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2004 15 August :: 9.56pm
My parents suck. My sister sucks.
This past weekend I went to Manchester Beach. It was foggy the whole time except for this morning. The beach was the best. My dog is so cute in the water. He gets scared of it so he runs back up.
My dad is an ass....no...HES A FUCKING ASS BITCH! He has called me a bitch several times. The most recent time was when we were in the motor home. Its not exactly the biggest kitchen area so normally my mom just serves our plates for dinner. He doesn't understand that mainly because hes a dumbass. He started yelling at me and my sister and saying that we are lazy and blah blah blah. I do the most chores of anyone. Yeah..so I did the dishes. Then later on I kept asking him to be quiet because he was talking through the olympic opening thing. He said "You are such a spoiled, lazy, bitch!" He fucking talks through the olympic thing and he fucking yells at me for asking him to be quiet. I guess I should be used to him calling me a bitch. I know most dads don't call their daughters that. I am spoiled. I know that. I don't, however, think that I am a bitch. He keeps threatening to pack up all his shit and leave. Most of the time I wish he would. He smacked my face when I tried to defend myself. I have a cut on the inside of my lip from the braces. Such an ass...I think he had had a few too many drinks...like every night.
I was quite tired this weekend and I thought Manchester would be a break and let us just relax and sleep. When I get tired I get really grumpy. I can't help it but thats just what happens. I probably stirred up some of the trouble and I deserved to have some consequences but not the kind I got.
Maureen keeps insulting me. She called me a loser today because I didn't feel like walking down to the beach. She also said that "every 5 minutes you need to be told to shut up." I do not need to be told to shut up every 5 minutes. Later that night I said something and she said "Do we need to go back to that rule?" Fuck that. She also said that she really doesn't like me then a couple minutes later she tried to rest her head on me. I pushed her head off my shoulder. You can't tell someone you don't like them and expect them to allow you to put your head on them. She started hitting me when poked her..it was a playful poke. When I was talking to my other sister and I said something that didn't quite make sense or something liket that she said "She's just a stupid 14 year old. Don't listen to her." Maureen keeps saying shit about my age cause thats the only thing she can think of to use to insult me. I like being 14 and I'm only going to be 14 once so I will fucking enjoy it. On Wednesday I was watching the beginning of Seabuscuit (I only saw the last hour that other night) and she wanted to watch the reruns of Dawson's Creek (shows how mature she is) . I don't like Dawson's Creek. So I got up to put something in the sink and she stole the remote. Then I started yelling at her because she always does that when I don't put on what she wants. Eventually she gave it back and started saying "Wa wa wa. I'm Marilyn and I'm spoiled. Wa wa wa." She did that for like 10 minutes and I said something because she was really pissing me off and she started saying it louder. If anyone was being spoiled it was her. Then they said the word "incoragebale" and she said "That reminds me of someone I know....look it up Marilyn, I know you don't know what that means." She was right but I didn't tell her. I found out on my own. I can't believe she tries to use intelligence against me. I am 5 years younger than her. If I knew as much as her I wouldn't be going into the 9th grade. Stupid ass. She's done that before. I told Mary about some of this and she says "it's because she has a lot of insecurities."
Other shit happened but I have to go. Byester. If anyone decides to comment make fun of Maureen.
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2004 11 August :: 10.52pm
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: Kyomu no Chuu De No Yuugi Dais - (try saying that ten times fast) Malice Mizer
Boku wa... kimi no... vanilla
Okee then. As you can see my journal has a new look all thanks to the great and powerful JDawgII! I bow to you, oh sir person!
Well today mom woke us up to the lovely sound of the housecleaners yakking away in Spanish. We went down and ate breakfast and got into our swimsuits and headed off to the Morgan Hill swim center! Man do their male lifeguards have nice bodies! O_O
I swum a few laps, which felt good. The pool there is really clean and nice yush yush.
One of those water arobics classes started about an hour or so after we arrived. Those are fun to watch. We had lunch there. It was good, but it took forever for them to make.
At one point there was this really good-looking guy who walked over to the pool. He was tall and his hair was spikey in a strange but interesting way, and he was wearing sunglasses and a white tank top. His pants were really cool. I wanted them. They were navy blue but a light kind of board-short material and they were baggy and had some big pockets on them. He had really nice arms. Well all-around he was very well-built. I found myself wondering what he did to get himself like that. It didn't look like he was the kind of built you would see in a gym or anything.
I didn't have to wait long to find out, because soon off went his shirt and pants and he got in zee pool. He was wearing a Speedo, which was kind of a turn-off lol, but that was when I realized he was a swimmer. He started doing laps back and forth - slowly, but his movements were so smooth. Soon another guy who I guess was his friend went in the lane next to him and started doing the same. He wasn't wearing a speedo though. He was wearing those really tight short things. Yush they were very good and both very nicely built indeed.
A while afterward we went back home and Denise and Mom went to my grandma's house mostly because she had an orthodontist appointment down by there later on. I stayed and talked online, which was when Jimmy showed me how to put a background image and stuff because he's a genius (btw, don't let that comment go to your head =P ^__^).
Mom came back and we were off to voice lessons! It's only been my third lesson, so I'm still kinda jittery before I go every time. i'm afraid I'll do badly or something. i don't have a very high confidence level, as those of you who know me have probably figured out.
But Gary's really cool. He's my voice teacher for those a little slower ^^. When we were warming up by the piano he made me try for a high E note and I got it. He said he doesn't have anybody else who can do that XD I was so proud of myself.
Then I got up in front of the microphone with the headset on and worked on "My Last Breath" by Evanescence. After doing it a few times my voice felt shot. Ugh. But he said that I had improved a lot. The first few times he would play back different parts where he wanted me to do something, like push my voice so I can hit the note better or stronger, and I'd try it and I'd actually get it the first time, so that made me feel really good. He said he liked how the song was coming along and he was going to burn it onto a CD I could take home to see how I was doing.
When I went back into the office thing of his he said
"yeah so keep working on that song. you'll be singing it in about a month."
I looked at him, "you mean singing it singing it?"
"At the Taste of Morgan Hill" he said.
O_O oh God. I have to sing in public. To these people who live in my city which means I will be seeing them on the street, to people who I used to go to school with, performing this difficult pain-in-the-butt song. I am nervous just at the idea of it. I should be happy and stuff, and I am, because he doesn't make people perform unless he thinks they're doing well, but I am just so weirded-out at the idea. UG i say!
Oh well. Show some support fellas. No, that does not mean come. In fact, that means stay as far away as you can. Move temporarily to India or something, but make me feel better.
Anyway, I am back on my butt here at home debating with Camille and Chris over what movie we should see. Chris just left though. Hey... I FOUND NEMO!
