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chelthesmell

:: 2005 11 December :: 9.44pm

[Marital Status]Single...finally...
[Shoe size]10
[Parents still together]yeah...but they dont want to be
[Siblings]5 - 4 sisters and a brother
[Pets]2 dogs(yellow lab and chowa) and a kitten
FAVORITES
[Color]hot pink and lime green
[Number]32
[Animal] gold fish
[Drinks] kool aid and chocolate milk
[Soda] cherry coke and dr pepper
[Book] romeo and juliet
[Flower] daisys
DO YOU
[Color your hair?] i get high lights a stuff
[Twirl your hair?] yes
[Have tattoos?] no
[Have Piercings?] no
[Cheat on tests/homework?] sometimes homework
[Drink/Smoke?] drink
[Like roller coasters?] no
[Wish you could live somewhere else?] yeah, i miss my old house
[Want more piercings?] yes
[Like cleaning?] no
[Write in cursive or print?] i mix it together
[Own a web cam?] no, we're poor
[Know how to drive?] yeah
[Own a cell phone?] yeah
[Ever get off the damn computer?] yeah
HAVE U EVER
[Been in a fist fight?] no
[Considered a life of crime?] once i thought about it
[Considered being a hooker?] thought about that a few times
[Lied to someone?] yes
[Been in love?] ugh...shut up
[Made out with JUST a friend?] no...well...sorta...
[Been in lust?] yes
[Used someone] no
[Been used?] yeah
[Been cheated on?] sorta
[Kicked someone in the nuts?] yeah
[Stolen anything?] yeah, i stole a candy bar from my sister that she was selling for band...i felt so terrible i gave it back and then my mom bought it for me
[Held a gun] yeah
CURRENTS
[Current clothing] jeans and a hoodie
[Current mood] bored and upset, desperate housewives isnt on...=(
[Current taste] chap stick
[What you currently smell like] my deoterant
[Current hair] straight but pulled back
[Current thing I ought to be doing] ehh...reading or something
[Current cd in stereo] the doors-morrison hotel
[Last book you read] the scarlet letter
[Last movie you saw] like in theatures...the corpse bride
[Last thing you ate] doritoes
[Last person you talked to on the phone] uhh...ari
[Do drugs?] no
[Believe there is life on other planets?] yeah
Remember your first love?] yeah...ugh...
[Still love him/her?] sorta
[Read the newspaper?] yeah
[Have any gay or lesbian friends?] i think
[Believe in miracles?] yeah
[Do well in school?] i try, not lately though...
[Wear hats] yes
[Hate yourself?] somedays
[Have an obsession?] yeah, elvis, desperate housewives, and pizza
[Collect anything?] elvis and marilyn monroe stuff
[Have a best friend?] no, i have an aboso-fricken-lutly awesome friend
[Close friends?] yes
[Like your handwriting?] ehh...
[Care about looks] no...
LOVE LIFE
[First crush] hmm...i think chris arenson in like 1st grade
[First kiss] adam white-6th grade
[Do you believe in love at first sight?] yes
[Do you believe in "the one?"] yes
[Are you a tease?] sometimes i might be
[Too shy to make the first move?] ehh...sometimes
ARE U A
[Daydreamer] yeah, its mainly about sex
[Bitch/Asshole] yeah
[sarcastic] yes
[Angel] maybe
[Devil] no
[Shy] no
[Talkative] most the time...lol

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chelthesmell

:: 2005 11 December :: 8.36pm

so yes, this weekend wasnt too bad. my grades came in, i dont know how i did yet, my mom hasnt showed them to me. i know i'm doing terrible though. i feel like shit...i need to get things together. its terrible. yeah, oh well, i'll think of something i guess...later gaterz...

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chelthesmell

:: 2005 10 December :: 10.52pm
:: Music: cindi lauper - she bop

i'm a whore
well we werent on tv...lol, sadly. the roads were too bad we desided not to go. yeah soo...lalalaaa...i'm bored. nothing to do. the old people want me to beat them in ucure or what ever...yeah right...dumbasses...*rolls eyes* i want alex smith sooo bad! lol!

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eddy

:: 2005 10 December :: 9.07pm
:: Music: Silence

Holy Fuck
I just spun my car. It was on a curve too, not a good thing. I came inches from hitting a telephone pole and a real estate sign pole. Thank God i'm okay though. Just my thumb and another finger hurts from when the air bags popped out. I can't drive it for now either cuz we gotta stick the airbags back in and the front of the car is a little torn up. Just the bumber pretty much, the normal lights are fine, so are the fog lights but they're popped out of the bumber. The people came out of their house and was making sure I was okay and stuff, they said they have like a ton of poeple that that happened to. Its a horrible curve. After my mom and darrell came and we were heading back to the apartment I just kinda started crying. I was so scared that I was gonna get really hurt. When it happened it looked like the telephone pole was gonna smash right into my door. As many things as I missed hitting there tonight, I really do believe in guardian angels. Im sure as hell glad that mine wasn't on a coffee break.....

