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rayray

:: 2007 19 April :: 6.33pm
:: Mood: Happy.
:: Music: If I ain't got you - Alicia Keys

This week has taught me a lot..
A lot has happened this week.
At the beginning of the week most of it was bad and I was truly petrified.
I was close to losing the best thing in my life right now.
I had several anxiety attacks.
But I quickly learned how to get him to open up.
I was finally able to get him to talk to me.
We are a lot happier.

In other news, my sister and brother-in-law are coming up this weekend.
I am excited to see them.

Things in my life are going rather well.
Other than I am laid off for another week.
So I do not return to work until April 30th.
Which totally sucks, but right now quality time is needed.

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skife

:: 2007 19 April :: 12.54am

so yeah, had a physical the other day.

some old guy was playing with my balls.

sad part is that it was the most action i've gotten in 6 months.
hahahaha.

(edit) you niggers need to get online so i have somoene to talk to.

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chelthesmell

:: 2007 17 April :: 9.27am

Graduation is in only one month.
My birthday, exactly two months.
So excited.
Cant wait to get out of here.

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rayray

:: 2007 16 April :: 5.11pm

A lot of bad things have happened today.
None of which I care to discuss openly to everyone.
I got my hair cut today.
I think its too short.
It was supposed to be just a trim.
Anyway.. I have nothing really important to say.
Oh, my sister got a new puppy.
Her name is Belle. And she is either a lab/boxer mix or a shepard/pitbull mix.
She's cute!

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eddy

:: 2007 15 April :: 3.26am

Great Success!


Expert Delivering Delights and Yeses


Get Your Sexy Name



That's funny. XD

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eddy

:: 2007 14 April :: 4.42am

So very tired...
W00t.

New journal look. Check it out. =]

Plus, I'm proud to say, I made my own icon ^^

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skife

:: 2007 13 April :: 11.33am

i totally didn't expect to end up where i did last night.

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rayray

:: 2007 12 April :: 6.02pm

So I had a terrible morning.
I had this bad feeling when I woke up this morning.
I knew that for some reason I wasn't supposed to go to work this morning, but I went anyway because I'm stupid.
On my way to work, I don't know why other than maybe Im slightly not all there, I took County Farm road.
Mind you, County farm has like 6 curves, and they aren't small either.
Well I became friends with a ditch.
And almost some trees.
I did a few 360's.
And sat there as I shook extremely bad and tried not to cry my little eyes out while I called Mike and said "hey call someone with a truck to come pull me out of this HUGE ditch"
And so who does he get to come get me and take me to work so that he can come get the car out when he gets out of work, Paula, his daughters mother.
If that didn't make the situation worse enough, I lost a contact somewhere between my car and getting into hers.
So I had to go the entire day wearing one contact.
Also, I had to take a blueprint/metrology test after work.
Which I managed to pass with a 100%.

Oh and yesterday, Joe's (my mom's boyfriend) dad died.
Today would be his birthday.
He was the crankiest old man on the planet.
So I feel bad about that.
But this evening should be better.
I get to meet Daryl's daughter.
Im excited about that because I guess she's really cute..
Oh and I am really really tan!

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rayray

:: 2007 11 April :: 8.47pm

This has got to be the longest week I have had in a long time.
Sunday was alright but the few hours i spent with my mom were long and dreaded.
Monday I vaguely remember what I did monday.
I believe I went tanning, and then came home to sit my happy ass in bed like usual.
Tuesday I had a blueprint metrology class after work and then didn't rest until about 9.
Today I didn't rest until about 10 minutes ago, and I am still attempting to find ambition to clean and finish up laundry after taking his daughter to soccer practice and then taking him to work and all that gay stuff.
Tomorrow will be the same repetitious circle as Tuesday.
Im hoping that I will be able to see Daryl before the 19th but at this rate, that won't happen.
My phone is a hunk of shit.
I am so sick of it NOT working correctly.
Katelyn is having a girl.
But she won't name her Raychel.
However I do not blame her.
Anyway..

