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2008 24 April :: 9.37pm
New Job
So On May 1st, I start my new Job at Great Lakes Ford of ludington. Pretty awesome ehh?
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2008 23 April :: 10.38pm
okay, so the deal i made with my credit card might not happen.
i was expecting a paycheck today, boss is in chicago and won't be home till friday, fucker forgot to write me a check and now i'm missing a little more than half the money to pay my fucking bill tomorrow.
its a last chance for this. fucking stupid
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2008 23 April :: 7.38pm
andy came over, we got the cutlass running, it breathed its last breath by me, then it ran out of gas.
it made me smile with it running again.
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2008 22 April :: 9.05pm
anyone else find this extremely attractive
http://cgi.ebay.com/ebaymotors/Honda-CB-CB400F-Honda-CB400f-CB400-F-four-supersport-Cafe-racer-1977_W0QQitemZ260232384972QQcmdZViewItem
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2008 21 April :: 9.19pm
Does anyone eat oatmeal and toast?
Now if you do, do you put your oatmeal ON your toast?
Like, do you dip your sliced toast into your oatmeal and eat it?
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2008 21 April :: 8.31am
Put me out because I'm a fucking fire.
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2008 19 April :: 11.32am
You'd think I'd be used to this bullshit.
The feeling like shit because my mom puts rolling cigarettes and shuffle board before me.
Especially when its for something I NEED.
I need her to find her 2006 Tax info.
There isnt a want for it, it is an important need.
I need it for Financial Aid.
I need it to get money for college.
I need it so that i dont have to ask for money elsewhere, and take out loans.
But whatever.
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2008 18 April :: 6.04pm
:: Music: Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis
I didn't go to Ohio.
I stayed home to relax, and do some more self-cleansing.
I visited Katelyn today.
I haven't seen her in a very long time, and I feel as though I have abandoned our friendship.
Financial Aid stuff is cluster-fucked.
I just watched the movie Juno.
I liked it.
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2008 15 April :: 9.35pm
Spending the weekend in Ohio.
I hope it brings some sort of solution to my madness lately.
Doubt it though.
For the moment, the tears have stopped.
The uncomfortable feeling is still there.
Still burdening me.
I feel.. blah.
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2008 15 April :: 7.23pm
I had a dream last night.
Dumbledore made me Lemonade....
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2008 15 April :: 3.49am
Dammit, you're driving me insane. I hate it. ><
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2008 12 April :: 11.48pm
16 games of bowling played so far this week.
3 more tomorrow then i'm done.
http://grgrusbc.org/rslts/yr0708/OpnChmpSngl.htm
i'm ranked 52 our of 600 something in my handicap game from last weekend
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2008 12 April :: 3.13am
:: Mood: still drunk...
My new picture says it all...
Fuck all this bad shit happening to me, i got big titties!
Only way that can bring me down is if they get too big and they just weigh me down or I fall over or something. I dont know.
This shit isn't making sense again.
I think I should call it a night...?
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2008 11 April :: 9.10pm
It's a bit more clear to me now, but I'm still confused.
"Like a fish, sucking a dick!!"
Heh...good times.
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2008 11 April :: 5.36pm
Flight Information - Thursday, May 1, 2008
US Airways
Flight 903
1h 50m, 513 mi
Detroit - Wayne County (DTW)
Detroit, MI
Departs: 10:31 AM
To Charlotte - Douglas Intl (CLT)
Charlotte, NC
Arrives: 12:21 PM
Aircraft
Airbus A319 (Jet)
Economy/Coach Class
US Airways
Flight 1179
2h 47m, 914 mi
Charlotte - Douglas Intl (CLT)
Charlotte, NC
Departs: 1:00 PM
To Houston - Intercontinental (IAH)
Houston, TX
Arrives: 2:47 PM
Aircraft
Boeing 737-400 (Jet)
Economy/Coach Class
yeah... theres kinda no return flight.
good bye mitten.
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2008 11 April :: 4.44pm
So things have been going great. I found out today that I got the 1st shift position. I will be starting in may, so now I will be able to have much more of a life. I'm so excited. Soon Softball will be starting, am gonna try to play on two teams this summer, maybe it will help me lose my 20 pounds lol. But am excited cuz its been forever since I played. I got almost all the classes I wanted for Fall :). This is one of the 1st semster I've gotten a pretty good schedule. I'm moving into my new place hopefully next week. I cant wait to get out of here. I think am finally starting to feel like myself again, getting back to being me. Thanks to everyone that helped me out these last months, while I've been being Ridiculous, never could of made it without you. Really shows how great you all are. I'm so excited to have a normal life again. :)
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2008 11 April :: 4.24pm
I sit. I weap. I wipe away tears. It's how I start my day, and how I end it.
I cry at the drop of a hat.
I know I'm an emotional wreck and that I have some emotional issues I keep throwing in the back of my closet. Hoping that someday they will escape through a crack somewhere.
Sadly, I never know what starts these fits of tears and uncertainty.
Especially when everything in my relationship with Mike is great.
I have a job, and I am enrolled in college.