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2004 9 August :: 9.01pm
HALLO! This weekend was horrible. I went to Solvang with my sister and dad. We got there at like 3 pm. We walked around the town and it was cool. There were so many Dutch bakerys (bakeries?) and they smells like danishs and stuff. It was really hot though so that really sucked. Then later we went to dinner and there were 2 hot guys in there but I was really tired so I didnt care. The horrible part was at night. We went back to the hotel room and we watched Seabuiscut. Thats a good movie. Then we tried to go to sleep. My dad snores so loud. I only got an hour of sleep the whole night. My sister was also awake so we started complaining. Finally we woke him up at 7. He went outside and that gave us the oppurtunity to call my mom. She talked to him for us and he agreed to drive home. Then while we were on our way home he said "If it makes you feel any better, I didn't sleep that well either". It didn't make us feel any better. In fact if anything it angered us more. He sounded like he had had the best night of sleep ever. So I went to bed at 9:30 and woke up at 8:30.
Today was nice. I went to Coyote with my dad to do some stuff. When we were at my grandmas house I went into my grandpas old den. You might think this is odd or not believe me but when I went in there I felt different. I had this heavy feeling and it made get a nervous feeling in my stomache. I felt like my grandpa was still there sitting on the couch or at the desk. I looked at his huge collection of books. A lot of them are action books and he even a Sherlock Holmes one in there. I then came across an old album from his 40th wedding anniversary. There was a picture where my dad had his arm around my grandpa's shoulders and he looked so happy. You could just tell by looking at it that they were very close. I went into the closet in the room. There was his old Greyhound uniform- a shirt and a heavy wool jacket. Then I opened the other door and I saw a gun cabinet. That kind of freaked me out so I shut the door. I looked in his desk drawer. He had loose bullets. That scared me so I shut that too. He had old pipes and stuff. I felt like he would be saying that its rude to go through other peoples stuff so I left.
I went in my dad's room. He had loose bullets in his night stand. I asked him about that and he said grandpa had put them there. So i guess he had a habit of leaving bullets in random drawers.
Now to complain about Sarah. This is her current profile:
Mino u r mybitch!
Lynn go comb ur "naughty" hair lol
Karissa our boobs are WA Y to big for that boat ride thing lol luvya
mikaela WAY too many insiders with u!
kristen kiss the horse no his mouth is open! the merry go round lol
nicole OMG THE SKY FLYER THING WAS SOO SCARY!!!
Stephanie lol put the monkey in daycare!
meghan ur the best!
david is a pimp!
steven is hot!
the best song ever jadakiss-why
Sticks and stones may break my bones, but chains and whips excite me. So throw me down, on the ground, and show me that you like me! haha kristen
She is so nasty. Her whole profile is about sex. Well..most of it. And that fucking ass song "why" is so bad. It asks "Why did Bush have to go get the trade centers blow up" or something like that. HE DIDNT FUCKING GET THE TRADE CENTERS BLOWN UP! The terrorists were doing their research when Clinton was president. Bush really shouldn't be blamed for that. I think the only people who should be blames are the ones that helped in anyway to attack the Centers. fuck that dumbass song.
Well...I think thats about it. GOOOOD BYE FOOLS!
ooo one more thing. I told Ashley about the chuckitattthewall thing. Luckily she forgives me. I really dont desearve it. Bye.
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2004 5 August :: 7.27pm
I took this fatty thing from jessica who took it from jimmster.
Your full name:: Marilyn Anne...
Age:: 14
Height:: 5'2. yes i'm short. they measured me at the doctor...
Natural hair colour:: brown
Eye colour:: brownish green
Number of siblings:: 4 older sisters
Glasses/contacts?:: yup
Piercings:: 2
Tattoos:: no
Braces?:: yes. i'm your typical nerd with glasses and braces
FAVOURITE
Colour:: dark blue and gray
Band:: dont have one
Song:: don’t have one
Stuffed animal:: My monkey puppet that makes noise.
Video game:: I dunno what its called..
TV show:: Dunno..
Movie:: Billy Elliot, School of Rock and others..
Book:: The Inheritance
Food:: Dont make me pick...raviolis, which we only get once a year cause my moms an ass
Game on a cell phone:: That space one.
CD cover:: i have no idea
Flower:: dude. this is hard. i dont remember the names of flowers
Scent:: The toilet.. jk. i dunno
Animal:: Chicken/Rooster
Comic book:: i dont read comics
Cereal:: Raisin (sp?) Bran with a shit load of sugar
Website:: ...woohu? i dont care
Cartoon:: Bugs Bunny is a classic so i say that
DO YOU
Play an instrument?:: I'm going to learn the bagpipes!eventually..
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:: Nopers
Like to sing?:: Yea when I'm doing homework and no one can hear me
Have a job?:: nope
Have a cell phone?:: yea right..
Like to play sports?:: some.
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:: no
Have a crush on someone?:: its fading quickly..
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?:: Nope.
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?:: no
Have any special talents/skills?:: not really
Excercise daily?:: I try. Some days I run/walk a mile and a half and I lift my sisters weights. but other days I do nothing..
Like school?:: Not the academics but I try
CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?:: No
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?:: sort of
Speak any other languages?:: Small amount of spanish, a few words in a Italian, and I'm going to learn french
Go a day without food?:: nuh uh
Stay up for more than 24 hours?:: 22 hours was the most I ever stayed up
Read music, not just tabs?:: No
Roll your tongue?:: Yeah.
Eat a whole pizza?:: I ate 3/4 of one a long time ago when I could eat whatever I wanted
HAVE YOU EVER
Snuck out of the house?:: Yea..
Cried to get out of trouble?:: I think so
Gotten lost in your city?:: I got lost in my own neighborhood
Seen a shooting star?:: A couple
Been to any other countries besides the united states?:: no
Had a serious surgery?:: I've never had surgery
Stolen something important to someone else?:: i'm not tat cruel
Solved a rubiks cube?:: nope
Gone out in public in your pajamas?:: Lots of times when I was little
Cried over a girl?:: My aunt was a girl and when she died I cried over her death so I guess so.
Cried over a boy?:: The day BEK graduated..
Kissed a random stranger?:: ..no
Hugged a random stranger?:: Nopers
Been in a fist fight?:: no.i think I will eventually though
Been arrested?:: No
Done drugs?:: well alcohol counts is technically a drug and I've had that but I have a feeling thats not the same
Had alcohol?:: yup
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?::Yes. it hurts. but coke hurts worse and I've had that come out of my nose too
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:: no
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?:: no
Swore at your parents?:: no...thats like scuicide
Been to warped tour?:: no. my sister said it sucked unless youre really punk
Kicked a guy where it hurts?:: No
Been in love?:: Oh yea with that guy i dated for a day! I PUT "I LOVE GEORGE" IN MY PROFILE! but then he dumped me...and i cried and stuff
Been close to love?:: no
Been to a casino?:: yes. they smell so bad i hate them
Ran over an animal and killed it?:: not me personally. my mom killed like 5 birds when we drove across the country
Broken a bone?:: nopers
Gotten stitches?:: been close but luckily no
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?:: no
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:: yea
Made homemade muffins?:: oo yea. blueberry and corn muffins
Bitten someone?:: yea
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?:: disneyland and epcot.
