love me or hate me its all the same

:: 2008 5 July :: 12.29pm

So my power did come back on Thursday. Which I was very grateful for.
I could not live the Amish way. No way, no how.
I got my paper done and turned in on thursday.
I made a little extra money baby-sitting thursday evening.
Last night Mike and I went to watch the fireworks in Crystal with Rich and Sara and their kids.

Now I get to work on another paper that is due friday..
On sleep deprivation and its greatest problem associated with Corrections Officers..
Not as easy as it sounds, trust me.
My professor is a major ass. He's worse than an English teacher when it comes to grading papers.
Oh well. Hopefully I get a good grade on it.

:: 2008 4 July :: 6.51pm

i drank about 6 beers. played eough rockband till my hands bleed.

it was the summer of sixty nine.

:: 2008 3 July :: 10.18am

So I am currently without power and at my dads using his.
I had a paper due today, thankfully I just finished it after 3 hours of straight time working on it. Work was cancelled because they have no power.

The estimated time for when I will get my power back is 11PM SATURDAY EVENING, JULY 5TH 2008..

Seriously, I want to cry.

:: 2008 3 July :: 3.13am

rev·o·lu·tion·ar·y (rv-lsh-nr)
adj.
1.
a. often Revolutionary Relating to or being a revolution: revolutionary war; a museum of the Revolutionary era.
b. Bringing about or supporting a political or social revolution: revolutionary pamphlets.
2. Marked by or resulting in radical change: a revolutionary discovery.
n. pl. rev·o·lu·tion·ar·ies
1. A militant in the struggle for revolution.
2. A supporter of revolutionary principles.

ter·ror·ism Audio Help /ˈtɛrəˌrɪzəm/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[ter-uh-riz-uhm] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation
–noun
1. the use of violence and threats to intimidate or coerce, esp. for political purposes.
2. the state of fear and submission produced by terrorism or terrorization.
3. a terroristic method of governing or of resisting a government.

* Second Amendment – Right to keep and bear arms.

A well regulated Militia, being necessary to the security of a free State, the right of the People to keep and bear Arms, shall not be infringed.

what is "necessary to the security of a free state" ?

who determines when the government has gone to far?, If anyone tries to start a revolution, they are immediately terrorists, and terrorists are bad.

Just some random thoughts before i go to bed.

2 will hate me | will you love or hate

kate

:: 2008 1 July :: 5.01pm
:: Mood: peaceful

July 1st.
I was standing in the Warsaw airport at 6am having gone to bed only two hours earlier. I felt sick from getting food poisoned in Ukraine and everything felt very surreal. Rafael, and Prudence watched quietly, Monika gave me an eiffel tower keychain from her recent trip to Paris, Nella smiled and joked in the discrete way that she does, Britt stood anxiously beside me, and my host mom Danka held an American flag. I was feeling nauseous from the food poisoning, but also the added nerves of leaving the country. Daniela smiled at me warmly and lead me to the bathroom where I threw up. As we walked back to the small crowd, she rubbed my back and mothered me. Minutes passed, Britt and I went through the gate, and a strange calmness came over me as we boarded the plane.

It's been one year since I left Poland and my exchange ended. Today the exchange students after me are coming home. The first time I saw them they were timid but excited to start their own exchange and everything about Poland sounded strange. Then I saw one of them when I visited Warsaw six months ago and she knew better Polish than me.

A year later and I'm sitting on a blue couch with glass sliding doors in front of me watching the Aussie sky turn from day to dusk. I have a beautiful girlfriend, an awesome cat, and I wash dogs for a living. A lot of things can change in a year. A lot of things changed for the year I was in Poland. But right now, things are starting to feel more stable. I have the person I want to spend my life with, we have a place to live, and we're building a savings account. We've got the simple things down; it's just the future that remains unknown. But that's ok.

:: 2008 29 June :: 6.09pm

best drunk dial ever.

talked for 2 hours haha

:: 2008 27 June :: 8.57pm

So there really hasn't been anything exciting going on in my life.
I got my hair cut. About 5 inches of fried hair went away. So it's kind of short, but it feels so good to run my fingers through my hair and not get them stuck in a snarled mess of fried hair.
My sister and Derrick were up all last week. Didnt get to see them as much as I would've liked. But atleast I got to see them.
My sister looks so cute pregnant!!
College is going pretty good. Can't complain.

3 will hate me | will you love or hate

:: 2008 27 June :: 1.30am

okay, got a call today saying i'm not getting the job at keystone because i don't have any prior factory expierence in the past year.

FUCK YOU STAFFING INC.

:: 2008 26 June :: 1.40am

quiet tonight.

:: 2008 25 June :: 1.27pm

scored a job at keystone in greenville

8.85 an hour, whoop-de-do.

figure its going to cost me $10 a day in gas.

