love me or hate me its all the same

6 will hate me | will you love or hate

:: 2006 20 March :: 3.38pm

Conversation with my dad
Me: Can I borrow $5,000?
Me: Well actually, can I have $5,000
Dad: i don't have 5000
Me: I need a boob lift though.
Dad: not
Me: No but seriously. I'm 18 with saggy boobs. Think about my reputation.
Dad: no
Me: Fine, then will you buy me a roll of duct tape.
Dad:it won't help
Me: Bra's don't help either.
Me: Will you pay for a reduction then?
Dad: not this year
Me:For Christmas?
Dad: maybe in a few years
Me: sweet.

tonyp.

:: 2006 20 March :: 11.16am

ok my house phone is now turned off so if you want to get ahold of me call my cell

my cell is 520-1993

14 will hate me | will you love or hate

joeydomina

:: 2006 19 March :: 10.47pm

Alright all well this is a new tattoo i want to get right in the middle of my back. I think it would look cool if it took up the entire back. what do ya'll think. well let me know k
JOey

New Tattoo I Want

joeydomina

:: 2006 19 March :: 9.55pm

Hmmm
I am just so lost Right now. I thought my life was on track but it seems to have taken a turn. for the worst or the better I dont know. I am just gonna have to think about things for awhile i suppose. If anyone has anything they want to do sometime this week let me know.

ttyl,
Joey

5 will hate me | will you love or hate

:: 2006 19 March :: 9.33pm

So this weekend was pretty fun. I worked like usual. I went and hung out with Kelly, Kevin, and Chelsea. We went and played some pool, got some shakes at steak and shake, then just hung out at kevins. Well I leave for Florida the 31st, I cant wait. Sometime next month I need to get my dress for prom. I cant wait, its going to be so much fun.

1 will hate me | will you love or hate

:: 2006 18 March :: 4.17pm

I'm kinda pissed, why is it that she gets to go to a hotel and stay then night and go get spoiled at her cousin's house while i'm at home busting my ass trying to find a better job while working at the one i'm at. Also I havn't had any money in my pocket since i spent my last dollar buying some hamburger last week wednesday.

No hotels, no new clothes, no new shoes, nobody spoiling me, I've got to work for everything i have from now on.

:: 2006 17 March :: 10.08pm

01. [x] on the cheek.
02. [x] on the lips.
03. [x] on their hands or fingers.
04. [X ] in my room.
05. [x] in their room.
06. [x] of the opposite sex.
07. [] of the same sex.
08. [] a little younger than me.
09. [x] a little older than me.
10. [] with black hair.
11. [ ]with curly hair.
12. [ ] blonde hair and blue eyes.
13. [x] with red hair.
14. [x] with straight hair.
15. [x] shorter than me.
16. [] with a lip ring.
17. [x] who i truly love/loved
18. [x] who was drunk.
19. [x] who was high....
20. [x] in the morning.
21. [x] right after waking up.
22. [ X] just before bed.
23. [x] late at night.
24. [x] who i had just met
25. [x] who I really didn't want to kiss.
26. [x] just talking not dating.
27. [X ] on a bed.
28. [] in a graveyard.
29. [x] at school.
30. [x] against a wall
31. [x] at a show. (movies,concert)
32. [ X] at the beach.
33. [] at a concert.
34. [ X] in a pool.
35. [x] who was/is a good friend.
36. [ ] in the rain.( I really want to though)
37. [ ] with a mole on their body
38. [ ] in the shower
39. [x] in a car/taxi/bus.
40. [ X] in the movies.
41. [ ] in a bathroom/laundry room
42. [x] in the dark.
43. [ ] on a roof top.
44. [ ] under water
45. [ ] while driving
46. [] a stranger
47. [ ] more than one person at once....
48. [x] crying
49. [x] goodbye forever
50. [x] when i was drunk.
51. [] who didn't speak english
52. [x] in a hot tub
53. [ ] in an elevator
54. [ X] an ex
55. [ ] last night.
56. [ ] Just today.

