love me or hate me its all the same

:: 2005 20 December :: 2.12pm

Break has been awesome so far. I guess I have to come home wednesday now, my parents are like freaking out cuz I havent been home in such a long time. What are they going to do when I move out. My brother coming home for christmas, that will be awesome. Both my grampas will be here 2. I was supose to go to this family christmas thing saturday and I completly forgot lol. Oh well, last night I hung out with chelsea. I had so much fun. I love you chelsea. Tommorrow were having a christmas party for work. Chelsea you better come with me lol. Well this is my last day off for the week, so I'm going to make the most of it.

8 will hate me | will you love or hate

:: 2005 20 December :: 1.15am

my grandma barb died at around 11;30 pm.

they pulled the life support off of her.
it was so sudden its not fair. I saw her 2 days ago when i went out there to get the blower motor for AJ's mom. Its not fair... she was healty as hell. its not fucking right!

*sigh*

beth wants to help me out through all of this but i want to do it alone, itsj ust how i deal with things....

shit sucks.... fuck christmas. Bad shit ALWAYS happens around this time.

brad

:: 2005 19 December :: 10.09pm

So I'm back from Key West. It was fun, did some shopping and walking around. saw some crazy fish and the disney cruise ship, which was huge. I didnt get much video because the battery has been dead most of the time. But anyway, everything was nice, the hotel, the food, the ocean, all that good stuff. Tomorrow I get to go to work doing demolitions and construction. Tony and I are heading back to Michigan Thursday night. We'll be back by Friday night. I get to go to my dads for christmas eve and the rest of my family on Christmas.

NEW YEARS PARTY at my apartment. I want to see everyone for the last time before I leave, which will be sooner that I thought. This party will not be a drunkin bum party. I want a nice party with some wine maybe and just a good time to kick off the new year. So if you want to, and you can make it, please come. Call me for details whenever. STACY, I do want you to be there, if you decide not to go, then I will respect your decision.

Well, I think that's all for now. Talk to you all later.

Bradley

7 will hate me | will you love or hate

:: 2005 19 December :: 9.35pm

at the hopital....
My grandmother is on her deathbed, If she does survive she will be a vegtable :(

today i woke up at chris' house in ludington around noonish, i got a phone call from my brother, he told me i had to be home at 3 because the charter guy is coming to fix out internet....

Meanwhile about this time, my grandma barb and uncle dutch were having lunch out at harvard and laughing about somthing.

my uncle went out into the shop, then went to move my grandma's car and he asked where the keys were, she didn't answer so he asked again, still no answer, so he went into her room and found her on her knees like she was trying to get into her bed.... so he help her into her bed and called the ambulance.......

i got a call at about 3 on my way home, i was just passing the landfill in muskegon when tyler beeped me on the 2way and told me i had to call my dad about grandma, it was really importiant.
so i called my dad and he said grandma was in the hospital and i have to hurry home.

I get home and we rush to the hopital, no time to take a shower or anything.

i've been here since about 4:30, most of my dad's side of the family is here. I think were missing his 1/2 brother and thats about it. and some cousins and such.

My grandma is in horriable shape right now, Everyone was crying and such, i tried to hold the tears back but it was too hard....

i dont like this, everyone was in one room, 17 people there and everyone was silent.... it was horriable, i've never ever seen my family like that, i feel so bad for my dad that he is going to lose his mother...

I feel emotionally drained right now and physically drained too....
*sigh* I hate christmas....
bad things always happen.

2 years ago: justin's dad died.
last year: My uncle had to put his dog down. :(
this year: my grandmother has an annurisum.

Who's Your Celebrity Style Twin?