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eddy

:: 2005 10 December :: 11.59am
:: Mood: frustrated
:: Music: John Mayer - Not Myself

...............


Why were you trembling?.......

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eddy

:: 2005 10 December :: 11.43am
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: John Mayer - 3x5

Yesterday in Amanda Town
Woo. Yesterday was much fun :D No conditioning for one. Then the TC game, and the dance afterwards. I had soooo much fun! Even if no one danced with me :( during slow dances i mean, of course we had our orgy going during the fast songs, lol. Plus, I got to see him. This whole situation just flusterates and confuses me, but I just can't seem to let go completely. Jessica slow danced with Antonio! Haha! He's so funny! Gotta love them foreigners. We also got to see "Lionel" haha! Gotta love them adorable emo kids too. It was soo sad, during the game, I saw Veronica Tawney, and Jessica was with me and we both waved to her and said hi. Then it wasnt until a few moments later that I remembered she really didnt remember who we were. I felt so bad. I can't even imagine what she must be going through right now...

Might be doing something with david today, then have to go to my moms, and staying at Jessica's tonight, cuz her me and mindy are going dress shopping for Snow Ball tomorrow. Can't wait! I still need a date.....who could I ask? Hmmmm.....curse you aerosmith!! But not really, cuz I like them, lol.

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skife

:: 2005 8 December :: 9.38pm

Happy 62nd birthday tooooo...


Jim morrision
RIP




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chelthesmell

:: 2005 8 December :: 9.14pm

EVERYONE WATCH ME ON THE NEWS TOMORROW MORNING!!! WZZM 13!!! YAY!!! TOYS FOR TOTS! HOW FLIPPING EXCITING!!! I'M A ROCKSTAR!

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moomoo

:: 2005 8 December :: 9.12pm

We are gettting new chips and cheese!

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skife

:: 2005 7 December :: 9.28pm

I was watching old motocross videos last night and today, i think i want to buy another bike, how badass would it be to have another 125.

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chelthesmell

:: 2005 6 December :: 8.08pm
:: Music: the jackson 5 - santa claus is coming to town

welp, christmas is on its way. exciting! indeed. i cant wait. its my favorite time of the year. grandpa dadd sent me 20 bucks, so yes! sweetness! i love gifts, and shopping and such...

speaking of gifts, (eddy, jessica, and mindy) we need to plan on when our christmas party is going to be. i think we should have it like a day or two after christmas, or something. whatever day works best for everyone. ash is going to come, i dont know about ari i think she'll come. i'll talk to her. i'll talk to my mom and then i'll call you guys!

love you guys!

happy holidays!!
*CHELSEA!!!*

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eddy

:: 2005 6 December :: 5.17pm

Today
Woo, buddy. Conditioning yesterday nearly killed me. Today wasn't so bad, it was just weight training. Not really looking forward to tomorrow though, more running stuff. Geeze. Had a dentist appt. today. Not important or significant at all, but I thought I would tell you that. Got to use prismacolor markers in art today, soooo much fun! I know not many people would find playing with markers that much fun, but i do, so back off!!! jerks.

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skife

:: 2005 6 December :: 12.36pm

so yeah, i want to play some paintball next wednesday at mayhem, do any of you want to go? I'll drive, i've got room for 3 people and gear.
let me know.

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rayray

:: 2005 5 December :: 8.17am
:: Mood: *lethargic*
:: Music: *burn - three days grace*

*boys just aren't the brightest sometimes*
My weekend was quite eventful. Had to work friday night. At Fairplains where I saw Brian. Almost had to work with him, but I got myself out of that one. Because I am quite the smooth-talking smart ass. I just wasn't good enough to get myself out of working at Fairplains! Went to a surprise party for a guy at work on Saturday afternoon with Mike and Tellie. Then Tellie, Nick and I sat in Tellies room talking about sex for 3 and a half hours, while Mike slept on his couch. During this conversation, we whipped Nick with belts and coat hangers. Seeing what hurt worse. Being hyper and crazy with Tellie reminded me of how Tara and I get. Then we had to go pick Mike up because he ran out of gas on his way to work. And then we drove around for a couple of hours because we had to go to the gas station, then to Mike's car, then take his car to him, then go to Meijer, then go back to Mikes. It sucked because it was snowing. When we got back to Mikes, Tellie cooked me a pizza, and then we did cart-wheels in the living room. Low ceilings and ceiling fans are not my friends. Then we all started drinking. Nick came onto me. But got shot down. He was going to pay tellie and I 4 bucks to make-out. But that was a no go. I called people during my drinking binge. Called T-Bag and made fun of his "crooked remis". Called Fucker while he was at work like 6 times because he told me he had to go. So I called back everytime he hung up. Called Mike while he was at work as well, until he pissed me off. Called Travis and he got mad at me because I started drinking again. He thinks Mike is a bad influence on me. And that is all my phone would allow me to call because well the battery died, and I drank enough to not be smart enough to charge it.

