ahhhhhhh schools over!!!!!!!!!!!! awesome :o) . . .
recent updates..
friday was a hard-ish maybe exam day... adam brought us donuts on the bus in the aM :o) ..watched tv & relaxed at night..
saturday my baby came over :o) .. we all know that story.. dont need to go there.. lol STOP WITH THE NAMES ! NATALIA HAS ONE TOO NOW!!!!!!!!! she joined my club! lol
sunday.. was supposed to be a study day but ended up to be a lay around the house procrastininating day...didnt study at ALL for bio and math.. stupid stupid me..
monday.. bio wasnt THAT bad.. i think i did some decent guessing.. math.. was a freaking killer... i knew maybe 10-15 of the questions...lol..
then tuesday ( today ) was our last day as freshies! were all sophomores now!!!!! yayness... i had my PE exam in the early AM.. it was so easy... nice last exam. then at 9:20 school was out and we took our last bus ride on the froggy 59 bus.. :o( . it was basically just me liz rach sam sunil anne celine rich and some other people ... i started a little water fight with sunil lol, i poured some water on him, then he got me, and i splashed him in the face a few times, then liz poured like the whole freaking bottle on him lol ( was that liz, or sam ? ) .. whoever it was.. it was funny! lol. his crotch was all wet.. haha. .. then instead of going str8 to rachs we were gonna get off at dans stop and go 2 wendys.. but it started pouring,.. and mr. mean bus driver didnt stop at his stop.. and just went str8 to the last one, and it was raining so hard, sam thought it was snowing ( lol ) , dumbass! ... but anywho.. me sam rachie lizzy celine and anne ran home to liz's house.. we ate all of lizzys food :( sorry girlie! and we hung out in her room n stuff.. and then celine left.. and the rest of us went swimming.. then anne left.. and we watched mr. lona/bean in rat race :o) lol funny funny movie.. its a race! .. then we moved back into lizzies room.. and soon enough sams parents came to get me n sam n rach and dropped us off.. fun fun.. im tiiiiired! girlies exhausted me..
it doesnt feel like schools over. i mean. really. lol. i feel like im gonna be back there next monday or something and this is just a long weekend. but i guess itll hit me sooner or later. when i get into my stages of eating-watching tv-sleeping all day for weeks on end lol.. this is the first summer im gonna be spending in boca.. since.. forever.. no sucky family vacation this year :O)... BIG SMILE>.. last year it was so bad my parents were on the phone with the plane company to get me and my brother tickets home within the first week.. lol. annnnnnnnyyyyywho. im gonna go watch tv or somethin. gilmore girls is on tonite :0) .. later doodies

ladedadeda... just woke up.. its like 8.. ::yawn:: me so tired. exams have started. today ill be past half way :).. yest. i had spanish and french.. spanish was ok.. french was freakin easy... so that was good... bus was empty-ish cuz the south tech kids werent on it :o) yayness.. before exams me and sammy walked around aimlessly around the school for 45 minutes just talking lol.. that was nice hunny :o) ... got some stuff out.. felt good.. i think.. annnd when i came home i was supposed to be studyin for english and history (my exams today..) .. but .. yeahhhh... lol. that didnt really happen. adam helped me write my essay for english on macbeth (bleh) .. and i studied some vocab and lit terms and a little macbeth... and then i did like 2 history vocab words... and i talked to emy for the remainder of the night :o) .. and watched lizzie mcguire.. lol.. well hey. last semester . no one studied history., at all, and we all aced it cuz there was this huge curve.. im thinking.... the same thing will happen again? lol.. idk.. i hope so.. cuz if not ... im failin that thing... in between talking 2 lawrence amy rachie sameen adam andrea heather natalia and ashley, i dont think i paid attention for ONE day in that class..... there was ALWAYS some kind of goofing off.. and the whole class like hates us and always complains to her about us lol.. ohhhhhh well... at least we had fun right guys :o) .. so worst comes to worst and i fail the exam and get a b for the semester.. not the enfd of the world.. untill mommy sees it i guess lol :/ ...anywho.. this weekend i gotta study for math and bio.. i heard bio was pretty easy. but math was a killer from what ive heard.. and i gotta go on my secret mission.. (no im not telling u cuz then it wouldnt be secret anymore) .. and i wanna see my emy poo :o) .. teehehe... soooooo yeah i better go now and start up that gettin ready 4 school... hasta luego!