:: 2006 17 March :: 1.05pm

this is a must watch.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=49IDp76kjPw

:: 2006 17 March :: 12.51pm

well, lost my job tuesday and i'm picking hours up at howies today and tomorrow

yay me.

joeydomina

:: 2006 17 March :: 8.28am

Well lets see its st. patricks day and i dont know how many people actually know what he did. Well i have been reading more of my martyrs of christianity book and did you know that st. patrick actually wrote the king james version of the bible. he was persecuted because of it yet was also approved by his fellow countrymen. but anyways

i have no green on so what ya'll gonna do about it. ha nothing thats what i thought.

Leo (its st. patty's day so i'm that for today)

:: 2006 16 March :: 11.10pm

Well life is going really good right now. Yesterday was my day off and I took chips swimming. He was so cute, at first he was scared and then after a while he just started swimming. It was so cute. I got pictures if anyone's wants to see. I love him so much. Then I went to Steak and Shake with kelly an Kevin. Which was fun. Then we went to play pool. I'm still really horrible at pool lol. So then I started cheating, cuz you know me. But it was fun. Oh yeah Me and kelly are officially going out now :) Other then that it just work work and more work. I did my internship again, still learning a lot. I'm going to be bummed when there done.. I start my emt ones next weekend. Well talk to you all later.

:: 2006 16 March :: 8.33pm

[x] this is stupid.

:: 2006 16 March :: 8.29pm

Dustyns biggest goal, was to one day walk with God.
He achieved his biggest goal.
And for that, I am proud of him.
He will always be in my heart, and I will truly miss him.

:: 2006 16 March :: 5.17pm

51 baby!
I've kissed...
01. [x] on the cheek.
02. [x] on the lips.
03. [x] on their hands or fingers.
04. [x] in my room.
05. [x] in their room.
06. [x] of the opposite sex.
07. [x] of the same sex.
08. [x] a little younger than me.
09. [x] a little older than me.
10. [x] with black hair.
11. [x]with curly hair.
12. [x] blonde hair and blue eyes.
13. [x] with red hair.
14. [x] with straight hair.
15. [x] shorter than me.
16. [x] with a lip ring.
17. [x] who i truly love/loved
18. [x] who was drunk.
19. [x] who was high....
20. [x] in the morning.
21. [x] right after waking up.
22. [x] just before bed.
23. [x] late at night.
24. [x] who i had just met
25. [x] who I really didn't want to kiss.
26. [x] just talking not dating.
27. [x] on a bed.
28. [ ] in a graveyard.
29. [x] at school.
30. [x] against a wall
31. [x] at a show. (what kind of show?)
32. [x] at the beach.
33. [x] at a concert.
34. [x] in a pool.
35. [x] who was/is a good friend.
36. [x] in the rain.
37. [x] with a mole on their body
38. [x] in the shower
39. [x] in a car/taxi/bus.
40. [x] in the movies.
41. [x] in a bathroom/laundry room
42. [x] in the dark.
43. [ ] on a roof top.
44. [x] under water
45. [x] while driving
46. [x] a stranger
47. [ ] more than one person at once....
48. [x] crying
49. [x] goodbye forever
50. [x] when i was drunk.
51. [ ] who didn't speak english
52. [x] in a hot tub
53. [ ] in an elevator
54. [x] an ex
55. [x] last night.
56. [x] Just today.