Today I am going to lunch with my mom, grandma, and two of my aunts. Then I might head to Mike's. I'm a little upset with him right now. So maybe I should just spend time at home. However Tellie told me that she'd make me chocolate chip muffins I brought the stuff over today. Anyway time to go shower and what not..

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chelthesmell

:: 2005 4 December :: 10.30pm

welp, this weekend was exceptionally good. saw alex and john alot. i love those too to death. they are soo funny. makes me smile when ever i need it.

mike called the other day. he basically wants me to break it off with him so he can go to spain this week and do what he pleases without feeling sorry when he gets home. those werent his exact words but thats the jist of it all. yeah, i know what you're thinking, what a dick. i thought the same thing. still do. welp, i have quite a bit of laundry to do. later gaters!

$$Chel-Unit$$

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joeydomina

:: 2005 4 December :: 6.35pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: Grand Theft Autumn - Fall Out Boy

Eh
Well let me see....I made a complete and utter humiliating confession of how Jess and My relationship is to her mom and she has yet to talk to me since then...i really am not sure if thats a good sign or a bad one but more than likely its a bad one. I had work tonight and I work tomorrow. I'm supposed to hang out with Brittany tonight but I'm sorry I really dont feel like doing much other than sit on my butt and eat pizza. I also was supposed to hang out with my friend Tom but like I said I dont feel like doing anything. Well I cant think of anyone else that I might have forgotten about so adios muchachos (or however you spell it)

Peace,
Joey

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skife

:: 2005 4 December :: 3.24am

tonight andy box and i went sledding...

we went in the meijer parking lot, it was okay, then we went to vally view elementary in rockford, they have this slide there that is fast as shit to go down. then we ended up trying to go down bridge street (the road itself) it was a little salted and needed more snow, bridge street is the steepest biggest hill in rockford, it would have been fast as shit if we were at the top, AJ if your reading this it was the hill andy went down in the office chair.

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moomoo

:: 2005 3 December :: 6.09pm

So the last couple of days have really sucked. Yesterday I had to put my dog to sleep. It was horrible. I loved her so much. I swear that was the longest hour ever, waiting to take her to the vet. Then Today I locked my keys in the car while it was running. So I had to get the spare ones and I was on alpine. So it made me late for work. So the last couple of days have just been great. Actually the whole week has been pretty shitty. I sure hope next week is better.

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skife

:: 2005 3 December :: 4.58pm

25 hours and 3 minutes of being single and she broke up with me... she calls me crying saying she wants me back....
i say, get your shit together...

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tonyp.

:: 2005 3 December :: 1.42pm

well some time around june or july next year im most likely(theres a small chance that i wont) be moving to chicago with ben and brad, kinda a new start on things in a whole new place and a bunch of oppurtunitues. im getting my tattoo stuff on christmas which means im gona be really busy practicing. im excited about moving but its kinda scary because its my first move on my own but at least i got ben and brad. the reason why were going so chicago is because ben is going to colledge there and its just a good time to start or master plan. but in reality im just going to be starting my life.
if anyone wants any piercings im the place to go people so get ahold of me in anyway posible ok.

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eddy

:: 2005 3 December :: 11.38am
:: Mood: uncomfortable
:: Music: AFI - The Great Disappointment

*Sigh*
Wow, I'm feeling really down and sluggish today. Result of a variety of factors I think. The weather....certain thoughts about certain friends...why it is that no one seems to like being too close to me(emotionally)...caring too much about one certain person when I know I really shouldn't...

I agree with you man.....I wear a mask every day. And i'm beggining to fall for it myself.

.........I am Beutiful......

......and I need a hug *sniff*

......and probably a shower too...

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wildthing

:: 2005 2 December :: 11.31pm

Hey guys whats up!! not much here just talkin to my boyfriend!! WHOM I LOVE TO DEATH, He is sooo Sexy! lol anywho, things are goin good, i'm back at work again unfortunatly but hey its money and the only money i got lol well I dont got much to say LOVE YA'LL
Heather

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box

:: 2005 1 December :: 6.27pm

I just got my nextel a few days ago. Ill post my number so anyone who wants'needs it can write it down. Feel free to call me.

231-425-7429

2 way - 131*541686*1

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eddy

:: 2005 30 November :: 9.18pm
:: Mood: FUN!
:: Music: HIM

The Funeral of Hearts
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That's such a beutiful song. I love the video as well =) you should check it out!

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eddy

:: 2005 30 November :: 5.35pm
:: Music: HIM

Join Me

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Haha, that song makes me sound really emo lol. I'm not I swear, I just really like the song, and the video effing rocks too. I think they actually say "would you die tonight..." rather than "won't you..." I dunno. :) Got my hair cut 2 days ago :D i like it! yay!

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