More than 5 times?:: no
Been to niagra falls?:: oo yes! i go soaked but it was fun and really pretty
Burped in someones face?:: yup
Gotten the chicken pox?:: Yes.
WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
Brushed your teeth:: before my orthodontist appointed this morning
Went to the bathroom:: uh..a couple hours ago. why do you care?
Saw a movie in theaters:: Catwoman. Last Friday
Read a book:: 2 weeks ago
Had a snow day:: we have RAIN! YAHAHAHAHAHHA! and it beats the shit out of snow
Had a party:: dunno
Had a slumber party?:: I dont usually have those. so a long ago.
Tripped in front of someone:: When Monica took me to get my birthday present
Went to the grocery store:: a while back
Cursed:: a few minutes ago
PICK ONE
Fruit/vegetables:: Fruit
Black/white:: black
Lights on/lights off:: off
TV/movie:: dont care
Car/truck:: SUV? can i have that
Body spray/lotion:: oo depends
Cash/check:: Cash.
Pillows/blankets:: BOTH!
Headache/stomach ache:: how about a mild stomache ache
Paint/charcoal:: both
Chinese food/mexican food:: either..i'm hungry
Summer/winter:: winter
Snow/rain:: RAIN!
Fog/misty:: fog..in San Francisco at sunset
Rock/rap:: rock
Meat/vegetarian:: yummy..meat
Boy/girl:: i think guys are hot.
Chocolate/vanilla:: Chocolate.
Sprinkles/icing:: icing
Cake/pie:: apple pie. chocolate raspberry filled cake
French toast/french fries:: depends on whose french toast. but usually fries
Strawberries/blueberries:: Strawberries
Ocean/swimming pool:: I like to look at the ocean but i'd rather swim in a pool
Hugs/kisses:: hugs
Cookies/muffins:: i dont care
p33n/bewbz:: ...gross
Wallet/pocket:: pocket
Window/door:: door
Emo/goth:: i dont care. goth is less scary
Pink/purple:: purple
Cat/dog:: dogs
Long sleeve/short sleeve:: short sleeved
Pants/shorts:: dont care
Winter break/spring break:: Winter break
Spring/autumn:: autumn. its a lot prettier
Clouds/clear sky:: Thunderheads that cover the whole sky
Moon/mars:: hmm..either
FRIENDSHIP
How many friends do you have?:: uh...
Do you have a best friend?:: yea
Have you ever liked one of your friends?:: sort of.hes not a friend anymore
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?:: more girl friends
Have you ever lost a friend?:: yea. i was an ass
Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?:: of course
Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?:: i cant remember
Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?:: millions cause the "friends" were bitches
Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend?:: no idea
Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?:: Let me cry and give them a hug as I cried
Do you miss any of your old friends?:: yea
What friend have you known the longest?:: Louise
Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?:: sadly, yes
How often do you spend time with your friends?:: uh..i'm not sure
Do any of your friends drive?:: no
Has a friend of yours ever died?:: no
Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?:: Gone out for a walk in the middle of the night and letting my dog get loose because we left the gate open
What do you think your friends think of you?:: Hopefully that I'm nice and a good friend.
LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP
Have you ever been in love?:: no
If you have, with who?:: ...shut up
Are you single?:: Yes
Are you in a relationship?:: no
If so, for how long?:: this is pissing me off
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?:: yea
What was your first kiss like?:: it was soo like..oo so romantic! omg
How old were you when you got your first kiss?:: 3545486
Do you think love is a load of shit?:: i guess for some people it is cause they have bad luck but i generally i dont think so.
Whats the best experiance youve ever had with the opposite sex?:: i doooo not know!
If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?:: NO!
Have you ever been dumped?:: NO
Have you ever dumped someone?:: no!
Whats the most sexual thing youve done with the opposite sex?:: uh...hug lol
WORD ASSOCIATION
Slippers:: soft
Hat:: Sombrero
Hard:: cement
Free:: bird
Space:: scary
Taste::food
Good charlotte:: fat ugly guys
Red:: heard
Deep:: ocean
Heart:: blood
Cord:: cable
Cheese:: smelly white stuff
Rain:: beautifull. blue. gloomy
Work:: sucks
Pedal:: bicycle
Head:: nose
Bed:: pillows
Fluff:: cotton
Hardcore:: hell
Race:: ribbon at the finish line
Knife:: swords
Jump:: skydiving
I.... am:: lazy
want:: my parents not to fight
need:: food cause i'm hungry
crave:: food
love:: EVERYONE!
hate:: liars
did:: not do much today
feel:: in pain because of my head
miss:: my aunt, mr.vane, grandpa
am annoyed by:: stupid people
would rather:: be sleeping
am tired of:: worrying
will always:: be pessimistic and annoying
SILLY STUFF
What is your favourite genre of music?:: whatever
What time is it now?::5:57 PM
What day is it?:: Thursday
Whens the last time you called someone?:: Today
How much money do you have right now?:: $800
Are you hungry?:: yes
Whatcha doin?:: finishing this annoying thing
Do you like parades?:: not really. they always dissapoint me
Do you like the moon?:: sure
What are you going to do when youre done with this?:: eat food and relax
Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?:: yea
If you could have any magical power what would it be?:: to fly and go through walls
Have you ever had a picnic?::yeah
Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?::no
What about sock em boppers?:: what is that?
Are you wearing any socks right now?:: yea
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
funny?:: well i can make people laugh but i'm not like a comedian
pretty?:: no. but ugly kids turn pretty and since i'm in between right now there is still hope
sarcastic?:: yea. sometimes i get in trouble for it
lazy?:: oo yes
hyper?:: yea
friendly?:: I try but i'm shy (that rhymes)
evil?:: i think evil but I dont act upon it
smart?:: average
strong?:: somewhat
talented?:: everyone is talented
dorky?:: yea...
ASSOCIATE THESE WORDS WITH SOMEONE YOU KNOW (or dont know)
high:: ..hmm..not sure
skip:: peanut butter elephaunt that does the skippy commercials..i dont know
dance:: Jessica Lenker
lonely:: my rabbit but hes not a person but hes lonely
pen:: jennifer
flower:: skunk i know thats not a person but it reminds me of a skunk
window:: jessica. she put me so i'm putting her
psycho:: ..i'm not sure
brain freeze:: THIS SUCKS
orange:: I DONT KNOW!
sassy:: DONT KNOW
jelly:: DONT KNOW
FOR OR AGAINST
suicide:against
love:: for
drunk drivers:: against.
airplanes:: for
war:: For!
canada:: for
united states:: for
rock music:: for
gay marriage:: for
school:: for
surveys:: for
parents:: for
cars:: for
killing:: Some people.
britney spears:: Against
pants:: FOR! People running around pant-less?! *shudders* Reminds me of that time in San Francisco...