3 will hate me | will you love or hate

:: 2006 16 March :: 8.26am

it only gets worse

yesterday box and i were being stupid and drove through the road closed signs on summit, there was a bout a foot of water going through there and it stalled my car out, no biggie right, we get it to dry land and try to turn it over and its hydrolocked (where water gets into the cyilder and the pistons cant compress the water) no biggie right, we'll take it home and pull the plugs out of it and then turn it over, put the plugs back in and it'll fire right up...

we leave it there beth's dad coems and gets us, We go back to my house go put some apps in at belmont construction and do some other shit, My mom gets a call from the courthouse saying a cop was just there and the windows were gone out of my car, i'm pissed now, my dad was yelling at me in the background and shit like this, so a bunch of other uselss stuff happens and we finally get to my car with a trailor at like 11:30, The passanger side window and back passangerside window were shot out with a bb gun, nothing missing at all, i'm just pissed that it happend.

so now i'm jobless, car less, and my dad is pissed at me.
oh and i spent my dollar.

:: 2006 15 March :: 4.40pm
:: Mood: *pessimistic*
:: Music: *automatic flowers - our lady peace*

*the emotional change throughout this is drastic, read with caution and risk of being confused*
I currently lost a good friend of mine. He was also the brother of my ex-boyfriend Shaun. He was the boyfriend to my best friend Katelyn. He was also a co-worker.

When I started dating Brian, Katelyn, Jef, Shaun, Andy, and everyone else that I hung out with from belding, quit talking to me. Except one person. Dustyn would come check on me, to make sure I was doing alright. He always had his way of showing he cared. And I will never forget him.

When I found out he was in the hospital, I started thinking and I haven't stopped since. I keep thinking, why him, what caused this, what if it were me, what if it were another one of my friends, what if it was my brother or sister, what if it was one of my parents, or another family member, what if it was Mike. It made me realize that my relationships with some people, aren't up to par. But on the otherhand, it makes me want to stay away from people so I don't get too close. So I don't create this amazing relationship, only to have them die on me. Dustyns death has had a huge impact on my life. Not only because he was a friend of mine, but because he was such an amazing person with so many goals and dreams. He had more ambition than I have ever dreamt of having.

I'm so scared I'm going to lose all the people who mean so much to me. Right now there is one person in particular, that it would kill me if they died. Its bad enough that when I don't see him, I feel incomplete. When I'm not in his arms, or looking into his eyes or laughing with him, I miss him. The sound of his voice, comforts me. When I look at him, I smile so much and I stare. When my phone rings and the ringer is "U got it bad" by Usher, I get butterflies in my stomach, because it's him. When he sends me a text message and I hear "Photograph", I get this rush through me that makes me so happy. Even when we fight, I'm still happy. I still look at him the same. Everday our relationship grows. Everyday, I fall more in love with him. There are things I am unsure of, and things that aren't clear to me. Yeah, I am scared. But I haven't ever been this sure about my love for someone. When people ask me why I love him, I don't have an answer for them. I can't find the words to describe it. Sometimes I find that to be a bad thing. And I always question myself with "Do I really love him, if I can't find the words to describe it?" But yeah, I really do love him. I would do anything for him. I know I am only 18 years old. I am still quite young, and I have a lot to learn. However you're age does not decide whether or not you love a person. You're wisdom, or knowledge does not decide that.

I see how my sister and Derrick look at each other. You can tell by the way they look at each other, that they are so much in love. They would do anything for each other. I am so happy for the both of them. They are both very lucky to have found each other. And there is no one more perfect for my sister than him. They are so compatible. I am glad he's a part of our family.

Well.... I think I am done....

:: 2006 14 March :: 8.33am

so.... friday, my boss tells me that he'll call me over the weekend to tell me what we're doing on monday, sunday night he calls, tell's me that i have monday and tuesday off because we dont have any work, okay, so i make some plans to go job hunting and such because my boss is a cock.
he calls me up yesterday and asks me to stop by last night to talk about the schedule, he tell's me that he's got a meeting at 5:30 so i decide to show up a bit later, I had to go to my uncles(who lives next door to my boss) so i stop by around 7:30ish, Nobody was home, so i helped my uncle and went home, i get an aleart on my 2way this morning, its my boss asking me where i was last night and the such, i tell him what happened he's like oh... well you've got to be at york creek at 8am. I say to him "hey man, i've already made plans today you cant be doing this to me" and he replies "I guess i'll find somone else then"

and that was the end of our conversation, Here it is 8:38 AM and i'm still not down at the york creek maintence building.

