love me or hate me its all the same

:: 2006 25 May :: 9.56pm
:: Music: Joyride

So I came to a conclusion today...

I have ADHD

yup...

!

:: 2006 25 May :: 5.39pm

poop...

:: 2006 24 May :: 9.38pm

So yeah.

i'll have my 40 hours this week in by noon tomorrow morning.

yesterday i worked from 6:45 to 9:23.
yeah thats right, 6:45 A.M. till 9:23 P.M.
almost 15 hours.
I love the work though.

:: 2006 24 May :: 5.57pm
:: Music: The Adventure - Angels and Airwaves

fuck this shit...!
Well today was a little gay. For no reason really. but yeah, no reason to make it awesome either. I cant wait till school is out. I'm so sick of being tired and exhausted. I have to go to my niece's preschool graduation tonight so that should be adorable because she's the cutest thing on earth. Yeah...well yeah...lol. I dont know what to say. There's nothing really awesome going on in my life right now because I'm super boring and have no life really. I can not wait until X-3!! YAY!!! I'm so fucking pumped! I'm going by monday no matter what. Even if I have to go by myself, I really dont care! Because I will if I have to!

Damn my neck hurts...

Well three day weekend and then 2 days of school and then summer! yay! excited...! woo!

Welp, catch you cats on the flip side I suppose...

Adios!

moomoo

:: 2006 23 May :: 6.36pm

No more school woohu. I'm so happy for no more school. I quit my job but she already called me and wanted me back. So I start back again on Wednesday. Crazy how things have been going lately. I'm so happy its finally summer. Now all I need to do is get a summer tan.

:: 2006 23 May :: 6.32pm

Good news: I do not have cancer.
Bad news: I am in desperate need of new tires for my car.

:: 2006 23 May :: 3.16pm

Holy Shit...!
I'm so fucking tired. I dont even know why. I wish I had more absences left so I could have just skipped today and slept in, BUT...I dont! I have only 2 detentions to serve this time though because I only have 11 in first hour. so yeah..that's only 2. and then I have 9 in 2nd hour, like 4 in 5th hour and then 3 in 3rd, 4th, and 6th. lol. I really need to stop that. I dont know, I just dread coming to school this year. I really dont know why. It's not like I took any super hard classes or anything. I just dont like it. I think I'm getting lazier and lazier by the day. I could probably go to bed right now and just call it a night but I cant do that because I have to finish my anatomy/phys. project on OCD that is due tomorrow. and I have to present it and everything and I just started looking information up yesterday. I guess I should have started a few weeks ago when I found out about the project but...oh well. It's the end of the year, you cant expect the best out of me right now.

Yeah, 4 more day left. I cant wait. I love summer, I love swimming, and sleeping. And oh! Eating too! Eating if probably my favorite. Cause I love food! I love food a whole hell of a lot. It's the best thing on earth. lol!

25 more days until my birthday. It's my golden birthday! yay! 17 on the 17th! It'll be the best! Hopefully something cool and exciting will happen cause that would rock.

Brixon is coming back for a few weeks. He should be here either Friday or Saturday. I'm so excited! I miss him so much. One of the best friends I will ever have right there and I can not wait for all the fun we'll be having. We're going to go on so many dates and we're going to go to skelletones a few nights and junk. It's just going to be magnificent! He's going to stay with Corbin the whole time here so I'll get to hang out with my Corbinator a bunch too which rocks because I miss him too. Too bad his dumbass got expelled. What a fucking idiot....

So yeah, things should be going pretty awesome here pretty quick!

a year and 4 days left of high school for me. Holy shit...I have no idea what I'm going to do with my life. That's terrible. I'm so scared yet so relieved at the same time...

Welp that's enough of me for now...BYE!! =)

:: 2006 23 May :: 12.45pm

45 Minutes until I get my biopsy results back.
I'm a little nervous.
But that is expected when you have a biospy.

And I've decided that I want to grow old with Mike, marry him, and have kids with him.

1 will hate me | will you love or hate

:: 2006 23 May :: 4.08am

so yeah, yesterday at work was awsome.

clocked in at 6:15, Clocked out at 5:19
11 hours and 4 minutes.

