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2006 26 January :: 9.15am
So my mom isn't too keen on the fact that I got an apartment.
She keeps saying it's senseless and irresponsible.
But how often do I listen to my mom?
Lori said she has dishes and silverware for me.
Christine and Melissa from work have some for me as well.
I'm getting a cedar chest, I think a dresser, and maybe a lazy-boy chair from my dad.
Maybe a microwave too.
I'm getting a coffee table from my moms, and a bed.
I need a couch, dining room table, towels, cleaning stuff, pots and pans, more dishes, and lots of other stuff.
I think I'm making the right choice.
I need a place of my own. It will take some getting use to.
Living alone will be different.
People better come visit me.
A lot of packing needs to be done. I don't want to do it. :(
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2006 25 January :: 10.47pm
shuting house phone off soon if you need me call my cell 1 616 520-1993
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2006 24 January :: 9.38pm
Well work is beginning to get so slow because of winter, which makes it very boring and seems to take forever for time to pass. Next week is spring hill, I'm excited its going to be tons of fun. Things are beginning to pick up and get better. Which is a great feeling.
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2006 24 January :: 5.42pm
NEW TOY!!!
YAY, NEW TOY!!!
fast as shit, i love the trigger job on this gun.
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2006 23 January :: 2.17pm
well my mother has limphoma of the stomic which is bad but not as bad as it could be but she needs to get kemothearapy so everyone wish her luck.
i talked to my friend chris reich who just came back from florida and he told me hes "probably" going to open a tattoo shop because thats what he does and he said if or when he does im getting a job with him as his piercer and eventually a tattoo artist even tho once i get the chance which isent going to be soon im going to open my own as well.
i havent really been doing much of anything except nothing.
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2006 23 January :: 8.01am
Friday at 9 AM I'm signing a lease.
Saturday I'm moving.
So if you have any furniture or anything else you would like to donate... Drop it off at my house in Cedar by friday.
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2006 22 January :: 9.18pm
Well the weekend is already over. I feel like it flew by with all the working and all the extra cleaning I had to do. I guess were having some major inspection soon. I really hate cleaning lol. I did do one thing besides work. I went to go see underworld revolution with David and Chris. It was pretty good, didn't know what it was about at all when I chose it, but there was nothing else playing. I got my letter saying I got into North western. I think I'm going to use the money I get back from my taxes to buy a lab top computer for college. I'm so looking forward to college and not going to school. I only made it to kctc once last week lol. I have to start going more now though, cuz I got my internship deal thing.Well I best get to bed, so I can wake up for kctc tomorrow.
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2006 22 January :: 4.11pm
:: Music: adam's song - blink 182
welp, ddr tonight! (score!) no school tomorrow (double score) yay! life has been nice to me lately... =)
oh yeah...mike called a few nights ago.... =|
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2006 22 January :: 10.38am
Wow. he came to my moms house to see me this morning. I was very surprised. And then he kissed me good-bye and said "i'll call ya later okay babe.. maybe ill come over to your house in Cedar"
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2006 22 January :: 5.36am
I hate it when I sleep all day, and then I'm up all night on my night off.
No one is ever online. I'm always at my moms.
I had a good week until Friday night.
Had high hopes that we were getting back together.
That he wanted to. That he forgave me. That things changed.
Apparently I was wrong. Just like always.
I'm crying on the inside. I'm weak and torn apart.
Maybe I'm over analyzing it all. Maybe I'm looking too far into it.
Doubt it, but maybe.
I finally cracked. I finally broke down enough to where I couldn't pick myself back up.
Where no one could pick me back up.
I hadn't ever cried that much. Nothing has ever hurt that much.
I've never hated myself as much as I did then, and still do now.
I'd give anything to go back and change what happened.
However, I can't and I have to live with my mistake.
Until now, I didn't have any regrets.
I didn't think I'd ever have any regrets.
Once again, I was wrong.
Not surprising though. Considering I'm very rarely right about anything.
I knew it was too good to be true that he was talking to me again.
I tried not to push him. I didn't ask to go over there.
I didn't call him or text him. I didn't speak to him at work unless he came up to me.
I left it all up to him. I let him make the moves.
He wanted me to leave him alone. That was his one request.
So I was doing just that. And he came after me.
I gave him what he wanted. And haven't talked to him since thursday night.
When he came to see me at work when he came to pick up his check because he took the night off.
Today I get to call the lady back on the apartment I looked at just over a week ago.
I'm going to go see my dad for a little while.
Go to Wal-Mart to get a movie or too.
Go home watch it or them, and take a nap.
Then go to work. Be sad. Cry on Jay's shoulder.
Leave work to go to the bank. Pay my cell phone bill.
And repeat the vicious cycle of sleeping, eating, working, and sulking.
Edit: Finally I get a text at 6:06 this morning. Followed by a phone call.
About damn time.
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2006 21 January :: 5.50pm
I need a job, or a life, or something...
Holy crap, just finished Episode number 34 of Sailor Stars. I've been watching since like 9 this morning. All I can say to that is.....Pathetic. But fun! lol. So I have officially finished the entire show. No more episodes. And no more to come i dont believe. Oh well. Time to move on!
P.S. Yes, new icon again, if you can't read the sides, it says "Ville's Milkshake" lol.
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2006 20 January :: 10.15pm
0304 1070 0001 8968 4311
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2006 19 January :: 11.20am
A lot of new things have happened so far this year.
Mike and I broke up the weekend after new years.
Long story that I don't feel like explaining.
He's finally talking to me.
So we're working things out.
I have to have surgery on my knee, March 16th.
I wear contacts.
My mom is trying to get me to move back home, however I refuse.