I can't belive this guy tricked me into thinking that he takes care of his employee's and convinced me that he'd be a much better boss than Andrew.... At least when Andrew was my boss and i worked at howies i had fun... I havn't had much fun at all since i've worked for Robert.

So today, i'll continue my plans at finding a better job... I've got to now.

1 will hate me | will you love or hate

tonyp.

:: 2006 13 March :: 7.51pm

when i walk through parts of this house i feel like were moving out. its weird but its great because everything looks soo great in her. im glad my family stoped fighting. my mom might be able to come home from the hospital this weekend, ill probly have to leard how to give her shots which is no big deal, i dont really have a problem with needles i mean thats what i do is work with them, im supprised im not a heiroin (sp) uses.
i miss my friends.

:: 2006 13 March :: 10.40am

so yeah, the boss calls me last night and tells me there isn't enough work for me monday and tuesday so dont come in until wednesday... WTF is this? i'm not a temp. so today, i'm going job hunting, Maybe i'll go back to howies in october when minimum wage is raised to $6.95/hr. but until then, i can't afford it.

3 will hate me | will you love or hate

:: 2006 12 March :: 9.17pm

So this week was a lot of fun. I started my internships this week. Which were pretty awesome. I'm getting lots of experience and its lot of fun. Also meeting new people and learning a lot. Then I worked this week. Then Saturday I went bowling with Kelly, Chelsea, Jessica, Amanda, Sydney, Matt, and I think Katie. It was a lot of Fun. Felt bad for kelly cuz he had to meet my dad. But I don't think he was 2 bad to him. So then I worked all day today. I get wednesday off this week. I work 4-10, mon, tues, thurs,fri, and 10:30-8 sat and sun. Lots of hours this week. So how was everyone elses weekend?

:: 2006 12 March :: 2.49am

Today was my sisters wedding. Supposed to be a good day.
It was a horrible day for me, and several others.
A close friend from high school passed away today.
Dustyn Mogdis. He was currently dating my best friend Katelyn.
He had a brain aneurysm (Sp?). They had him on life support but there was no brain activity. His parents decided to pull the plug, and to donate all of his organs.
I feel horrible. I wish there was something I could do.

:: 2006 11 March :: 8.13am

everyone else posed it, so i thought i would too.

You are a
Social Moderate
(43% permissive)

and an...
Economic Conservative
(80% permissive)

You are best described as a:

Capitalist

Link: The Politics Test on OkCupid Free Online Dating
Also: The OkCupid Dating Persona Test

1 will hate me | will you love or hate

:: 2006 10 March :: 11.48pm

You are a
Social Moderate
(55% permissive)

and an...
Economic Liberal
(38% permissive)

You are best described as a:

Centrist

Link: The Politics Test on Ok Cupid
Also: The OkCupid Dating Persona Test

box

:: 2006 10 March :: 2.47pm

the post office job
A guy goes to the U.S. Post Office to apply for a job.
The interviewer asks him, "Have you been in the service?"

"Yes," he says. "I was in Vietnam for three years."

The interviewer says, "That will give you extra points toward employment," and then asks, "Are you disabled in any way?

The guy says, "Yes...a mortar round exploded near me and blew my testicles off."

The interviewer tells the guy, "O.K. I can hire you right now. The hours are from 8:00 A.M. to 4:00 P.M. You can start tomorrow. Come in at 10:00 A.M."

The guy is puzzled and says, "If the hours are from 8:00 A.M. to 4:00 P.M., then why do you want me to come in at 10:00 A.M.?"

"This is a government job," the interviewer says. "For the first two hours we stand around scratching our balls..no point in you coming in for that."