:: 2005 19 December :: 10.05am

Your Celebrity Style Twin is Mischa Barton

Funky, bohemian, and girly.

eddy	:: 2005 18 December :: 11.32pm Quiz Time... Read more.. will you love or hate

eddy	:: 2005 18 December :: 11.17pm :: Music: HIM Sour Mood...... Dark light Come shine in her lost heart tonight And blind All fears that haunt her With your smile Dark Light will you love or hate

joeydomina

:: 2005 18 December :: 11.40am

New Tat
well i got a new tattoo.....its the kingdom come logo for superman.....i really enjoy it.... now i'm evened out i have good and evil on my shoulders so yay go me.....hehe well i gotta go so i'll talk to you all later

peace, JOey

:: 2005 18 December :: 10.33am

Well the break has been alot of fun so far, wish I could remember more of it though lol. Does anyone know for sure if we come back On monday January 2nd or Tuesday January 3rd, b/c it says it our agenda the 3rd but some think its the 2nd. So who knows. Tuesday I'm going to my old school, hopefully to see some people, I cant wait. I havent been home since we had school lol. I think I will be coming home thursday after work lol. Well I will have to make some stops there to see my puppy. Hes so cute. Well today work till 8 and then Jessicas party. I better go get ready for work see ya

rayray

:: 2005 17 December :: 11.22am

Yeah yeah yeah, it's been awhile since I have updated. But that is because well I spend hardly any time on the computer anymore. I have no use for it. I am content with my life. I'm more than content. The boyfriend and I are doing great. Except he doesn't really know how to handle me when it's that time of the month. But in due time he will. He isn't too happy that I'm getting him something for Christmas. I got part of it today, but I want to give it to him already, either that or keep it for myself. hah. He's such a sweetheart though. We were texting each other while we were at work last night and I said something about how I don't know when I will sleep today or tonight because I'll be at my moms most the day, and he has to work tonight, and I have trouble sleeping if he's not there. And he told me that he'd find a way for me to be with him today so that I can get some sleep and so that he can hold me. It was cute. His cell phone bill was paid late so for like a day or two he couldn't call out, and yesterday he sent me a text saying "my phone needs to get turned back on because im sick of not being able to call you" Anyway.. Yeah. We don't love each other. I started drinking again. Not a good idea. Bad things always happen.

I brought my laundry with me to my moms. 2 over flowing laundry baskets full of dirty clothes. There is like 3 loads just in sweatshirts. Go me!

I miss him already. I'm such a sappy little bitch. Anyway. Time to go tend to my laundry.

5 will hate me | will you love or hate

brad

:: 2005 16 December :: 11.57pm
:: Mood: Pondering

The times, they are a changin'
Well, Tony and I are in Florida. The trip was long, tiring, but well worth it. But right now, we're on another vacation, on..vacation. We're on our way to Key West. Chad(uncle) just decided today that we should just lvea tonight and head to key west. We're staying in a hotel right now, its pretty nice. We're going there for two days then heading back to clearwater and doing much more then, this vacation is going to be the best. My uncle was talking to me and I feel that somethings might be changing. He said that he'll send me to school to be a bar tender because Jason and him are starting up a bar and all that. The only thing is.. I'll be moving here. I know that it kind of prevents any particular events from happening. I cant stop thinking about how much that would change my life. But then I was thinking about my future and it seems that if I take this on, I will never hurt for money, work, happiness, or new things. There are things that make me hesitate, one of them is my cousin, Mike. I really dont want to leave him, but I have a solution in the works. I plan to fly to Michigan once every two months to see everyone and all that. I know this is a pretty heavy change in my life, but I feel that I need this. Nothing is official, I'm thinking about this option right now. If I do it, it'll probably happen within the next month or so.

Anyway, while I'm here, I am going to be earning money, golfing, riding jetskies, fishing, touring the ocean in the new boat with the local dolphins, fuckin around in the Keys, and and filling in the gaps with as much as I can. I want to make this little vacation the best. Starting tomorrow, the rest of our adventure will be video taped on Chads camera. He's going to make dvd copies for us, so that's pretty cool.

I hope ya'll are enjoying your snowy weather, I'll enjoy the white sand beaches and nice weather here :D

Well, I'm sorry if this hurts anyone to read..I'm not out to hurt anyone, just trying to make a real difference in my life.

