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2009 9 December :: 12.16pm
some days i feel alone even when i'm not.
been neglecting woohu lately, didn't mean to.
christmas is coming; yay?
college needs to be paid for today, need to go setup a checking account.
the jeep is rusting.
hate using woohu to just complain about my life; there is much to complain about
there is so much good to; lots of good
scool starts in january
jeep still runs
i have work; although its not the best
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miss my friends
don't see lizzy or rache enough
wish i had more weekends off to hang out with them.
havn't hung out with anyone but box and justin in awhile :(
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still hungry; for food, for adventure, to live on my own.
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2009 8 December :: 6.26pm
don't touch that dial!
pretty stoked about the snowstorm. it's always exciting when severe weather comes along. not liking this rain nonsense they're talking about for tomorrow morning though. that's gonna make everything reeeeeeeeeeeally icy tomorrow night. which is when i have to drive to holland, with drumset in tow, for band practice. hopefully i make it out alive. should probably bring some blankets, munchies, etc. along just in case, though. that'd be the smart move, anyway. and i have to dig up my scraper/brush. it's gotta be around here somewhere.
hope everybody had a stellar day. now it's time to party.
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2009 8 December :: 3.21pm
it's true, even chicks are subject to entropy
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2009 6 December :: 12.08am
ha
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2009 5 December :: 12.36pm
:: i suddenly wish my phone had web browsing ::
i didn't say to get rid of it though, let us - let us see where this road leads
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2009 3 December :: 10.52pm
holiday liquor gift boxes are great, you get a fifth AND glassware for the normal price of the booze
fucking win
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2009 2 December :: 1.04pm
i think we should get some people together again at AJ and chelsea's house this weekend.
what do you think chelsea?
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2009 1 December :: 2.01am
oh, also... happy december!
i turn 23 in a couple weeks.
damn.
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2009 25 November :: 2.02pm
I'm getting a whole new look here on Saterday. Hopefully I forgot to check the scheduale. I hope someone could cover for me at least for a little bit just so I can get my hair done.
I have no idea how long this will take.
I'm going platnium blonde with purple streaks throughout.
Its different.
And needed.
I think we all need change.
Everyone, at this moment.
I have been wishy washy, doing things I dont want to do (like everyone else) working, seeing friends when I can, taking care of Cleo, and trying to spend time with Thaddeus, even though its a rarity anymore.
I've watched my friends go through the scariest, greatist, most cherished, most feared time of their lives, and I along with them every step. For everything I dreampt about and everything I thought I wanted is now just a confusing blob. And I've noticed this year has almost been like a foreward to change. Where we're all lost, confused, vexed, and determined, and not at the same time. Maybe what we all need is to make that jump. That one big stride instead of baby steps. Instead of sitting here in Holland hating where I live, my situation, I should just get up and actually do something rather than going through the motions waiting and hoping something will happen. Maybe I should move, find a job, start completely over with a whole new identity. (not in that order)
I'm pretty sure the coming year can go one of two ways. First is that this whole year of confusion was not in vain and things will begin to make sense and begin to work in a clearer order. Or two this year was but a prelude to the struggles of next year and we'll be tested like never before. But be better for it in the end.
I personally hope it'll be the first one. I need a break. :D
Next year will be a whole new experience for me, I'll be married, moving, trying new things, and meeting new people. Maybe I'll actually find what I love and find a way to translate that into a career.
Maybe Hillary will find peace and realize she's been working hard and its actually not in vain. Hopefully she'll see that her work ethic, her mind, and even her indesisiveness is actually a blessing that's going to send her to where she really belongs. Trying new things to figure out where she's supposed to be. I hope she gets a moment every now and then to stop and look into the mirror and see the woman she's become over the passed two years. And realize that she's further along than most people in their 30's. Working two jobs at times three, knowing what matters to her and realizing when time gets crazy she takes things in stride and moves on. There's so much more but I dont want to ramble.
I have high hopes for this year. But moreso for myself and the ones I love. I dont want us to wait for good things to come anymore. I want us to move towards what we want and not settle.
...so that's how I feel at the moment. . . . How are you guys.