1 will hate me | will you love or hate

:: 2008 23 June :: 12.57am

"also dude, Chinamen is not the preferred nomenclature, its asian american"

1 will hate me | will you love or hate

:: 2008 22 June :: 11.24pm

pony's back.

:)

3 will hate me | will you love or hate

:: 2008 19 June :: 12.28am

this just needs to be posted

Toki Wartooth: [Toki and Skwisgaar are grocery shopping] Who is "wal... nuts?"
Skwisgaar Skwigelf: [Skwisgaar surreptitiously throws a box of tampons into Toki's cart] Uh, hey Toki, look inside of your basket.
[his voice barely conceals his amusement]
Skwisgaar Skwigelf: Guess why's you're in such a crappy mood: you have ladies' tampons... unside of it! And you buy them for yourself - go have a conversation with all the ladies and tell them your problems!
Toki Wartooth: YOU lady, Skwisgaar!
Skwisgaar Skwigelf: NO, I'M NOT!

chelthesmell

:: 2008 17 June :: 9.38am

Welp....

Happy Birthday to me...!

=)

11 will hate me | will you love or hate

eddy

:: 2008 16 June :: 7.28pm

Head Over Feet

I had no choice but to hear you
You stated your case time and again
I thought about it

You treat me like I'm a princess
I'm not used to liking that
You ask how my day was

You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

Your love is thick and it swallowed me whole
You're so much braver than I gave you credit for
That's not lip service

You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

You are the bearer of unconditional things
You held your breath and the door for me
Thanks for your patience

You're the best listener that I've ever met
You're my best friend
Best friend with benefits
What took me so long

I've never felt this healthy before
I've never wanted something rational
I am aware now
I am aware now

You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

6 will hate me | will you love or hate

2 will hate me | will you love or hate

:: 2008 15 June :: 2.17pm

Last night was pretty good, besides the train having to stop for an hour and a half to remove a tree from the tracks.

Got home at like 1:30, Dave, ryan, and jenny came and picked me up and we went out to ryan's house, we drank a couple beers and sat by the campfire, everyone was really happy to see me.

I got to bed around 5am, my mom made my bed a few days ago. I can never get the sheets like she can, like really tucked in nice and snug.

I got of the train and the window in the van was down and maddie dog went nuts and was barking at me.

It feels really good to be home, there is no tension here.

eddy	:: 2008 14 June :: 8.20pm You're so gay and you don't even like boys. will you love or hate

:: 2008 14 June :: 2.50pm

I'll be home at 10:30 tonight.

see you guys then.

eddy	:: 2008 13 June :: 11.47am will you love or hate

5 will hate me | will you love or hate

:: 2008 13 June :: 1.16am

the backlight on my LCD on my laptop just took a shit.

So i get on toshiba's websit to lookup warranty info.

it expires 6/12/08
how convenient that the LCD fails 2 hours after the fucking warranty is up.

I'm going to call them tomorrow along with a list of other stuff i have to do.
who knows, maybe something good will come out of the deal.

:: 2008 12 June :: 9.27pm

For all you young'n guys out there, sometimes girls will ask you questions that are strange and out of the blue, just remember

Ignore them.

:: 2008 9 June :: 4.51pm

Okay so for a more indepth update about my birthday festivities..

I'll begin with Friday..

We went over to Rich and Sara's to help Rich put up the pool and we had a cook-out. But it started storming so we just hung out there for awhile. Plus, we were told that Sheridan lost power so we didnt feel like coming home. Then we went to the Brickyard to watch Jimmie DJ.. and that was gay because he was drunk and making a fool out of himself. But that is Jimmie for you.. When we got home about midnight, we still didnt have power.

It finally came back on Saturday morning at like 7. The majority of Saturday was boring until Sara got out of work. Because then Rich, Sara, Mike and I went bowling. Which was a ton of fun. We totally got free drinks and free bowling. Because Rich said he was going to start a tab, and the lady never took his card.. So we said fuck it, we're out of here. And I got some pretty kick ass bowling shoes. Then we finally made our way to the Beer tent in Carson. Made a few drunken phone calls. Got free drinks at the beer tent too. And I actually danced, and Mike let us take pictures of him. So finally after all this time, we finally have a picture of the 2 of us.. but they are crappy ones because I was drunk and looked like hell from the rain.. Anyway, then we went to a party at some guy named Rex's house because it was his birthday too. That was fun for awhile, until I threw up and then we came home.

Even though I was puking drunk, Mike took really good care of me. Which I was very thankful for.

Yesterday was a pretty good day. Had another cook-out over to Rich and Sara's.

I got a really cute outfit from Aeropostale from Mike's daughter. And a pair of blue and green plaid bermuda's from Mike.

Now Im sick and I hate it. :(

:: 2008 8 June :: 8.55pm

My birthday was one of the best ones I have had yet.
Free bowling.
Free Drinks.
Free bowling shoes.
I was trashed.
And my boyfriend took very good care of me.