:) today was good.. and bad i guess? more good though.. i think. lol. anywhoe.... i was mad at mom.. so i took the bus in the morning.. only i thought it came a lot earlier than it actually does.. i was there at freaking 6 and it came at like 6 20 lol.. oh well... listened to all american rejects.. so it wasnt too bad.. just kinda wet out.. lol. anywho.. so.. bus ride.. i talked to adam.. he seems to think im some kind of dirty little whore now lol.. poopyhead. so spanish was kinda okay.. had to make up a test... then we had a free period... they decided on the 6 pd day so i just got rid of french :) . . YAY!!!! (very relieved lol ).. but they screwed up my yearbook thingy so i gotta make sure that works out.. so.. yeah.. then i had my last french class :) very excited about that... and in english i didnt really do anything besides beautifying my sneaks.. and in math i hung out wiht my hannah :) .. i love her!! lol.. shes so funny.. she drew all over me in sharpie tho.. ::mean face::... then it was pouring on the bus ride.. i stuck my book covers all over adams face lol.. i think that was the highlight of the ride.. that and his shakira performance.. niiice.. AND THE TALK ABOUT SAMMYS LESBIAN SISTER!! Lol. gonna see him on those commercials soon.. then i got home.. went to the dentist.. got my new invisilin.. i got my last set for my bottom teeth :o) .. but theres still a while for the top :(.. and now my teethies hurt.. andi got really drenched in the "deluge of weather" lol..then came home and talked to my baby :o) hes the best.. i love him so much :o) tee hee hee.. hes so adorable.. and just ahh hes so perfect for me :o).. i cant wait to see him again.. ::wink wink:: lol.. anywho.. g2g now.. maybe start studying for those exams.. toodles

:) teeheehee christini had a gooooood night at emys :) and a mighty fine dream last night too :) dododododo.....

wow.. these have been an eventful few days..
lets see..
friday: me and andrea skipped school :) . and we mosied on over to Island Water Sports to go shoppin for summer stuff at this huge blow out sale.. i was expecting some big store.. but it was rahter dissapointing. lol. BUT i got new reefs :) i love themmmmm.. then we were thinkin of hittin th ebeach.. but it started pouring.. so her dad picked us up, took us to get some food, and dropped us off at loehmans.. actually a pretty good store.. they had the CUTEST pants i really really wanted em but my mommy woulda shot me if i told her i spent 40$ on them.. seeing as how i have too many pants as it is lol. but i really want em:( they were so cute.. like an olivy green cordoroy flare.. with off white silk patches all over them..they made my tostos look really cute :( lol. anywho.. then we went to tjmaxx. and to michaels.. and looking 4 summer jobs.. and we went to the little ice cream store to apply for a job, and the guy there turned out that he used to live in andreas house a while back! it was so weird.. lol.. then we were waiting outside for her daddy and some guy was like "girls u better watch out ants'll crawl up ur pants!" ...psycho.. but her dad didnt show so we walked back 2 her house in the rain lol.. through a skurry intersection.. and then i went home.. and i talked to my girlies to make some plans... so me and rachie and lizzy went over 2 sammys for a movie/sleepover night.. great times girls :) lol . so lets see.. hm.. first i got there.. and i was talkin to sam bout some stuff. then liz came. then rach. at first i really dont know what we were doin.. but then we went out n started watchin some tv and music videos and wow. saw too much of my girls there. lol. then sams little 3 year old sister lizzy joined in.. and we were tryin to get her to bed so we could get liz to FINALLY see american pie.. but she wouldnt go to bed.. she was like freaking grabbing boobs and stuff.. shes so cute lol. the first few hours at least. it was so fucking funny.. something smelled.. and we were like uhm wats that smell? and shes like, i have to peepee, were like, is that what smells? shes like, yes. lol omgggggggg wow. sam taught her lesbianism. im convinced. then we watched the movie and fell asleep round 1-ish i think.. and we were all like thrown all over the couches.. not the most comfortable slepeing arrangement lol.. so i moved to the floor in the middle of the night. then we got up and starved our asses off cuz that damn house is too fucking healthy and all we could find was bread butter and fruit!!! lol.. gosh. and her parents were out.. so we were just being silly and stuff.. and then we had some breakfast when her mommy came home.. and then THEN came the real action.. lol. little lizzy did some boob grabbing of mostly liz, grabbed her "peepee" and my tostos.. gosh i swear i thought she was stickin her hand up my ass. i was like HELLO!!!!!!! ahhhhhhh lol.. perverted little child. she just wouldnt stop either!!!!!! sam, i dont know what u did to /taught that little girl..... lol.. thne sammy had to go babysittin at 4 and we waited for lizs mommy outside cuz we had enuf of little liz. and here i am. waitin for emy to get home to make plans 4 manana... :) lol. no comments on that guys.. please! Lol. anywho.. im like, i dont know. i dont get why we always start our little quarrels. there pointless. (me and emy). idk. w/e. as long as they dont get too bad i dont mind thatttttt much. we'll figure it out. i wuv him so much :) teehee later gaters..