WOULD YOU EVER
Sky dive?:: yea
Play strip poker?:: not likely
Run away?:: no
Curse at a teacher?:: if i was in college
Not take a shower for a week?:: yea. but only if there is a river or lake near by i could go in to get my hair wet
Ask someone out?:: dunno
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?:: no
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?:: yea
Go scuba diving?:: sure
Write a book?:: i'd try but probably fail miserably
Become a rockstar?:: no
Have casual sex?:: i'm not sure. probably not
LAST QUESTIONS
What shampoo do you use?:: different ones
Whens the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex?: never
What kind of computer do you have?:: compaq
What grade are you in?:: I'm going into 9th.
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?:: no
Or just make out?:: havent done it so i dont know..
How many posters do you have in your room?:: 1
How many cds do you have?:: don’t know
What time is it now?:: 6:08 PM
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2004 4 August :: 8.18pm
:: Music: Comment - hide
Oh yeah! Piggy!
I am the infamous butabara incident!
Which Gackt TV appearance are you?
quiz by acesquad.com
tee hee
Your date is TOSHIYA! Get in the mood real quick
cuz I'm sure you two will have a totally
wonderfull time together! At least tonight, I
mean!
Who in Dir en grey would you likely date?
brought to you by Quizilla
... I like Toshiya and all... but that comment, which I'm sure is implying something, doesn't make me all that comfortable. eh heh heh...
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2004 2 August :: 8.29pm
:: Music: Ippiki ookami Ron - Miyavi
Big Fat survey stolen from the Jimmsteroonie
Your full name:: Jessica Doris Kelly
Age:: 14
Height:: 5'5 1/2
Natural hair colour:: brown
Eye colour:: brown
Number of siblings:: 1 - younger sister
Glasses/contacts?:: nope
Piercings:: one in each ear. I hope to get a second peircing in my ears before school starts.
Tattoos:: nope
Braces?:: had them Now I wear a retainer
FAVOURITE
Colour:: Black
Band:: Dir en Grey, Miyavi, Disturbed, Enya
Song:: don’t know
Stuffed animal:: my Teddy and Cola, my big polar bear. I used to have a wolf-dog one, but I dunno what happened to him.
Video game:: kingdom Hearts
TV show:: Fruits Basket?
Movie:: um um Pirates of the Caribbean, the Lotr series, Miyazaki’s stuff (spirited Away and Princess Mononoke in particular), the Secret Garden.. and probably some others I can’t remember.
Book:: Blood and Chocolate by Annette Curtis Klaus
Food:: Alfredo chicken/pasta
Game on a cell phone:: Falling Numbers
CD cover:: um... Enya’s “A Day Without Rain” album, and Dir en Grey’s Single “Jessica” just because it’s named after me ^^.
Flower:: rose
Scent:: Pikaki flower? Gardenia? Rose? thos kinds I guess
Animal:: Wolf
Comic book:: Gravitation, Demon Diary, Fruits Basket, Paradise Kiss
Cereal:: Rice Crispies with sugar on top.
Website:: poop
Cartoon:: Fruits Basket, Family Guy, Wolf’s Rain, Inu-Yasha... ummm yup?
DO YOU
Play an instrument?:: I teach myself some songs on the piano.
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:: no.
Like to sing?:: yush. I luff to sing.
Have a job?:: nuh uh
Have a cell phone?:: yup
Like to play sports?:: depends on what sport it is
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:: no
Have a crush on someone?:: not really anyone possible to get at the moment ^^
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?:: Nope.
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?:: nope. I think we have 4.
Have any special talents/skills?:: people say I’m a good writer.
Excercise daily?:: not DAILY but every few days I actually attempt exercise ^^ Oh wait and I go on dog walks sometimes too, so I guess that could be considered exercise.
Like school?:: don’t know if I will yet, but I think I will.
CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?:: don’t think so
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?:: yush. Unless you mean the very very tips. that hurts.
Speak any other languages?:: know a bit of Japanese, but not enough to construct whole sentences and paragraphs or anything, same goes for spanish. I can constrict sentences for that. Some German vocabulary, but very little.
Go a day without food?:: Probably, though once the day was over I’d raid teh fridge like to other.
Stay up for more than 24 hours?:: If I try really hard.
Read music, not just tabs?:: if I take the time to write it out yes.
Roll your tongue?:: Yeah.
Eat a whole pizza?:: nope
HAVE YOU EVER
Snuck out of the house?:: Not really
Cried to get out of trouble?:: yep probably
Gotten lost in your city?:: no
Seen a shooting star?:: yes. Many a-shooting star. My neck hurts.
Been to any other countries besides the united states?:: nope
Had a serious surgery?:: well, by appendix ruptured and they had to rush me in to get it taken out, but truthfully I don’t know if that’s “serious”. I heard you can die if the appendix ruptures and it isn’t taken out right away, but I don’t think I was close to it.
Stolen something important to someone else?:: No.
Solved a rubiks cube?:: nope
Gone out in public in your pajamas?:: yep i think so
Cried over a girl?:: I got in a lot of arguments and fights with my “friend” in second and third grade, so I guess you could consider it that.
Cried over a boy?:: Yes.
Kissed a random stranger?:: No.
Hugged a random stranger?:: Well someone I didn’t really know, but It wasn’t someone off the street or anything.
Been in a fist fight?:: nope
Been arrested?:: Oh yeah. I get arrested all the time. They know me at the police station.
Done drugs?:: not zee bad ones
Had alcohol?:: tried it. AND THE WINE AT MASS! THAT COUNTS!
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?::I’ve done that and had juice come out of my nose.
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:: I don’t think ALL of the buttons, but quite a few i think. I want to do that in the empire state building sometime MUAHAH.
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?:: no
Swore at your parents?:: not so they could hear me.
Been to warped tour?:: Nope
Kicked a guy where it hurts?:: I don’t think so. Not on purpose at least. I’ve kicked a ball or something and hit them there, and while swimming I got pulled under water and was reaching out with my hands and opened my eyes to find I was inches away from a friend’s crotch. Yeah luckily I didn’t touch or hit him there or anything lol. He didn’t notice it.
Been in love?:: nope
Been close to love?:: don’t know.
Been to a casino?:: Yup.
Ran over an animal and killed it?:: my parents have
Broken a bone?:: Nope
Gotten stitches?:: no
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?:: don’t think so
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:: No
Made homemade muffins?:: probably when I was little with my mom.
Bitten someone?:: yup
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?:: both
More than 5 times?:: yup. Disney world I think 6 times and Disneyland 8 or something. I don’t know I have to ask my dad.
Been to niagra falls?:: Nope.
Burped in someones face?:: yush
Gotten the chicken pox?:: Yes.
WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
Brushed your teeth:: when I got up at noon.
Went to the bathroom:: when I woke up? I don’t remember.
Saw a movie in theaters:: Spiderman 2? I think that was it. Don’t remember when we saw it though.
Read a book:: last week or something you’re talking about reading a whole one.
Had a snow day:: never
Had a party:: last month? I can’t remember.
