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2005 3 November :: 7.49pm
so yeah, i've got a leak in the brake system.... there is no fluid in the master cylinder and the brakes are squishy as poo...
i'm angry.
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2005 3 November :: 4.05pm
:: Music: falloutboy-out lawyer made us change the name of this song so we wouldnt get sued
today was a whole lot better than the last few days have been. like i smiled alot today. it felt good. i sorta didnt let anything bother me. might have been a bitch a time or two but its ok with me. im sick of being nice and not getting any nice-ness in return. im sick of worrying about other people and no one worrying about me. pisses me right off. but oh well. this weekend should be fun. so far i dont have to work at all this saturday, lets hope it stays that way.
the kitties names are back to Elvis and Pink Floyd. its only natural. yay! makes me smile =)
HOPEFULLY im going to the fall out boy concert! i cant wait! i have the best boyfriend!
tomorrow we're chairing in band and yeah...i need to practice so i dont get last chair lol. that would suck dick! lol!
welp...im off!
tata!
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2005 3 November :: 3.19pm
My woohu Journal is official 3 years old today. wow have I changed since the 1st entry.
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2005 1 November :: 8.18pm
i need a job
a real job
im really not getting the money i need to work at michels so i think im just gona give up on her cause really shell just hold me back. im just gona get a job and save up for the shop and get my tattoo equiptmen to i can start making some money.
i have tons of people who already want me to do stuff for them which is pretty neat (the preasure is on, i have to get good or else i let everyone down) but im really excited.
i need to find things to do to keep my mind off of things and i think im doing pretty good at that but i bet i could try a little harder. i need a new car to, wow i need alot of things and i think i need to stop bitching, mabye thats why no one every says anything.
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2005 1 November :: 9.27pm
woke up today, so depressed. just went back to bed. didnt get to school until lunch. and i didnt talk to anyone. i was sitting alone by myself for awhile, then my friends brook and lacey came up and sat with me. made me feel a little better. brook knew something was wrong. she said she could see it in my eyes. she could tell that i was crying earlier and that i was upset and such. and i was like great...lol. but yeah, my day sucked. i was sad all day until poms practice. that made me smile. i have fun people. i like it. my mom is really worried about me. i think she thinks im going to like kill myself or something but im not going to. i miss mike. i dont know...i feel so...shity. i hate it. i had to like drag myself out of bed and it was like 10 30 or something. i needed to go though cause i needed to go to poms. we only have lik 5 practices left till our first compitition. im soo nervous! beyond belief! its in-fricken-sane! i dont know how to control my emotions and everything. it sucks. i feel like crying. i went into the bathroom to take a shower this morning and i sat on the toilet, looked at my kittens, and just started bawling. i didnt know what was wrong. all i know is, it hurts. hurts like hell. like i have a broken heart for no reason. i dont like. my mom is being a bitch though. im sick of it. she doesnt realize...errg how easily pissed i get now
ugh...bye!
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2005 1 November :: 4.30pm
So today I guess was okay, I was kind of having a emotional day to start off with for some reason. I have no idea why, it was so annoying. Like I cryed cuz I mad a sandwich and we were out of cheese. I dont know what is wrong with me, that is such a dumb reason. I keep trying to get happy, cuz I know being down all the time isnt going to do anything. But it seems like the harder I try, the harder it is. Does that make any sense. I think I just need to have some fun and forget about everything.
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2005 31 October :: 9.48pm
:: Mood: bummed out
bums me out
welp, good halloween i guess. except for the school part. i swear, our school is full of so much drama people have drama coming out of their asses. i found out today, my friends arent really my friends. they all talk about me and ash and there are reasons i guess why they dont want to have anything to do with us. i've desided...fuck them! i dont need any of them. i got ash, mike, jarred, mariano and you guys! i hate this. i really cant wait until im not forced to see theses people again in my life. i hate this, i hate them. fuck it all...fuck them all....i hope they choke on their candy...=(
ruins my day....*tear*
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2005 31 October :: 9.11am
Mike bought me 2 dozen yellow roses with orange tips on saturday.
He spoils me. Tonight we are going out to dinner. He told me he would take me anywhere that I want to go. And I chose taco bell. Of course. But thats just how I am. He treats me good. I work at the Cedar Street plant now. And thats where he works. Last night he was giving someone a break and he saw me across the way, and blew me a kiss. Then sent me a text message saying "You're so beautiful". It was cute.
He's 24. Has a 7 year old daughter. We'll see how things go. I cannot wait until tonight.
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2005 30 October :: 7.21pm
:: Music: C'mon Baby- wakefield
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRAVID DAVID!!!
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2005 30 October :: 1.39pm
So this weekend was pretty good. Even though I really didnt do anything. I had to work everday, which sucks. I get to work on monday and we get to dress up for halloween so thats kinda cool. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAVID! and he thought know one would remember. Well today I'm going to see the saw 2,then were going to get something to eat. Then tommorrow its back to another week of school. I cant wait to be done. Still need to figure out what I want to do afterwards though.
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2005 29 October :: 8.36pm
:: Music: staind - right here waiting
welp things have been ok lately. not too bad, not too good. was going to go to mindys and party with her tonight but mom said no cause i have to work in the morning. might be a good idea i suppose...who knows.
i was suppose to go to fremont with ashley last night and we were going to hang out and go to the haunting and such but my mom said she didnt want me driving that far because my car is a peice of shit. it was upsetting. i really wanted to go. i miss him. he misses me. it blows...i tried calling but no one answered. i'll call back later.
in other news...i got two kitties! =) they are soo cute! i named them Elvis and Pink Floyd and they are both girls but my mom and ash were all like they need girl names cause its confusing and yada yada yada...and i was like ugh! fine! so i named them Yoko Ono and Persilla but then i changed my mind and i named them Marilyn and Audree after Marilyn Monroe and Audree Hepburn. i like it..but not as much as i like Pink Floyd and Elvis...=( those were some good ones. dang them all!
welp yeah...i suppose i'll be going now.
later gaters!!