I learn ALOT yesterday.
worked my ass off.

I have my own machine now, its a Cat 950G loader, 7,200 hours on the clock wich isn't alot at all but the thing is beat, it has 1 door on the cab, fenders are way fucked up, the tranny fluid was way way low, the lights some are busted.

but i learned to operate it, i like it alot.

:: 2006 22 May :: 9.52pm

What a day...

?

:: 2006 22 May :: 3.31pm

yup...

i dont know...

I really cant keep doing this to myself. It's just really not cool. It's not too fair to me.

I dont know...

oh well I guess. I'll get over it.

This weekend was fun all in all. I just still need to grow up, grow some sort of a back bone...or a brain, that might help, and just learn to say "No" because I feel kinda bad about myself sometimes. I feel like a bad person...

welp, might not be going to the tattoo parties much anymore...I'm not allowed to anything there. lol! damn you james!

bye....!

6 will hate me | will you love or hate

joeydomina

:: 2006 22 May :: 9.01am

Clarify
Ok I am going to clarify the cell phone thing more easily.

I can take any song from any cd that either you or I have and edit it or put it in whole onto your cell phone by use of a usb data transfer cable. I need the specific data transfer cable for your phone so that would be all that U would pay for or I would pay for it and you pay me a few bucks or just a reimbursment but either way a much better deal because the few bucks you would pay me would be a one time payment. you can do this anytime you want as long as i'm available which shouldnt be any problem. I wont charge but once and just enough to pay for the cable. besides that there are no other charges. i enjoy doing it far to much to charge for it besides the data cable. so if you want anything transfered off of any phones onto a new one or anything put on your new one let me know. I can also put any images on your cell phone no matter the size.

thanks to all who are interested.
Joey

:: 2006 21 May :: 11.09pm
:: Mood: Exhausted
:: Music: Ridin' Dirty ~ Chamillionaire

Cuttlerville cops are total bitches.
I love my boyfriend so much.
After last night, I love him so much more.
I am finally doubt free.
And I trust him completely.
I could totally pull off the Uni-Bomber look.
Shit, I look 8 times better than him.
I don't hate my car that much anymore.
It can keep up with a crotch rocket pretty damn good.

:: 2006 21 May :: 7.27pm

i now have 2 running driving cars.

tonight i took the cutlass for a spin around the neighbor hood, It seems to be fast, coming around the 8th street and pear corner i stepped on it and layed some black marks. it was sweet.

7 will hate me | will you love or hate

joeydomina

:: 2006 20 May :: 11.44pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: you're beautiful - james blunt

9 months
Jess and I have been going out for 9 months unofficially which I totally didnt celebrate with her today so I have to make it up to her. I will do my best at it.

With all my love

In other news i know how to set-up cell phones and transfer ringtones and such so if you have a few bucks or something let me know cuz i totally pwn people on doing that kind of stuff. what now bizzitches

:: 2006 19 May :: 2.54pm
:: Mood: excited but not because i have to go to work befor
:: Music: Beautiful Girl - Poe

My soon to be awesome weekend!
Welp, I've gotta work from 4 till 10 tonight...without Mindy mind you! lol (fuck!) Then it's off to James' barn for an awesome night of fun. yup...that's pretty much my plans for tonight, and then tomorrow we're probably sleeping till Sonia's grad party then I probably have to work on Sunday because that's just how lucky I am or something, I dont know...welp, yup! That's what's going on I assume. So yeah, either see ya there (where ever "There" may be...) or not see you at all! Your choice! lol!

6 will hate me | will you love or hate

:: 2006 18 May :: 6.49pm

Yeah, so it'd be wicked cool if anyone wanted to go to warped tour with me this summer...lol!

Tickets are about 20 dollors right now as we speak...!

Think about it...

