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spud

:: 2010 27 January :: 1.01am

cable television
it's sad that this is what my life has become.

i'm watching a movie on flix. i hit info. this is what comes up.

Snake Island (2002) (a rating of one star is always a good sign):
creepy nonsense about killer reptiles terrorizing clueless tourists.

lmfao.

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phil-himself

:: 2010 26 January :: 2.55pm

Shithawks
The stupid discuss persons.
The average discuss things.
The intelligent discuss ideas.

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rayray

:: 2010 25 January :: 5.42pm

All the cool kids are doing it..
Has a hate list of her own today..

I hate that I have to be mean to get anywhere with morons that have better jobs than me.
I hate that I suck as a friend.
I hate that I don't realize that some things have boundaries, until its too late.
I hate that there isn't anything I can do in certain situations.
I hate that my boyfriend is back on second shift.
I hate that I have no ambition to do the ass load of homework that I have piled up on my desk.
I hate that I hate so many things.

Thought I had more to say, but I lost it..

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spud

:: 2010 24 January :: 4.40pm
:: Music: explosions in the sky - welcome ghosts (embedded)



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phil-himself

:: 2010 24 January :: 12.36pm

Dem boys got tha blues

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acidtears

:: 2010 21 January :: 11.36pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Johnny Cash.

Cocaine Blues.
Early one mornin' while makin' the rounds
I took a shot of cocaine and I shot my woman down
I went right home and I went to bed I stuck that lovin' 44 beneath my head

Got up next mornin' and I grabbed that gun took a shot of cocaine and away I run
Made a good run but I run too slow they overtook me down in Juarez Mexico

Late in the hot joints takin' the pills in walked the sheriff from Jericho Hill
He said Willy Lee your name is not Jack Brown
You're the dirty hack that shot your woman down
Said yes oh yes my name is Willy Lee if you've got the warrant just aread it to me
Shot her down because she made me slow
I thought I was her daddy but she had five more

When I was arrested I was dressed in black
They put me on a train and they took me back
Had no friend for to go my bail they slapped my dried up carcass in that country jail

Early next mornin' bout a half past nine I spied the sheriff coming down the line
Talked and he coughed as he cleared his throat
He said come on you dirty heck into that district court
Into the courtroom my trial began where I was handled by twelve honest men
Just before the jury started out I saw the little judge commence to look about

In about five minutes in walked the man holding the verdict in his right hand
The verdict read in the first degree I hollered Lordy Lordy have a mercy on me

The judge he smiled as he picked up his pin 99 years in the Folsom pen
99 years underneath that ground I can't forget the day I shot that bad bitch down
Come on you've gotta listen unto me lay off that whiskey and let that cocaine be

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spud

:: 2010 20 January :: 7.55pm

vampirezombieraptor vs. robotcheney

discuss.

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xjayk

:: 2010 18 January :: 1.19pm

Well it seems this is my first post of not just the year but as a married woman. Wow. Its so strange to say. Married. Wife. Thad's bitch fo' Life. Its still so uncomfortable to say but it doesn't feel any different. We still get into arguments, we still do the same things everyday, but I have noticed Thads become a bit more deffensive over me, about freakin time. It scares me at times the whole forever thing. But it only freaks me out when I fixate on it.
I feel better now though. It feels like Thad and I are doing things right for once, not just in the eyes of society but in the eyes of our God. I know it may sound a little preachy but it feels good. Really its an undescribably feeling but it just feels like everythings okay. No remorse, or paranoia. Its all good.

We're moving into our first house on the first of Feb. Its soo exciting! An actual house where Thaddeus and I can just roam. Its not big by any means but its perfect for the two of us and Klieo. We moved in our Sofa, chair, and rug. It already looks like a home. The first cannot come soon enough. I'll be an aunt, moved into a quaint little house, doing a photoshoot. Things are going to be great, but I'm soo impacient and even though its only two weeks away I want it now! If we wanted to we could have moved in earlier but Thaddeus doesnt want to move in yet. Which in my opinion is lame. Thad's been living in my dads basement for two years! Its time for him and I to get out! I'm nervous because there has been soo many broken promises about houses and whatnot, getting a house, an apartment, a duplex, he's milked living off of my dad and now its time my dad just kicked him out so he has to live on his own. Dad doesn't have the heart to kick anyone out but he has said that he couldn't wait until we moved out so he can save money. Wow, rambling... but I have alot on my mind.

I think I'm a Klieo whisperer

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phil-himself

:: 2010 15 January :: 11.13am

Chuck Yeager, that was a damn good man right there.

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spud

:: 2010 14 January :: 5.05pm

i just made a post on farmville that contained the phrase "asexually reproduce" and they censored the phrase thusly: "a***ually reproduce"

what the fuck?

edit:

i realized i forgot to mention that over the christmas holiday, i was offered a full time position drumming with the machines (that band i played with in grand haven on the 18th). as of yet, we have no gigs lined up, and are still working on compiling a set list. if you have any suggestions, please shout them out at the top of your lungs. or just post a comment, if that's easier for you. i think we're trying to stick in the oldies/rock/blues-type area, and we need stuff that's kinda danceable. not necessarily slow, but danceable. and easy, did i mention easy? i mean, i don't want this to be like actual work or something. ; ) just whatever you'd want to hear a band play while you're out at the bar. and the bar is full of "old" people.

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phil-himself

:: 2010 14 January :: 12.07am

shadow government

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spud

:: 2010 13 January :: 10.05pm

i have a subwoofer/amplifier combo that i need to sell, so i can get plates and insurance on my truck.

it's a JL Audio 12W3 woofer in a custom enclosure, matched with a 250/1 class D amplifier. they are awesome together, and i am very sad to see them go, but it's cargo i'm not currently using, and making money is hard without legal transpo. so there you have it.

i paid over $300 for this setup when i bought it, and have taken very good care of it. i mean, it gets pretty loud, but i've never abused it. just don't try and win any SPL competitions with it and you should be fine. it'll warm up the bottom end of your stock sound, and actually take some of the strain away from speakers that struggle to reproduce lower frequencies. and maybe even shake your mirrors a smidgen.

if you're interested, just let me know. offer whatever you feel is fair, and i'll see if i can make it work. amplifier comes with all original hardware and packaging, for your convenience.

here be some pictures of the goods:











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phil-himself

:: 2010 7 January :: 10.55pm

Dickbutt

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acidtears

:: 2010 6 January :: 5.16pm
:: Mood: contemplative

Ultrasound results.
Well, my Doctor called me today and told me what they found on my ultrasound. As I figured, cysts, they keep appearing, then bursting, appearing, then bursting, etc. It's getting ridiculous. And because I'm still feeling some pain, she said I need to be monitored, cyst-wise. So, I'm making an appointment and talking to her about a possibility. I'll let you guys know what's going on.

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acidtears

:: 2010 6 January :: 7.08am
:: Mood: cranky

Early.
Well, it's early, and I didn't sleep very well last night. I slept in the recliner. Talk about uncomfortable. But my plan for today is to call my doctor's office, check out the results of my ultrasound, and make another appointment. I am so happy to have this routine back. Doug back to work, Kids back to school. No one here to bother me, yell, scream, fight, whine, or nag. So, that's good. Luckily my pain level has gone down a bit, I can now stand up straight. I'm not all hunched over like some old woman. Still can't lift anything heavy, or stretch. I miss stretching in the morning, it's nice. But it hurts too much, so I don't dare do it. But most of the pain is now in my left side, and its the exact same pain I get everytime a new cyst appears, or bursts, or both at the same time. Ugh. But I better go wake Ava up for school. Bye.
-Samm

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