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2009 23 November :: 12.52am
:: Mood: Tired
:: Music: BnL - Barenaked Ladies are Men
hi journal. it's been a while.
umm... so. i'm just waiting for this cd to burn, and then i think i'm going to bed. i have to get up at like seven, so i'd like to shoot for around 6 hours of sleep anyway. that would be nice.
so, it turns out i'm waaaay waaay below the poverty line, so not only could i have been collecting welfare this whole time, i also qualify for deferment on my loans. but since my first payment is due in less than a week, and there's no online application, i won't have enough time to mail my application in and get it processed before my payment is due. so, we'll see what happens.
might try and call shannon tomorrow so i can get that damn coffee thing out of the way. not really looking forward to it at all, but maybe i can nab a few cigarettes out of the deal, and maybe she'll finally leave me alone after. that'd be swell.
so i found out that my gig on the 18th is at the eagles club in grand haven. first rehearsal is on the 2nd, somewhere in holland. i also got the set list. thankfully i'm at least somewhat familiar with most of it... even played a few of the tunes before. but here's what i have to spend the next three weeks learning:
867-5309 / Jenny.........................................Tommy Tutone
An American Girl..........................................Tom Petty
Back Door Man............................................The Doors
Brown Eyed Girl............................................Van Morrison
Can't always get what you want.....................Rolling Stones
Crazy little thing called love...........................Queen
Evil Ways.....................................................Santana
Fire............................................................Jimi Hendrix
Fly away.....................................................Lenny Kravitz
Gimme 3 steps............................................Lynyrd Skynyrd
Gloria.........................................................Van Morrison
Hard to Handle............................................Black Crowes
Hey Jealousy...............................................Gin Blossoms
Hoochie Koochie Man/Bad to the Bone...........Muddy Waters
I Feel Fine..................................................Beatles
I wanna be sedated.....................................Ramones
Keep your hands to yourself.........................Georgia Satellites
La Grange..................................................ZZ Top
Long Tall Sally............................................Little Richard
Money.......................................................Barrett Strong
My Generation............................................The Who
No Matter What..........................................Badfinger
One after 909............................................Beatles
Please Please Me.......................................Beatles
Pride and Joy.............................................Stevie Ray Vaughan
Revolution.................................................Beatles
Roadhouse Blues......................................The Doors
Road Runner.............................................Bo Diddly/The Gants/The Who
Rock & Roll...............................................Led Zeppelin
Satisfaction...............................................Rolling Stones
Sweet Home Alabama................................Lynyrd Skynyrd
Tina Marie................................................Kenny Wayne Shepherd
Twist and Shout........................................Beatles
What I like about you.................................The Romantics
Young Blood............................................. Bad Company
it's a pretty interesting mix, i think. should be fun. and i hope there are drink specials. because that's what my life seems to have become.
in other news, i've been told in no uncertain terms that i have to move to a big city if i ever want to have a career in audio. and i gotta say, it makes a lot of sense.
talk at you later, b.
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2009 22 November :: 11.49pm
I MIGHT BE GETTING ANOTHER SPHYNX!!!!!
We shall name him Ace, if he doesn't already have a name, and he shall be Cleo's new playmate!
Hopefully this goes through. I'll be going this weekend if everything works out right!
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2009 22 November :: 12.07am
I missed a fucking overtime shootout, won by the Detroit Red Wings.
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
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2009 18 November :: 6.54pm
You can polish a turd, it's still a piece of shit.
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2009 17 November :: 4.20pm
I am unsure if i am going to support the ufc as much as i have after that horrible decision vic for couture, shit is bullshit. Vera won the fight hands down. shit is retarded and frustrating.
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2009 15 November :: 10.57pm
For those who don't understand, well...I just don't care.
We're getting things ready, and set.
We have our minds made up
We're walking down the ailse and thats enough
Enough for us right now, thats what we want
It was his idea at first
And I now agree
I know it sounds stupid
and its not all about the money
But there are things I need and things he desires
And no I haven't tried to rhyme throughout this thing
But it kinda played out that way...now for the awkward pause in your reading because the flow has completely stoped.
I guess what I am trying to say is, please be supportive. We have our reasons for this and its not like we're not having our wedding later as well. But we're going through the Justice of the Peace, next month or early January. I dont want to feel like people are talking Thaddeus and I out of this. It is our desicion and thats final. Yes we're young, yes we aren't having the proper wedding, yes we are a bit ignorant to things. We all are. If we were born in marriage marriage itself wouldn't be a big deal. I want people to understand that Thaddeus and I have been in the workings of this for years and now it seems like the perfect time to act. So dont be worried about not going to a reception, or going to see the magical moment, and blah de blah, there will be a time. But right now its right for us. You got questions? Well then ask them. Dont be so judgemental before you get it.
If I could have a dream wedding tomorrow I would, but the fact of the matter is we cant and WE dont want to wait that long. Things have come up that make it a bit more difficult to save up money for the wedding unless we're already married. Haha. I know how that sounds but its true. I think people wouldn't even understand if I explained it to them. Really. I'm stressin' out as is. Please just give me a fuckin' break. I don't need to hear it. If I wanna listen to someone preach I'd be sitting in church right now or upstairs listening to my father.
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