My bills are paid, and I'm slowly getting caught up.
I really have nothing missing.
However, there is a huge hole.
And that hole that keeps attacking me at moments like these, is hurting me.
This uncomfortable feeling it gives me, is hurting me physically.
I am always tired. My body aches. And I can't find a cure..
I've spent the last few weeks doing a spring cleaning of my thoughts.
So far, I feel as though I worn myself weak, and accomplished nothing.
It's like running on a treadmill.
Right now, I would love to burst into tears, and curl up in bed.
But there are too many things I need to get done.
Anyway..
My dad talked to his girly-friend last night on the phone for 2 hours last night, even though she broke their date for last night.
He is so happy, and giddy. And I love seeing him smile.
I have been waiting for this for years.
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2008 10 April :: 8.51pm
:: Mood: disappointed
So, the worst of the worst happened from this shit. I lost my job today...grrreat...
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2008 10 April :: 2.54am
:: Mood: guilty
#1 Reason why I say that I will not serve any of my friends that are underage!
So I went to serve this table and I saw a girl that I went to school with there. Said Hi to her and junk. Her mom ordered her a drink, I asked her for her ID. She says that she doesn't have it with her and that she recently turned 21. She was in the grade a head of me so I was like her birthday could have fallen around the right time and her mom was there with her so I figured okay, I'll get you a drink. She has 2 drinks her mom has like 4 and then they leave. I get told a while later by the rest of the table that the mom and the daughter got pulled over, the daughter was only 20, and a cop might be coming into the tavern. FUCK! I got questioned by a cop and I could have gotten a fine but the cop said that he wasn't going to press charges against me, BUT he was going to let the liquor commission know what happened and my boss could get fined up to $1000. I'm lucky that this is the first time this has happened to me because I could have gotten in a whole lot of trouble and fired. So I guess the mother is going to jail and the daughter might be too I'm not sure but fuck em, I think they deserve it. They know me, and my parents, and her boyfriend's parents are really good friends with my parents and she fucking looked me in the eye and lied to me. She put my job and my work place at risk because her and her mom wanted to have a good time. Why the hell wouldn't they just buy some booze and drink it at home where they are safe? Why would her mom be so irresponsible to let her do that? Why did I serve her? I dont know...I'm so dissapointed in myself. I might have to testify in court depending on what happens. I am so scared. I'm pissed more than anything. I would understand if I got fined. I honestly think that I deserve because that is a big deal, but for this to happen because of someone who has known me for years! That really hurts. I just cant believe this actually happened. I feel so dumb and ignorant I just dont even know. I really am ashamed and embarrissed.
This is why I will not serve any of you that are underage. Alot of people ask if I can get them drinks if they come in and I wont even do it for my boyfriend. I cant believe I believed this girl. I seriously am carding everyone for now on unless they look like 40 I am carding people. And if someone doesn't have a card, I am not serving them. I fucking learned my lesson.
No drink is worth my job no matter who it is going to.
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2008 9 April :: 2.25pm
:: Mood: sleepy
We finally got internet.
School is almost over. I am so glad for that. I think I'm doing really good in my classes besides math though. But she drops the lowest test and 2 of the lowest 10 pointers so that's awesome.
I decided I am not taking classes this summer. I was going to atleast take a yoga class but I really dont have the money right now. I figure I will just work almost all summer and save my money. My parents are getting taxes figured out so I should have financial aid by the fall and then I will go to school full time and only work when I can. That's the plan for now anyways.
I have to work tonight and I am not looking forward to it. I am so tired. I probably will have to buy a monster without a doubt. I am so sick of work. I feel like I dont go anywhere but school and work all week and it sucks because I barely have anytime with AJ. That's one of the main reasons why I cannot wait for classes to be over with this semester. I feel soo worn out. I just need a good night of sleep. And a night away from school or work.
My neices and my nephew are all coming over to spend the night on Saturday. I am excited. AJ's dealing with it. lol
I need to clean.
I need to shower.
And I'm kind of hungry.
I'm done. bye.
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2008 9 April :: 4.41am
i miss her alot
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2008 8 April :: 4.29pm
So I am still waiting for that student id number.
I called and left a message with the admissions lady..
Being that it is spring break this week, I highly doubt i will get a response this week.
Anyway to go more indepth about the things my last entry contained..
My dad had a date-ish type evening saturday. I am happy for him, and he's happy, and he smiles a lot too.
I spent time with my mom on saturday. We played cards. It was entertaining.
And lastly, Mike's fish.. We had a power surge, and his fish was fried. He swam all weird and retarded like for a couple moments, and then nothing. It was sad.
But now I must shower. Sandpaper dust does not leave a very attractive odor behind. And let me tell you, I would be so very happy if i never had to see sandpaper again.
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2008 8 April :: 9.25am
*sigh* Dammit, look what you've done to me.
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2008 8 April :: 7.41am
erin was here last week, she's amazing.
she left satuday, i'm sad.
I miss her alot.
anywho, i've been up since noon yesterday, i worked from 11pm till about a half hour ago, its sleepy time.
night night
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