Had a slumber party:: sometime in July
Tripped in front of someone:: I don’t remember these things
Went to the grocery store:: don’t know. I don’t usually go with my mom if I can avoid it.
Got sick:: Long time ago.
Cursed:: about an hour and a half ago
PICK ONE
Fruit/vegetables:: Fruit
Black/white:: black
Lights on/lights off:: off
TV/movie:: movie
Car/truck:: Car
Body spray/lotion:: Body spray
Cash/check:: Cash.
Pillows/blankets:: pillows
Headache/stomach ache:: neither
Paint/charcoal:: Paint.
Chinese food/mexican food:: Chinese food. Mexican is good too.
Summer/winter:: autumn
Snow/rain:: rain rain rain
Fog/misty:: Fog.
Rock/rap:: Rock! RAP SUCKS!
Meat/vegetarian:: Meat.
Boy/girl:: as to what I prefer? Umm.. well I am a girl, but I like guys.. ?
Chocolate/vanilla:: Chocolate.
Sprinkles/icing:: Icing
Cake/pie:: Pie.
French toast/french fries:: French fries. Oh the unhealthiness.
Strawberries/blueberries:: Strawberries I guess
Ocean/swimming pool:: Depends on where the ocean is and where the pool is and the temperature.
Hugs/kisses:: hugs
Cookies/muffins:: COOKIES!
p33n/bewbz:: poop
Wallet/pocket:: Wallet.
Window/door:: Window
Emo/goth:: goth, but either is fine
Pink/purple:: purple. Pink is evil.
Cat/dog:: DAWGEY!
Long sleeve/short sleeve:: short-sleeved I guess, but sometimes I wear a long=sleeved under a short sleeved.
Pants/shorts:: PANTS I SAY! SHORTS ARE SATAN!
Winter break/spring break:: Winter break
Spring/autumn:: autumn
Clouds/clear sky:: clouds. No clouds is creepy all-together, and if it’s overcast, it’s even better than “partially cloudy”
Moon/mars:: Moon
FRIENDSHIP
How many friends do you have?:: OH let’s see, let me count... HAHA I’m not going to count.
Do you have a best friend?:: Yush. more than one.
Have you ever liked one of your friends?:: Yup - a guy friend of course.
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?:: more girl friends
Have you ever lost a friend?:: Sure, I mean people change and you’re going to grow apart.
Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?:: Yes.
Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?:: um.. “I am a super super genius! Don’t you agree?!” “..... umm... *reassuringly* WE LOVE YOU!”. That’s not really an inside joke, but oh well I say. I have a lot of others that I don’t think I’’ll put here.
Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?:: Yup. In the second grade. I can’t do big arguments now. At least not very easily.
Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend?:: don’t know.
Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?:: Told me they admired me.
Do you miss any of your old friends?:: Yush I do
What friend have you known the longest?:: Bryce
Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?:: Oh yeah. Not going to say anything.
How often do you spend time with your friends?:: well at school. I guess it depends on which friends you’re talking about.
Do any of your friends drive?:: some are learning I think.
Has a friend of yours ever died?:: friend who was also family.
Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?:: Not. saying. anything.
What do you think your friends think of you?:: Um.. I hope they think I’m a pretty entertaining person. A lot think I have something wrong in my head at times. I try to be a nice person, am I a nice person?
LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP
Have you ever been in love?:: you asked that already. No
If you have, with who?:: poop
Are you single?:: Yes
Are you in a relationship?:: -_- isn’t this similar to the last question?
If so, for how long?:: sporks are cool
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?:: sure. But if that other person kicks the bucket before you meet them, you’re out of luck haha.
What was your first kiss like?:: It was like poop.
How old were you when you got your first kiss?:: -6756
Do you think love is a load of shit?:: No it’s a load of Crap. lol jk foolio. Love ish not poop nor shit nor crap.
Whats the best experiance youve ever had with the opposite sex?:: sitting... next to one... WOAH! jk I dunno.
If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?:: One that considered me his girlfriend but I didn’t consider him my bf, one online one that lasted pretty long, and yeah.
Have you ever been dumped?:: Yes
Have you ever dumped someone?:: Not openly saying “I’M DUMPING YOU” or any of those obvious things.
Whats the most sexual thing youve done with the opposite sex?:: Sat on him! lol Actually I probably have sat on a guy before when I was little or something. When I was little... Oh wait nevermind I know what the answer to that is. OH GOD MAKE IT GO AWAY!
WORD ASSOCIATION
Slippers:: Fuzz
Hat:: baseball cap
Hard:: floor
Free:: flying
Space:: a big black thing and shtarsh
Taste:: A tongue.
Good charlotte:: funny hair
Red:: blood
Deep:: Ocean
Heart:: Love
Cord:: bungee cord
Cheese:: sharp cheddar or swiss
Rain:: the most beautiful thing in the world
Work:: plain office building
Pedal:: pedal on a bicycle
Head:: ...a head.
Bed:: shleep
Fluff:: cotton balls
Hardcore:: Metal
Race:: track runners
Knife:: Cool looking dagger like Crocodile Dundee’s lol.
Jump:: off a cliff
I.... am:: Edward, Hear me SQUAWK!
want:: a hug
need:: food eventually
crave:: music
love:: music
hate:: rap
did:: something
feel:: warm
miss:: Nick and Grandpa
am annoyed by:: democrats
would rather:: it be raining
am tired of:: thinking of school
will always:: bite my nails.
SILLY STUFF
What is your favourite genre of music?:: rock/hard rock/metal/Celtic
What time is it now?::4:54 PM
What day is it?:: Monday
Whens the last time you called someone?:: Some day.
How much money do you have right now?:: $180 something I think
Are you hungry?:: Not really.
Whatcha doin?:: sitting
Do you like parades?:: They're okay
Do you like the moon?:: I luff it.
What are you going to do when youre done with this?:: make LJ icons and signature banners.
Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?:: yes. Fork is better.
If you could have any magical power what would it be?:: It’d be cool to be a pyrokinetic. Controlling fire wooo!
Have you ever had a picnic?::yeah
Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?::no
What about sock em boppers?:: Nope
Are you wearing any socks right now?:: no
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
funny?:: yeah when I want to be I guess.
pretty?:: Not really
sarcastic?:: Yes.
lazy?:: yup
hyper?:: every once in a while
friendly?:: I hope I am.
evil?:: Sometimes.
smart?:: Pretty smart
strong?:: physically or mentally?
talented?:: Depends
dorky?:: yup
ASSOCIATE THESE WORDS WITH SOMEONE YOU KNOW (or dont know)
high:: Antonia. lol jk
skip:: Julie
dance:: Jessica Lenker
lonely:: Wobbly Headed Bob
pen:: Krusty-kun
flower:: Grace
window:: Marilyn?
psycho:: Misao-chan
brain freeze:: Louise. Why? That’s just how my mind works.
orange:: Jyovanne (sp)
sassy:: Rachel
jelly:: Kelly M.