Later

Bradley

eddy	:: 2005 15 December :: 9.52pm I wil let you, undress me but i warn you, I have thorns like any rose..... will you love or hate

:: 2005 15 December :: 9.28pm

So I got a puppy last night. He is a chocolate lab, hes super cute. We named his chips. I'm looking forward to break a lot, I'm going to have tons of fun, minus all the working.

eddy

:: 2005 15 December :: 9.00pm
:: Music: Jewel - Foolish Games

Yay!
Awwww...I'm sad, I just opened my candy cane and it broke....just like that, fell over like it was nothing. It didnt land on the floor though, thankfully. Anyway, Today was good. :D I went Christmas shopping! I bought a little something for myself too, lol. In case Ari does'nt show, but i might keep it even if she does, lol. Thats mean. Im sorry. I cant wait till Jessica's party!! Yay! Me and her are staying after school tomorrow at her dads and cleaning alllll day. To make it nice for the party. Plus it just needs it. We gave tom a bath yesterday, that was tons of fun! Hes so adorable. lol. And we decorated Harry too! He looks very nice and festive! Bet you guys can't wait to see him! Okay.....Im done now.....

Oh yeah...gotta buy my Snow Ball ticket tomorrow. And Im singing jewel right now and its really fun. Im really bored if you couldnt tell, lol..

3 will hate me | will you love or hate

chelthesmell

:: 2005 15 December :: 7.46pm
:: Music: ja-rule and ashanti - mesmerized

yay! break is day after tomorrow. and tomorrow is the revealing of the secret santas!! yay!! john is going to love his presents! lol! got them at the gas station! i rock hard core! lol! welp...bye!

:: 2005 15 December :: 5.56pm

getting my tank back for $10.
its in alabama right now some guy has it and said he didn't want it because of the nick that was in it, i told him that joe stole it from me and he's all like "tell you what man, gimmie $10 for shipping and its yours" i'm like hell yeah, and went and put money into my paypal to send to him.

box

:: 2005 15 December :: 5.50pm

So im kinda pissed.. well more or less just annoyed.

Work laid me off monday and didnt say for how long. We have been getting slow so i kind of saw it coming.. Thats not so much what annoys me. I just got a call from work.. Joe wants me to work for him monday and tuesday after christmas... Yea thats right.. the day after fucking christmas they want me back..

Tomorrow im headed to the office to talk to them to find out what all this bullshit is about. And to see if im only needed for those two days or if they plan on calling me back fulltime. Expecially since i already started searching for a new job.

:: 2005 15 December :: 12.29am

went paintballing tonight, only me and justin showed up, it was strange, Ashley(the ref that tim always gives shit too) started playing with us twards the end of the night, 2 on me, it was good i guess.
I want an ion now maybe, i dont know, the timmy took a shit again, the gun has never worked right for me.

3 will hate me | will you love or hate

:: 2005 14 December :: 8.58pm

We got chips and cheese tonight!

:: 2005 14 December :: 4.25pm

I got my letter saying I got into Ferris!

:: 2005 14 December :: 12.25am

you know, i think emotion dump is kinda twisted....
but its cool.

:: 2005 13 December :: 10.38pm

i'm way way way fucking pissed off right now.

the fucking indian kid (joe deboer) i loaned him my paintball tank awhile back okay, he said that someone broke into his house and stole it, i saw alex using it one day and said something to him.

and i was looking through joe's posts on AO and i found this
http://www.automags.org/forums/showthread.php?t=180955
that fucking peice of shit tried to sell my tank on AO and i didn't even know about it.

:: 2005 13 December :: 8.51pm

new job.
Well, i've got a new job now, I'll put my 2 weeks in at howies tomorrow.

I start on the 27th of december.

I'll be doing remodeling and stuff. for "Affordiable rennovation"
$8/hour.
40+ hour weeks.

:: 2005 11 December :: 10.25pm

so I guess I'm not getting chips and cheese anymore...........