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2009 25 April :: 3.04am
Insight from Batman and Alfred, two of my favorite people.
I want to be more than a man, I want to be a symbol. I want to be uncorruptable and stand for things, do what a hero can't and be the bad guy when it's needed.
I am the bat, the night is mine.
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2009 24 April :: 3.45pm
Well here is another thing to add to the list of things that keep making my life worse..
Mike's daughters mom and step dad are buying the house that I want more than anything so that their welfare kids can rent it from them..
I am super fucking pissed because they knew that I wanted that house, and was trying to get it..
Right now I am beyond super fucking pissed.
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phil-himself
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2009 22 April :: 4.08pm
This is now my desktop picture
 Quickpost this image to Myspace, Digg, Facebook, and others!
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2009 21 April :: 5.54pm
:: Music: Hate my life - Theory of a Deadman
Not sure if it is because of the rain, or the sudden load of shit that has been dumped on me lately, but the song "Hate my life - Theory of a Deadman" is my theme song for the moment.. One verse in particular.
I still hate my job, my boss is a dick
"I don't get paid nearly enough
To put up with all of your shit"
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phil-himself
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2009 21 April :: 5.44pm
you want that mantra?
wanna drink that kool aid?
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2009 21 April :: 2.43pm
Growing up I was never told that cheating was a good or bad thing. I have formed my own opinions on the subject.
But I can't believe she has the audacity to ask me not to be mad at him. I can understand that she wouldn't want my brother to know. But I honestly cannot believe she can ask me not to be mad at him. I may not have a lot of respect for the woman and she has done somf pretty questionable things in her life but I figured she'd make things right by not forgiving someone for doing the same thing she has done to every guy she has been with.
Makes me sick.
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2009 20 April :: 10.55pm
So right now out of all the things that were bugging me the only thing left is how emotionally disconnected I feel from my family. Well, I guess you can add friends to that too.
I feel like everyone is against me. Sometimes when I spend time with my family I feel like they aren't even my family and it is a horrible feeling.
Will it ever go away?
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2009 20 April :: 10.15pm
:: Music: Plug in Baby - Muse
I'm ready to consume.
Soooooooo, promotions are stressful as shit... No surprise there though.
Holy shit though, did not realize that I have been single for a year pretty much now. Man, time flies when you work third shift and have good friends.
Though living at home is a bit of a drag, the lack of bills is pretty badass.
Band stuff - Going pretty good. Josh and Scott want to start a band with me and Jimmy, Rabbit Hat Habitat. Kinda fun ridiculous music, with a hint of country.
Oh anywho, been really chilled lately, which is a nice change. Though I think you can tell that I'm still as scatterbrained as always. Nothing wrong with that, though when I'm trying to tell the servers what it is exactly I want them to do.
I do so enjoy being artistic again.
I love Kingdom Hearts II and Fire Emblem.
Oh I was told I was going to hell for smoking a cigarette that had, "I AM GOD. Forever", written on it. Oh I savored that.
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2009 20 April :: 6.07pm
High-Strung
Today hasnt been a proud one.
See this girl? The one of dreams and ambition?
I tore her down.
Made a mockary of her.
Fed her the shit that's been on my shoulders.
As our grandparents pass I take care of the family. I cook, clean, monitor pill consumption, and talk to doctors. I travel far out of my way every day and stay into all hours of the night to make sure mee-ma is comfortable and safe. Before I leave the house I lock every door and window, then travel down the cellar and lock the door from the inside and out. Once home I deal with the struggle of being an ansomiac, tossing and turning laying in bed in the dark staring upwards wishing to sleep before my alarm goes off, then once I feel as if I'm asleep the alarm clock rings. I've only been asleep for 25min. looks like I'm missing school again today.
I try to keep a positive outlook. Keep everyone happy. But sometimes she can be so pissy and tries to bring everyone else down, so I stay positive until she does something so incredibly stupid that I can hardly take it and today the devil came out of me.
I told her how consumed in herself she was. How she is so far down into her own web of self pitty that she doesn't realize what everyone else is doing and what a burden it is for her when we ask anything of her. How when someone is taking on a full time job, parenting, taking on a cancer pacient can really be stressful and when she plays in our sisterly drama into everything it could possibly be a breaking point.
I heard her cry
and though I care
I think she needed to hear what I said
but it didn't need to be like that.
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2009 17 April :: 11.30pm
Hello
There hasn't been much to say lately, nothing that hasn't already happenned again and agian.
I've been stuck in the same ol' rituals
Get up
Miss school
Go to my grandmothers
Do laundry
Make sure gram takes her pills and checks her blood sugar
go home
Realize that I may not be around Michigan for much longer
Get upset with Thaddeus for being a complete mind fuck
Make up
go to bed
Oooh! Does anyone know where I can get my camera lense fixed? And how much it may cost? I'm going crazy with my zoom lense, its good for landscape but I really would like some options.
I'd really appreciate some feedback. Thanks
yeah...gay post ey?
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2009 17 April :: 11.50am
Things are better already..
It took them forever to get my check thing situated and really it didnt get situated but whatever..
The owner of the company gave me cash.. Went to the bank, withdrew money and said "here you go, when you get your check in the mail just cash it, and give me back the same amount I just gave you."
Because my check went to my old address it will take up to a week for the tranfer of address to go through or whatever..
Yay!
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2009 16 April :: 7.39pm
Things in my life couldn't be any more crappy..
I have a bitch trying to aggravate me to leave Mike, because she thinks I am not qualified to take care of her sister..
I want to buy a house, but that is not going the way I had planned..
I barely have credit, so I can't get a loan, they want me to get a credit card, but I can't get a credit card because I barely have credit..
I didn't get my paycheck today, and who knows when I will get one..
Apparently it got mailed out, or so they think, they aren't really sure.. My check NEVER gets mailed out..
So I have to wait until tomorrow to see if I get it..
But here is the real kicker, they asked me to verify my address, and they only have my old address on file.. So my check was sent to that address.. Delaying it just a couple of more days..
I asked them to re-issue me a new one and void the one they sent out..
But their response was "we have to wait and see if you get it"
Leaving me to wait until fucking MONDAY to see if I get a check and if I don't then they will re-issue me a new one, and have someone from Owosso drop it off at work for me..
Fucking A.. Not to mention, my boss and I have been going rounds all week because he is a fucking moron..
So I right now, I am ready to just quit life. I want to cry, curl up in a ball and sleep for like a month..
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phil-himself
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2009 16 April :: 7.52am
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2009 14 April :: 2.27pm
I just watched Fight Club for the first time.
What.
The.
Fuck.
Kelly made me watch it, and then demanded that I write a review and send it to him.
That was my review.
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