FOR OR AGAINST
suicide::Against. It’s for people who are weak.
love:: for
drunk drivers:: against.
airplanes:: for
war:: For!
canada:: I guess for.
united states:: for
rock music:: for
gay marriage:: I think they should make a different word for it if they want to get married, otherwise it’s fine with me.
school:: for
surveys:: depends
parents:: for
cars:: for
killing:: Some people.
britney spears:: Against
pants:: FOR! People running around pant-less?! *shudders* Reminds me of that time in San Francisco...
WOULD YOU EVER
Sky dive?:: nope
Play strip poker?:: maybe if I was drunk
Run away?:: from who?
Curse at a teacher?:: maybe
Not take a shower for a week?:: That’s... gross.. but if I was threatened I would do it.
Ask someone out?:: depends
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?:: No. I’d try not to.
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?:: Sure!
Go scuba diving?:: sure
Write a book?:: Yup
Become a rockstar?:: sure
Have casual sex?:: I don’t think so...
LAST QUESTIONS
What shampoo do you use?:: feh I dunno
Whens the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex?: I dunno
What kind of computer do you have?:: iMac and I love it so everybody else can shutup.
What grade are you in?:: I'm going into 9th.
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?:: I threw M&Ms at Camille and Chris and Ashleigh and Julie at the movies, which created a war of M&ms.
Or just make out?:: i guess
How many posters do you have in your room?:: Full sized? 9 I think... no 11. Yeah 11. Then I have a crapload of other stuff pinned up on my wall.
How many cds do you have?:: don’t know
What time is it now?:: 5:09 PM
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2004 1 August :: 10.05pm
:: Mood: full
:: Music: Coin Lockers Baby - Miyavi
I suppose first I shall begin with the visit to Bryce's.
I've been friends with Bryce ever since I was a baby - my mom and his mom were roomates for a while and have been friends ever since Mom came to California from the east coast. A few years back, Kim (Bryce's mother) rented a room out to Steve, who, as it turns out, was gay. However over time I guess he became "bi" because he is kind of "together" with Kim at the moment, even though his old boyfriend for a while seemed very disappointed. I've meet that guy before. his name was Lenny and he was really funny, but that's beside the point. So yeah now Bryce, Kim, and Steve are all living together in their house. Bryce's real dad is from England, but he hardly ever gets to see him.
Anyway, they have a dog named Heidi who just had puppies. All but one died. Her name ish Daisy-Belle, but they just call her daisy for short. She ish a Scotty dog and she's so cute!
Thursday? Or was it Wednesday we went to see them. Bryce had died his hair darker for the summer. I wouldn't say it looked great on him, I think his eyebrows were too light. We ate lunch with them, and Denise, Bryce, and I started talking about stuff. He was the one who had got me started on System of a Down and all that metal stuff, so we talked about some of that - mostly System. Once we get over that awkward silence in the beginning of visits we can talk pretty freely about stuff. He's the kind of guy that's asked you if you have a boyfriend and gotten your cell phone number, but you can't really tell if he means anything by it.
The puppy kept bouncing around and a few times Bryce practically sat on her. In an attempt to get my soda away from her so she wouldn't knock it over I ended up knocking it over instead, because I'm so graceful.
Denise, Bryce, and I went for a walk around their block, which was nice. We started talking about times when we were little and would go on camping trips. I felt like I was such a horrible child. Oh dear I don't even want to remember some of those times. I spent the whole time hoping he wouldn't bring up something I would regret him ever bringing up. Luckily he didn't, though I bet he does remember some things.
Embarrassing...
Anyway, after the walk I asked if we could go see Heidi, their other dog, who was in a back room office thing. Bryce said sure so he started to go in the house and then Kim asked "are you going to his room?" God I hate it when people ask questions like that. Bryce said, "No!"
lol.
Kim just laughed and said "oh okay because you don't want to go in his room - it's a mess." At that point I remembered that Kim was the kind of laid back person that could care less if we went in his room "alone and unchaperoned" - I just automatically took it as if she was insinuating something. Actually I think I was worried more about what my mom thought when Kim asked the question. She's always worried about that kind of stuff. Last time we were over at his house Denise and I were both in Bryce's room, and he had these rubber gloves kind of hanging on this shelf-black-metal-cart-thing where he had his TV and video game stuff. When mom came in she asked "So... what are all these gloves for?" he didn't notice anything in her voice, but I did. It bothers me when you know your mom is assuming something dirty and then she asks about it. In the end he showed her how he cuts off the fingers of them and is able to make a shooting thingy using a soda bottle cap, a rubber band, and the finger of the glove. He could shoot beads and stuff pretty far with them. Twas cool.
So yush we played with Heidi and sat in the backyard for the rest of the time until it was time to leave.
Now for the camping trip.
Well, on Friday we went up to Lake Tahoe to go camping. Our campsite was by Emerald Bay, but it was actually a 4.6 miles hike if you wanted to get there, and it was a ten minute drive just to get to the actual lake. Saturday morning we wanted to go to the lake for a swim. However, the dog wasn't allowed to go on the beach, so we took him back to the campsite and put him in his bed in the tent, because if we left him outside he'd go crazy with all the chipmunks and squirrels. So in the tent he went, and we made him as comfortable as possible and opened the windows to let air in if it got hot and everything. It wasn't like we wanted to leave him there, but we kind of had to.
So we went out to the lake and went swimming and all that - it was really nice. That lake is so pretty - for a few hours. Then we went back. While walking up to the campsite the squirrels made that creepy laughing noise. They had made it when they chased eachother up a tree and left Scooter down below barking at them, and were doing it now, and I couldn't help but wonder why they were laughing at me. The first thing I went to check on was Scooter. But he wasn't in the tent. He was nowhere in the tent, his whole crate was gone. My first impression was that someone had stolen him, but we went down to a ranger thing and called the Visitor's Station. Someone seemed to know of a dog there, so we drove over. This lady came out and told us that Scooter was in the kennel across the street. He had been taken away because we had left him unattented. "Yes the tent was very hot and the dog was under stress and..." blah blah. When I put him in the tent, it wasn't hot at all, when we came back it wasn't hot at all, and he has terrier in him, he's been barking at the squirrels the whole time. So the barking she heard was most-likely him barking at the birds and squirrels in the tree because he could see them from the open window of the tent. What pissed me off more was that this guy went into our tent and took our dog without leaving a note or anything. Not to mention that comment about "the dog was under stress". That comment got my dad mad, but he didn't blow up at the lady or anything. he just brought it up afterwards and said it was like calling us bad parents, which is true. The thing that also bothers me is that you can't do anything as a family without leaving the dog unattended, and they don't have a place where we can drop him off at a kennel or anything (they said the one that they had taken him to was not for use). We're getting a citation for leaving the dog unattended now. It's dumb and it pisses me off.
They kidnapped my dawgey.
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2004 28 July :: 11.48pm
Donald-kun wants the address to this journal. Shall I give it to him? Nooooooo.... well...... noooo..... Hmmm... If I do, being that he has promised to not criticize anything, I may say what I want:
*ahem ahem* DONALD-KUN'S A POO-POO HEAD!