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skife

:: 2007 11 April :: 7.45pm

shits weak....

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skife

:: 2007 11 April :: 2.05am

i just found an hour long step by step video on how to build a pneumag frame.

i'm doing it as soon as i get my bills cought up

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joeydomina

:: 2007 9 April :: 10.34pm

It Happened.
It finally happened. It's only a matter of time. Soon my life will be as complete as it can get for now.

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rayray

:: 2007 8 April :: 6.01pm

I have yet to believe things could be better than what they are right now.
I am insanely happy.

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skife

:: 2007 8 April :: 1.20am

tonight, bored enough to gather big news 1 2 and 3 lyrics and songs and read the lyrics with the songs playing.

i wonder what happened to jason kipp after he emerged from the belly of captian bly.

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skife

:: 2007 6 April :: 10.30am


HowManyOfMe.com
LogoThere is
1
person with my name
in the U.S.A.

How many have your name?





he lives in texas.... at least thats what google tells me.

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joeydomina

:: 2007 5 April :: 8.05pm

Graduated
I have now graduated and can become a truck driver. You name it I'll drive it.... Minus a bus with children.... those are targets to hit. but yay go me.

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eddy

:: 2007 3 April :: 8.09pm


HowManyOfMe.com
LogoThere are
91
people with my name
in the U.S.A.

How many have your name?



I feel so overwhelmed. And it's making me feel lost, and confused. I don't know where to go =(

P.S. That had nothing to do with the name thing.

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skife

:: 2007 3 April :: 2.12am

i'll get this computer fixed yet.

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skife

:: 2007 2 April :: 1.04pm

highlight of today was giving the dog a bath.

she's so hyper right now... and she splashed around alot in the tub, its good times.

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skife

:: 2007 1 April :: 5.46pm
:: Music: skife

just a quick update.

last night the quarter landed on tails.

allision is having a girl.

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rayray

:: 2007 1 April :: 4.00am

The craziest shit just happened.
Mike and I were dead asleep and next thing you know, theres some guy I've never met before but he has, standing in our bedroom.
It scared the piss out of the both of us.
Who knows how the guy got here, he's trashed.
He told Mike several different stories.
The guy wasn't wearing any shoes.
And he pissed all over my bathroom floor.
I was enraged when I discovered it.
So now Mike is out trying to find a place for this guy to stay as I sit here confused and scared with the door locked and all the lights on.
It's messed up!

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joeydomina

:: 2007 1 April :: 11.51am

Perfect Zero
Yeah this is a perfect alley dock. I'm so good at this truck driving thing why I didnt do it before is a question I need to ask myself

http://x89.xanga.com/80dd443a78032114528617/z81888712.jpg

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skife

:: 2007 30 March :: 11.32am

so yeah, i was in the back of a cop car last night.

i didn't have my lisence on me, i'm driving down 17 mile see a sherif at shaner i drive by him he pulls out behind me and follows me, he gets right up on my ass and what i belive is he runs my plate number. pulls me over like just past the 25mph speed limit sign in town. asks for my registration and license at home, he asks me to step out of the car and into the back of his cruiser. i ask why he pulled me over and he says because i have the wrong plate on the car.... i'm thinking WTF right there because i know the plate is legal, its my plate justin was probably with me when i got it. (the cop also never checked the registration) he reads off the plate number to me while i'm looking at it.... and wow the dumb fucker can't type while he's driving, so he just says "you know you've got a taillight out you should get that fixed" i tell him i will and he lets me out of the car, i was so pissed. the cock sucker didn't even apoligise.

this is why i now hate cops

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eddy

:: 2007 29 March :: 4.01pm



Way to crush my dreams, asshole.

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skife

:: 2007 29 March :: 10.47am

so i'm just hanging out with kayleigh right, and were talking about telemarketers and stuff and how her little brother dupes them all the time.
so i had to get one today


this lady call here's how it went

lady: hell is deinnis bevier there?
me: no i'm not here right now.
Lady: well can you call me back at 1800 somthing when you are?
me: sure thing



i can't belive that shit just worked.

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