ Both o l d and new......... Are the most important people to me in the world. And without them, I wouldn't be who I am today..... So this is a thank you to all of my friends. . For always being there and I love you.

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