Uhm, I have a day off this weekend, with nothing to do.
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2006 18 January :: 8.34pm
a bit emotional
i really feel like i havent done such a good job as to being a good friend lately. i feel as if i've drifted away from some of the people i felt i used to be around that made me feel like i couldnt go two days without seeing them. it's quite sad really. i really wish things were like they used to be. me and ari arent close like we used to be. i miss her, i miss her a whole lot. bri too. ha...that girl and i had some good laughs between us. i miss that. i feel like noone really wants anything to do with me anymore. like...i dont know...i felt like that before me and ash became so close that everyone just wanted to be friends with other people and i was like whatever. than me and ash became friends and now they are all mad at that. its just ash is one of the bestest friends i've ever had and i havent had a friendship like that in a while. like sister, ya know? but it makes some people upset to see us together i think. i dont know why....i hate high school drama. i really cant wait until i turn 18 and leave. it really makes me sad. cause i miss all the friends i used to have. like yesterday i was thinking i wanted to call someone but the only people i really ever talked on the phone to on a regular basis was ash, mike, and ari. now me and ari...i dont really know what happened. and then you know that whole mike thing is over, so now it sorta feels like i only have ash. which i am not saying is a bad thing. i love ash to fricken death but still...i would be nice to a few other good friends around when me and ash cant do stuff. and i know i have you guys (mindy, jessica, and eddy) but i mean like tc people...it just sucks. i wish things were....easier...*sighs* but...in the words of Mick Jagger..."You cant always get what you want.."
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2006 18 January :: 2.15pm
well ive applyed at applebees in two differnent locations and at bufflow wild wings and at the outback steak house and im still looking but hopefully ill get a job soon because i need on so i can actually get the things i need. ive been really busy lately and by busy i mean ive been at eDen alot which is alot of fun. jimi if you read this which i think you do sometimes give me a call im sorry i havent called you i lost your number again. my mom is going to have to have surgery so everone wish her luck and keep her in your thoughts, theres something wrong with her stomic so lets say your stomic is the size of a football well she has a mass that makes it about the size of a softball and ofcours im very woried because i love my mom very much.
but if anyone knows of anyplace thats hiring please please let me know.
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2006 17 January :: 4.57pm
:: Mood: Painful
Well, my back isn't getting any better, if anything, it's getting worse. I might have to get a skin graph and some surgery done. we're suing the insurance company and the city of fort myers.. I had a meeting this morning with a lady from the insurance company and we talked about what happened and everything. I wish we could just get this all over with. This incident might just make me rich though. Last night I was really, really fucked up, i had to take these pills and i was puking and i couldnt even walk. I woke up this morning not able to walk or move really. I hope to god I get better soon.
On another note, I guess we're moving to Tennessee in a week or so. I don't really want to but that's what we're doing anyways. Yesterday we just got brand new 4-wheelers and im getting one once we move.
I guess that's about it for now. later.
Brad
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2006 17 January :: 12.26pm
So tomorrow my mom gets to go home finally. She has amazed everyone with her recovery. She is up and walking already, which is really good. She still doesnt have all of her balance and will have to go to therapy 3 times a week. She will not be able to drive or work much if at all for the next several months. So i may be the one running the office till then.
On another good note, work called and they want me back. I can finally start saving money again to fix up one of my vehicles and stuff. Once i have money again i can do a little shopping too.. Im in desperate need of clothes.
Yesterday we got Andy's truck running, but the firing order must have been wrong. we got it to his house and it caught on fire.. It was kinda cool, till andy freaked out and burned himself with a boiling pot of water he pulled off the stove.. lol oh well, guess he wont do that again.
~Always
Chris
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2006 17 January :: 12.03pm
:: Mood: Sad beyond Reason
Bingo Died
To Whom it may concern:
Bingo my beloved car has died.
It saddends me to let you all know this. He gave me a good year.
Well now i have to drive my truck around so good luck noticing me now.....
mwahahahhahaha (thats supposed to be crying noises)
good day,
Joey
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2006 17 January :: 7.03am
ice day, no work today.
boss just called me.
my dad leaves for work at 4:30, he's still at the sand lake exit, he's been waiting for like 2 and a half hours.
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2006 16 January :: 7.01pm
this is my new desktop wallpaper.
its my '70 doge charger painted orange.
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2006 16 January :: 5.19pm
Freakin moron!
Note to self:
You cannot eat ceral with a fork.
also,
Pepsi does not go well with Count Chocula...
Sailor Moon Marathon yay! lol.
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2006 16 January :: 8.25am
So my weekend was okay. I mostly just worked alot. Which I'm going to be doing more of in a half hour. Somtimes I think I'm missing out on things cuz I work so much. But I really do need the money. Espically if I plan on going away for college. I talked to one of my teachers at kctc and she told me that northwestern was a really good school. Plus I could see Tasha everday, more and more everday it seems the better decision. Plus things here are so confusing, I'm not even exactly sure what I want, but I know this isnt it. I feel like screaming with frustration. I wish life could be easier. Well I better go get ready for work.
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2006 15 January :: 9.22pm
Randomness
Clip
The wings that get you high
Just leave them where they lie
And tell yourself
You'll be the death of me
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2006 15 January :: 6.15pm
:: Mood: awesome
:: Music: garbage - #1 crush
FOB
yeah so ticket master called today saying something about how our mailing address isnt the same as our credit card address and i'm like ugh fucking bank keeps saying they fixed that but the didnt. errg! but we're still getting them! my mom really rocks hard core lately, i love it!
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2006 14 January :: 7.46pm
:: Music: the killers - Andy, You're a Star
YAY!!!
guess who got fall out boy tickets?!?! =D WOO FUCKING HOO!!!
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