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2005 29 October :: 7.51pm
Look at me,
My depth perception must be off again,
Cuz this hurts much deeper than i thought it did.
It has not healed with time,
It just shot down my spine
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Ehhhh......sunnova bitch....mo fo....ass fucker.....shit faced cock master.....
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2005 29 October :: 6.22pm
:: Music: OMG....The fricken Backstreet Boys
ERGH!
Dangit that boy! Gah! Hes really bad at calling when he says hes gonna. I was sposed to go visit him today, but he didnt call me yet >.>
Oh yeah!! Senior pictures for me today!! Im so exausted now. I could take a nap. Or two. Im sooo effing bored!!! Somebody do something with me today!!! or tomorrow!!! I have no idea what im doing for Halloween either. I hope I do something. It would be sad if I did nothing for Halloween. *sigh*
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2005 28 October :: 9.46pm
Well things went a lot better today, not that it took much. But its the little things that really counted today.
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2005 28 October :: 10.43am
well this weekend is all fucked up , i have no clue whats going on at all. me and erica are suppose to do something like dinner because its sort of our 3 year anniversery and its also halloween and i dont know what were doing for that either. so i was talking to my buddy ben and he wants me to move out to chicago when he gets out of the mariens and im not sure if i want to, id be away from my friends all the time and my family but... mabye its something i need. i got some more of my chest piece filled in and boy did it hurt!
life right now is freakin crazy and things are hard to hear when they come form someones mouth who is suppose to love you but i guess everything happens for a reason, i just hope i dont lose her after all this is done. i just need to surround myself with happy things, well thats enough for now.
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2005 27 October :: 9.12pm
Just when you think the day cant get worse, it manges 2. Is life even worth it anymore. Everything is getting so old. Starting to wonder if I've screwed up so bad that now I cant go back. So I sit here and cry. Something good needs to happen or I'm going to lose all hope.
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2005 27 October :: 8.21pm
Work Tonight
Well work was actually quite fun and I was told that I should probably go over and work at the geek squad area....quite funny actually....well here's my schedule for this upcoming week...hehe
Sat - 10-4
Sun - 3-7
Wed - 4-10
Thur - 9:15-5:30
Fri - 1-7
yay go me...thats alot of hours hehe
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2005 27 October :: 4.13pm
:: Mood: frustrated
I'm so Frustrated right now. Err, why dont I listen. I'm so mad!!!! I just wanna give up.
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2005 27 October :: 10.31am
So I've done a lot of thinking lately.
Finally got my answers from Brian.
Not sure if it helped at all. Only time will tell.
Travis still doesn't understand why I'm so against drinking and driving. He doesn't want to listen so theres really no point in telling him. A waste really.
For those of you who might care. This is why: I grew up wondering if my mom was ever going to make it home. If she was going to be home in one piece. If I was going to have to go visit her in the hospital or in jail. I was always wondering if she was okay or if she killed someone. I'm not against it because I know of someone who died, or was killed or injured. It may not seem like a big deal, but it is. And I made a promise to myself that I wouldn't be stupid enough to drive drunk. I've never even been in a vehicle while under the influence. Maybe I'm too paranoid. Or maybe I'm just a goody goody or maybe I care too much.
Ack. I wish my sickness would leave. Disappear. Vanish.
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2005 26 October :: 10.43pm
Tongue Twister
A guy with a black eye boards his plane bound for Pittsburgh and sits down in his seat. He immediately notices that the guy next to him also has a black eye.
He says to him, "Hey this is a coincidence: we both have black eyes. Mind if I ask how you got yours?"
So the guy tells him: "Well, it just happened. It was a tongue twister accident, sort of. See, I was at the ticket counter and this gorgeous blonde with the biggest breasts in the world was there. So, instead of saying: I'd like a ticket to Pittsburgh, I said: I'd like a picket to Tittsburgh." "She socked me one."
The first guy responded, "Mine was a tongue twister too."
"I was at the breakfast table and I wanted to say to my wife: Please pour me a bowl of Corn Flakes, but I accidentally said: You ruined my life, you lousy bitch.''
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2005 26 October :: 9.26pm
im going to be Janis Joplin for halloween...=)
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2005 26 October :: 7.43pm
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: Evanescence - My Last Breath
New Sites
Woo! I totally got a Deviant account------> DeviantART!
I got a Myspace too, ------>Myspace!
Oh YEAH! XD
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2005 25 October :: 2.21pm
Grounded
Well all my hun is grounded because she was a couple of minutes late to get her sister...and its all my fault. now i cant finish her costume and i cant go trick or treating with her. it totally sucks. i cant see her after school or after work...well when the heck am i supposed to see her. it totally sucks. i dont know what i'm gonna do without her to talk to. she is my confidant, my one, my only. what can i do to make this a better situation......nothing thats what. god i'm just gonna go and have the crappiest day at work...oh yeah i start work at best buy today...go me....not....
ttyl,
JOey
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2005 25 October :: 7.58am
Travis has a girlfriend. Of 4 years. Her name is Rachel.
Shaun and his girlfriend broke up. I'm supposed to call him.
I have cocoa puffs. And my temp is 96.4.
Randy the tech is no longer my hero. He left without saying good-bye.
Anyone else have interesting, useful news?
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