ehhh whats wrong with me....... :( . i feel like doo doo. i was all sneezy and bleh today.. think im gettin sick again.. :( . and my tummy muscles and arm muscles hurt... and, u know, if i worked out, that would make sense. but i dont. so, wtf. w/e. i guess itll pass.
ive been so ... i dont kno lately. it sucks. i used to never be the paranoid - lets-psycho-analyze everything he says.. but now i do :( and it doesnt make me feel good. at all. :( .and i cant stop doing it. i tried. but everything he says that COULD be taken a bad way. i take it that way. i dont know if thats how its intended or its just me being messed up, but thats how it is . :( i think theres something wrong with me.

ladedadeda
NEED a study break.. stole this from rachie..

Ten Things I miss...
1. Emy
2. nap time in kindergarten
3. mishy :o(
4. the goold old times when clothes didn't match and boys had cooties <- i agree rachie!
5. mr todd
6. being a student aid (going to publix everyday instead )
7. ...being tan... its been a while..
8. my grandpa
9. ashton kutcher.....
10. middle school altogether... ::sigh:: the good old days.. . lol missy

Nine Things I hate... i think im gonna have to make this a longer list.. lol
1. IB!! !<- i also agree.. that could represent all 9
2. mr hock
3. his damn bullets
4. those fucking tests that are impossible to do good on or even understand
5. math
6. did i mention IB?
7. mean people
8. that fucking girl in PE.... the smart ass RRRr
9. people that give boca a bad rep
10. that im white lol
11. people who think there better than everyone
12. country music.. who the hell came up with that idea ... omg lol missy.. member last april fools day.. RAP + COUNTRY MUSIC = CRAP
13. IB
14. IB
15. IB
16. that people have to change so much
17. snakes
18. when my parents bug me about schooll DAMN thats right up there with IB
19. commercials
20. esp. infomercials
...i think i just made the list doubled what it was lol...

Eight Things I love...
1. Emy.. ::sigh:: him and being with him :o) tehehe
2. food ( esp any kind of potato.. FRIES.. i NEED MY DAILY SUPPLY OF FRIES lol rach)
3. music
4. my bus buddies
5. my stuff.. most of it anyways lol
6. my cd player.. cant live without it.. its breaking tho :o(
7. ashton kutcher (punkd is the best..)
8. jackass (specially me sam rach n lizs version lol)

Seven things I remember the most...
1. every time ive seen emy.. :o)
2. the first day of PE this year, i remember natalia was freaking out because she thought we had to do something n not just sit around... back in the day when she was a goodie goodie lol ::sigh::
3. when we snuck into dans house.. lol
4. simple plan show :o)
5. that day sameen tried to prove to me he was a badass...lol
6. when meiszczinski was teachin us about crops and egypt and whatnot and she went into the back room and brought out some wheat.. lmao
7. when lee & wesly had a fight and lee told wesly "yeah...well, i hope you go and SWEAT TO DEATH!!!" lmao mannnnnn.... and wesly dropping that damn fan of his every day in history lol...good times good times..

Six things I want to do eventually...
1. get married:o)
2. learn how to play drums and get my own set
3. learn how 2 surf
4. get in shape..get tan..
5. go to Australia
6. survive IB... maybe even graduate and get that damn diploma that probly wont even help me at all....and last longer than the wall in inquiry skills..lol amy.. AND BE THERE LONG ENUF TO STAND ON MY ROCK!!!!