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee haha!
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2004 22 July :: 8.10pm
HI! I'd like to start by declaring China town in San Francisco to be one of the grossest places I've ever been. There are like 100 people all around you at all times. You bump into people and some of them stink and some of them get mad. The only good thing is about it is that its only like 2 or 3 blocks. Everything is so dirty there. I'm not trying to say that other parts of San Francisco are terribly cleen but its worse there probably from all the people.
My mom and I walked up California Street and if you don't know, California Street is a hugeass street that the is on a hill. We had to walk up hill then down hill and then up hill again. I think I strained one of my calf muscles. After that we went out to lunch and went to 3 churches, Baker beach, and home. We drove through Pacifica when the fog was blowing in. How truly pretty that is.
Yesterday was the most interesting day of the week and I don't think that anything could top it.
I went to the mall with Jennifer and Louise because Jennifer is going to England and needed some poop. (sorry we didn't tell you jessica but you were at the beach anyway) We spent like 6 hours there. It sucked. Jennifer and Louise are obsessed with purses and wallets and stuff...I guess thats okay but it got annoying after a while. As we were walking back to leave the mall Louise got a bloody nose. It was really really nasty. We ended up at a drinking fountain because it was the closest thing we could get to. After about 5 minutes this old guy was standing near the edge of the walk path thing and was staring at us. I thought he was going to help or something but instead he had to have a fucking drink of water. The mall is huge. There is more than one fucking drinking fountain. So he said "Excuse me ladies..can you move your stuff" I wanted to tell him to go away but he was old so I had to be polite. So we had to move our shit and Louise had to stand where everyone could see the blood on the tissue while the asshole satisfied his thirst.
Jennifer left and we were waiting for Louise'se aunt to pick us up. We waited for an hour cause she forgot. That sucked really bad too.
Later that night I went upstairs to watch T.V after dinner. I kinda snuck out so I wouldn't have to help with dishes so when I heard Mary yell "Marilyn, get down here" I thought I was going to get in trouble. Relunctantly, I went down to see what I did. I didnt do anything. Mary yelled "Monicas pregnant!". I dont think I still quite believe it..I'm going to be an aunt when I'm still 14. That means when the kid is 14 I'll only be 28. I dont want Monica to have a kid. I can't see her as a mom.
When we were gathered around the phone my dad was trying to figure out when it was going to be born. So some how she ended up telling us the exact day of conception. Not something I like to know.....I don't know what she said after that because I had covered my ears and was trying not to listen. I guess its good that a baby will come into the family but I'm not ready for it to happen...
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2004 21 July :: 1.23am
:: Music: Stayin\' Alive - BeeGees (WOO!)
I've figured it out. I am allergic to the sun. That's right. every once in a while, when I spend too much time out in the sun, I get the rash on my hands and arms and it's gross and itchy and I don't like it. I went to the beach this week (I am returning tomorrow) and the sand there is many a shade sarker than moi. This sand isn't exactly Hawaiian-white sand, but it isn't very dark either. It was weird... comparing myself to sand. Yush paleness I am, and I am NOT ASHAMED OF IT! Well.. except when Mom makes me wear shorts. I hate my legs, and if I can get out of it, I will not wear shorts anywhere in public. Just a great random fact for you.
My grandpa came out from Rhode Island this week. Yup. He's leaving tomorrow morning though. It was fun while it lasted. We went to the Boardwalk today and went on some rides and shtuff. Twas fun fun.
I need new eyeliner.
Lupin III is on and it's really annoying me. I don't like that anime. Part of it is because of the animation.
I hate this chair. I've had to use a different computer for a while, because mine is in the room my grandpa is using, and the chair I am sitting in is so uncomfortable - it makes my tushie hurt.
Haha... tushie... what a weird word lol. Fork is a weird word as well.
Camille seems to see things. She says that the huge grin smiley on AIM is missing teeth every time I send it to her. *nodnod*.
"Oh you can tell by the way I use my walk I'm a woman's man, no time to talk. Well blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah being kicked around blah blah blah blah. Well that's alright, that's okay,you may look the other way. We can try to understand, the New York times blah blah blah blah. Whether you're a brother or whether you're a mother, we're staying alive, staying alive. Blah blah blah blah breakin and everybody's shakin', we;re staying alive, stayin' alive..."
Oh yeah. Shake it to the groove baby. I know you can't get enough of that.
Weiner dogs are cute.
Oh yeah.. my grandma had a stroke a couple days back. It's her third, but this time she can't move her left leg at all. My dad woke me up one morning and said Mema was in the hospital and that he had to go. We didn't know it was a stroke at the time. Dad just said she was in the hospital and he didn't know why yet.
But truthfully, it made me realize how weak the last incident had left me. I mean the last time I had lost someone. I have been fearing lately that my grandma might pass away, but when dad told me she was in the hospital it was really scarier then I had thought. I didn't want to feel that kind of pain anymore. I had really been hurt and I hadn't even realized it.
It looks like she's going to be okay. She's going into rehab. I just hope she'll be able to walk again.
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2004 17 July :: 12.01am
I'm about to admit how truly pathetic I am.
This whole week I have left the house 3 times. On Monday I went to see Spider-man 2 and walked around the mall. Tuesday I went to get ice cream with my sister. Today I went to get Jamba juice for lunch. The rest of the time I sit at home watching T.V and once in a while I get off my lazy ass to exercise...rarely. Good thing is I'm not gaining weight. Mostly because I dont get hungry when I'm being lazy so I dont eat a shit load. If I ate whatever I wanted I'd be at least 140 by now. Instead I remain a little below or at 125. I'm happy with that.
This staying home alone all the time is making me depressed. I sat on the threshold of my front door with my dog on Wed. and I almost cried. I wasnt PMSing or anything. I just wanted to cry. My dog comforts me and Jennifer calls a lot so then I have somebody to talk to. She is pathetic along with me but she has a sister and brother at home so she is not as bad. I feel like I complain a lot when I talk to her.
I GOT TO GO! GIANTS ARE ON FINALLY. My dad went to the bad side. He told me to leave Dr. Phil on even when the Giants got back from the Rain Delay.
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2004 9 July :: 12.51am
i'm in a reflective mood...
HI DUDES. My life sucks but I'll try not to complain too much right now.
I saw "The Notebook" last night. OO Ryan Gosling is hot. I really liked the movie. It was so cute and sad. The love story was perfect and it was funny. This may sound weird but I think that he looked better when he was in the kissing scenes. They make out a lot... He's so dedicated to her and it makes me so stinking happy. I wish that it could happen in real life..the perfect love story where its tragic and just when you've given up your last hope that they will love eachother it surprises you. So they end up marrying eachother and having kids and stuff. They do the movie in flashbacks though so it sorta took some greatness out of the end. At the very end they die together in some sort of rest home thing that the lady had to go to cause she was really sick with a disease that makes you forget..not alzheimers..it began with an "N" I think. The last thing she says to him is " Do you think our love could take us away together?" he says "Yea. I'll see you later" or something like that. It was so sweet. Then they said goodnight and went to sleep never to wake up again. GOD! ITS SO FUCKING SWEET. He loved her even when she could only remember him sometimes. That movie makes me want to go back to ther 40's and live then. I would rather live in 1940's California or Boston than 90's/00 California. I guess maybe thats why I'd rather live in England, Scotland, or Ireland. To get away from the shitiness that our country is turning into. It seems simpler there and it rains a shitload more.