:: 2006 18 May :: 5.50pm
:: Music: Daughters - John Mayer

I'm a bitch...oh well...*shrugs*
There's just something inside of me. Just eating me alive. I don't really know what it is either. It's kinda weird I guess. It's strange, I'll feel all happy and junk one minute and then the next I'll be sad and depressed. I don't even know what I have to be sad about. It bothers me. I wish I wasn't like this and I wish it would go away, but I don't know how to get read of it. I really wish I did though. I've been acting so weird lately. Just little things are annoying me. Like, I dont know. Someone looked at me funny today and it just pissed me off completely. I cant fucking stand Lauren. I've been so mean. I don't like being mean either. I really want to try to stop hating people, and to stop holding grudges. It's just not nice and I feel bad sometimes. I think it would make me a better person if I just got read of those nasty little habbits that I have. Habbits was the only word that came to my mind to discribe them. I dont know. I just know I'm not too nice of a person and I really should start being a little nicer. I guess it's just something else I need to work on. Good qualities that I should have to have people not hate me. lol.

1 will hate me | will you love or hate

:: 2006 18 May :: 3.18pm

yet again, i have a new job.
this time its at wolverine redi-mix doing bitch work.
the pay.... is great
$11/hour to start with, if i bust my ass the first week the boss says he'd bump me up to $12/hour.
lots of hours too.

:: 2006 18 May :: 2.55pm

damnit! I wish there was something to do today...

I think I have drum lessons at 7 or something..fuck!

If anyone wants to be cool and hang out till then you can call me lol

yup...

:: 2006 18 May :: 11.50am

I hate being my mothers slave.
I hate having to do laundry twice a week.
I hate being unemployed.
I hate this crappy weather. If it's going to rain, STORM DAMNIT!
I hate sleeping alone at night.
I hate when my face breaks out, I'm bloated, my body hurts and all I feel like doing is crying.

I love Mike, my friends, family, and the fact that I have my own place to live, that I worked for.
Something about that, just makes me feel like I have actually accomplished something in my life.

My sister and my brother-in-law will be up Memorial weekend. I am excited about that. I love my sister, and miss her.

Well this is all for now, until I can think of something else important or worth typing.

:: 2006 18 May :: 1.42am

so i'm bored, sitting here, reading tuckermax.com
some funny shit i tell you what.

:: 2006 17 May :: 9.44pm
:: Music: sceaming infidellities - dashboard confessional

I just remembered something...my birth is in exactly one month! =) yay! 17 on the 17th! Golden birthday! We should get trashed...! lol!

:: 2006 17 May :: 5.07pm

so yeah, about looking for a car.
I found one
an '84 pontiac 6000
I paied $25 for it., 101k on the clock, 151 iron duke for the motor.
needs the torq converter lockup sensor unplugged and a battery and some gas.

and a valvecover gasket.

:: 2006 17 May :: 4.11pm
:: Mood: errged!
:: Music: Let It Be - The Beatles

Grow up damnit!
Well I just got off the phone with my sister Janis, and we were talking about college and whatnot. Come to find out you cant apply for financial aid if your parents dont do there taxes...well...my dumbass parents sat there and told me to apply for financial aid and they DO NOT do their taxes...! Now how fucking stupid can you possibly be. I mean, I know I didn't know that, but I dont do taxes. They on the other hand do. And if you do taxes (or in their case NOT do taxes) shouldn't you know everything about it and what happens when you do or do not do them? I'd imagine so. Just think if I were to sign up for financial aid with out knowing that, I could have gotten them into so much trouble. Now, I'm not one to be really sympathedic as most know, but they are my parents and I love them and whatnot. I dont want anything extremely bad to happen to them. But I kinda with the whole saying "What you get is what you deserve". I dont want anything to happen to them, but if they get caught and come crying to me, I might just have to blert out a few "I told ya so"'s or something. Because, that's really stupid. I mean you'd think after 45-55 years of living, you'd decide sooner or later that it's time to grow up. Take life to the next level and just be a tid bit more mature. I mean, I'm almost 17 and I'm starting to realize this with it being our seniors' last day and all, I realize that I'm going to be a senior soon and I'm going to have to start applying to colleges and all and that I just have to get my act together here. I've gotta just stop skipping class and stop procrastnating and all. And I'm still young, my parents have had all of their lives to realize this BUT...they still haven't grown up. Sometimes I wonder if they think they are still young and invinsible...welp, they're not!