Five songs I can hear over and over and over and over....You get the point...
1. anything by All american rejects or goo goo dolls
2. R Kelly: Ignition Remix (the official bus song :o) lol love u guys!)
3. something corporate- mostly all the songs.. but esp. konstantine
4. Lifehouse- everything
5. Simple plan- perfect

Four Words that describe me...
1. silly
2. wierd...not quite sure if thats a good thing lol
3. keep-to-my-self-ish sometimes..
4. not-forgetful..
i hope u like my made up words lol

Three things I want to change...
1. body type/way i look/stuff liek that
2. maybe be a little less bitchy sometimes lol
3. burn down the school.... :o)

Two people I want to disappear
1. MR. hock
2. lee. and wesly. and that girl from PE. and katie odrobina with her freaking hair flips. lmao. and everyone else i cant stnad too.

One thing I want...
1. to always be happy , and have my baby forever and ever :o)

i dont even know what to do with myself. so , yeah, he broke up with me last night, we all knew that would happen eventually.. but it came out of no where.. i still dont really get it, like what happened, i dont know. so he sent me an email, saying how he loved me too much or something and hes afraid that if the situation came up, and we both wanted to, hes afraid he wouldnt be able to turn down sex.. i mean.. ok.. one, what is this, one day out of no where, he just decides this? i dont get where it came from.. i didnt do or say anything to bring this on.. and i dont get how he can break up with someone that he supposedly loves in fear that something MIGHT happen.. i kept telling him i wouldnt ever go against his beliefs but from there it just went downhill. like, he asked me if it was someone else if i would have sex before marriage, and ok , im not gonna lie to him, i think that sex is one of those things u only share with one person who ur gonna be with for the rest of ur life, yeah, but if ur engaged or soemthing, or u were gonna get married, and ur in love, and both people have the same beliefs abotu it, and i was stable enough to support a child if that were to happen, yeah i might have sex before marriage. and after our fight he was like yeah we couldve probly worked through this but i cant be with u if u think that.. i mean come on, u cant just not be with someone cause they have different opinions... thats just stupid. cause ur never gonna find someone that agrees with u on everything, and honestly, if u do, that would be such a boring relationship. i think both people should have their own views... and as long as they respect the other's, things should be ok. but i guess theyre not. last night when that email finally sunk in, i was just like, i couldnt breath i couldnt stop crying.. and i didnt get any sleep last night either.. then in the morning i talked tohim.. and things got worse.. and i was so upset, my dad and mom were at the airport, i just left, i took my bike and started riding around, and i ended up at sams house, somehow it only took me 10 minutes, when it usually takes that long by car.. and she wasnt home.. but her dad let me in.. and i waited for her to come home.. and as soon as she walked in i just broke down.. and i couldnt stop.. but after a while i guess i cooled off. and i started thinking about it in a reasonable way... and i came home.. and that was like 3.. and now its 9.. and i havent done anything since.. i started talking to some people, and i was feeling better, like i thought well if its meant to be, then it will, just give him time, or w/e he needs, but, i just found that i couldnt do anything.. i tried reading.. hw.. eating..movei... tv.. talking to people.. going for a jog,... anything.. i couldnt get my mind off thsi, and its killing me, andi dont know what the hell im gonna do, i need him

::sigh::...1/2 day.. but classes still seemed kinda long...either that, or im just that sick of school lol... theres only 15 more days left though...so, i guess ill have to bear with it..everyone left math today to go to their AP exams..it was all lonely! lol.. then i met adam after school and we walked on over to picasso's/ d & z's to grab some food.. and we ate it around school... and then bell rang for buses.. he was bein such a sweetie he carried all my books n stuff...then threw em all on the ground...but still lol.. then the bus.. wow it was so gross/funny lol rachie!!!!! .. the whole school smelt like ass today.. and gooooooosh i dont even wanna go into this lol. lets just say cuz of a few things... me n rachie were laughin so fucking hard!! ahh good times good times.. lol.. our uteruses hurt! hehe.. anywho.. mommys at emys house right now :( .. ur probly wondering what the hell im doin here.. but she said she was leaving probly before 3...and i think thats when he gets out of school....so i wouldnt have seen him anyways... :( .. k.. better go.. start some hw or shit like that.. later doodies