I was looking Ireland in the rain pictures again tonight. I found this page with Irish weather on it. Everyday it has "showers" written somewhere in the description of what it will be like. Also it has "partly cloudy" or "thunderstorms" or "wind" sometimes with the addition "heavy" in front of wind. I WILL GO! So pretty...Then I will explore the country side. Call this stupid or whatever you want but one of my dreams is to roll down one of those big fat green hills in Ireland. Then when I get to the bottom have it rain and run around squeeling with delight as I get completely soaked. After that when I'm practically frozen I could go into a cool little cafe type place and drink Irish coffee. Makes me happy just thinking about it...
Really quick: I think my house is haunted or something. Last night I was in the bathroom brushing my teeth and the door opened on its own. So I shut it and went back to brushing my teeth. About 30 seconds later it opened it again. Just before I remembered from "Haunted Hotels" that sometimes ghosts will open doors and stuff. So that really freaked me out and I couldn't go to sleep for a long time.
Bye.
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2004 6 July :: 7.18pm
OO LOOK! A SURVEY I TOOK FROM JESSICA!
LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE
Name: Marilyn
Birth date: 5/21/90
Birth place: California in a hospital
Current Location: Bay Area, CA
Eye Color: greenish brown but not like poop.
Hair Color: brown
Righty or Lefty: lefty.
Zodiac Sign: Gemini
LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE
Your heritage: Italian, Irish, Scotish, French,slightly English.
Shoes you wore today: tennis shoes and flip flops
Your weakness: NOTHING! I AM PERFECT. jk fools. i dunno. math. i'm bad at math
Your fears: suffocating. mosquitoe hawks.
Your perfect pizza: pepparoni, peppers, onions. oo yummy. sounds weird but its not
Goal you'd like to achieve: go to college in england.
LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW
Your most overused phrase on messenger: lol, yay, ooo
Your thoughts first waking up: why do they have to cook bacon?
Your best physical feature: eyes
Your bedtime: whenever. usually around 11:30
Your most missed memory: playing in the sand at manchester beach with richard
LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK
Pepsi or Coke: Coke especially diet
McDonald's or Burger King: McDonald's
Single or group dates: no clue.
Adidas or Nike: adidas
Lipton Tea or Nestea: neither
Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or coffee: they are both nasty
LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Smoke: OH GOD NO!
Cuss: yuppers. a poop load
Single: of course
Take a shower: why kind of question is that? of course i do.
Have a crush(es): oo yes
Think you've been in love: nuh uh
Like(d) high school: dunno yet..
Want to get married: yea. not like it'll happen though..
Believe in yourself: somewhat
Get motion sickness: not usually
Think you're attractive: no
Think you're a health freak: no. i like to go to bed with wet hair in the winter
Get along with your parents: i guess...they piss me off a lot.
Like thunderstorms: i dont really care. they're all right
Play an instrument: no, but hopefully i'll start bag pipes soon.
LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH
Drank alcohol: tried some whiskey only after my mom said it was ok
Gone on a date: nope
Been Kissed: yea right.
Gone to the mall: yea
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: sick. no
Been dumped: no
Gone skating: no
Gone skinny dipping: no
Dyed your hair: nopers. mom wont let me
Stolen anything: stole a car last week but i try not to make a habit out of it
LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER
Changed who you were to fit in: yea
Age you hope to be married: sometime in my 20's or early 30's
Numbers of Children: 4ish give or take one
Describe your dream wedding: in a really pretty spot out side when it is completely cloudy all my sisters as brides maid.
How do you want to die: anything but suffocation or being cut up
What do you want to be when you grow up: dont know yet. i'm embarrassed to put what i've been thinking about
What country would you most like to visit: England, Ireland, Scotland.
LAYER EIGHT: IN A GAL/GUY
Best eye color?: not completely brown
Best hair color?: dont care
Short or long hair: short. or at least not passed the ears
Height: at least 6 feet
Best first date location: no idea
Articles of clothing: NO ABERCROMBIE!
Best first kiss location: wherever.
LAYER NINE: IN THE NUMBERS
Number of people I could trust with my life: 5ish
Number of CD's I own: uh.....10? i dunno
Number of piercings: 2 foo
Number of tattoos: none fool
Number of times my name has appeared in the Newspaper?: none
Number of scars on my body: a shit load of little ones
Number of things in my past that I regret: 24544 i dunno. a lot
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2004 5 July :: 2.50am
Hiya! Happy fourth to all I declare! Today was fun. We went to the parade in downtown Morgan Hill. Thing was, we weren't able to find a spot with shade in it, and I had only suncreened my face, so believe it or not, I got a sunburn/tan line! Amazing I say! I'm actually....tanner! What a concept.
In the parade they had about four different bagpiper bands. It was so awesome! I clapped my hands off for them, that I did.
After the parade we went over to my grandma's house in Santa Clara and went swimming in the pool for a while. My uncle Larry brought this rocket thingy that launches about one hundred feet into the air using water to propel it. My cousin Adam later battled with me on a video game of my sisters, and I was getting so mad because I knew I was better than him and he was beating me. Eventually I still beat him (yahaha! The power of my anger!) so I was happy. We set off some illegal fireworks in the backyard of my grandma's house. We would put them on a wooden plank that was floating in the pool. Unfortunately it got black soot ion the bottom of the pool and now we don't know how to get it off.
We went down to Central Park to watch the fireworks, and it turned out well, though for some of the lower fireworks there was a tree directly in the way. We were walking back and there were some drunk bastards being asses, so that pissed me off. When we got back to my grandma's, she was asleep, but we set off the rest of our illegal fireworks anyway. If she slept through the noise some of those made, I would be amazed. My aunt Ceal and I talked again. She has her flaws as does everyone, but we really do have a lot of things in common. It's nice talking to her.
When we were driving back home the waning moon was huge and the jack-o-lantern face with it's stiched smile was clearly visible. It was yellowish probably because of the smoke from fireworks around the area. I stared at it the whole way home, at least for when I could see it. It was pretty indeed, and as we got closer to home, the yellow tint seemed to fade away a bit because we had had less fireworks around here I guess. Yeah well my mom's getting me to bed, so I must do as she says lest I get in trouble. Fare thee well!
P.S. Turns out that the Renaissance Faire is still going to be in Casa de Fruta. I'm so happy! Yush. September 24 - October 18 10 AM to 6PM, for anyone who might have been curious.
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